WEDNESDAY
lessons were juz the same.
but today i was more alert during lessons.
that includes malay lessons.
geog was interesting as always.
learnt bout titanic during english lesson.
was doing my work during maths lessons.
and i understood what mrkoh was talking bout.
lit was juz going thru corrections.
didnt go for HOM cuz had the environmental outing.
went to Golden Village Marina.
watched the Inconvenient Truth.
its a show bout global warming.
some ppl are juz damn irritating.
and sad to say so some are from our school.
after that had a forum with some scientists.
i liked one of them very much.
he was very witty and knowledgeable with his reply.
and after this trip i realised i'm kinda interested with these stuffs.
if only my science was good as well.......
i will definitely look forward to such trips.
hope the things i learnt today can help with my geog micro-teaching.
stayed back after the trip to finish up my english in sch.
think its better for someone lyk me.
and i only realised i missed out one point after writing my conclusion.
so decided to go home and edit it.
and some ppl dun juz get instructions.
teachers already said ONLY netballers can play with the ball.
doesnt mean your friends are girls you can allow.
and since when did netball change to basketball?!
basically today sucked.
someone pissed me off by his words.
another one pissed me off by his actions.
i shall not be so specific for this part.
then some ppl pissed me off by their behaviour.
lastly the one bout netball.
maybe some ppl will say i only blame others from the way i write.
but get the full story first.
maybe you'll also agree with me.
well its your freedom of choice.

TUESDAY
got to see our ppr results.
i failed 3 if i'm not wrong.
science,mother tongue and english.
mother tongue and science i'm not so bothered cuz i failed even badly last time.
but how could i fail english?!
that was my favourite subject besides literature.
and i did put in effort.
there were some reasons to why i didnt hand in my work.
and supposingly i only owe one piece of homework.
but the paper shows i owed 3!
and i did badly for lit too.
i thought i could get an A this time.
i really wanted an A for lit.
but in the end i got only a C6.
yeah i BARELY passed.
and now i know i dun stand a chance to go lit course.
to think i even qualified to go for that course.
i know i did pass but i should have gotten more marks.
my assignment screwed up the whole marks.
if only i didnt fail it....
today sucks except for netball.
at least there's something to brighten my day.
today coach mood was gd!
well towards the end of training.
at the start of training we were punished cuz couldnt complete the drill.
and i think we did it for close to 1 hour?!
and it was the same drill over and over again.
after that did the splitting drill.
hmms..i dunno wad to call it!
so there was this curse.
most of the shooters couldnt get in their shots.
atfirst mine couldnt too.
then i did something which yuting knows.
then after that i broke the curse.
my shots went in after that!!!
jocelyn keep pulling my hair!!
another perfect reason why your name is AHTOOT.
and when i wanted to pull hers,she kept dodging away!
even when i secretly tried to go behind you,you'll move away.
you juz knew when i was about to strike!!
played street netball in canteen after that.
super fun though tiring!
we lost by only 1 point?!?!
damn it!
dismissed after that.
went home with daniels and yk.
thanks yk for waiting for me.
though i took quite long.
thought you wouldnt wait luhs.
chatted with danielL for quite long after that.
then we went home cuz was getting pretty late.

FRIDAY
got back some results today.
i missed one mark to A1 for my lit CT.
man..wasted!
finally passed my geog map test for the first time ever!
i did skip 2 questions though.
but i know i'll confirm fail my home econs and science.
cuz i got 0 for home econ coursework.
i did it already.
but my friend forgot to print it out.
oh well i cant do anything also.
for science...
chem: 33plus%
physics: 40plus%
total: GONNA FLUNK TERRIBLY
i did study lah.
guess it wasnt enough.
nvm shall study harder next time round.
recess was as usual walking around and went to find ppl.
talked to sheena and sherry.
sherry you cant lie to me lah.
i know something's bothering you.
and you were quite quiet today.
wont i suspect something's wrong?
home econs were okay.
baked muffins.
mard did most of the work today.
thanks mardy!
and i pissed mdmtan off again.
i spoiled the oven in the home econs room.
and there she was nagging off what's left of the lesson.
and it didnt take long for ppl to find out.
well not ppl BUT the whole class!
i went back nto the classroom and ppl were talking bout me spoiling the oven.
drats!who spread it?!
wanted to smuggle one muffin into 1D to give zona and sherry to share.
but msho caught me!
so cant give them.
overall the muffins were tasy!
after school felt lyk shooting but they had the teachers thingy.
so instead went to lot1 with yk,peisi and zhenyi.
i was supposed to reach home by 4.
but i didnt give a damn.
its actually been quite long since i went out them.
lunched at kfc.
saw amanda and sokmeng.
they also ate together with us.
then me,yk,peisi and zhenyi walked around lot1 to pass the time.
saw sheana and gang.
they were laughing lyk mad cows!
had nth to do so we went to comic's connection.
saw this soft toy and i carried it around the shop.
felt bored so started to do passes with yk using that soft toy.
even played volleyball with it!
played for quite long before the shop person came to our place.
i saw her approaching earlier and hid from her.
yk also walked away.
she did not stop following us though.
looked at some keychains and finally decided to leave cuz was getting bored.
yk noticed the shop person was still following us.
he said to me...you think she suspects us?
the shop person then approached us and said we were suspicious!!LOL.
yk guessed correctly!
so because of that we had to be checked.
poor peisi and zhenyi.
they had to open their instrument cases juz to show that person.
and its lyk we were still laughing and walking around in the shop!
if we stole surely we'll scoot immediately lah.
had to empty our pockets blahblah.
and its a total waste of time.
but well such things dun juz happen to anyone right!
saw two of my pri sch friends and told them wad happened.
they laughed their asses off upon hearing my story!
it was pretty funny if u were there in the shop!!
the person let us off once she couldnt find anything.
we walked around a bit more and went to the library.
saw lyndi,cassandra,najiha and shanling there.
and they were talking bout horny stuff.
before your mind starts wandering away.
let me clarify this first.
their horny talks were NOT at all horny lah!!!!
they are so pure and innocent!
dunno wads masturbating!
dunno wads oral sex!(same lyk jocelyn last year)
so they sarted asking me to chat bout horny kind of stuffs.
so i told them bout wad we did for last year's sex education lessons.
then from there on the chat took many different turns.
they're very curious on the topic lah.
well cant blame them.
its only natural to be curious.
let's have an open mind bout it yeah.
we left soon cuz need go back sch to take blazers.
and our bags were still all in sch.
took bus there cuz we were kinda tired.
lyndi sat the same bus as us.
i took the whole round with lyndi and met up with the other 3 back at sch later.
helped the auntie to lock up the classrooms.
after that me and zhenyi walked around the school.
wanted to look for balls but couldnt find any.
went to sit at the basketball court with alina.
chatted quite awhile and i managed to scare her after a failed first attempt!
i went under the stairs and poked her ribs.
then she screamed!
mission accomplished!
but my shirt got very dirty in the process.
after that me and zhenyi went to the pull-ups area.
yk came there too.
from there on we tried the different physical exercises.
there was this balancing game.
we took turns to play on it.
the player has to safely finish the game without falling off.
the other 2 ppl will try to make the person fall by scaring or other methods.
had lotsa fun scaring each other.
zhenyi is the easiest to scare lah!
she falls off very fast!
there was once i was sitting down resting cuz my stomach very pain from laughing.
then suddenly yk fell down without any warning.
he was lyk pressing down on my head!
zhenyi almost fell many many times too.
see her play quite scary actually.
cuz you have to keep thinking if she's gonna injure herself a not.
shall play this balancing game again!

THURSDAY
OMG!OMG!
ITS SOMEONE SPECIAL'S BDAY!!
YUTING SHUD JUZ BE AS EXCITED!!
okay here's the thing.
its not our bday but we're damn damn happy and excited.
especially during training.
we did a drill where the shooters had to run into the circle and shoot.
so i said my shots were specially for DD.
then almost all my shots got in!!
yuting dedicated her shots to JOJO.
and for those shots that didnt go in,
they were for HANHAN,MUMMY and DADDY.
hope we get to see them very soon yeah yuting!
today coach asked us to do splits.
so dunno still muz do right.
after a few times was already slowly getting used to splitting.
although not that perfect and nice lah.
still need to practise.
and the funny thing is,
me and yuting were juz talking bout why coach nvr teach us how to split.
then after that coach told the shooters we had to do split.
at the end of training played some game.
my team lost.
so we had to do 3 suicide runs.
and good news!
shooters can bring back netballs to practise their shooting!!
there will be no training tmr due to some teacher's meeting or whatsoever.
basically today's highlights were juz training and of course DD.
as for yuting it must have been JOJO.
nvm we shall be patient and wait for next year!

