I LOVE XINDI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahas.see..this is my dedication specially for ya!

morning run was ok.
ran with ziwei.
and i have to admit she was quite fast at first.
so was kinda tired keeping up with her.
but i cant stop right.
i also have face one.
so if i force them to run i muz set a good example right!
unfortunately i missed streetdance practise.
cuz i didnt even noe there was one.
no one told me bout it.
peiling only said mslim wanted to see all flagtwirlers.

lessons seemed to go by very quickly.
and all the performers for the mediacorp thingy were allowed to leave early.
the performance sucked!
it was such a waste of time.
i would have rather gone for netball.
we only did half of the dance.
and we didnt even do our finale.
and its not cuz of media attention.
i dun care bout appearing on tv.
but at least let us do a decent performance.
i dun understand why some ppl are obsessed juz to appear on tv.

left for netball after that.
run up and down stairs for warm up.
did some passes after that.
pesta sukan has been cancelled.
why give us false hope?
might as well u keep the event hidden from all of us.
i finally managed to persuade the few sec4's.
then i realised it was all wasted.
cuz we are not even gonna go.
and the funny thing is ____ can even ask if i was sad.
so i juz said NO.
dont you even noe wad my answer will be??
and sorry if i was rude to you in msn.
juz too many things on my mind.
i am filled with hatred now.
hatred for god knows how many people.
played a court game after that.
wasnt really into the game.
i was still very moody over the pesta sukan thingy.
wen jocelyn told me that catherine said it was cancelled.
i didnt believe it at first.
but then now that i knew about it.
i juz cant stop thinking of it.
yet another opportunity went down the drain.
i juz knew we would do so well with the addition of some sec4's to help us.
but its all gone now.....