YESTERDAY!
went to suntec with yk.
needed to buy his present.
two of us were lyk so informaly dressed.
compared to the other adults who were in dresses and suits.
walked around and yk lost his way!
in the end we ended up at a dead end!
but i did find purple tulips through that process.
so i'll get it for xindi the next time i go there.
bought for yk boxers and a watch.
wanted to buy a ripcurl pencil case.
but couldnt find any.
well the presents i bought are more meaningful right.
at least i know he will use it.
in return he bought me a birthday present.
liked the present alot and hope you like mine too yeah!

at the end of the trip went to donut factory.
their service sucked the hell lots out of me.
firstly the queue was damn long.
their workers were still there chatting away.
they were still laughing and joking around.
wads the point saying you'll try to serve the customers as soon as possible.
i juz dun see the urgerncy in any of the single workers there.
secondly the auntie didnt wanna give me a plastic bag.
i forgot to take the plastic bag earlier and u wont give me one now.
wad kind of shit is tat?!
and are you so blind that u cant see that the paper bag is from your own company?!
its damn obvious those donuts in my hands were from your shop!
and when she didnt want to give me a plastic bag.
i juz walked off.
its juz a waste of my time talking to such ppl.
though your donuts are nice.
you service sucked.
and if possible i shall not come back for anymore donuts!
because of the long wait,
my back hurts alot now!

oh jocelyn didnt come today.
was smsing chat with her a few times.
and i saw her once for the whole day.
my eyes playing tricks on me again!
hope you'll be alrite yeah!
reached home at around 8plus.
luckily my mum was still outside.
so i didnt get any scoldings!

TODAY!
juz knew our morning run route has been changed.
now we have to run the annnual road run route.
jocelyn told me that running slowly will also cause my stamina to drop.
so gotta push myself cause i wanna improve.
lessons were okay.
had a malay test today.
had geog common test today.
hope i dun fail it.

maths clinic was after school.
jocelyn was my doctor for today.
thaqif cheated luh!
he copied off somebody else's answers!
had detention after that.
supposed to do one hour detention.
but the prefects had to leave early.
so only did half an hour.
have to complete the remaining time some other days.

went to shoot for awhile with jocelyn after that.
but both of us had no mood to shoot.
cuz the poles were juz too sucky.
so chatted with jocelyn while doing passes.
played checkers with yuting and jocelyn too.
almost lost to yuting!
coach was super pissed with the juniors today.
i dunno wad the reasons were exactly.
luyi cried in the end cuz coach scolded her very harshly.
meihui told me.
JOCELYN IS IN A SUNTAN CRAZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she sat there not doin anything juz to tan her legs.
call her crazy but kinda cute too yeah!

while playing checkers sherry came to tell me she lost her necklace.
then suddenly she pulled my shirt and looked inside.
guessed she muz have seen everything now.
if want see also see some other days lah.
today i wearing only half-cup leh!
never mind lah.
so after that she tried to unbuckle my bra.
she didnt get to in the end.
then it was my turn!
i tried to unbuckle her bra.
but i lost too!
i shall get my revenge tmr.
you juz watch out!
tried looking for your necklace but couldnt find it.
i'll look again tmr okay.
anyway dun be too sad alrite.
dun give a damn about those ppl yeah.
i'll always be there for you.
and remember our deal.
work hard for it!

realised sheena is a great crapping partner.
while walking back we were talking bout breasts and bras.
and we continued on msn.
and we chatted for quite long.
and i really enjoy chatting with her!
her laugh is very very addictive too!!!!!!!!

short post for today

did nothing much.
was made to stand during homeecon cuz i didnt bring my stuff.
helped ppl with their food.
i liked yiying's cheesy macaroni.
you muz teach me how to make it!
fard amanda zhenyi and mardiana's food were nice too.
had our physical training after that.
devi...where are you?!
i really need to talk to you!
actually there's alot of ppl who i want to talk to.
ppl lyk xindi lynn yuzheng or xiuhan.
alot of things to talk about.