WEDNESDAY
my body was swaying side to side again in malay class.
what's wrong with me?!
i come to the lesson with energy bursting inside but i end up falling asleep.
and i tried my best to keep my eyes open but i cant.
got scolded again.
its lyk a routine for me already.
english was quiet today.
not much discussions.
we were given a task to complete.
and i managed to finish mine in the class itself.
got scolded during maths lesson cuz i wasnt paying attention.
well i got yk and ahbird to teach me exercise15.
played some stretchin game to see whose head can touch their kness while standing up.
after that went for HOM.
we will start building the model next week.
we were give much more time than NA students.
their dateline was 2weeks before ours.
after HOM went to limbang foodcourt to meet sherry.
weeliat,zona and her stead were there too.
but only me and sherry were gonna watch the movie.
watching secrets.
heard its a very touching story.
took bus there and bought our tickets.
went to the toilet since there's still plenty of time.
yk i now understand what you meant when u said sherry is entertaining!
went back up to buy our food and stuff then entered the cinema.
inside the cinema me and sherry were still as noisy as we were outside.
eh but she's noisier!
even so, we kept quiet once the movie started.
movie was good.
interesting plot.
and i admit the movie was touching but i didnt cry though.
sherry cried.
me and yk's prediction was true.
i will not say no to seeing this movie again lah.
after the movie me and sherry walked around lot1.
we said we will walk around all the levels.
we were also waiting for weeliat to come.
went around walking and sherry bought some stuff.
and i paid for her one tag which said 'fuck you'.
she wanted to use it on her dnt teacher.
saw amanda and sokmeng at lot1 too.
met weeliat outside minitoons.
then i left cuz amanda angry with me already.
and i dun ven noe wad i did.
do you disapprove my being with her so much?
you want me to stop mixing around with her izzit?
at least say something lah.
dun juz say those words then nvr tell me where i went wrong.
even though i always distrub you.
i'm still just as bothered when you dun wanna talk to me.
my mood's all gone now because of you.

TUESDAY
as from today onwards,there will be no more morning runs for me.
but i will still go and run occassionally to lose more weight.
can train stamina too!
then i can perform better for netball.
lessons were okay.
did some maths revision with yk.
during lit there was this idiotic teacher who forced everyone to juz do nth there.
we couldnt do our own stuff even when it was a free period.
and tell me honestly...whats so wrong bout seeing posters?!
she wasnt even making such a big fuss but you did!
and i was heck caring her and still put my head on the table.
and i didnt allow her to touch my head.
get your hands off my body!!
maths common test was bad.
dunno how to do!!
i did study though.
maths clinic after that.
for dunno wad reason i managed to finish quite fast today.
guess i really didnt want to disappoint coach again.
and jocelyn you aint dumb okay!
i got ask you for help this time!
rushed down for netball training.
did the staircase run thingy with sherwin.
didnt run properly this ime.
was lyk taking very small steps while jogging.
my stomach really hurts at that time.
then had difficulty breathing.
so had to slow down my pace in order not to walk.
sherwin accompanied me and slowed down too juz in case anything happened to me.
thanks girl!
played court game after doin the normal ball passes and drills.
court game was damn arduous.
yuting see!!
i also got use!
for every mistake we had to do 20pumpings.
and the bricks were so god damn hot and rough.
my arm was really hurting.
and i haven really recovered.
in the end too tired until i missed most of my shots!
muz be disciplined and finish my shots!
100% shots from me.
thats my aim!
pitied puiman today.
she looked so drained and lyk no energy to run!
oh we did have a team talk by mstock.
she warned us again bout not turning up for training.
our discipline as a whole team is still not satisfying i guess.
carried jocelyn and dorothy on the netball poles while keeping them.
we changed the keeping poles area.
now i know kranji holds the record for being the only sch who locks up netball poles!
both of them not heavy ah.
and alot of ppl were carrying the pole at that time.
ginny,me,yuting,shimin,kahfong....did i miss out anyone?
after that me and yuting tried to hide the poles as much as we could.
in the end mission accomplished!
the poles couldnt be seen from outside!
walked home with shimin,kahfong,cindy.
sort of lyk argued with this someone.
i mean stop giving lame excuses lah.
ppl in their right mind will surely think you're at fault.
i dun want to be close to you.
so dun force me too.
i dun lyk you.
get that?!
alot of ppl despise you lah!!
perharps you're totally blinded by that fact.
gosh you're so damn cheap!!

MONDAY
didnt go to sch today.
and i was wondering if jocelyn went to sch anot.
cuz she told me she will be going to see the doc today.
she smsed me later telling she didnt go sch.
chatted with her on msn and we are still chatting and playing hexic now!
in the morning i couldnt even talk.
lost my voice.
but now its a bit better.
i'm wondering also how danielL is controlling the class.
shall get my spies to report on him.LOL.
now i finally know why jocelyn cant walk in a straight line!
hahahas.next time muz really make sure she's not at any edges while walking!
and for your own info....
jocelyn is afraid of every animal!!
including pigs!
i still remeber that time we were walking from cdans.
and she thought the dog was a pig.
then she got afraid already!!
tmr there's netball training and maths CT.
hope i dont flunk too terribly for teh common test.
as for netball,hope i wont be sick already.
i know coach dun lyk it when some of the team members dont train together.
i'm totally helpless bout the situation.
but i'll definitely promise to set aside more time for netball as well as studies.

TAF CAMP
did my netball runs before going to assemble outside pe room.
took height and weight.
put our bags at class 4G and left for Mt Faber.
the trek wasnt that tiring.
its juz we were going uphill.
but overall not tiring.
faridah and zelia as usual were the noisiest.
there was this funny thing that happened while we were going down the stairs.
one ssc guy(i forgot his name) was walking behind me.
he was talking to his friends in malay.
he was saying something lyk..."this trip not tiring.no effect!"
then he suddenly slipped and fell!!
the steps were slippery of course.
but the funny thing is he immediately fell after saying NO EFFECT!
after that everyone kept teasing him by saying NO EFFECT!
reached sch and bathed.
had dinner.
i totally regretted not eating lunch lah!
cuz the dinner was so little!
and i was really hungry since i haven ate anything.
for those who know me, i eat alot when i'm sick!
in the end juz put up with it.
i was too hungry too complain.
played badminton for awhile with some peeps.
then went to the spin room for a talk.
was rather late cuz too engrossed with badminton already.
mrong gave us the talk while ssc had a break i guess.
but their break is usually playing frisbee lah.
some played basketball badminton or soccer.
its fun playing sports at night.
just have that different kind of feeling.
and its much more cooling.
had dessert after that.
its some kind of soup with sweet potato and longan in it.
i only liked the hot feeling the soup gave.
and of course the longan.
didnt eat the others.
felt lyk playing sports again but no one wanted to play with me.
so went back to the classroom and did some homework.
hahahaha.isnt that surprising?!
stopped doing homework when i was totally stuck.
played cards instead.
played blackjack and uno afterwards.
was smsing jocelyn in between.
the rest got bored and went to sleep.
only me and cindy were awake.
we went outside and saw faridah and zelia.
ssc girls were just in the classroom beside us.
faridah is still as high at night with her giraffey.
many kranjians were awake doing their homework.
this is a good thing but it also shows teachers give too much homework!!
some mugged till 3plus in the morning.
i went to lie down at around 2plus.
couldnt sleep that well.
kept waking up.
and zhenyi didnt reply my sms!
cant blame her.
she has bilingual stuff tmr.
at around 6.50am, went to the toilet to freshen up.
went down to the canteen at 7 to have breakfast.
saw yuting and zhenyi and of course some other ppl.
we left the school at 8plus and reached changi ferry terminal one hour later.
was sleeping on the bus.
kept leaning onto ziwei.
there was once i leaned too much and almost fell over!
started our walk after the short toilet break there.
it was tiring at first cuz we were walking on grass.
walked mostly with faridah today.
she was just as crazy as ever.
how to describe her?!
hmm..of a different kind??
she saw a big leaf.
and she dragged it while walking for no reason at all.
when she finally let go of the leaf,
she even gave it a farewell hug and kiss!!
there were many other stuff she did that was just as crazy.
but of course i cant remember all of it.
we passed by changi airport and our sec2 campsite!
it definitely brought back memories.
had our lunch at SAFRA.
our lunch was made ourselves.
we were grouped into 5.
my grp members were charlene,charmaine,ziwei,cindy.
and someone from my group juz is a bitch lah.
you think you're a big shot then dun need carry stuff izzit?!
other ppl are also tired not only you!
dun expect the ssc to always help you.
and you're not even sick or wad but complain damn lots.
all of us ignored the bitch after that and did our own stuff.
let her be the loner.
we finally reached east coast.
walked on from there.
it was raining but it did make the weather cooler.
doreen is one crazy ssc too!
the walk in east coast was less tiring cuz the ground was flat.
saw the stjohn ppl there too.
i was the first to reach our final destination...BIGSPLASH!!!
but there was no more bigsplash.
there are some construction works going on.
but mrkong walked further down so i juz followed suit.
the teachers are all very nice lah.
can talk bout juz anything to them.
and really enjoyed their stories.
reached an open field which i call CAT FIELD.
cuz its full of cats!!
I LOVE CATS!!!!!!
played with the cats there.
there was one who liked me too.
keep going around my legs and allowed me to scratch its ears and stroke its fur.
but sadly the bus came and we had to leave.
i shall go back to the field some other days.
didnt fall asleep in the bus on the way back.
wasnt that tired.
reached sch and straightaway took our bags.
proceeded to pe room to take our weight.
I PUT ON WEIGHT!!!!!!!
i exercised and ate moderately but still put on weight!!
even so i wasnt that bothered by it.
was looking forward to going home and sleep all i want!!
and true enough when i reached home,
i quickly had a short bath and slept till the next day!
overall the TAF camp was good.
had a sense of accomplishment of walking 20km,which is a long long way to go!

