Wednesday, October 6, 2010

ALL GIRLS CAMP has officially ended!

Day 1
so we did rope skipping first,followed by agility drills.
BREAK-ed afterwards then had the chain reaction talk and finally taekwondo.

rope skipping was surprisingly fun cuz we got to laugh at hannah etc and i'm actually quite fine with skipping.
used to skip like a thousand daily last time to train.hahah!
so yeah but felt the whole thing was pointless to us;more of like an activity just to have fun.
plus,the 4H2 class cheated during the competition segment.they only used 2 members to jump rope instead of the stated 3 members.if that's the case,me and hannah can also get into top 4 luh!

the agility drills was irritating.
i mean it's like just an extended version of PE.
i have bruises on my knees cuz we had to do push ups on the hot tracks.
plus,why torture us so much physically when it's a girls' camp?!

the chain reaction talk was okay.
i didnt find it boring or anything but i still dozed off halfway despite the fact that the speaker was kinda pretty.haha!
her name's zhang ting jun yet she looks ang moh-ish BUT she speaks fluent singlish.
her dad's a chinese apparently while her mum's an american.
how'd did i know?i went to ask of course!hehe.

taekwondo was fun!
the most useful event of the day.
the things we learnt were pretty mild but really useful and it actually works in defending ourselves.
partnered hannah and we had such awesome fun!HAHA!
but still,i dont think most of the girls will actually put the moves to use.we'll most prolly just scream/run away/kick the dick when under an attack.LOL.
y'know,hannah was so fascinated by jinyan's sprained foot.lol!that crazy girl huh.

DAY 2
apparently this is the more boring day.
had a personal grooming talk first followed by quality lifestyle talk and lastly financial talk.

grooming talk was not that bad afterall.
got to touch hannah a lot of times!haha!stroked her face etc.hehe!

didnt really pay much attention during the quality lifestyle talk cuz whatever that was being told was nth new.learnt almost everything in F&N before.i still remembered the actual definition of basal metabolic rate etc.ms foo should be proud!lol.we did some weights training during the talk too.
it was tiringgggggg.
did lunges,leg lifts etc.

financial talk was again,fine.
dont think i really learned alot from it.
it's more of like a reminder of me just to be more disciplined in saving again since now i'm quite slack when it comes to saving compared to last time.
oh the instructor somehow managed to get my name and kpt sabo-ing me throughout!haha!

PS;the refreshments on both days were very good!we had cookie+brownie for day 1 and cake for day 2.i koped extra for both days.HAHA!

anw,we had WATER FIGHT right after the camp ended!
i did spread the word to quite a lot of ppl but so lil ppl turned up ):
really miss how back in kss everyone will just play without worrying whether they had extra clothes etc.
it was still fun though!!
haha.ran around like crazy and kept sabo-ing nana.
but somehow since me and nana ran the most on the tracks especially,the skin on our soles tore.yeah,ouch right?haha!
i only had one bleeding cut.like the rest were just open cuts but weirdly,there wasnt blood.haha!
nana had 2 bleeding ones.
oh but more importantly,i pulled my butt muscle!!
think it's cuz i havent sprinted in ages.lol.it hurts so much to walk lah ):

me,lily and kaimi stayed back till night afterwards to chat bout random stuffs and how much we missed kranji.
i mean generally the ppl in jjc are not really that enthu and up for fun/new/risky things.
shall not really elaborate further in case ppl get offended so yeah,shall end here.

ps;thanks hannah and yizhuang for coming today.though you guys ditched me halfway(THANKS),the morning wont be as fun without you two (:
pps;the camp was also made more fun due to awesome ppl like junyi,sharon,sam,amirah,saienah etc! :D

Friday, August 13, 2010

toda was our last netball training since promos are starting in a months' time!
supposed to run 5km but ended up running 2.4km instead.
it was super duper tiring lah!
cuz we were running at like natalie's pace,which is too fast for me. ):
her 2.4km timing is like 12 mins plus,minutes before mine.sigh.
i think the 5km run would've been less tiring.haha!
so yeah dropped out at teh 4th round cuz really was struggling to catch up and if i continued going at that speed,i know i would not last till the end so ran at my own pace instead.
gotta work on my fitness ):

anyways,since it was our last training,we decided to play a game which we most likely wouldnt get a chance to do so in future trainings and we chose soccer.haha!
it was the most fun soccer game i ever played.
i mean it's nth impressive but it's fun to play with the netball girls.
and as usual,being netball girls,we made a whole lot of noise while playing. (:

the Melayus went to buka puasa together anyway!
very very very fun!
hahas.despite being in diff classes etc,we somehow didnt feel awkward when we met and it's quite remarkable since some ppl havent like ever talked to some others who were ever present till today.
we should go out more often ppl!
raya k! (:

ps;LYNDI SAID SHE'LL ELOPE WITH ME!HAHAHA!