i don't feel like i belong in my house anymore.

i was a good being a good girl today.
well most of the times.
i paid attention in class.
mrkoh scolded me only once even though i wasnt talking loudly to thaqif.
my malay teacher also scolded me.
but who cares?!
i did make an improvement.
and i have officially joined on a mission with peiling and yuanfang.
its a mission not to laugh.
so no more seeing sheena laugh.
cuz i find her laugh super addictive to me.
and yongkian dun make me laugh okay!

left my house 6.30am in the morning.
yeah so my plan now is to walk to school everyday.
its very cooling in the morning.
but if its raining of course i'll bus to sch.
the reason for me leaving so early...
cuz i dun wan see my dad.
so i'll try my best to avoid him.
i dun even talk to him now.
cant be bothered.
and i dun wanna give a damn.

reached school before 7.
whoa..alot of time to find ppl and talk!
coming early=more time to disturb yuzheng
sat with ziwei for awhile.
saw lyndi and helped her take the newspaper.
so i was carrying 2A's and 1A's newspapers.
very very heavy!
distributed the papers and left to find more ppl.
didnt see any of the sec4's.
so cant chat...
sat with ziwei they all again.
wen i had nth to do.
went back to classroom.
boring morning this time.

lessons were okay.
geog was very interesting!
land reclamation!
and i didnt noe till now that there are 3 steps to this process.
though i sucked at the map test.
but i am looking forward to geog lessons!

malay lesson was interesting.
not cuz of the topic of course.
its cuz i sort of rebelled against my teacher.
i was feeling very restless.
so i stretched in my seat without even standing up.
and she stared at me.
so i juz looked around and looked back at her.
i did no wrong so why shud i be afraid.
then she said i was rude.
so i juz gave a smirk and looked at other places.
i stretched once more.
and this time she said i had no manners.
well who was the one who started it first.
i didnt even interrupt the lesson.
she also said my parents nvr educate me.
nvr teach me those basic stuff.
so i got angry and juz ignored her.
and she asked me to sit up straight.
i didnt even move.
i didnt want care bout her.
so i chose to not listen to her.
in the end i had to give in.
cuz the lesson was getting disrupted cuz of me.
this is total crap.
i thought teachers want their pupils to stay alert so they can focus in class.
i stretched cuz i wanted to stay alert and not fall alseep.
where the hell did u get the idea that i was being rude.
i didnt even say a single word while stretching.
she dun alow us to eat sweets, cant stretch.
then wad muz we do if we feel sleepy or restless.
so much for saying they want students to focus.
i still remember she giving me a lecture last time.
she said she cant see my focus in class.
so now wad happen?
i am trying and you are stoppin me.
in the end i resorted to getting sufiana to pinch me wen i was feeling sleepy.
in work but the effect only lasted a few mins before i got sleepy again.
anyway i'm juz wondering..
are teachers supposed to criticise students and their parents?
do teachers have a right to question how our parents brought us up?
back off lah.
you dont even ow a single piece of our bodies.
whereas our parents's blood are flowing thru us.
tell me sensibly..
who has more rights over us?
u dun have single bloody right to question how i was brought up.
i suggest you mind your business and your own kids.
not other people's kids.
doesnt mean we kept quiet means we dun care.
i think we've taken enough of your insults and sarcastic remarks.
from now onwards i will not shut up if she starts all this again.
this is a promise i made to myself.
so i shall fulfill it then.
yeah i know we make mistakes at times
and for tat we deserve to be punished.
but muz u insult us and our parents?
well god knows wad will happen if i tell the principal bout it.
if my mum knows surely she'll complain too.
at least i know to handle all my problems myself.
so at least be thankful and stop all those insults.

lit was okay.
paying attention as usual.
if i want to take pure lit.
i have to make that effort.
asked mstang on how to solve the assignment question.
i really dunno how to do it.
strangely i was doin my work this time during maths.
but i was scolded cuz caught talking to thaqif.
but i didnt talk tat loud right.
shall improve more.
and i will make MISSION NOT LAUGHING a success!