THURSDAY
came sch only after recess.
went to the doc to take my vaccinations.
got a jab each for both hands.
i really have to thank my dad for allowing me to go.
that means i'm off that not eating and not sleeping phase.
actually didnt feel lyk going to sch after that.
but wanted yto see how sherry was and also find sheena.
even we and sheena juz chatted recently.
i felt lyk its been ages since we chatted.
joined lessons after that.
during english lesson.
emilia wanted to go to the toilet.
so i accompanied her.
actually jocelyn was supposed to accompany her.
but surely both of them will get scared in the end.
decided to go the toilet outside the science lab.
while walking there i told her there was 'something' in the last cubicle.
i did it for good purposes not to scare her!
then i entered the toilet first.
emilia didnt want to enter lah!!
she say i was gonna scare her.
i sweared hell lots of times i wanst gonna scare her.
but she choose not to listen.
in the end she didnt even enter the toilet and we went back to class.
at the end of the lessons i told msfazlin that emilia didnt dare use the toilet.
msfazlin made her even more scared by telling the class freaky stuff.
emilia was covering her ears.
though msfazlin intended to scare emilia.
i bet some other ppl like jocelyn freaked out too right?!
oh btw emilia said i looked scary!!!!!!!!!!

after sch went for the malay theatre.
gosh its such a waste of time.
was practically trying to keep myself awake.
and when i couldnt take it.
i juz dozed off.
then my body was lyk kept rocking back and forth.
and the show was so borring!
i could have been training happily if not for this!
but going for trainings can also sometimes dampen my spirits.
i love netball and will fight juz for it.
if i come late or cant come.
i have my valid reasons.
but i dun usually skip trainings.
and i only come late on tuesdays cuz of maths clinic.
and now i guess i'll be missing september hols training.
this buggs me even more.
knowing that i wont be able to come for training.
i juz wonder how some ppl are able to get off so easily without a reason.
and while i have reasons i cant be excused.
managed to do some shots while the rest trained.
stopped at 100 cuz my arms began to get numb.

while walking home saw yk,zhenyi and a ew other 2a peeps.
and when yk called i gave an irritated reply.
i'm really so sorry.
i didnt noe you all were waiting for me.
sorry sorry.
i feel damn guilty now.
i myself cant figure out why we keep arguing now.
little matters juz sparks me off.
and i'll only regret afterwards.
but wads the point of that.
its lyk we cant talk much face to face .
if we do i think i'll get easily pissed off for dunno why.
you thought i wouldnt apologise.
but here i am specially apologising to you.
I'M SORRY YONGKIAN.
I'LL MAKE UP FOR WHAT I DID.
maybe my mind was juz in a whirl.
and i let it out on you.
i know you wont mind after a while.
but i still feel i should apologise.
now that everything's okay.
i wont be so fierce/harsh/mean or whatever words you use to describe it.

YESTERDAY
i'll juz elaborate on the main points.
was supposed to watch movie with sherry.
cindy and yk came along too.
actually wanted to watch alone but they dun have that show anymore.
so we not that sure what to watch.
after sch me and cindy walked to cck sports complex to wait fro sherry.
yk didnt go in the end cuz of certain reasons.
when we reached the pool.
found out sherry not there!
she went home to get some stuff for her dad.
so i wasted my money to go in the pool.
talked to sheena and mryeo was lyk looking until very wad luhs.
cuz we were standing very close and also holding hands while talking.
maybe he thinks we're les??
like that only what.
not as if we doin illegal stuff.
then after he shooed me away the mood for chatting disappeared!
then waited for them and took bus to lot1.
sherry told us to meet her there.
but in the end she said she not coming.
she called me up to apologise.
but really i dont mind.
you are sick.
go and rest.
and the reason why i went along today cuz i didnt wanna see you cry.
we can still go out some other time.
take care of yourself first.
thats what matters most to me.
went back to school cuz had india meeting at night.
ssc peeps were playing frisbee.
but got chased away by the principal herself.
after the meeting was super happy.
cuz my dad gave in.
i really have to thank the teachers and my parents of course.
i shall work harder.
all i have to do is study hard!

MONDAY
had india meeting early in the morning.
and i forgot almost everything needed to bring along.
then was informed that we had a TAF camp this friday.
guess i wont be sleeping.
but who will stay awake with me??
pe was fun.
played floorball.
first game was okay.
but i was caught off guard by xiuxuan who juz hit away my ball easily.
wanted to kick daniellim out lah!
second game was lousy!
got kicked out in the beginning.
jiaqi lah!
anyhow hit when i thought we ganged up to kill daniellim.
the game was great.
but it could have been better if everyone had sportsmanship
and not be sore losers.
its juz a game lah.
had badminton theory test too after that.
but it was an open book test.
so was very easy to get full marks.
mrkoh didnt come again.
and some ppl were so damn childish.
fancy playing such stuff in the class at your age.
and you could still argue when you were in the wrong.
disturbed annita during recess.
but she was let off due to some reasons.
i shall get my revenge sooner or later.
ohoh.i disturbed june too!
chem lessons were okay.
english lesons went by quite fast.
even after msfazlin said it was gonna be boring.
didnt think so though.
escaped from being caught for not doin malay homework.
was in a hugging mood after lessos so hugged a few ppl.
had india meeting shortly after.
yk waited for me even though the meeting lasted quite long.
we actually wanted to watch alone but in the end didnt watch.
watching this thursday with sherry at causeway.
saw zona,sherry and a few other ppl at lot1.
and there's this sherry's primary school friend who's very very cute lah.
and sherry molested me again cuz yk go say got money in my uniform pocket!
me and yk went to eat at kfc after that.
was slacking around at the third level while i was chewing on ice.
felt bored then started spitting ice down downstairs.
i didnt know i would be so accurate.
one of the ice drop onto a guy's laptop and another one slipped down his shirt.
both of us went to the library after that.
saw amanda,sokmeng,kangrong and jiashun.
read a book or so and got bored.
couldnt find yk after that.
went outside to look for him.
and in the end found him using the comp!!
sat down next to him and looked thru blogs and friendsters.
at around 6plus both of us wanted to go home.
but when i stood up i couldnt walk!
leg cramp!
then that evil yk go push me some more!
so grab onto his shoulder and tried to walk but it didnt help much lah.
cuz he kept saying itchy!
after a while my leg got better already.
yk took the train while i walked to the bus station.
was looking out for 2a modern dancers.
but didnt see them.
so took the next bus that came.
saw that crazy boy again.
here i am sitting and blogging while revising lit with zhenyi.
i hope i wont screw up for tmr's common test.
or else i'll say byebye to lit course.

SUNDAY
MSNAT'S WEDDING!
being woke up early in the morning by yk's sms.
it was around 9plus i think.
its early for someone lyk me okay!
i usually wake up after 12.
so was smsing and sleeping while replying him.
slept a few times before getting up to bathe.
yk told me they were meeting up at 11.15am.
so i left my house to walk to the venue at 11.05am.
in the end he told me it was the meeting time at lot1.
then i had to wait for a long time.
then i said it was ok.
cuz i though i had to wait the most for about 15mins.
but i was so so wrong!
they came only after around 45mins!
and the weather was freaking hot!
kept sweating.
and what i thought was true.
i wore until too formal!
mard said seh will wear formally too.
but in the end she didnt!
both the bride and groom looked great!
well who wouldnt on their wedding day.
and colleen teased me saying i was goin to get married on that day too!
hey i not wearing until lyk a bride luh!!LOL!!
marilyn looked very feminine too.
went to lot1 after that with the 2a peeps.
mard and thoven wanted to go town.
wished i could go along but i had to go home by 4!
argh!never mind.
i have to wait until after september.
loitered around and went arcade.
yk and zhenyi didnt want to go home.
so they took the same bus with me.
and evil zhenyi dont want let me sit with her.
she only give me two choices.
sit with yk or sit in hot sun.
or course i didnt want to sit in the sun.
so sat with yk.
evil zhenyi!
the two of them wanted to go danielchia house.
we alighted at the same stop but walked different ways.
and yk..i removed your present cuz i was sweating lah!
if not later it will sure get lost!
zhenyi told me yk shouted up my block.
but i didnt even hear anything.
yk shouted damn loud but i still didnt hear anything.
and i dun live near cindy.
i think you all shout wrong place??
i did wait for quite long.
but still didnt see you two.
so i went to sleep.
damn tired lah.
not enough sleep from ytd.
feel lyk watching alone.
heard its good.
yk said he's okay with it but no money.
hahas.both of us no money.
if i got the money i'll surely treat you one lah.
next time okay.
tmr maybe need go and get injected!
i dunno why but i kinda lyk injections!