Saturday, August 7, 2010

6/8/10

had national day celebration in school!
not bad lah.quite fun cuz we got to organise the captain ball station.
of course it's a bummer since you dont get to play but seeing others play and being in charge etc,it gives you a sense of satisfaction you know!
but then again,the netballers' hands were too itchy and we just had to play so yeah,we played with some random girls afterwards.
FUNFUNFUN! (:
ps;hannah was very fierce in the game!SO SEXY!I LIKE! :D

so planned to meet lyndi at kss so had to rush down to kss.
waited more than 30mins for a cab and still didnt get one.
alot of buses still went past.
if i'd known earlier,i'd just take the public transport right from the start cuz i ended up taking a bus to jp then cabbing from there.pfffffft.

so was super duper late by the time i reached kss and the sch was rather empty but the juniors were still there.
played street netball for awhile then went to lotty and slacked around.
lyndi and meixuan left earlier to go bugis and meihui also left cuz she wanted to go town with jingyi.
so me,peggy,jayne,huifang and xinni went to the library to slack somemore.
loved the chat/gossip session!haha.
oh and we ended up drawing cartoons too.lols!

halfway,meihui smsed me saying she's not going out with jingyi anymore cuz jingyi was lazy.lol.yeah that lazy bummmmmmmm.
and meihui still wanted to go out so she asked me to accompany her to go bugis to find the other two.
so after she came to find me at the library,we said our goodbyes to the juniors and zoomed down to bugis!

illuma>arcade>bugis junction>bugis street>bugis junction

illuma
went to ameba and got sue-ann's birthday gift!
expensiveeeeeeeeeee ):
aiyah nvm.she's worth it!hahah!
ps;i so so love this shop!it's like made for me!!all the cool+quirky stuffs inside!

arcade
went to the rooftop arcade to............
PLAY THE COIN MACHINE!!!
haha.i swear the machine has like a grip over me!!
lol.wasted $5 and didnt get anything but nvm lah,i shall live in denial and claim that i donated $5 to the govt.heh.(but stupid meihui had to remind me that the arcade's owned by a private organisation!!!!!argh.)

bugis junction
meihui wanted to look for muji but she couldnt find it in the end.
so we scoured for food instead.haha!
so happened so,i still couldnt finish my food by the time we reached the mrt station so i suggested we just stand around outside the exit going towards arab street while i finish my food.
but somehow,meihui wanted to go to bugis street so went there instead of going home.lol.

bugis street
walked around,looked at clothes,bags,shoes etc.
felt tempted to buy stuffs actually but i was brokeeeeeeee ):
bought a couple of magz alre this month.like can amount to $50 ):
so this meihui right,saw a bag which was really nice and cheap($10?!) and couldnt decide between brown and blue.
lol.she ended up tossing a coin and got the blue one.haha!should've just listened to me right from the start right!
ps;some pregnant lady happened to vomit like metres away from me.luckily it didnt hit me or anything cuz i'll seriously freak out if my sport shoes were to get stained!

bugis junction
so we really thought of leaving but while crossing the road back to bugis junction,we finally spotted muji.haha!
cant believe we missed it!!lol.
aiyah,it was fated for us to go to bugis street so meihui could get her bag.
so went to muji(my first time!) and looked around.
didnt know they have cool stuffs there.
so we finally headed home afterwards.
super tired at the end.
both of us were practically sitting down on most escalators.haha!

sigh,wished the day would've lasted longer.
it's not everyday i get to see these ppl.
it's like whenever we meet,i feel sooo happy but then again,each meeting is nvr enough.
like we didnt get to share enough,play enough or simply just each enjoy each other's company enough.
nvm lah.looking forward to teacher's day to see you peeps! :D

anyway,today was the first time me and meihui like actually went out together.
i mean dont count all those study sessions/netball stuffs etc.
funny how we're so close but nvr really went out before.haha!
yeahhhhh,our friendship super strong that's why can survive without proper outings :D

Monday, August 2, 2010

today's training was so boring.
didnt do anything constructive.
can we have proper trainings pleaseeeeeeeeee? ):

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

you know,i was looking forward to the whole diet challenge thingy.i mean not to lose weight of course since i know diets dont help but just for fun.besides i'm kinda competitive afterall.so yeah,i was truly sad when mabel dropped out.like there wasnt any real challenge alre.and yeah,i can understand she dropped out cuz her friend told her to do so so i wont faint or something.i know i should be feeling happy that ppl are concerned over my health but somehow,i feel more disappointed in the fact that no one believes me and are not even giving me a chance to prove myself.yes,i clearly know mabel's a pro at dieting but everyone makes it seem as thought i cant even last like a quarter of what she can do.i mean if we're back in kranji,no one would doubt that.they know i can hold my hunger perfectly well.i still remember how ms.angie yeo had to force me to eat or else she'll stop me from training.guess they dont really know me that well yet.oh wells,i'll just prove myself sometime in the future then.
WOW.really cant remember the last time since i blogged.
so yeah caught blood pledge today.
you know,i was so desperate to watch a horror film in the cinema,i even decided to watch it alone.haha!
decided to watch it at grandcathay/cine but somehow while boarding the train,i decided to go causeway instead.
GOOD CHOICE.
cuz i bumped into the twins there.
i was like shocked and of course,pleasantly surprised.
and found out they were gonna watch blood pledge too!
so i didnt end up watching the movie alone (:
the movie was fine.
kinda startling at times.
but somehow,i got shocked most of the times cuz of meixuan screaming next to me rather than what was going on in the movie itself.haha!
went arcade afterwards and those two wanted to play the sweets machine.
wasted 3 bucks and all we got was one pathetic sweet?!
ps;i skipped sch today cuz i kinda got up at 1?haha!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

what do you do when you start to think differently of a teammate?

being in kranji,i was surrounded by ppl who were constantly fighting to get into the school team;fighting to get a chance to play on court and prove yourself.even more specifically,i looked at jocelyn and could clearly see the drive and desire to make it to school team.and even for myself,no matter how close i am with meixuan,we both understood that we are gonna fight for the same position and we are friendly to each other etc but yet,we fight all out when it comes to making it to the main team.

so now in jj when i hear one player saying that not making it into the school team is not a big deal,of course i'll get super shocked.shock is only one part of it.there're many other emotions i felt too when i knew of it.but hard to put it down here.just pick out the few strong emotions.lol.so i definitely felt disappointed too.like 'i have such a teammate?'am i too sensitive for taking the person's words too seriously?

i dont want to think in such a way towards a teammate ):
yaoshuyi,how?!

