anw,forget to mention in the previous post,
have you ever felt a certain feeling whereby you've only known someone for a short period of time but it feels as though you've known the person for eons alre?
well,i have this feeling with the new group of friends i have.
maybe not for all,but definitely at least 2 out of the whole bunch.
i really hope it's not some kind of friendship that ends right after we separate from our OGs since most of us will be going to diff classes.
easily put,i'm loving my school even more cuz of these ppl :D

2nd DAY OF SCHOOL
learnt some cheers today.
aiya,most cheers are the same lah.
like form pri school to sec school and finally to jc,it's still the same.lol!
but it's okay,i love cheering!
so submitted our subject combi today.
here my first choice:
H2:lit,hist,econs
H1:maths
2nd choice:
H2:MLL(malay langauge and literature?!?!),hist,econs
H1:maths
i really hope i get into my first choice so can get into same class as mabel.
and yes,i keep saying i hate malay but well,my 2nd choice seems contradicting right?
hahas!cuz my dad claims i can do malay so might as well take somethign which you can do well in just to get into uni.
my other option was to take the same combi as my first choice but take chem for H1 instead of maths.
but H1 chem is really quite useless when you go and check up what the local uni(s) are asking for.
anyways,the whole highlight of today was MASS DANCE!!!!!!!!
i seem so hyped up about it right!
well guess what,
I DIDNT ENJOY A SINGLE MINUTE OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):
cuz i came in late for the activity(nvr hand in consent form for camp.lol!)
so i wasnt around my friends for the activity.
like they were all at the front while i was at the back ):
okay,i think i better list down why i couldnt enjoy the mass dance.
so here it goes:
1.separated from friends
2.no partner
3.finally got a partner but he was like as still as a rock throughout the whole dance
4.my partner deserted me halfway
5.the ppl surrounding me all dont want dance one?!
i think these are all the points but enough to like spoil my day lah ):
I LOVE MASS DANCES CAN?!
luckily after my partner ditched me,another guy came over to partner me and i did manage to participate HAPPILY in the whole mass dance.lol!
but for what,like 5 mins or s i guess?hahas!
but then,jj's mass dance very nice!
it's called superstar and the song is also titled superstar.lol!(it's by jamelia if you're wondering)
the moves were really very nice lah.
like still quite hip and groovy etc.lol!
i really hope my next partner will be more enthu.
it's not fun dancing with a rock lah!
the song's currently stuck in my head anyway.
EH O EH O EH O EH O!
ps;2 of my school teachers are in NSL(marlins and stingrays!cool!)

JC LIFE HAS FINALLY STARTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dunno why we have to start today instead of just waiting for a new month to come.
so went to school with a heavy heart cuz i still didnt know if i wanted to appeal over to cjc.
but after thinking thru and considering all the advice ppl gave me,i've decided to go jj.
so i am in OG1!
had icebreaker games first.
it was a lame game but the company around me made it okay lah.
anw,the game is something like everyone chooses a mrt station.
i chose LORONG CHUAN!
lol.cuz dunno why but i like how it sounds and it's difficult to remember.lol
so we have to call out a station and the person on each of the person's sides must hit him/her till she/he says another station.
stupid game right?!hahas!
so anw,mentioned the company around me earlier on.
basically cuz got enthu and fun ppl like MABEL(MGS),SAM(SMS),JUWIKA&SAEINA(BOONLAY),BADARIA(QUEENSWAY).
but i spent more time with mabel.
nice girl and she's friendly.
she doesnt even know that her school everytime win us at netball!lol.
we'll most prolly end up in the same class too.same interests (:
so had the usual talks/briefings etc afterwards.
and after that it was alre dismissal like at ONE IN THE AFTERNOON?!
early right!hahas!
anw,met fiona(bb netballer) and also a yuanching netballer whom i had nationals trials with.
nadia:so what cca you joining?
fiona:considering squash.
nadia:eh why not we all join netball lah.jjc netball not good right.we bring it's netball up(ambitious right!) lah!
fiona:not bad leh.okay okay.i dont mind.
LOL!
and i met NISHALINI(good good good friend from first pri sch,jtps) and like what,AFTER 6 YEARS?!
lol!she looked totally shocked lah.
i mean both of us were but she's like dazed!
oh and the principal's good,new principal.
like more goal driven,oriented etc but she looks like an anorexic please?!
so i think that's all the stuff i did.
not much of course since we dismissed so early.
went back to school to consult ms.lai bout appealing or not.
so that was how i decided not to appeal and just stick with jj.
even,mdm.joannamah,ms.limlecklee,and the all time favourites of 4E peeps,SUZIE chatted and advised me.
and SUZIE even like said she pities my future jc maths teacher.
like wth right?!hahas!
anw,juniors had adam khoo crying session today.lol!
yes,that's what i shall name it.
and lyndi still bet with me saying she wont cry but i like die die know she will.
and OF COURSE i was right.lol!
and congrats to juniors for winning yusoff ishak but it also caused lyndi to sprain her ankle.
it's like so close to MGS's game ):
nvm,i still believe you girls can do it! :D