SATURDAY
though i would be able to finish all my homework.
but managed to complete some of them only.
went out at night.
went to causeway at first to eat kfc.
yeah specifically went there juz to eat kfc.
after that went to airpost.
cuz its been ages since i went there.
and it has changed alot!
me and my cousin kept on singing the gatsby song on the way there.
and there was this guy who danced along to the song when i played it!
practically had teh whole carriage of train to ourselves.
cuz not much ppl were around.
i wanted to stay overnight.
but some of us wanted to go home.
so in the end intended to take the last train home.
but we missed that!
so took bus all the way to causeway.
then took cab home.
i still feel like goin to airport again!
its quite a nice place to study.
but such a regret i forgot to bring my homework along.

THURSDAY
HAPPY BURTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLENNDON!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOONYONG!
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY YUTING!
went to see esplanade to see the fireworks.
all i can say its a disappointment.
cuz the previous years were nicer.
even my cousins agreed so.
well nth much to post bout national day

WEDNESDAY
ndp celebration at kranji sec!
day started out fine.
1b juniors wanted to see my lion costume but oh well you guys have to wait.
met up with danielL winz and keith.
sheena also followed me around.
i dunno why but felt nice to have her around.
after that went to the 3rd level with my two assistants, chaunping and xiuxuan.
changed into the costume.
xiuxuan was really a great help!
assembled outside music room and got briefed.
our class was the first one to go.
so went down to the first level.
upon hearing the emcee saying bout our class i juz started crawling.
it hurts alot crawling on the parade square ground!!
and keith..you walked wrongly lah!
hahas.you are supposed to cover the whole parade square!
never mind lah.
it did mean i had to crawl less.
i missed out on all the performance lah!!!
i really really wanted to see the band performance!!
heard something funny happened during flaggie?
aww..i missed out on alot of stuff i guess.
in the end heard from yk 2a&3d got first for the fashion parade.
me and keith also got interviewed by the newpaper crew.
i really have to thank peiling and gang for helping out with my costume.
if not for them there wont be a lion costume.
really sorry cuz the costume is damaged now.
after the whole event had india meeting unexpectedly!
and i already told zhenyi to wait for me.
in the end yk peisi and zhenyi waited for me bout 1 hour plus?!
and in total i recieved 2sms and 46calls from yk, 6calls from zhenyi.
but i couldnt answer cuz my phone wasnt even with me during the meeting.
sorry yeah guys.
went to causeway after that.
did nth much there.
was looking for msnat present too.
felt really bored so decided to go back to lot1.
saw mardy thoven and hwyi.
saw sheena too.
accompany her to buy her lunch at macdonald.
then went home cuz i told my mum i will be home by 3.
i shall be a good girl in order to get to go for that only trip.

TUESDAY
nth much today.
had home econs practical exams after school.
cooked spaghetti.
but the best thing is i forgot to bring my container!
how the hell was i gonna keep my food?!
saw an empty container in the home econs room and decided to use it.
i was left with not much choice already.
luckily mdmtan didnt see me.
after cooking the spaghetti realised i cooked too much noodles itself.
but the problem is i had no storage space.
didnt feel lyk throwing them away too.
so i secretly took a big silver bowl and filled it up with the leftover noodles.
then when mdmtan wasnt looking i quickly dodged out and placed the bowl outside.
after my presentation and stuff.
i took my things and the silver bowl to go for my maths clinic.
ate the spaghetti juz lyk tat with afew other ppl especially thaqif.
and btw my meatballs are nice ok!
it was cooked!
and mslow is a very nice teacher lah.
i like her too!
after maths clinic went to see juniors train.
me and jocelyn did some passes.
then all of a sudden coach said seh wanted to throw some passes with us too.
and it was gonna be HARD passes.
at first was terrified of jocelyn's and coach's balls.
but in the end got used to it.
jocelyn is lyk keep running away from coach.
but coach in the end still prefer to throw at her than me.HAHAHAHA.
did some shots here and there.
saw the band ppl practising for the ndp rehearsal too.
coach asked me yuting and jocelyn to play game with juniors.
performance not tat gd cuz it was hard to move around in uniform.
played GS and GK too.
the game was okay.
not that tiring actually.
coach challenged me shooting again today after so long.
i won her again!!
after training ended coach played frisbee with afew kranjians which included jocelyn.
there was once coach was monkey then jocelyn was holding the frisbee.
then coach snatched the frisbee away from her.
its hard to explain here wad really happened.
but the whole scene was very very hilarious and cute too.
its nice to see coach in a gd mood and everyone juz enjoying themselves!
hope to have more of these kind of days :DD

my dad sucks lah!
after going thru all the interview.
i got selected to go for the india exchange program.
but he spoilt everything.
i'm not a small kid already lah.
last time i got selected to go malaysia but you didnt allow.
you're letting another good opportunity pass by again.
dont you understand its a very rare chance where students get chosen to go overseas?
guess i'll have to let tis chance go by juz lyk last time.
you'll nvr give in to me.......

BORED!
feel lyk updating but at the same time dun feel lyk updating.
have the urge to blog but cant seem to do so.
yeah so maybe juz a short one for now.
i'll juz randomly write down the important stuff that happened.

the beijing students have come!
we started off with a modern dance performance in the morning.
the dance disappointed me though.
the dancers didnt have the energy i saw at the SYF showcase.
the china students eventually came to 2A.
there's this one guy me and mard like to disturb.
he's no other than CHENCHEN!!!
he's very nice to talk to.
mard will take no chances not to flirt with this guy!
hope they have a nice stay with us.
and dun get scared by my loud voice yeah!

mstock scolded me!
she said i lost alot alot of weight.
so i got scolded by her as i was walking back to class from streetdance.
she said some seniors complained bout me not eating.
i did try to eat more this time.
then not only that.
after sch she caught me again.
this time for not tucking in my shirt.
hahahs.so many times getting caught by her.

streetdance exam is coming real soon!
gotta learn all my moves and not fail the test.
i dun expect to get high as long as i dun fail it.
gotta master my baby freeze.
and have to keep up with the fast beat.
with practise i shall be able to do it!

trainig was cancelled on thursday as coach got gastric flu.
heard from xindi its very sickly as the person will keep vomitting.
take care coach!
had our normal physical training on fri.
juz as i had expected we didnt run outside.
its juz the weather lah.
why be so bothered.
if coach was there will you guys still not run?
coach will still make us run no matter wad.
so why give these kind of excuses now.
i went for the NDP rehearsal in between and went back to training soon.
we did the normal ball passes and medicine balls.
and ran up and down the staircase.
the distance was much much shorter compared to 2.4km but still ppl walked.
saw some netbies playing frisbee after that.
thought hot what then why still play.

didnt feel lyk goin home so stayed in sch.
talked to lynn after so long.
dun be so stressed up yeah.
treated the 1B juniors.
went to see the flaggie performance.
went to look at lynn de-stressing.
and yk was lyk doin his flaggie in front of the 1st floor lift itself.
lynn say she's fascinated by you even though it looks abit gay.LOL.
xindi say i not good at lying...
really meh??
thought i was good at it!
went home with yk after that.
was very tired wen reached home.
went online for awhile and slept soon after.

about ____
doesnt mean you run 2.4km its already enough.
you didnt even go for detention.
even if you see wad i wrote her i dun give a damn.
after all wad i'm writing will be the truth.
you can even go watch a movie on that day.
seemed like you had it all planned.
seemed like you already decied not to come for training.
what makes you think you have a right to decide.
c'mon lah you're juz a new comer to the team.
you dun have to choice to whether you can come or not.
doesnt mean coach not there you can make advantage of that situation.
and you seemed so cool bout the whole thing.
its as if you did nothing wrong.
well as a matter of factly u did!
you did not come training without a valid reason!
though i'll see some improvement in you but i was wrong.
your other classmates improved but you slacked.
i dun see passion in you at all.
then why do you deserve do be in the team.
might as well give your place to some one who deserves it more.
i would rather they put some one who has passion and is willing to learn.
and you still could say you didnt want any misunderstanding with the seniors.
then why are you doin all this?!
and i shouldnt be giving a damn if you dont yourself.
dont let the team be pulled down because of you.

didnt know this post will turn out that long!

