i really cant get over it.
i know it's just a bottle but yet,it's a team bottle.
i really treasure the team so that's why i really loved the bottle.
the moment i knew that there wasnt anymore bottles at queensway,i totally felt dejected lah.
plus when i was in the cab to meet jocelyn and yongkian,i started thinking of the bottle and i started to cry.
i know it's such a shocking thing right.
nadia will cry over such small stuffs meh.
but i will if something really matters to me.
so that's how important the bottle is to me.
it's like without the bottle,i dont feel part of REDBOTTLES.
lyndi knocked some sense into me and even said without the redbottle,i'm still part of them but yet,i still have the uneasy feeling.
i mean what about the next game we have together?
when everyone has their redbottle,i'll have nothing and i'll feel damn miserable and out of place.
i totally feel depressed.
i cant think of the bottle without breaking down.
even right now as i'm blogging this,i'm alre crying ):
sigh,i'll nvr forgive myself for being so careless ):