okay wow,havent been blogging for quite long.
i'll only have the urge to blog at night(i dunno why!)
so forcing myself to blog rather early today.
okay let's see,shall blog bout some things at one go.
-innova jc match(18th)
-some child abuse incident at lot 1
-bookfest
-outing to Mind's Cafe
-accidently tasting beer

innova jc match
the only reason that there's a date beside the heading is cuz i havent written in my netball journal and that's why i need to remember the date.
it feels good to be on court again.
but at the same time,it's not entirely satisfying.
good because after so long i'm finally back and playing a friendly.
not satisfying cuz i know my play wasnt really that good.
yeah yeah,you havent been training...
but still,i'd only feel truly blissed if i can do my best at something i love.
so despite not training for ages,we(redbottles) still won the quarters we played.
i played the best for first quarter and worst for the last quarter.
nvm,i still enjoyed myself alot.
ended up following jocelyn afterwards to head to bookfest with yk,zy,tao and dan.l.

some child abuse incident at lot 1
so finished lunching at kfc,and went up outside mac since meihui needed to get lunch for sherwin.
but there was this like huge group of ppl gathered outside the lot 1 entrance.
being the typical kaypoh singaporeans that we were,me jocelyn and meihui looked on and found out some auntie was madly hitting her poor son with an umbrella?!
and she hit the boy to the extent that her umbrella got dented and the handle came off.
the guards and so many other ppl wre trying to stop her but she just ignored them and continue hitting the boy.
the boy didnt even fight back can?!
and some indian lady tried to stop the auntie and even called the auntie a bitch but the auntie retaliated by saying something like..he's my son,i can hit him anyway i want.
so in the end the auntie's husband like pushed the auntie harshly and scolded her.
but the auntie like slapped the guy back?!
so heard police got called etc.
just some of my personal thoughts...why must the lady behave so recklessly.
she'll just make childhood unbearable for the poor boy and i think the boy will even have traumas and phobias.
i mean childhood is a time for innocence,enjoyment etc.
i guess the boy will never know how fun childhood is.
such a pity.
wanted to stay on to see what happened afterwards but zhenyi,yongkian and tao were alre waiting.
so hopped onto the train and went off to suntec city for the bookfest.

bookfest
wanted to buy gossip girl books but it was too ex.
like $17 just for a book?!
and the book was quite thin too ):
so walked around the whole bookfest and ironically,it's called a bookfest but there wasnt really much variety of books on sale.
sucky,i wanted to get 3 books but decided not to.
quite cash strapped now.
so left the bookfest without a single thing and walked around afterwards.
left earlier than the rest and went to meet my mum and her colleagues.
went to town with them to shop and headed home afterwards.

outing to Mind's Cafe
went with yongkian.
we had lun h at kfc first to have the famous black pepper chicken but sadly,it wasnt as spicy.
not enough black pepper ):
lotty's still the best so far (:
so we passed by the intercontinental hotel while searching for the cafe and it really brings back pleasant memories of prom.
so walked walked walked and finally reached the cafe,which i didnt even realise was there till yk pointed out the huge signboard placed outside.
so we plaved a few games which i cant remember all of their titles.
the only one i can clearly remember is DIRTY MINDS.lol.
but some of the games' rules were just too complicated so me and yk decided to be creative and just create our own rules.hahas!
anyway,i shall promote dirty minds!
it's really fun if you're open minded and game for anything.
the fun part of the whole game is actually reading out the clues cuz they're just DAMN horny.
hahas!and yk's like a boy and i'm like a girl so it'll just make things even more embarassing.lol!
but we still had fun and didnt really think much of it.
we're open minded ppl you see.lol :D
headed to the national library afterwards(was supposed to go for a job interview but decided not to in the end since it's been ages since i last saw yk and decided we should hang out longer).
taught him some basic malay words cuz we had this deal that if he teaches me chinese,i'll teach him malay.lol!
oh missed out the part when we went to illuma.
my first time exploring illuma.lol.
nice place.
love the long escalator and the breeze at the rooftop.
i love the arcade too!
like lots of really cool games.
yet to try any though.
so i really want to go back just for the games.
hopefully it'll be soon :D