YESTERDAY!
went to suntec with yk.
needed to buy his present.
two of us were lyk so informaly dressed.
compared to the other adults who were in dresses and suits.
walked around and yk lost his way!
in the end we ended up at a dead end!
but i did find purple tulips through that process.
so i'll get it for xindi the next time i go there.
bought for yk boxers and a watch.
wanted to buy a ripcurl pencil case.
but couldnt find any.
well the presents i bought are more meaningful right.
at least i know he will use it.
in return he bought me a birthday present.
liked the present alot and hope you like mine too yeah!

at the end of the trip went to donut factory.
their service sucked the hell lots out of me.
firstly the queue was damn long.
their workers were still there chatting away.
they were still laughing and joking around.
wads the point saying you'll try to serve the customers as soon as possible.
i juz dun see the urgerncy in any of the single workers there.
secondly the auntie didnt wanna give me a plastic bag.
i forgot to take the plastic bag earlier and u wont give me one now.
wad kind of shit is tat?!
and are you so blind that u cant see that the paper bag is from your own company?!
its damn obvious those donuts in my hands were from your shop!
and when she didnt want to give me a plastic bag.
i juz walked off.
its juz a waste of my time talking to such ppl.
though your donuts are nice.
you service sucked.
and if possible i shall not come back for anymore donuts!
because of the long wait,
my back hurts alot now!

oh jocelyn didnt come today.
was smsing chat with her a few times.
and i saw her once for the whole day.
my eyes playing tricks on me again!
hope you'll be alrite yeah!
reached home at around 8plus.
luckily my mum was still outside.
so i didnt get any scoldings!

TODAY!
juz knew our morning run route has been changed.
now we have to run the annnual road run route.
jocelyn told me that running slowly will also cause my stamina to drop.
so gotta push myself cause i wanna improve.
lessons were okay.
had a malay test today.
had geog common test today.
hope i dun fail it.

maths clinic was after school.
jocelyn was my doctor for today.
thaqif cheated luh!
he copied off somebody else's answers!
had detention after that.
supposed to do one hour detention.
but the prefects had to leave early.
so only did half an hour.
have to complete the remaining time some other days.

went to shoot for awhile with jocelyn after that.
but both of us had no mood to shoot.
cuz the poles were juz too sucky.
so chatted with jocelyn while doing passes.
played checkers with yuting and jocelyn too.
almost lost to yuting!
coach was super pissed with the juniors today.
i dunno wad the reasons were exactly.
luyi cried in the end cuz coach scolded her very harshly.
meihui told me.
JOCELYN IS IN A SUNTAN CRAZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she sat there not doin anything juz to tan her legs.
call her crazy but kinda cute too yeah!

while playing checkers sherry came to tell me she lost her necklace.
then suddenly she pulled my shirt and looked inside.
guessed she muz have seen everything now.
if want see also see some other days lah.
today i wearing only half-cup leh!
never mind lah.
so after that she tried to unbuckle my bra.
she didnt get to in the end.
then it was my turn!
i tried to unbuckle her bra.
but i lost too!
i shall get my revenge tmr.
you juz watch out!
tried looking for your necklace but couldnt find it.
i'll look again tmr okay.
anyway dun be too sad alrite.
dun give a damn about those ppl yeah.
i'll always be there for you.
and remember our deal.
work hard for it!

realised sheena is a great crapping partner.
while walking back we were talking bout breasts and bras.
and we continued on msn.
and we chatted for quite long.
and i really enjoy chatting with her!
her laugh is very very addictive too!!!!!!!!

short post for today

did nothing much.
was made to stand during homeecon cuz i didnt bring my stuff.
helped ppl with their food.
i liked yiying's cheesy macaroni.
you muz teach me how to make it!
fard amanda zhenyi and mardiana's food were nice too.
had our physical training after that.
devi...where are you?!
i really need to talk to you!
actually there's alot of ppl who i want to talk to.
ppl lyk xindi lynn yuzheng or xiuhan.
alot of things to talk about.

i don't feel like i belong in my house anymore.

i was a good being a good girl today.
well most of the times.
i paid attention in class.
mrkoh scolded me only once even though i wasnt talking loudly to thaqif.
my malay teacher also scolded me.
but who cares?!
i did make an improvement.
and i have officially joined on a mission with peiling and yuanfang.
its a mission not to laugh.
so no more seeing sheena laugh.
cuz i find her laugh super addictive to me.
and yongkian dun make me laugh okay!

left my house 6.30am in the morning.
yeah so my plan now is to walk to school everyday.
its very cooling in the morning.
but if its raining of course i'll bus to sch.
the reason for me leaving so early...
cuz i dun wan see my dad.
so i'll try my best to avoid him.
i dun even talk to him now.
cant be bothered.
and i dun wanna give a damn.

reached school before 7.
whoa..alot of time to find ppl and talk!
coming early=more time to disturb yuzheng
sat with ziwei for awhile.
saw lyndi and helped her take the newspaper.
so i was carrying 2A's and 1A's newspapers.
very very heavy!
distributed the papers and left to find more ppl.
didnt see any of the sec4's.
so cant chat...
sat with ziwei they all again.
wen i had nth to do.
went back to classroom.
boring morning this time.

lessons were okay.
geog was very interesting!
land reclamation!
and i didnt noe till now that there are 3 steps to this process.
though i sucked at the map test.
but i am looking forward to geog lessons!

malay lesson was interesting.
not cuz of the topic of course.
its cuz i sort of rebelled against my teacher.
i was feeling very restless.
so i stretched in my seat without even standing up.
and she stared at me.
so i juz looked around and looked back at her.
i did no wrong so why shud i be afraid.
then she said i was rude.
so i juz gave a smirk and looked at other places.
i stretched once more.
and this time she said i had no manners.
well who was the one who started it first.
i didnt even interrupt the lesson.
she also said my parents nvr educate me.
nvr teach me those basic stuff.
so i got angry and juz ignored her.
and she asked me to sit up straight.
i didnt even move.
i didnt want care bout her.
so i chose to not listen to her.
in the end i had to give in.
cuz the lesson was getting disrupted cuz of me.
this is total crap.
i thought teachers want their pupils to stay alert so they can focus in class.
i stretched cuz i wanted to stay alert and not fall alseep.
where the hell did u get the idea that i was being rude.
i didnt even say a single word while stretching.
she dun alow us to eat sweets, cant stretch.
then wad muz we do if we feel sleepy or restless.
so much for saying they want students to focus.
i still remember she giving me a lecture last time.
she said she cant see my focus in class.
so now wad happen?
i am trying and you are stoppin me.
in the end i resorted to getting sufiana to pinch me wen i was feeling sleepy.
in work but the effect only lasted a few mins before i got sleepy again.
anyway i'm juz wondering..
are teachers supposed to criticise students and their parents?
do teachers have a right to question how our parents brought us up?
back off lah.
you dont even ow a single piece of our bodies.
whereas our parents's blood are flowing thru us.
tell me sensibly..
who has more rights over us?
u dun have single bloody right to question how i was brought up.
i suggest you mind your business and your own kids.
not other people's kids.
doesnt mean we kept quiet means we dun care.
i think we've taken enough of your insults and sarcastic remarks.
from now onwards i will not shut up if she starts all this again.
this is a promise i made to myself.
so i shall fulfill it then.
yeah i know we make mistakes at times
and for tat we deserve to be punished.
but muz u insult us and our parents?
well god knows wad will happen if i tell the principal bout it.
if my mum knows surely she'll complain too.
at least i know to handle all my problems myself.
so at least be thankful and stop all those insults.

lit was okay.
paying attention as usual.
if i want to take pure lit.
i have to make that effort.
asked mstang on how to solve the assignment question.
i really dunno how to do it.
strangely i was doin my work this time during maths.
but i was scolded cuz caught talking to thaqif.
but i didnt talk tat loud right.
shall improve more.
and i will make MISSION NOT LAUGHING a success!

had maths clinic after school.
yeah i was the patient.
zhenyi and shufen were my doctors.
yuting was sitting beside me too.
she came to wait for me.
i didnt feel lyk studying at first.
so was joking around.
making my doctors irritated.
and zhenyi called me stupid!!
zhneyi i gonna sue you!
how can doctors say their patients stupid!!
at least i managed to irritate shufen and zhenyi.
but i did concentrate in the end.
i really muz admit shufen's maths is very good.
and she is a very good doctor unlike zhenyi!
she taught me patiently and i can learn easily.
so next week i'm gonna irritate my doctors again.
sorry for being a troublesome patient yeah!

went to shoot for awhile with yuting.
jocelyn had already done her shooting.
jocelyn finished 300+ shots.
well i didnt show much reaction juz now.
but thats a hell lot of shots!
i only managed to complete 75.
not even a hundred.
had to leave cuz ziwei jody and shimin were waiting for me.
jocelyn wanted me to go with her and yuting to minimart.
after much persuasion i finally agreed.
but in the end she said i didnt have to go.
and i found out i missed out alot alot of fun things!!
nvm lah.
there's always another day.
had fun with those 2H girls.
we were basically gossiping bout ____ all along.
well cant blame us.
girls juz cant stop gossiping!
saw sokmeng and amanda.
continued gossiping with them bout ____.
took 300 with ziwei and jody on the way home.

i bathed and didnt even touch the computer after that.
i was shocked myself.
i did my homework until i finished everything before i used the comp.
not such a bad accomplishment for someone like me.
but i cheated abit troo.
cuz i was smsing with yongkian.
not supposed too.
but it was only smsing.
and i managed to finish my lit.
i'm left with my malay only.
doin it later cuz not sure how to do.