ps;i'm damn suay.went out the whole of ytd but didnt fall sick but fell sick once i reached home and like i hate going to school being sick,ESPECIALLY on first day ):
so i think i was very disruptive during the briefings and talks as i kept sneezing.LOL!
hope i get well soon (:

hmm,been bothered by something recently.
okay let's name this somebody,A.
me and A are good friends.
but recently,i dunno why but i find whatever A is doing to be irritating me.
and i really feel helpless cuz i dont wanna feel this way but the feeling just comes unfortunately.
A doesnt know this ):
for instance whenever A talks to me on msn etc,i get irritated and wont feel like talking.
and i really pity A.
it's not like as if A has done anything wrong.
feel so screwed up can.
how?!
i really hope it's just a stupid phase and will go by soon ):

good things:
i'll be going school tmr (:
2a's chalet is tmr! (:

i feel so stressed/tired/have alot of headaches recently.
it's not as if i've started school or what.
what's happening? ):

HELLO WORLD!!!!!!!!!
I'M FEELING SO DAMN HIGH AND EXCITED CUZ I JUST SUBMITTED MY CHOICES FOR THE JAE EXERCISE.
XINDI SAYS SHE'S EXCITED FOR ME AND SHE'S MADE ME EVEN MORE EXCITED.
GOSH!
AND I'M EXCITED OF WHAT THE FUTURE BRINGS.
WELL,I'LL ONLY KNOW WHEN THAT PIECE OF SMS COMES FLYING IN.
ANW,THE OTHER REASON WHY I'M SO EXCITED IS CUZ OF MY CHOICES!
IT'S LIKE SO RANDOM AND CRAZY!
COMMENT ON THEM FOR YOURSELF! ;D
1st: CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE
2nd: ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE
3rd: JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE
4th: PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE
5th: NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE
6th: NATIONAL JUNIOR COLLEGE
7th: ANGLO-CHINESE JUNIOR COLLEGE
8th: VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE
9th: RAFFLES INSTITUTION
10th: HWA CHONG INSTITUTION
11th: INNOVA JUNIOR COLLEGE
12th: YISHUN JUNIOR COLLEGE

DONT PLAY PLAY OKAY.GOT RAFFLES,HWACHONG,VICTORIA ETC!
LOL!BUT I'M REALLY HOPING TO GO INTO CJC AND NEXT JJC.
AJC WAS MY DAD'S CHOICE.LOL!
IN FACT,I FEAR GETTING IN THERE.
DONT THINK I CAN COPE.
BUT IF I'M REALLY EXTREMELY LUCKY AND GET INTO SOME TOP JC RIGHT,I'LL BE LAUGHING MY ASS OFF LAH.
EVEN LYNDI SAID SHE'LL JOIN ME IN LAUGHING.LOL!
WELL I REALLY HOPE I GET INTO CJC CUZ I LIKE THEIR ELEP PROGRAMME.
BUT I GOT A FEELING I'LL GET INTO JJ.
WHILE MELISSA THINKS I'LL GET INTO CJ.
WHAT DO YOU THINK? D:

I MET LYNN RECENTLY (:
hahas.it was a last minute plan.
the funny thing is,whenever we say we want to meet up/plan fr a meet up,it usually doesnt happen.lol!
so met up with her to get more advice bout whether i should go poly/jc and also get to know more bout jc life.
lunched at kfc and walked/chatted etc.
while we're at the top floor,lynn suddenly like said 'Hi Mom!' in front of a hairdressing shop and i thought she was just being random when it turned out to be the shop is really owned by her parents.hahas!
her parents are really young and the most important thing,friendly!
like dont really feel awkward when was there.
i did share earlier on to lynn bout my numerology thingy and then her parents and the staff there all wanted to know more.lol!
so the numerology session lasted till 8plus i think.hahas!
lynn's parents even wanted me to go their house on cny and like explain more bout the numerology stuffs.hahas!
anw,i'm still unsure of what i wanna do ):

ps;read a nice book called salaam, paris.but didnt manage to finish it ):

firstly,HI JOCELYN!
yes,today was the day,
the day that determines our next step of education,
and also another closer step to finding out who we will be in the future.
okay,enough of that.
i swear i was super scared(though nothing still makes my heart beat as wildly as compared to zonal matches.lol!) and nervous as i just didnt have a good feeling bout my results.
but many ppl told me it was normal and i did manage to calm myself down but not for long.
i mean who wouldnt keep thinking of their results right!
so went up to the hall and went thru the normal MSG,distinction rates etc.
was quite shocked with the list of top 12 scholars in kranji.
so i wasnt really focusing on the slides.
was more worried bout my results.
i was the last one to take my results so the tension was really building up while i waited.
so finally got my results and here it is:
english A1
maths C5
science(physics/chemistry) A2
combined humanities(social studies/history) B3
mother tongue A1
food&nutrition A2
CCA A1

L1R5 14
L1B4 9

overall i'm really quite contented cuz i did target to get at least a ten or below for L1B4.
i'm really very happy with my science and english cuz both went way above my expectations!

but at the same time,i cant help feeling disappointed over my F&N and humanities.
for F&N,it was just a lil bit of disappointment cuz i know what dragged me down(yeah,that bloody coursework).

but for humanities,i really thought i'll get a distinction.
i know i didnt finish my history but at least an A2 would've been sufficient.
it's not like i didnt study.
in fact,i think i studied among the hardest in my history class,though i know i look like a slacker.
i studied more topics than what the teachers asked too and tried not to leave anything out.
and another reason i studied so hard was cuz ms.nat said she'll lose her job if she couldnt produce at least 5 distinctions from 4B.
i wouldnt want to carry this guilt on my shoulders for the rest of my life.

so,i didnt really bother going around asking bout ppl's results,except maybe for yk's and a few others,since i was quite bothered over humanities.
so sat down and organised the grad tee etc.

ms.nat did come up to me and tried talking but i really couldnt face her.
like how could i?
she pinned such high hopes on me so i didnt really dare look at her face.
she began saying,'dont be so sad etc.you did your best etc.'
i knew i couldnt let her carry on if not i'll just let go.haha!
so i walked off.
hahas.she tried talking another time and i walked off again!
i know it's rude but i really dont want to just break down in front of her.lol.
so ms.foo also did the same thing but i did the same thing i did to ms.nat.
lol.the only teacher who managed to talk to me was ms.low i guess.
since i was happy with my C5.
i really expected a C6 cuz i didnt finish paper 2.

so finally felt ready enough to find ms.foo but i was wrong lah!
she started those kinda talk bout you did great etc all over again and i really couldnt control alre,so i cried luh.
i still promised myself when i was in pri sch that i'll nvr cry over my studies.hahas!
i dunno lah.it's guilt mixed with shame mixed with disappointment plus i hate those talks that'll make you go all emotional!hahas!
went to find ms.nat and the same thing happened again.hahas!
aww..ms.nat and ms.foo said they'll miss me when they hugged me.lol!

went up to staffroom to find ms.nat again after the whole thing and asked her if she was serious about the losing the job thingy.
in the end she said she might just get scolded(the job's thingy not confirmed).lol.
i mean it was such a huge relief,i seriously will feel even worse if she really lost her job.