Saturday, March 13, 2010

i really cant get over it.
i know it's just a bottle but yet,it's a team bottle.
i really treasure the team so that's why i really loved the bottle.
the moment i knew that there wasnt anymore bottles at queensway,i totally felt dejected lah.
plus when i was in the cab to meet jocelyn and yongkian,i started thinking of the bottle and i started to cry.
i know it's such a shocking thing right.
nadia will cry over such small stuffs meh.
but i will if something really matters to me.
so that's how important the bottle is to me.
it's like without the bottle,i dont feel part of REDBOTTLES.
lyndi knocked some sense into me and even said without the redbottle,i'm still part of them but yet,i still have the uneasy feeling.
i mean what about the next game we have together?
when everyone has their redbottle,i'll have nothing and i'll feel damn miserable and out of place.
i totally feel depressed.
i cant think of the bottle without breaking down.
even right now as i'm blogging this,i'm alre crying ):
sigh,i'll nvr forgive myself for being so careless ):
i really really wanna thank jocelyn and yongkian for the mini advanced birthday celebration at iluma yesterday (:
i totally didnt expect it.
so a million thanks to you guys!

something funny happened too.
jocelyn had to leave earlier so me and yk went to J.CO since i wanted to eat the yoghurt there.
unfortunately,there wasnt any yoghurt so we just got drinks instead.
then we happened to see my mum's bff and i found out my mum would be coming there too.
so signalled to yk and he understood and we left hurriedly.
yk said he needed to go to the toilet and afterwards while walking out,both of us bumped into my mum.
so yk was like beside me at that point of time.
luckily he can recognise my mum(he bumped into her with me more than once alre lah.a surprise my mum couldnt recognise him.haha!)
so being such a genius,he totally acted as though he didnt know me and walked right past me and my mum.
HAHA!i totally think it was a brilliant move lah!!
so we managed to escape.LOL!
i know you guys wont get it why we have to act that way but of course there're some reasons that prolly only jocelyn and yk knows i guess.

overall,i really enjoyed today despite not going to the zoo as planned.hahas!
nvm jocelyn,can always go some other time (:

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

wth,do you think you're superwoman?!
list of commitments:
netball
basketball
sports day competitions
council(or line camp specifically)
studies
kranji alumni
friendships


netball
A div is really close.
like a month's time or less.
plus we havent really learnt each other's styles etc.
it's worrying.
i dont think we're there yet.
that's why we really have to like give our best during trainings and really try to bond more with the other players.
and netball's twice a week.
but one day clashes with council meetings.
plus we might have a day for friendlies too.

basketball
i might be helping out with the team for their A div cuz they need a center apparently.
not enough tall players.
there is a high chance i'll play but i insisted that i go for their trainings first and see how it goes.
dont really wanna embarass myself lah.
trainings are twice a week but one clashes with netball so i'll just go for one day of basketball training.

sports day
i took part in javelin/discus/shot putt and tug of war.
i dunno what're the results but the one that has been really eating up into alot of my free time is the tug of war trainings.
it always starts very late and can last quite long.
but i know it's really very crucial to get all of us to bond and get the rhythm etc.
so i really think the trainings are useful if we want to get 1st since the J2s are alre out.

council
council meetings are like every weds and sat.
plus the line camp is super near so we have to rush thru like dman lots of stuffs.
so almost all of my free time are like allocated to doing line camp prep.
dancing/cheering/going thru games etc.
sounds fun but it's really exhausting.
neverhteless,still looking forward to camp (:

studies
jc studies are really very difficult.
the notes itself are super thick!
plus i'm alre lagging behind for certain subjects.
ESPECIALLY MATHS!!!!
YONGKIAN PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ): ): ): ): ):
i cant use the GC for nuts lah.
plus it doesnt help i'm the lowest scorer for maths for Olevel ):
and it's like there's not one subject where i can confidently say i'll do well at it.
sucks lah plus i havent finish reading all my lecture notes. ):

kranji alumni
i mean this commitment is really asking for that much currently.
but i'm sure all the activities will start kicking in very soon.
just hope by then my schedule has cleared up a lil so can cope better.

friendships
i really havent been meeting up with my old friends.
like be it seniors/same age/juniors etc,i just feel that i've been neglecting you guys alot.
maybe except for jocelyn and the twins,i really feel guilty to the rest of my other close friends for like not catching up etc.
but my life is really darn hectic for now ):

so basically what i'm trying to say is like i think i got too involved with the stuffs going on at school AGAIN.
i really cant break free from this.
it's like i just love participating so i'll like just join alot of things.
my week somehow goes like this now:
monday: netball
tuesday: finish up line camp stuffs
wednesday: council meeting
thursday: line camp prep again
friday:basketball
saturday:netball friendly
sunday:rest/homework/personal time etc
super packed right?!
sigh,but it's really my own fault.
i want everything so i really gotta start learning how to manage my time better.

you can do it! :D

psst,SALAD PROPOSED TO ME TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas!if you're wondering who she is,she's a netball senior who is like WAY WAY thick-skinned than anyone else you know and super CRAZY too!