my mum juz closed another deal!
more money coming in!!

i'm gonna blog a bit bout wad happened ytd.
kranji c bball boys are 3rd in the west zones.
congrats!!
achieve more better results next time.
hope there'll be a time for us netballers too.
the game was so nerve-racking.
the first three quarters were okay.
we were leading all the way.
but it wasnt such a big score gap.
the fourth quarter was juz super exciting.
nanhua shot 2 3-pointers and they were leading.
and there was only 2 seconds left!
but we had a free shot.
ansong had to put in the two shots or we'll lose.
i swear ansongmuz be feeling super duper stressed at that moment.
the fate of the team rested on his shoulders.
thank god he put in both shots!!
so it was a draw.
5mins was added to the time.
those nanhua peeps tot they had already won.
and they were so proud!
for the whole 5mins we were juz hoping nanhua didnt put in another 3-pointer.
in the end we won by 2!!!
final score was 52-50.
very tough fight!!
we were screaming all the way!
its so nervre-racking!
you had to hold your breath and hope the other team didnt score!
but the person who was most nervous had to be emilia!
she was almost crying!
and her head was hot and her face turned red.
she's uber cute!!
i had to keep telling her we wun lose.
i seriously ran out of words.
but i lend her my hand.
she was so nervous that she she gripped super hard onto my hand.
in the end there was scars.
but it wasnt that bad.
you guys shud have seen her expression!
luckily she didnt cry or i wouldnt noe wad to do!

it was also zhenyi's bday.
and early in the morning i found out ahtoot marked me absent when i wasnt.
how toot of her!
zhenyi got alot alot of presents!
stay as dumb and cute forever okay!!

badminton early in the morning was fun!!
played with yongkian and yuanfang and daniel chia and jocelyn(in sequence).
the game i enjoyed most was with jocelyn.
she kept hitting me with the shuttlecocks though!
her hits are fast but alot went under the net.
so i got advantage!!
we shall play again next time yeah.
next time muz count the score!

that were the main events for monday.
or i simply forgot bout the rest??
oh well off to my malay homework!

finally caught harrypotter's latest movie.
caught the 11.10pm show at vivo.
the show was a complete let down.
i admit some parts were good.
but the story was too draggy.
and most of it was boring.
so i will not recommend the movie to others.
but for those who still wanna watch.
dun expect too much out of it.
reached home at around 2 or 3 plus.
and straightaway plonked myself on my bed!!

I MISSED TRAINING!!
i missed all the great stuff that happened today.
netball!
my first chance to see yongkian perform!
streetdance!
and many others.
so was at home watching vcd's all the way till 4.
went to bathe.
watched chinese shows.
then left for my night class.
luckily yongkian called me to update me bout wad happened in school.
if not i'll be soo clueless.
gosh!
i hope i didnt miss out on too many stuffs.
well there's nothing else to write.
so i guess i'm off now!
MARD MISSED ME LOTS!!!!

I LOVE XINDI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahas.see..this is my dedication specially for ya!

morning run was ok.
ran with ziwei.
and i have to admit she was quite fast at first.
so was kinda tired keeping up with her.
but i cant stop right.
i also have face one.
so if i force them to run i muz set a good example right!
unfortunately i missed streetdance practise.
cuz i didnt even noe there was one.
no one told me bout it.
peiling only said mslim wanted to see all flagtwirlers.

lessons seemed to go by very quickly.
and all the performers for the mediacorp thingy were allowed to leave early.
the performance sucked!
it was such a waste of time.
i would have rather gone for netball.
we only did half of the dance.
and we didnt even do our finale.
and its not cuz of media attention.
i dun care bout appearing on tv.
but at least let us do a decent performance.
i dun understand why some ppl are obsessed juz to appear on tv.

left for netball after that.
run up and down stairs for warm up.
did some passes after that.
pesta sukan has been cancelled.
why give us false hope?
might as well u keep the event hidden from all of us.
i finally managed to persuade the few sec4's.
then i realised it was all wasted.
cuz we are not even gonna go.
and the funny thing is ____ can even ask if i was sad.
so i juz said NO.
dont you even noe wad my answer will be??
and sorry if i was rude to you in msn.
juz too many things on my mind.
i am filled with hatred now.
hatred for god knows how many people.
played a court game after that.
wasnt really into the game.
i was still very moody over the pesta sukan thingy.
wen jocelyn told me that catherine said it was cancelled.
i didnt believe it at first.
but then now that i knew about it.
i juz cant stop thinking of it.
yet another opportunity went down the drain.
i juz knew we would do so well with the addition of some sec4's to help us.
but its all gone now.....

i finally got first for morning run!!!
finally achieved my aim.
was sweating like hell after that.
and zhenyi and yuting kept looking!

mother tongue was ok.
woah i didnt get punished!
was drawing on sufiana's leg.
cuz had nothing better to do.

mstan didnt come again.
so geog test was postponed.
there was this indian lady who was darn irritating.
it was a free period.
so let us do our own stuff.
you dun even specialise in geog.
but make us do geog.
and i lost my arguement to her.
juz cuz i didnt noe wad happened before i reached the class.
so juz copied the answers.

left for recess.
told mard i felt like sitting with her.
but in the end i was walking around the canteen.
yongkian told me sherry was crying.
so go look for her.
wah sherry dun everytime cry wen i say a single word.
you'll scare me!
never mind.
in the end you'll still smile!
so tats good enough!
see i can make you smile wan!
end of recess look for annita to give her some money for sherry.
she lost her wallet.
so i dunno she was gonna go home.
give the money so she can take cab.

english was fun.
was talking with aloysius and yuri at the back of the class.
i was telling them some stuff.
and it was fun lah.
they are actually very nice ppl if u noe them!
although muz beware too.
cuz they are horny guys!

the other lessons were rather ok.
but i think my group was too noisy.
and mrkoh asked jiaqi to talk some sense into me.

went environmental after that.
mdmnormala told us that there was nothing much to be done.
so juz cleared up the place and did some weeding.
cut my finger while pulling weeds.

some juniors were shooting.
but all of them dun play shooting positions though.
then got this group of guys who played with the netball.
and the juniors didnt stop them.
so shouted at them.
and its always the same ppl.
juz mind your own business can?!
wll you like it if we misuse your property.
i dun understand.
you want play netball so much then go for a transplant lah.
its a girls sport.
why wanna be sissy and play?!
you guys are juz a bunch of wimps who act tough.
if you're man enough then play when the teachers and coach are around.

left for lot1 with a bunch of the 2a peeps.
walked with yongkian on the way.
chatted bout lotsa stuff.
saw ginny yuting and ziwei.
ate at kfc.
then went to walk around.
the rest took neoprints except for me and peisi.
weishan looks super chio when she dress up!
and huiling stop running away from me.
i'll still haunt you!
me and yongkian saw this pair of army grey slippers.
and both of us thought it was nice.
wanted to buy it for him but unfortunately NO SIZE!!!
left shortly after.
talked with ahtoot abit bout netball.
i guess we slacked too much as a team.
i miss the feeling we had last year..............

why do teachers only think through their point of view.why the hell do they teach us all the shit bout thinking flexibly when they themselves dont practise it.why dont they look behind the scenes and find out what is actually goin on.why dont they give such opportunities to those that really deserves it.why dont they give credits to those that have been working their ass off.why cant they see all the effort being put it by those people.ehy do they care so much bout image.why do they have to be so biased.......

finally back to blogging!
guess the feeling is back.
i really didn't feel like blogging for the past few days.
even though a lot of important things happened.
just didn't had the urge to blog.

yesterday started out real bad.
and i mean real bad.
i was late for school.
and because of some reasons which i dun feel like telling anyone.
i shall discipline myself to wake up at 4am everyday now.
the feeling was so darn terrible.
firstly i was late.
secondly i was the chairperson.
i was supposed to set a good example.
but i did not.
when ppl kept asking why i was late.
i could not even answer them.
peiling told me to escape from those prefects on duty.
but i thought...
why?
i was late so i should bear the consequences.
no point running away.
only cowards do that.

went for the morning run after that.
well i shouldn't even say run.
cuz i was practically walking the whole way.
i got last for the whoel run.
and mrong could juz looked on.
i knew he was disappointed.
but still i kept on walking.

went for lessons after that.
didn't talk much.
not even with yongkian.
no mood to talk.
so was just minding my on business.
and i was kinda rude to yongkian today.
sorry yeah.
not a good timing.
and i seriously didn't mean what i said.
i know you won't hold it against me right.
but i still won't tell anyone why i was late.

after recess i was quite okay already.
those 2H peeps did play a small part though.
cuz i felt happy right after that.
i juz don't understand why some teachers deprive students of their recess.
i mean recess is the break which students look forward to.
doesn't mean you are angry you have to make the student starve.
i find it very ridiculuos.
no doubt you are a nice teacher.
but i find it absurd that you went on scolding those girls.
and didn't let them eat during recess for over a small matter.