had maths clinic after school.
yeah i was the patient.
zhenyi and shufen were my doctors.
yuting was sitting beside me too.
she came to wait for me.
i didnt feel lyk studying at first.
so was joking around.
making my doctors irritated.
and zhenyi called me stupid!!
zhneyi i gonna sue you!
how can doctors say their patients stupid!!
at least i managed to irritate shufen and zhenyi.
but i did concentrate in the end.
i really muz admit shufen's maths is very good.
and she is a very good doctor unlike zhenyi!
she taught me patiently and i can learn easily.
so next week i'm gonna irritate my doctors again.
sorry for being a troublesome patient yeah!

went to shoot for awhile with yuting.
jocelyn had already done her shooting.
jocelyn finished 300+ shots.
well i didnt show much reaction juz now.
but thats a hell lot of shots!
i only managed to complete 75.
not even a hundred.
had to leave cuz ziwei jody and shimin were waiting for me.
jocelyn wanted me to go with her and yuting to minimart.
after much persuasion i finally agreed.
but in the end she said i didnt have to go.
and i found out i missed out alot alot of fun things!!
nvm lah.
there's always another day.
had fun with those 2H girls.
we were basically gossiping bout ____ all along.
well cant blame us.
girls juz cant stop gossiping!
saw sokmeng and amanda.
continued gossiping with them bout ____.
took 300 with ziwei and jody on the way home.

i bathed and didnt even touch the computer after that.
i was shocked myself.
i did my homework until i finished everything before i used the comp.
not such a bad accomplishment for someone like me.
but i cheated abit troo.
cuz i was smsing with yongkian.
not supposed too.
but it was only smsing.
and i managed to finish my lit.
i'm left with my malay only.
doin it later cuz not sure how to do.

my mum juz closed another deal!
more money coming in!!

i'm gonna blog a bit bout wad happened ytd.
kranji c bball boys are 3rd in the west zones.
congrats!!
achieve more better results next time.
hope there'll be a time for us netballers too.
the game was so nerve-racking.
the first three quarters were okay.
we were leading all the way.
but it wasnt such a big score gap.
the fourth quarter was juz super exciting.
nanhua shot 2 3-pointers and they were leading.
and there was only 2 seconds left!
but we had a free shot.
ansong had to put in the two shots or we'll lose.
i swear ansongmuz be feeling super duper stressed at that moment.
the fate of the team rested on his shoulders.
thank god he put in both shots!!
so it was a draw.
5mins was added to the time.
those nanhua peeps tot they had already won.
and they were so proud!
for the whole 5mins we were juz hoping nanhua didnt put in another 3-pointer.
in the end we won by 2!!!
final score was 52-50.
very tough fight!!
we were screaming all the way!
its so nervre-racking!
you had to hold your breath and hope the other team didnt score!
but the person who was most nervous had to be emilia!
she was almost crying!
and her head was hot and her face turned red.
she's uber cute!!
i had to keep telling her we wun lose.
i seriously ran out of words.
but i lend her my hand.
she was so nervous that she she gripped super hard onto my hand.
in the end there was scars.
but it wasnt that bad.
you guys shud have seen her expression!
luckily she didnt cry or i wouldnt noe wad to do!

it was also zhenyi's bday.
and early in the morning i found out ahtoot marked me absent when i wasnt.
how toot of her!
zhenyi got alot alot of presents!
stay as dumb and cute forever okay!!

badminton early in the morning was fun!!
played with yongkian and yuanfang and daniel chia and jocelyn(in sequence).
the game i enjoyed most was with jocelyn.
she kept hitting me with the shuttlecocks though!
her hits are fast but alot went under the net.
so i got advantage!!
we shall play again next time yeah.
next time muz count the score!

that were the main events for monday.
or i simply forgot bout the rest??
oh well off to my malay homework!

finally caught harrypotter's latest movie.
caught the 11.10pm show at vivo.
the show was a complete let down.
i admit some parts were good.
but the story was too draggy.
and most of it was boring.
so i will not recommend the movie to others.
but for those who still wanna watch.
dun expect too much out of it.
reached home at around 2 or 3 plus.
and straightaway plonked myself on my bed!!