Friday, February 26, 2010

please cheer up okay.
it really hurts me to see you sad.
NETBALL or COUNCIL??????????????????????????
i knew it would come down to this.
to choose which one i want.
i really cant imagine life without netball.
but yet,i like leading too and being in a council really has its benefits.
so what do i do now?
i was thinking my best choice now was to go for council and then just be prepared that i wont get into the main team for netball since council meetings clashes with a day of netball training.
but i mean,it kinda sucks too not to get into school team.
how?!

ps;maths is being such a bitch ):

Saturday, February 20, 2010

i met a really nice taxi driver ytd!
i cant really write much about him here cuz he asked whatever that was shared between the two of us to be a secret.
i know he's just a stranger but within that short amount of time,from jjc to west coast,he managed to really leave an imprint in my life.
i'll really heed his advice and also make myself a better person (:

first improvement to work on:
START DOING HOMEWORK!
yeah,i'm falling into the cycle of taking things easy again and thinking that i can still do well without doing work.
shall start working on it asap (:

i really want my shoulder to get well asap so i can train to my fullest at the next training!!

Saturday, February 13, 2010

i'm bored now.
currently thinking of what i can do for the cny break.
like cant possibly go out with friends since all of my close friends are chinese.hahas.
it's at times like this that i kinda regret for not having any close non-chinese friends.lol!
anyways,i did something BIG today.
hahas!
any guesses?
I USED MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME!!!
lol.okay fine,you guys might be thinking,FACEBOOK ONLY WHAT.
yeah but,i dunno why i wasnt all into the fb craze when it was new.
guess i was lazy.
so the nice yongkian helped me to create an account like months back and so today was my first time actually using it.
cant upload any photos for now since i cant find my usb cable ):
okay,shall continue exploring fb to find out why so many ppl are loving it.lol! :D

Friday, February 12, 2010

CNY celebrations today!
hahas.oh well,dont really care bout that.
but had fun in the hall with wenmin and ras.
even came up with a short song bout RAS(sing to bad romance tune):
RAS RAS SAR SAR RAS
RA RA SA SA RAS
RAS SAR RAS SAR RAS
WATCH OUT FOR RASANYA!!!!
HAHAS!damn funny okay when you sing it in tune.lol!
so collected v.day gifts afterwards.
the booth wasnt really effective.
totally didnt meet my orders.
not a satisfied customer ):

went to jp afterwards with mabel,jacq and saeina.
chit chatted while the rest ate since i wanted to eat with the REDBOTTLES later on.
talked for rather long i guess and off i went to marina bay.
the trip was horrible cuz i felt damn bored.hahas!
finally reached and i felt all alone still since the rest havent reached.
jocelyn and yuting reached shortly after and finally got to see the SAJC uniform which mabel has been raving about.haha!
she like say until the uniform damn nice.lol!
but she's actually quite right.
their uniform is nice.
good colour combi plus the material of the skirt is damn good cuz it doesnt get crumpled.lol!
plus the colour is dark so on menses days,you need not worry so much bout leaking unlike jj's uniform.lol!
but jocelyn sits till like totally unglam lah.
worse than me!
oh plus jocelyn was reading the cosmopolitan magazine and she like got totally high reading bout the male bits lah!
juniors,ginny and bjorn came later on.
so we ate,chit chatted,played kite/cards and took photos.
the jellies made by the juniors are tasty.
and i'm not saying it just cuz they're my juniors.lol!
luckily my sandwiches turned out okay too (:
so the juniors couldnt really stay for long and had to leave halfway.
so me and jocelyn kinda like used emotional blackmail to sort of try to make them stay which not only didnt work,it backfired too!hahas!
cuz the juniors got irritated with us.
hahas!sorry okay.
was just fooling around. (:
anw,we got to see fireworks at night!
hahas.but dunno for what purpose one luh.
so left the place around 7plus.
but we only board the bus at 9plus?!
super long right!
parted off with jocelyn at tanjong pagar and with ginny and yuting at j.east.

anyway,i really enjoyed today's short gathering.
it's really nice to see all of you guys and just chat,enjoy each other's company etc.
yes,i might miss the feeling we get when we hang out together but i miss the atmosphere and feeling we share on court too.looking forward to playing with you guys soon!
love you all! :D

ps;jocelyn's damn evil lah.i gave her my heart(in the form of a balloon) but she like totally let it fly away lah.i gave you my only heart and yet you lost it ):
and to make matters worse,i gave her a rose but then she like totally crushed the rose.
wah,double heartbreaks in a few hours man! ): ): ):

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

home
disappointment
self-management
finance
good for nothing
distance
meaningless
hurt
escape
confinement
relationships
pressure
lies
disapproval
pointless

worth it?
and dont bother guessing,the word's all jumbled up.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

i had a nightmare yesterday night.
it was freaking weird and screwed up.
but funny too!HAHAS! :D
HELLO!!!!
i feel so detached from the web.
okay,i might have just gotten back from camp(which was a blast!) but even before that,i didnt really use the comp that frequently.
lol.was i really that busy?
hmm,perhaps.
anw,i shall blog bout the orientation camp first cuz if i dont do so,i'll definitely get lazy.hahas!