after school was our trip to the NEWater plant.
i didnt even have time to eat.
so juz bought a lil finger snacks.
in the end i felt really hungry throughout the whole trip.
the trip was interesting though.
it wasn't like any other boring trip where i would chat among my friends.
the speaker captured my attention so i paid attention throughout.
and it was so cool to see all those high tech machines.
yuting and me were talking about wad will happen if our sch was that high tech.
though it was impossible.
we talked bout how netball poles will juz appear out of the ground.
when we click a button.
left the place quite soon and crapped with peiling and sumin on the bus.
took a pic of danhua sleeping!
yuanfang should have come along.
i know she will be laughing her ass off.
ONG SU MIN EATS EGG SHELLS!
but while i was playing i didnt realise mslim was looking at us.
then she caught me with my phone.
so i juz thought of a reason to convince her.

played netball for awhile when i reached school.
challenged shooting with dearest xindi.
and doesnt mean i nvr say out means i dun love you.

so looking forward for the pesta sukan on sat!
hope we can achieve better results yeah!
go kranji netball!

day out with yongkian and mardiana
argh!i overslept AGAIN!
oh great.
i smsed yk to tell them to go first.
while i was at lot1...saw chubbychubbycutecuteGINNY!
okay so i cant resist the temptation for a short chat.
she was waiting for ziwei.
and so i kept her company and chatted for a while.
which made me reach school even more late.
sorry guys!
so today i already told myself i had to complete the 7rounds outside school.
after putting my back.
i then went outside to get ready to run.
but i saw yuting!
then she's another person who i can crap with.
so we chatted for quite long, when i was supposed to run.
yuting, you are a bad influence!LOL!
since i already aimed to complete the run by today,
i quickly started the run.
my 2.4 run timing was 14.26.
hahas.there's still plenty of room for improvement.
then i went to do the extra 5rounds i owed coach.
aren't i hardworking??LOL.
yk and mard accompanied me for some of the remaining rounds.
i did run but i also walked cuz its like so tiring and scorching hot.
saw the ssc peeps gathered in front of the sch bookshop.
rested for awhile then yongkang came to bother us.
he's darn irritating.
and i knew it from last year's rhino experience.
me yk and mard then went to mac to eat.
i had nth cuz didnt feel like eating tat time.
we went back to sch cuz i wanted to complete my work.
i juz had to finish the compre summary and science by today.
so tat leaves me with compo.
gonna start it tmr.
i had a long chat with devi on netball too.
and i got inside info.
hahahahas.it pays to be on very good terms with seniors.
promised her not to tell the rest so dun ask me bout it.
saw zhenyi and the other bandies.
i liked their uniform.
and each and everyone of them looked very nice in it.
including jiaying though i didnt say it to her.
the three of us then left for lot1.
yk wanted to buy some sweets from morethanwords...
only to find his wallet was MISSING!!
so we went all the way back to limbang mac to look for it.
yk enjoyed a free ride.
i helped him block the act from the driver.
yk was super relieved when he got his wallet back at the limbang mac.
me and mard was also relieved cuz yk was back to the normal and crazy him.
he was like so quiet when he lost his wallet.
then i was quite hungry so decided to eat there.
mard ate again!
omg!she's got a huge appetite.
zhenyi called me and ask me to go watch their performance at ngeeanncity.
i really wanted to go watch lah!
but my mum scolded me.
actually she would have allowed if my brothers wanted to go.
and the were so lazy so they turned down the offer as usual.
sorry zhenyi...but i'm sure u guys will do well!
then we walked back to lot1.
that short walk was so crazzy!
i dunno why.
i got bored and wanted to hold mard's hand.
then she was like screaming around.
she kept hiding behind yk.
its only holding hands lah!
so scared for what!
i took 172 home cuz the bus came first and its also faster.
reached home and had a nice chat with ginny on the phone.
she's juz so nice to chat with.
sms chat with xindi too.
i was like really waiting for it.
cuz she's like quite busy now.
talked bout alot of stuff like ssc netball and others which cant be mentioned here.
then chatted with yk and mard online.
chatted with mard till quite late.
chatted with zhenyi too.
i had to go offline but zhenyi asked me to sms chat with her.
we chatted until around 2.
but then my stupid phone went dead.
and i cant possibly find the charger so late in the night.
so i went to sleep soon.
and ginny is like so nice to help me buy a singing barney toy.
she was gonna run today so decided to ask for her help.
thanks chubbychubbycutecuteGINNY!
ohoh xindi taught me a new word.......ARDUOUS!!
she has been telling me all those bigbig words and i am slowly learning them.
let's see..xindi also teaches me history.
lynn teaches me lit and english too.
my seniors are good right!
me mard and yk will be meeting up again this fri to buy the bbq food.
anyone interested to go??
you guys are welcomed to tag along!

currently talking to ziwei on msn
me and yongkian chatted for bout 3hours during the night.
well you could say early morning.
we ended the chat at around 6am.
didnt noe time passed by so fast when we're chatting.
bored lah.
wasnt so sleepy but had to hang up anyway.
i stayed up for awhile but went to sleep soon.
heard yk slept at around 7??
then he was very tired luh.
hahas.u should have slept at 6plus.
then can get more rest.
shirlynn and prabha was adventuring in the middle of the night!!
making use of their sentry duty.
today was supposed to meet up with chubbychubbycutecuteGINNY to run.
bu i overslept!
my mum oso never wake me up!
shitshitshit!
luckily ginny was smart enough to call my phone before she left.
and my phone was with yk so it wasnt switched on.
wen no one answered the call ginny oso never go run luh.
i'm saved!
we were supposed to have a movie date also.
but cancelled it cuz ginny cant make it.
if she nvr go then why should i go?!LOL!
lynn juz left for hongkong.
and since my phone was not with me.
i couldnt reply her!
like OMG!!!
super guilty.........
i did send her another sms.
hopes she recieves it in hongkong.
come back soon okay!
you are certainly missed!!!
went to school to find yk.
waited for so long then finally saw him.
he got scolded cuz mstang caught him answering my calls.
haiyoo.....u still answer for what?!
but the eldds members still had to stay on.
yk managed to find me only during his break.
since i had nothing to do.
decided to see if i could find the bandies.
i did talk to zhenyi or a while on the phone.
she sounded darn tired and sleepy.
i didnt ignore you lah zhenyi!!
i really nvr see you.
was dancing wildwildwest tat time.
eh but i was waiting for you lah.
chat with those bandies.
went to 2A classroom with the girl bandies.
someone destroyed our beautiful noticeboard!!
there goes all amanda's jocelyn's yuanfang's and others' effort down the drain.
everything's ruined.
you guys can have a look for yourselfs the next time.
talked with zhenyi and other seniors.
i find shirlynn very cute too.
band seniors are fun and nice ppl too!
bandies had to assemble so i went to wait for yk.
i also had natalieneo's present with me.
her fren asked me to pass it to her.
before i could give it to her,
she left!
now i have to bring it home.
me and yk left for lot1.
loitered around.
bought bubbletea.
yk was being such a gentleman by helping me carry natalieneo's present.
but i aint tat evil.
his bag already heavy.
so took the present back after a while.
we had nothing to do.
so we went foodjunction to chat.
saw ada and nigel too.
i did some of the english compre.
left with compo and summary.
and of course...science workbook 2.
gonna meet up with yk and mard tmr to complete it.
yeah.we're very hardworking!!LOL!
i muz NOT be late tmr!
my aim is to complete all my homework by tmr.
so i'll have the other days off!
so many stuffs to do.
BBQ, netball runs and others.
i'm a busy woman!
i'll try to make it for coach's game this weekend.
jiayou coach!!

streetdance practise with mrcash
met yongkian at lot1 at 8.
he's late for the first time i think??
nvm it's juz a first time anyway.
we reached school around 8.20.
i went earlier cuz i wanted to run.
and how nice of yongkian to accompany me.
his camp only starts at 9.
the 2.4km run was tiring!
so long nvr run then stamina dropped.
my timing was 14.10mins.
okay i did improve.
gotta aim higher next time.
really have to thank yk for motivating me to run on.
i didnt want to disappoint him.
so of course i'll try to run.
yk and me came up with this SUPER WACKY plan.
we were thinking of how we could chat at night.
yk said he would bring 10cent coins to call me.
but how long can the 10cent coins last you??
then i came up with this BRILLIANT idea.
even yk agreed luh.
i will give yk my phone today with the charger.
then i'll call him at night using my house phone.
i can benefit from the free incoming calls i have.
since yk doesnt have tat privilege.LOL.
then on tuesday morning,
i'll go find him in sch to get back my phone.
i gave a short tutorial to yk on my phone.
finally he understood how to use my phone.
then he went for his camp while i went for streetdance practise.
cash was late and there wasnt much ppl around.
i was bored and decided to climb up to the ava room.
it was so fun lah!
being like a monkey and juz fooling around!
yiying also did the same after tat.
she's not tat daring.
and she got stuck the first time she tried climbing.
she managed to climb up and down in the end though.
you guys should try it.
super fun!
streetdance practise was rather ok.
mrcash not in such a good mood though.
we got scolded for forgetting the steps.
we improvised the steps and practised more and more.
got really pissed of with ______.
you dun wan dance also not my problem!
dun think i fear you juz cuz you can scold vulgarities.
who cant scold vulgarities.
its the matter of choosing whether you want to.
i found another netball today!
guess i hold the record for discovering most balls??LOL
played badminton with netball.
and i'm at like such a disadvantage.
tat ahtoot lah!
keep throwing to me when she knew my weak point.
well everyone has their own weak point.
and i'm so unlucky tat you found out mine.
sorry yuting!
really cant help you already.
but you still won right!
i played shooting and more badmintonball with daniel lim.
then we sat down and chatted.
he's someone you can really be true with.
trustful and honest guy!
we sat in bus 300 and continued chatting.
i'll really look forward to another chat with him.