I MISSED TRAINING!!
i missed all the great stuff that happened today.
netball!
my first chance to see yongkian perform!
streetdance!
and many others.
so was at home watching vcd's all the way till 4.
went to bathe.
watched chinese shows.
then left for my night class.
luckily yongkian called me to update me bout wad happened in school.
if not i'll be soo clueless.
gosh!
i hope i didnt miss out on too many stuffs.
well there's nothing else to write.
so i guess i'm off now!
MARD MISSED ME LOTS!!!!

I LOVE XINDI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahas.see..this is my dedication specially for ya!

morning run was ok.
ran with ziwei.
and i have to admit she was quite fast at first.
so was kinda tired keeping up with her.
but i cant stop right.
i also have face one.
so if i force them to run i muz set a good example right!
unfortunately i missed streetdance practise.
cuz i didnt even noe there was one.
no one told me bout it.
peiling only said mslim wanted to see all flagtwirlers.

lessons seemed to go by very quickly.
and all the performers for the mediacorp thingy were allowed to leave early.
the performance sucked!
it was such a waste of time.
i would have rather gone for netball.
we only did half of the dance.
and we didnt even do our finale.
and its not cuz of media attention.
i dun care bout appearing on tv.
but at least let us do a decent performance.
i dun understand why some ppl are obsessed juz to appear on tv.

left for netball after that.
run up and down stairs for warm up.
did some passes after that.
pesta sukan has been cancelled.
why give us false hope?
might as well u keep the event hidden from all of us.
i finally managed to persuade the few sec4's.
then i realised it was all wasted.
cuz we are not even gonna go.
and the funny thing is ____ can even ask if i was sad.
so i juz said NO.
dont you even noe wad my answer will be??
and sorry if i was rude to you in msn.
juz too many things on my mind.
i am filled with hatred now.
hatred for god knows how many people.
played a court game after that.
wasnt really into the game.
i was still very moody over the pesta sukan thingy.
wen jocelyn told me that catherine said it was cancelled.
i didnt believe it at first.
but then now that i knew about it.
i juz cant stop thinking of it.
yet another opportunity went down the drain.
i juz knew we would do so well with the addition of some sec4's to help us.
but its all gone now.....

i finally got first for morning run!!!
finally achieved my aim.
was sweating like hell after that.
and zhenyi and yuting kept looking!

mother tongue was ok.
woah i didnt get punished!
was drawing on sufiana's leg.
cuz had nothing better to do.

mstan didnt come again.
so geog test was postponed.
there was this indian lady who was darn irritating.
it was a free period.
so let us do our own stuff.
you dun even specialise in geog.
but make us do geog.
and i lost my arguement to her.
juz cuz i didnt noe wad happened before i reached the class.
so juz copied the answers.

left for recess.
told mard i felt like sitting with her.
but in the end i was walking around the canteen.
yongkian told me sherry was crying.
so go look for her.
wah sherry dun everytime cry wen i say a single word.
you'll scare me!
never mind.
in the end you'll still smile!
so tats good enough!
see i can make you smile wan!
end of recess look for annita to give her some money for sherry.
she lost her wallet.
so i dunno she was gonna go home.
give the money so she can take cab.

english was fun.
was talking with aloysius and yuri at the back of the class.
i was telling them some stuff.
and it was fun lah.
they are actually very nice ppl if u noe them!
although muz beware too.
cuz they are horny guys!

the other lessons were rather ok.
but i think my group was too noisy.
and mrkoh asked jiaqi to talk some sense into me.

went environmental after that.
mdmnormala told us that there was nothing much to be done.
so juz cleared up the place and did some weeding.
cut my finger while pulling weeds.