DAY 1
i was in OG28 and in Family4(BIKILA,Black House)
hahas!weird name but nice colour (:
btw,my class is 10A04 (:
we had icebreakers first.
some ppl who were in OG1(for admin days) were also in my class.
got to know a bunch of other nice ppl too.
anw,my class like has a number of ppl from fmss.
so after icebreakers,we had our MASS DANCE.
my partner was much better so i enjoyed myself thoroughly this time round.
had games afterwards.
it was partly dry/wet games.
hahas!cuz the OGLs were like spraying water here and there.
we had a song singing session at night.
honestly,i dont quite like some of the songs,not the lyrics but the tunes.
it's like most of them sound the same but the lyrics very meaningful.
and can see alot of effort put into writing the songs.(some of the J2s wrote some of the songs).
we had a night walk cum night games after that.
at one particular game,we had to like finish bottles of water to retrieve clues.
i drank 3 bottles!hahas!
like some water slurping machine right!
slept in the hall for that night.
oh anyways,most ppl should know i usually dont sleep at camps/chalets etc.
so i stayed up and stared at ppl.
but since sindhya was like in front of me,i stared at her the most.hahas!
but after a while,i felt like an idiot cuz practically everyone in the hall was like sleeping and i had no one to talk to.hahas!
so that's why i slept.hahas.
my first time sleeping at camps for first night man!
ps;my sandals went missing at night ):

DAY2
the day's highlights were water games and jj night!!!
both were awesome man!
so we had 2 sessions of water games.
first one was before lunch.
so for this session,i wasnt completely satisfied cuz i felt i didnt get wet enough.hahas!
so was totally excited when the OGLs said there was another session in the afternoon.
but unfortunately,our second session was cut short cuz it was raining.
stupid weather ):
was supposed to be a 2 hour session but only played for 45mins.
nevertheless,i still had fun (:
so now for the MAJOR highlight....JJ NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!
the atmosphere was damn high!
there were balloons around and it was dark etc.
like clubbing can!!!
the J1s were like all mashed together and jumping around together.
damn hot and sweaty but SUPER HIGH!
so we were all like bouncing/bopping/jumping to the beats of those current hits.
our OGLs performed too but i felt the performance by the girls of the cabinet council was the best!
cuz peixuan(one of the emcee) danced super sexily and hot can?!?!
i'm serious!!
she can be the next beyonce okay!!!HAHAS!
ahhh...i cant get her performance outta my head.hahas!
she can really follow the single ladies steps till damn well!
i hope they recorded down her performance.hahas!
so we had mass dance afterwards.
did all the dances at one go.
so the dances were(not in order):
superstar
ain't it funny
5 colours in her hair
oh my darling
beat it
pump it
chori chori i think?(they didnt teach us this dance so we like followed the dance steps on the spot itself.lol!)
and if you're wondering,two of songs were hindi songs.lol!
i still remember i danced to the song oh my darling at a relatives wedding when i was 10 i think?lol!
and after all the mass dance,it ws the slow dance part.
my partner looked totally uncomfortable all of a sudden.
my partner was damn shy lah.
keep looking at the floor.lol!
and we kept like moving up and down only so i started to direct him cuz i kinda got bored.
yeah i know the guys are supposed to be the ones directing but then i really couldnt take it alre.hahas!
halfway thru,my partner said he had to get something and i immediately knew he was ditching me!!!!hahas!
damn poor thing right!
got ditched during my slow dance.
so walked around and saw xuan er and he saved me by dancing with me afterwards.
lol.but he also didnt really dare do much steps except for going up and down but this time i just went along cuz he was alre nice enough to rescue me.
so in all,the mass dance were fun and the slow dance was okay i guess.
sang songs next and then we huddled in our own OGs and thanked each other,hugged etc.
that marked the end of jj night.
i'm so gonna remember this night for the rest of my life.hahas!
this time round,we slept in classrooms.
and the same thing happened like the previous night.
i thought it'd be different cuz many girls said they wanted to stay up.
in the end all slept!!

DAY3
had area cleaning.
kinda regretted for throwing around damn lots of water bombs cuz now we had to clear all the plastic bags away.hahas!
but when we formed a straight line and moved across the soccer field,me,jacquelynn and sindhya all felt as though we were human lawnmowers.hahas!
had an E web session afterwards.
sounds so IT right!
well,NOT.
it stands for Emotional Web.
there'll be this rafia string being passed around.
once you get hold of the string,you have to say what you feel bout the class and then thank someone individually to pass the string to them.
so now,each of us has a piece of the sacred string.hahas!
it's tied to my RED bottle :D
but sindhya like totally stepped onto the web after the session?!
hahas!so we all agreed that whatever root of problems in the future of our class will be caused by her.lol!
so took pics etc.
piggy-backed sindhya and wenmin too.
but that sindhya right,she doesnt know how to land sfter i dropped her!hahas!
she like totally fell onto the floor.hahas!
we proceeded to the hall afterwards and mr.leow gave a mini adam khoo crying session.
it was short but then enough to make you cry.
like will make you feel guilty.
or maybe it's just me cuz what he said matches me directly.
i didnt cry but had the feeling though.
we were dismissed afterwards.
was really tempted to join saeina and mabel for lunch but then i wanted to join in on the optional final dance session in the hall.
told you guys i love mass dances!
so partnered lily and it was a mess!
hahas!cuz i had to be a guy and i totally dunno how to spin her etc!hahas!

and,THAT'S ALL FOR JJC'S ORIENTATION CAMP 2010!!!