went down to watch juniors train afterwards and coach asked the onlookers to do reviews!
quite fun yet beneficial since the players can learn from mistakes and we're watching the game in great detail so as to not miss out on mistakes etc.
chatted with coach after training and realised i do want to take up umpiring and coaching courses soon.
not only do i want to know and play the game,i wanna have qualifications in it too.
who knows i might make a career out of my passion?

went to toa payoh to find my mum and went off to orchard to look at sports shoes.
i really need one badly,like ASAP ):

ps;went to find lyndi during recess today and she said get her something from lot 1(i offered of course,just that she refused to tell me what she want.haha!).she said if i bought what she was thinking of,means i'll be like sort of the best senior.lol.so i really had no idea and just decided to get kinder surprise since she asked for it before and turned out to be she was thinking of kinder surprise too.hahas!quite cool telepathy right!and i passed the test she gave me!! (:

pss;i was outside 1E waiting for yk when lyndi texted me saying she was getting bullied by some sec1s.so she told me to come quickly to the canteen.and i did went quickly,in fact i ran.lol!the thing is,i did remember telling her i would always come to her rescue if she needed help.lol!so found out some sec1 boys were actually harassing her and wenlu/causing a nuisance so i went up to the sec1 kid and actually pulled his shirt and threatened him.i know i know.it sounds evil.but i stand up for friends okay!lol.those boys were actually scared just cuz of my size but after threatening him,the small boy sort of looked as though he wasnt happy.we'll see if he wants revenge (:

psss;i wore red undies today for luck! :D

I WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY!
i finally dragged my lazy ass back to school cuz meihui asked me to and also cuz i wanted to watch their training as well as meet friends and teachers.
first person i saw was mdm.yongsiowling!
hahas!chatted with her for awhile and bumped into ms.lai afterwards.
exchanged a few words and i went up to the staffroom to look for jenny and ms.nat.
saw jenny outside of the staffroom and chatted for a while since she was in a rush and called ms.nat like how i always do by shouting from outisde the staff room.lol!
chatted with her the longest.
i really hope i dont disappoint her if not i'll feel super bad.
met ms.foo and ms.tan too.
afterwards went up to fourth level to find the juniors.
met jingyi and chatted for awhile with her and mr.shasi who was there too.

so finally went down and met with the rest of the juniors and coach.
talked to coach bout some issues going on in netball and i really feel sad for the juniors.
they like cant do so much stuffs?!
totally unfair.
training was boring at first since it was raining and we couldnt use the court.
so boring that i even became lyndi's towel girl.lol!
but it stopped raining afterwards and i managed to watch the juniors play.
i found their game okay but it's hard to judge when they play with their own team players.
managed to bitch with jayne while one of the games was going on.
and gossiped a lil with sherwin too but i cant remember what me and sherwin were talking bout at all now.lol!
oh and sherwin's sis,michelle is alre joining the juniors for training.
played a final quarter with them cuz coach wanted meihui to defend me.
my play sucked.
one shot in only.
i need to start practising again ):

went to macs afterwards with twins and jingyi.
saw joanne and the president of russia!lol.
oh and i actually saw joanne and barry in school earlier.
chatted etc and meixuan said something like,"you should come to school more often so it wont be awkward in the future."
it was just something short but it made me stop and think.

to lyndi,meixuan,meihui,cat(if by chance you guys do come and read my blog.lol):
regardless of whether i can come back to school often or not,i just hope things wont turn bad to the extent there'll be a feeling of awkwardness among us all.i really regard you guys as special friends and enjoyed the times i had with all of you.i still remember,last year,something i looked forward to everyday was seeing you guys be it in the morn/recess or after sch.i think i spent so much of time with you guys,too much in fact,to the extent that i did kinda neglect my other friends.it's like i get happy instantly after seeing you guys.that's why i really hope we maintain this friendship even after i graduate as it'll be impossible to forget each and every one of you. :D

ps;i feel bad for not sending any sms before melissa left for her genting trip.have fun and take care of yourself okay!i wanted to but fell asleep before i could do so.real sorry (:

pss;i suddenly miss jocelyn terribly cuz there's no one to talk to online this late and that's why i'm playing hexic now.lol.see lah,you got me hooked onto the game!

psss;cat was sexily fierce in today's game! :D