finally home after so long.
elaborate some other time.
maybe i'll make this a private post.
hmmmm.
anyway,gonna go sleep now.havent slept since ytd.nights ppl!

went to rv today for some lit revision thingy.
i wasnt really there for it actually.
more interested in just going to rv.
that place holds so much memories.
and it makes me wanna play netball more ):

sigh,so disappointed in you.
you're ditching everyone else for that person.
really,is it that worth it?

last day of school for junior college.
the only form of rebellious thing i did was to skip history.
yeah,how fun -.-
wanted to stage some silly plan of running out of the school gate before the given time but no one was really interested. nothing surprising i guess.

last day of school really sucked.
i feel super super sian now.
sigh.

finally getting started on my PQ.
yupp,i know i'm super late but better late than never right?
still,i dont know what i can write there.
seems like i did a lot and each time,i learnt something from whatever i did
including stuffs like the petition etc.
but what to do when society only recognises certain events/situations which are 'beneficial'/'useful' for us.
sianzzzzzzzz.

just got back from the short jb retreat cum thohirah's 12th birthday.

i am so blessed and thankful that i have such a wonderful big family who make time for each other. it's difficult to get large groups of ppl to make time for one another but my family makes it happen and whenever i see everyone at each function or event,i feel so happy.

so the main event was okay but i felt like the atmosphere wasnt really there. like a lil not as happening. dont know if it's just cuz i was having flu. yepp,how unlucky. i didnt get to enjoy myself that much cuz of that. barely ate the food during the function. didnt even dance at all and i knew i looked like shit and may appear to be like moody or what. but i wasnt pms-ing though. like i wanted to enjoy but i couldnt cuz my nose took up all of my attention. and because of me feeling sick, i think i got pissed a lil too easily at times. lost it at one point :/

so the whole holiday was fun. i wanted to do so much more or at least went out a lil more but bottom line is,i had fun. spent both nights staying up late and chit chatting,swimming,catching up with ppl and all. i didnt even think bout my studies once. hahah,not like i do much during weekends but this time,it was all bout relaving and having fun. since i didnt go out much,i was pretty much the nanny there,taking care of the kids,bringing them swimming etc. it's tough huh but i loveeeeeeeeeeee kids. cant wait to have my own. heheh.

looking forward to the next time i'll be seeing them!
<3 TOFA.

i feel so detached from netball.