Friday, January 29, 2010

anw,forget to mention in the previous post,
have you ever felt a certain feeling whereby you've only known someone for a short period of time but it feels as though you've known the person for eons alre?
well,i have this feeling with the new group of friends i have.
maybe not for all,but definitely at least 2 out of the whole bunch.
i really hope it's not some kind of friendship that ends right after we separate from our OGs since most of us will be going to diff classes.
easily put,i'm loving my school even more cuz of these ppl :D
2nd DAY OF SCHOOL
learnt some cheers today.
aiya,most cheers are the same lah.
like form pri school to sec school and finally to jc,it's still the same.lol!
but it's okay,i love cheering!
so submitted our subject combi today.
here my first choice:
H2:lit,hist,econs
H1:maths
2nd choice:
H2:MLL(malay langauge and literature?!?!),hist,econs
H1:maths
i really hope i get into my first choice so can get into same class as mabel.
and yes,i keep saying i hate malay but well,my 2nd choice seems contradicting right?
hahas!cuz my dad claims i can do malay so might as well take somethign which you can do well in just to get into uni.
my other option was to take the same combi as my first choice but take chem for H1 instead of maths.
but H1 chem is really quite useless when you go and check up what the local uni(s) are asking for.
anyways,the whole highlight of today was MASS DANCE!!!!!!!!
i seem so hyped up about it right!
well guess what,
I DIDNT ENJOY A SINGLE MINUTE OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):
cuz i came in late for the activity(nvr hand in consent form for camp.lol!)
so i wasnt around my friends for the activity.
like they were all at the front while i was at the back ):
okay,i think i better list down why i couldnt enjoy the mass dance.
so here it goes:
1.separated from friends
2.no partner
3.finally got a partner but he was like as still as a rock throughout the whole dance
4.my partner deserted me halfway
5.the ppl surrounding me all dont want dance one?!
i think these are all the points but enough to like spoil my day lah ):
I LOVE MASS DANCES CAN?!
luckily after my partner ditched me,another guy came over to partner me and i did manage to participate HAPPILY in the whole mass dance.lol!
but for what,like 5 mins or s i guess?hahas!
but then,jj's mass dance very nice!
it's called superstar and the song is also titled superstar.lol!(it's by jamelia if you're wondering)
the moves were really very nice lah.
like still quite hip and groovy etc.lol!
i really hope my next partner will be more enthu.
it's not fun dancing with a rock lah!
the song's currently stuck in my head anyway.
EH O EH O EH O EH O!
ps;2 of my school teachers are in NSL(marlins and stingrays!cool!)

Thursday, January 28, 2010

JC LIFE HAS FINALLY STARTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dunno why we have to start today instead of just waiting for a new month to come.
so went to school with a heavy heart cuz i still didnt know if i wanted to appeal over to cjc.
but after thinking thru and considering all the advice ppl gave me,i've decided to go jj.
so i am in OG1!
had icebreaker games first.
it was a lame game but the company around me made it okay lah.
anw,the game is something like everyone chooses a mrt station.
i chose LORONG CHUAN!
lol.cuz dunno why but i like how it sounds and it's difficult to remember.lol
so we have to call out a station and the person on each of the person's sides must hit him/her till she/he says another station.
stupid game right?!hahas!
so anw,mentioned the company around me earlier on.
basically cuz got enthu and fun ppl like MABEL(MGS),SAM(SMS),JUWIKA&SAEINA(BOONLAY),BADARIA(QUEENSWAY).
but i spent more time with mabel.
nice girl and she's friendly.
she doesnt even know that her school everytime win us at netball!lol.
we'll most prolly end up in the same class too.same interests (:
so had the usual talks/briefings etc afterwards.
and after that it was alre dismissal like at ONE IN THE AFTERNOON?!
early right!hahas!
anw,met fiona(bb netballer) and also a yuanching netballer whom i had nationals trials with.
nadia:so what cca you joining?
fiona:considering squash.
nadia:eh why not we all join netball lah.jjc netball not good right.we bring it's netball up(ambitious right!) lah!
fiona:not bad leh.okay okay.i dont mind.
LOL!
and i met NISHALINI(good good good friend from first pri sch,jtps) and like what,AFTER 6 YEARS?!
lol!she looked totally shocked lah.
i mean both of us were but she's like dazed!
oh and the principal's good,new principal.
like more goal driven,oriented etc but she looks like an anorexic please?!
so i think that's all the stuff i did.
not much of course since we dismissed so early.
went back to school to consult ms.lai bout appealing or not.
so that was how i decided not to appeal and just stick with jj.
even,mdm.joannamah,ms.limlecklee,and the all time favourites of 4E peeps,SUZIE chatted and advised me.
and SUZIE even like said she pities my future jc maths teacher.
like wth right?!hahas!
anw,juniors had adam khoo crying session today.lol!
yes,that's what i shall name it.
and lyndi still bet with me saying she wont cry but i like die die know she will.
and OF COURSE i was right.lol!
and congrats to juniors for winning yusoff ishak but it also caused lyndi to sprain her ankle.
it's like so close to MGS's game ):
nvm,i still believe you girls can do it! :D

ps;i'm damn suay.went out the whole of ytd but didnt fall sick but fell sick once i reached home and like i hate going to school being sick,ESPECIALLY on first day ):
so i think i was very disruptive during the briefings and talks as i kept sneezing.LOL!
hope i get well soon (:

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

hmm,been bothered by something recently.
okay let's name this somebody,A.
me and A are good friends.
but recently,i dunno why but i find whatever A is doing to be irritating me.
and i really feel helpless cuz i dont wanna feel this way but the feeling just comes unfortunately.
A doesnt know this ):
for instance whenever A talks to me on msn etc,i get irritated and wont feel like talking.
and i really pity A.
it's not like as if A has done anything wrong.
feel so screwed up can.
how?!
i really hope it's just a stupid phase and will go by soon ):

good things:
i'll be going school tmr (:
2a's chalet is tmr! (:

Sunday, January 17, 2010

i feel so stressed/tired/have alot of headaches recently.
it's not as if i've started school or what.
what's happening? ):

Thursday, January 14, 2010

HELLO WORLD!!!!!!!!!
I'M FEELING SO DAMN HIGH AND EXCITED CUZ I JUST SUBMITTED MY CHOICES FOR THE JAE EXERCISE.
XINDI SAYS SHE'S EXCITED FOR ME AND SHE'S MADE ME EVEN MORE EXCITED.
GOSH!
AND I'M EXCITED OF WHAT THE FUTURE BRINGS.
WELL,I'LL ONLY KNOW WHEN THAT PIECE OF SMS COMES FLYING IN.
ANW,THE OTHER REASON WHY I'M SO EXCITED IS CUZ OF MY CHOICES!
IT'S LIKE SO RANDOM AND CRAZY!
COMMENT ON THEM FOR YOURSELF! ;D
1st: CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE
2nd: ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE
3rd: JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE
4th: PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE
5th: NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE
6th: NATIONAL JUNIOR COLLEGE
7th: ANGLO-CHINESE JUNIOR COLLEGE
8th: VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE
9th: RAFFLES INSTITUTION
10th: HWA CHONG INSTITUTION
11th: INNOVA JUNIOR COLLEGE
12th: YISHUN JUNIOR COLLEGE

DONT PLAY PLAY OKAY.GOT RAFFLES,HWACHONG,VICTORIA ETC!
LOL!BUT I'M REALLY HOPING TO GO INTO CJC AND NEXT JJC.
AJC WAS MY DAD'S CHOICE.LOL!
IN FACT,I FEAR GETTING IN THERE.
DONT THINK I CAN COPE.
BUT IF I'M REALLY EXTREMELY LUCKY AND GET INTO SOME TOP JC RIGHT,I'LL BE LAUGHING MY ASS OFF LAH.
EVEN LYNDI SAID SHE'LL JOIN ME IN LAUGHING.LOL!
WELL I REALLY HOPE I GET INTO CJC CUZ I LIKE THEIR ELEP PROGRAMME.
BUT I GOT A FEELING I'LL GET INTO JJ.
WHILE MELISSA THINKS I'LL GET INTO CJ.
WHAT DO YOU THINK? D:

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I MET LYNN RECENTLY (:
hahas.it was a last minute plan.
the funny thing is,whenever we say we want to meet up/plan fr a meet up,it usually doesnt happen.lol!
so met up with her to get more advice bout whether i should go poly/jc and also get to know more bout jc life.
lunched at kfc and walked/chatted etc.
while we're at the top floor,lynn suddenly like said 'Hi Mom!' in front of a hairdressing shop and i thought she was just being random when it turned out to be the shop is really owned by her parents.hahas!
her parents are really young and the most important thing,friendly!
like dont really feel awkward when was there.
i did share earlier on to lynn bout my numerology thingy and then her parents and the staff there all wanted to know more.lol!
so the numerology session lasted till 8plus i think.hahas!
lynn's parents even wanted me to go their house on cny and like explain more bout the numerology stuffs.hahas!
anw,i'm still unsure of what i wanna do ):

ps;read a nice book called salaam, paris.but didnt manage to finish it ):

Monday, January 11, 2010

firstly,HI JOCELYN!
yes,today was the day,
the day that determines our next step of education,
and also another closer step to finding out who we will be in the future.
okay,enough of that.
i swear i was super scared(though nothing still makes my heart beat as wildly as compared to zonal matches.lol!) and nervous as i just didnt have a good feeling bout my results.
but many ppl told me it was normal and i did manage to calm myself down but not for long.
i mean who wouldnt keep thinking of their results right!
so went up to the hall and went thru the normal MSG,distinction rates etc.
was quite shocked with the list of top 12 scholars in kranji.
so i wasnt really focusing on the slides.
was more worried bout my results.
i was the last one to take my results so the tension was really building up while i waited.
so finally got my results and here it is:
english A1
maths C5
science(physics/chemistry) A2
combined humanities(social studies/history) B3
mother tongue A1
food&nutrition A2
CCA A1

L1R5 14
L1B4 9

overall i'm really quite contented cuz i did target to get at least a ten or below for L1B4.
i'm really very happy with my science and english cuz both went way above my expectations!

but at the same time,i cant help feeling disappointed over my F&N and humanities.
for F&N,it was just a lil bit of disappointment cuz i know what dragged me down(yeah,that bloody coursework).

but for humanities,i really thought i'll get a distinction.
i know i didnt finish my history but at least an A2 would've been sufficient.
it's not like i didnt study.
in fact,i think i studied among the hardest in my history class,though i know i look like a slacker.
i studied more topics than what the teachers asked too and tried not to leave anything out.
and another reason i studied so hard was cuz ms.nat said she'll lose her job if she couldnt produce at least 5 distinctions from 4B.
i wouldnt want to carry this guilt on my shoulders for the rest of my life.

so,i didnt really bother going around asking bout ppl's results,except maybe for yk's and a few others,since i was quite bothered over humanities.
so sat down and organised the grad tee etc.