cant wait for tonight's chat!!!!!!!!

being sick sucks!
was supposed to meet yongkian at lot1 at 9.45.
reached at around 9.15.
so went to the ronaldmacdonald statue and waited there.
tehn suddenly got this little and super cute and chubby baby girl.
she was so energetic!
keep running here and there.
everytime she passed by me she would hold my hand.
then she wanted me to carry her!!
the girl wanted to sit on my lap.
before i could even carry her.
she her ownself climbed onto my lap!
i tell you she's super cute!!
and the small girl also like ronaldmacdonald!!
keep pointing to his face.
she also wanted my phone.
wah..so young already so advanced!!
wanted to play with her more.
but she had to leave.
saddening......
ahtoot!u lost!
told ya i'm such a good baby charmer!
hahahahas.babies juz love me!!
luckily yongkian came so i wont get tat bored.
so both of us walked to the lrt station to find peisi and zhenyi.
then the four of us walked together to school.
went to sch cuz had to get stuff from peiling and ginny.
and since i had nothing on.
i went to watch their flagtwirling practise.
and its like quite messy.
yeah so muz work hard and improve!
the whole day i was sneezing like mad.
i was juz abit feverish but seems like i caught a bad flu.
anyway the perfect cure to me is pepsi.
my sneezing will stop for quite long after i had pepsi.
four of us left for lot1.
peisi zhenyi and yongkian planned to go bishan arcade.
jiaqi came soon after that.
he also goin arcade to play.
then they changed the place to causeway.
didnt want to go initially but in the end still went cuz no one was at home.
and i cant get into the house unless i have the keys.
went around to buy a shirt cuz i didnt bring a shirt despite yongkian telling me ytd.
i really didnt plan to go arcade.
found a men's shirt.
cost $8.
i really didnt regret buying it cuz it was so comfy and red in colour.
and it didnt look like a men's shirt.
zoomed off to woodlands.
only then i knew i couldnt wear school skirt into the arcade!
i only wearing fbt inside!
and its the curved one not the straight!!
argh..also no choice already.
so juz take off the skirt luh.
played percussionmaster only.
i'm not those who are really into arcade.
think its a waste of money.
unless someone else is sponsoring me!
peisi reaction to the jurassic game is like super high!!
keep screaming!
and everyone else was looking.
zhenyi cant concentrate luh with all her noisy screaming!!
everytime a dinosaur jump out she'll scream!
so scared for wad.
not even real dinosaurs!!
had nothing much to do.
so we left the arcade.
went to the librry for a while cuz peisi need return books.
zhenyi suggested taking neoprints.
but i didnt want to as usual.
so yongkian wanted to go home from there.
saw zhenyi like sadsad.
so i agreed to take neoprints.
who says i'm not good to you,zhenyi!!
i convinced yongkian to follow us back to lot1 to take neoprints.
i'm such a good talker right!!
danielchia met us at lot1.
he was supposed to meet us at causeway but he had some ssc stuff.
peisi face couldnt much be seen.
cuz me jiaqi and danielchia pushed her head down.
evil us!!
one of our pics, we were all edited to be freaks!
if u see the picture you'll agree too!
i look like a demon!!
ohoh i can fit into peisi's sch skirt.
so it means a good thing for me and a bad thing for peisi!!
jiaqi and danielchia went to eat after taking neoprints.
while me yongkian zhenyi and peisi went home.
peisi, go measure your waist!
i wanna noe the measurement!!
really hope tmr can go watch national league.
been talking bout it for so long.
really hope to get to watch at least one game of it.
currently i owe coach 15rounds outside school.
argh!i need to get well immediately!
it'll definitely take a very long time to complete all the runs!!

was at home the whole day.
practically doin nothing.
i wanted to complete my homework but totally clueless bout it.
gonna ask yongkian some other day.
so slept at around 2 or 3 ytd.
woke up around 12plus today.
i only bathed a few hours later.
cuz was really too tired and lazy to go to the bathroom.
i was juz listening to music and reading magazines for the whole day.
not so meaningful right.
but i did do some reading.
i juz had to keep in touch with the media world.
all those rumours scandals gossips and more!
didnt noe a day would go by so quickly.
there'll be training tmr.
having a fever now.
juz bathed again.
i really hope my temperature will go down.
i dun wanna miss my last training!
and its affecting my mood to eat.
only ate bread in the morning.
i'll force myself to eat later.
see.......
i do eat okay!
but i eat little!

game with sec4's today
had training earlier in the morning.
did alot of defending drills.
being a defender is fun but super tiring.
we learnt area defence today.
okay i had the easiest job.
juz had to do 3feet.
but doesnt mean its not tiring!
had to keep running here and there!
managed to tip away only 1ball.
still could have tipped away a few more balls tat were within my reach.
devi really need improve her fitness.
she say she cant keep up with the game.
never mind.
you have until october to improve.
you can do it!!
by the time the game started.
was already so tired!
first quarter was gd.
managed to put in 5shots.
seniors scored 5goals too.
second quarter was still not bad.
we managed to score 4goals.
seniors scored 5goals and were leading by 1.
third quarter was very messy.
coach changed alot of ppl positions.
she wanna see which combination is the best.
seniors scored alot of goals.
but we didnt get in any shots.
and i missed both my attempts.
and the whole team had to do push-ups cuz of me.
the seniors were really very good.
despite not training for so long.
especially xiuhan.
today her shots all nicely done.
and lynn is still as blur as ever.
her first center pass..
she faced the wrong side of the court.
and after tat can still scream!!
tats why though she's blur.
i find her damn cute okay!!
and yuting..
next time if u near the pole juz try to take a shot.
have confidence!
coach say she gonna ask the sec4's to come down more often for games.
she wanna try out to see which is the best combination for us.
so now we lost two matches in a row.
really have to improve or we wont get into west zones top4!
next training is on thursday.
our last training for june hols.
this is so damn stupid.
other cca's have camps.
we dun even have one.
and now they are cutting down the number of trainings we have!
gonna do our 2.4run on thurs.
i have to run an extra round.
coach punished me for not reaching home on time.
actually she didnt say anything.
but i blurly go ask.
then she said since i ask for it she's gonna ask me to go run an extra round.
never mind lah.
i can lose weight!
think i'm 70plus kg now??
qiaowei gonna come back to visit us soon.
its a great thing!
she can teach me how to be a better shooter.
then i wont disappoint the team again and again.
had a dream bout ____ juz now.
ahtoot knows who it is.
OMG!
dreamt she in netball.
and she was running with us for the 2.4run!
freaking hell!
i immediately woke up.
it was a darm scarrrry dream!
OMG!OMG!
really dun wan tat dream to come true.

red is not so lucky everytime

met up with colleen and amanda today 8.30 at lot1.
they wanted to practise streetdance.
while i wanted to shoot.
i was late cuz i left my wallet at home!!!
so dumbdumb of me!
so altogether i missed about 2 buses.
amanda was like laughing at me!!
eh u more dumbdumb okay!!
reached school around 9plus.
ginny came after that.
followed by ahtoot.
didnt noe ahtoot coming.
she nvr reply my sms!!
ginny and me already plammed the day before to come back and shoot.
wanted to ask yuting along but when i called no one answered.
really looking forward to meeting her!
got some important stuff muz discuss!
did my shots.
only managed to complete 400.
wanted to finish at least 500.
but alot of ppl dun allow.
bored lah.
juz let me shoot lah.
i need release my stress.
left at 3plus following coach orders.
smsed her and took a nap.
so damn tired.
tmr is our game with sec4's!
so excited can!
and i'm still wonderign who'll be defending me..
sicne devi is playing with us.
lynn and me were chatting.
and she said she wanna play GK.
tat means she'll defend me.
btu if she does play GK...
i wont be able to concentrate!!
so it'll be an advantage to them.
the more i think of it.....
i really want lynn to be GK and defend me.
it'll be so fun for me!
can chat with her!!!
gonna go rest now for the game tmr!!!

AHTOOT!I WILL WIN YOU IN BASKETBALL NEXT TIME!!