some juniors were shooting.
but all of them dun play shooting positions though.
then got this group of guys who played with the netball.
and the juniors didnt stop them.
so shouted at them.
and its always the same ppl.
juz mind your own business can?!
wll you like it if we misuse your property.
i dun understand.
you want play netball so much then go for a transplant lah.
its a girls sport.
why wanna be sissy and play?!
you guys are juz a bunch of wimps who act tough.
if you're man enough then play when the teachers and coach are around.

left for lot1 with a bunch of the 2a peeps.
walked with yongkian on the way.
chatted bout lotsa stuff.
saw ginny yuting and ziwei.
ate at kfc.
then went to walk around.
the rest took neoprints except for me and peisi.
weishan looks super chio when she dress up!
and huiling stop running away from me.
i'll still haunt you!
me and yongkian saw this pair of army grey slippers.
and both of us thought it was nice.
wanted to buy it for him but unfortunately NO SIZE!!!
left shortly after.
talked with ahtoot abit bout netball.
i guess we slacked too much as a team.
i miss the feeling we had last year..............

why do teachers only think through their point of view.why the hell do they teach us all the shit bout thinking flexibly when they themselves dont practise it.why dont they look behind the scenes and find out what is actually goin on.why dont they give such opportunities to those that really deserves it.why dont they give credits to those that have been working their ass off.why cant they see all the effort being put it by those people.ehy do they care so much bout image.why do they have to be so biased.......

finally back to blogging!
guess the feeling is back.
i really didn't feel like blogging for the past few days.
even though a lot of important things happened.
just didn't had the urge to blog.

yesterday started out real bad.
and i mean real bad.
i was late for school.
and because of some reasons which i dun feel like telling anyone.
i shall discipline myself to wake up at 4am everyday now.
the feeling was so darn terrible.
firstly i was late.
secondly i was the chairperson.
i was supposed to set a good example.
but i did not.
when ppl kept asking why i was late.
i could not even answer them.
peiling told me to escape from those prefects on duty.
but i thought...
why?
i was late so i should bear the consequences.
no point running away.
only cowards do that.

went for the morning run after that.
well i shouldn't even say run.
cuz i was practically walking the whole way.
i got last for the whoel run.
and mrong could juz looked on.
i knew he was disappointed.
but still i kept on walking.

went for lessons after that.
didn't talk much.
not even with yongkian.
no mood to talk.
so was just minding my on business.
and i was kinda rude to yongkian today.
sorry yeah.
not a good timing.
and i seriously didn't mean what i said.
i know you won't hold it against me right.
but i still won't tell anyone why i was late.

after recess i was quite okay already.
those 2H peeps did play a small part though.
cuz i felt happy right after that.
i juz don't understand why some teachers deprive students of their recess.
i mean recess is the break which students look forward to.
doesn't mean you are angry you have to make the student starve.
i find it very ridiculuos.
no doubt you are a nice teacher.
but i find it absurd that you went on scolding those girls.
and didn't let them eat during recess for over a small matter.

after school was our trip to the NEWater plant.
i didnt even have time to eat.
so juz bought a lil finger snacks.
in the end i felt really hungry throughout the whole trip.
the trip was interesting though.
it wasn't like any other boring trip where i would chat among my friends.
the speaker captured my attention so i paid attention throughout.
and it was so cool to see all those high tech machines.
yuting and me were talking about wad will happen if our sch was that high tech.
though it was impossible.
we talked bout how netball poles will juz appear out of the ground.
when we click a button.
left the place quite soon and crapped with peiling and sumin on the bus.
took a pic of danhua sleeping!
yuanfang should have come along.
i know she will be laughing her ass off.
ONG SU MIN EATS EGG SHELLS!
but while i was playing i didnt realise mslim was looking at us.
then she caught me with my phone.
so i juz thought of a reason to convince her.

played netball for awhile when i reached school.
challenged shooting with dearest xindi.
and doesnt mean i nvr say out means i dun love you.

so looking forward for the pesta sukan on sat!
hope we can achieve better results yeah!
go kranji netball!