ms.nat did come up to me and tried talking but i really couldnt face her.
like how could i?
she pinned such high hopes on me so i didnt really dare look at her face.
she began saying,'dont be so sad etc.you did your best etc.'
i knew i couldnt let her carry on if not i'll just let go.haha!
so i walked off.
hahas.she tried talking another time and i walked off again!
i know it's rude but i really dont want to just break down in front of her.lol.
so ms.foo also did the same thing but i did the same thing i did to ms.nat.
lol.the only teacher who managed to talk to me was ms.low i guess.
since i was happy with my C5.
i really expected a C6 cuz i didnt finish paper 2.

so finally felt ready enough to find ms.foo but i was wrong lah!
she started those kinda talk bout you did great etc all over again and i really couldnt control alre,so i cried luh.
i still promised myself when i was in pri sch that i'll nvr cry over my studies.hahas!
i dunno lah.it's guilt mixed with shame mixed with disappointment plus i hate those talks that'll make you go all emotional!hahas!
went to find ms.nat and the same thing happened again.hahas!
aww..ms.nat and ms.foo said they'll miss me when they hugged me.lol!

went up to staffroom to find ms.nat again after the whole thing and asked her if she was serious about the losing the job thingy.
in the end she said she might just get scolded(the job's thingy not confirmed).lol.
i mean it was such a huge relief,i seriously will feel even worse if she really lost her job.

went down to watch juniors train afterwards and coach asked the onlookers to do reviews!
quite fun yet beneficial since the players can learn from mistakes and we're watching the game in great detail so as to not miss out on mistakes etc.
chatted with coach after training and realised i do want to take up umpiring and coaching courses soon.
not only do i want to know and play the game,i wanna have qualifications in it too.
who knows i might make a career out of my passion?

went to toa payoh to find my mum and went off to orchard to look at sports shoes.
i really need one badly,like ASAP ):

ps;went to find lyndi during recess today and she said get her something from lot 1(i offered of course,just that she refused to tell me what she want.haha!).she said if i bought what she was thinking of,means i'll be like sort of the best senior.lol.so i really had no idea and just decided to get kinder surprise since she asked for it before and turned out to be she was thinking of kinder surprise too.hahas!quite cool telepathy right!and i passed the test she gave me!! (:

pss;i was outside 1E waiting for yk when lyndi texted me saying she was getting bullied by some sec1s.so she told me to come quickly to the canteen.and i did went quickly,in fact i ran.lol!the thing is,i did remember telling her i would always come to her rescue if she needed help.lol!so found out some sec1 boys were actually harassing her and wenlu/causing a nuisance so i went up to the sec1 kid and actually pulled his shirt and threatened him.i know i know.it sounds evil.but i stand up for friends okay!lol.those boys were actually scared just cuz of my size but after threatening him,the small boy sort of looked as though he wasnt happy.we'll see if he wants revenge (:

psss;i wore red undies today for luck! :D

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

I WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY!
i finally dragged my lazy ass back to school cuz meihui asked me to and also cuz i wanted to watch their training as well as meet friends and teachers.
first person i saw was mdm.yongsiowling!
hahas!chatted with her for awhile and bumped into ms.lai afterwards.
exchanged a few words and i went up to the staffroom to look for jenny and ms.nat.
saw jenny outside of the staffroom and chatted for a while since she was in a rush and called ms.nat like how i always do by shouting from outisde the staff room.lol!
chatted with her the longest.
i really hope i dont disappoint her if not i'll feel super bad.
met ms.foo and ms.tan too.
afterwards went up to fourth level to find the juniors.
met jingyi and chatted for awhile with her and mr.shasi who was there too.

so finally went down and met with the rest of the juniors and coach.
talked to coach bout some issues going on in netball and i really feel sad for the juniors.
they like cant do so much stuffs?!
totally unfair.
training was boring at first since it was raining and we couldnt use the court.
so boring that i even became lyndi's towel girl.lol!
but it stopped raining afterwards and i managed to watch the juniors play.
i found their game okay but it's hard to judge when they play with their own team players.
managed to bitch with jayne while one of the games was going on.
and gossiped a lil with sherwin too but i cant remember what me and sherwin were talking bout at all now.lol!
oh and sherwin's sis,michelle is alre joining the juniors for training.
played a final quarter with them cuz coach wanted meihui to defend me.
my play sucked.
one shot in only.
i need to start practising again ):

went to macs afterwards with twins and jingyi.
saw joanne and the president of russia!lol.
oh and i actually saw joanne and barry in school earlier.
chatted etc and meixuan said something like,"you should come to school more often so it wont be awkward in the future."
it was just something short but it made me stop and think.

to lyndi,meixuan,meihui,cat(if by chance you guys do come and read my blog.lol):
regardless of whether i can come back to school often or not,i just hope things wont turn bad to the extent there'll be a feeling of awkwardness among us all.i really regard you guys as special friends and enjoyed the times i had with all of you.i still remember,last year,something i looked forward to everyday was seeing you guys be it in the morn/recess or after sch.i think i spent so much of time with you guys,too much in fact,to the extent that i did kinda neglect my other friends.it's like i get happy instantly after seeing you guys.that's why i really hope we maintain this friendship even after i graduate as it'll be impossible to forget each and every one of you. :D

ps;i feel bad for not sending any sms before melissa left for her genting trip.have fun and take care of yourself okay!i wanted to but fell asleep before i could do so.real sorry (:

pss;i suddenly miss jocelyn terribly cuz there's no one to talk to online this late and that's why i'm playing hexic now.lol.see lah,you got me hooked onto the game!

psss;cat was sexily fierce in today's game! :D