accidently tasting beer
YES!NO KIDDING!
me and my relatives were at vivo,the usual outings.
we were at macs chatting/eating etc when i was suddenly thirsty and i dunno why,i wanted to get a drink from cheers instead of just buying one from macs.
so happened so,i was attracted to those kind of non alcoholic drinks which were packages in like beer bottles.
i cant remember the brand.
Ba.. something.lol!
so i chose the apple malt flavour and went back to macs.
one of my grandmother saw my drink and wanted to get one for her sis.
but she wanted the plain one.
so went back to cheers and got it.
so (imagine this okay), i was holding two similar bottles in my hand and idly looking at the magazines stand.
so i took a sip from one of the bottles and realised it wasnt my drink cuz it tasted super horrible!
my one was at least quite nice lah.
took a sip and immediately starting coughing!
so i smelled it and it didnt smell good too.
at that point of time,ididnt know it was beer cuz i dunno how beer smelled or tasted like.lol!
innocent rite!
so went back to macs and gave the drink to my grandmother.
my grandmother tried the drink and immediately like starting exclaiming that it was beer.
hahas!caused a rather big commotion among us since we cant drink what.
so they all began to inspect the bottle and compared it with mine and we found out something surprising.
on my bottle,it wrote NON ALCOHOLIC DRINK.
on the other bottle,it wrote NON ALCOHOLIC BEER.
i felt quite bad after that lah,for consuming beer.
i may not be pious but i still feel bad bout these kinda stuffs.
at least next time i wont buy those drinks anymore,especially the plain one.
anw,can someone explain to me what non alcoholic beer is?
if it's beer,how can it be non alcoholic?
answer my questions if you can,thanks :D

i think my hols are pretty much daed.
i just quitted my job recently so i'm just slacking at home.
and i only have two confirmed outings.
which is going to some cafe with yongkian and taking the flyer for christmas.
how boring can this can?!
my life cant be this boring.
lol.and to thin that even during exams time,i was still out partying with my family.
sigh,i better quickly get a job.
and goos luck to the juniors for their game tmr with innova jc!
age doesnt matter,it's the skills and team effort! :D

i'm feeling super miserable now.
i was so excited ytd night when talking to jocelyn but now i can't go on sat ):
sigh,i'm feeling damn damn low now.

NETBALL CHALET/FAREWELL
it was great.
really great.
hahas.we didnt do anything special nor extravagant but i felt it's having the company of all your teammates there that makes it so memorable and enjoyable.

first day was okay with the exception of a slight problem before the chalet started.
sigh,i really cant see ppl whom i really care about cry you know.
so back to the fun!
first day was more of free and easy.
one of the main highlights was when we played the game jocelyn taught us.
i was so slow lah.
kept making a fool out of myself but i really enjoyed myself (:
it was funny at night as i didnt sleep and observed how diff people slept.
the main highlight was the mahjong incident.
so cat,lyndi,yuting and jocelyn was supposed to be sharing one bed to sleep.
but after a while,cat,lyndi and yuting woke up to play mahjong so jocelyn got the whole bed to herself.
yes,these 3 got up just to play.
so addicted to mahjong can!
so after playing,cat,lyndi and yuting agreed to sleep at the mahjong table itself since jocelyn was alre deep asleep.
but guess what,WITHIN TEN MINS of sleeping at the table,cat got up to sleep on the bed and left lyndi and yuting sleeping at the table.
LOL.damn ps!!!
so i thought the antics will end there.
it was alre 3plus by then.
but then lyndi suddenly got up and stared at me.
i got shocked of course.
she simply stared at me without even like laughing or anything.
then she just went under the table and slept on the floor.
and the best part was,when she woke up,she didnt even know how she ended up on the floor.lols!
she could still adjust the tables and chairs when she went to the floor to make place for her to sleep.
see lah,who ask you guys to gave up your spot on the bed and play mahjong!!
hahas.so other small observations:
-sherwin can really sleep lah!she sleep the earliest and woke up rather late.
-meihui really looks very long when she's asleep and she doesnt move much while sleeping.
-mandy snores at times and her snoring is damn cute cuz it'll get louder gradually and then finally stop.lols!
-yuting can sleep while sitting cross-legged?!
-cat moves sround the most in her sleep.lol.
hahas.got some more i guess but too much to write down here.

second day was better.
we still did the usual stuffs(cards,majong,chat etc)
afterwards,went to bowl.
i'm totally off can.
scored damn low when i usually can play well one luh ):
but still,meixuan was the overall loser.
she had to do a forfeit but i dont think she did it can!
so after that,we continued slacking in the room.
the sec2s gave us our farewell gift which was indeed very sweet.
we wanted to watch movies but melissa only brought one or two vcds i think.
so me,lyndi and meixuan just left the room(yes,without informing anyone!lyndi was like,okay,let's go and we went.hahas!) and bused down(we ran for the bus can.so unglam!) to white sands to rent the tapes.
one of the cds was M18 and i thought lyndi didnt notice it and i pointed out to her a few times at the counter.hahas!
she obviously saw it and wanted to fool the person at the counter.
luckily the person didnt hear us/didnt care bout us.lol.
all the netball girls went to the beach later on to take pics.
our bbq finally started after that.
the juniors(mainly cat,lyndi and meihui) started fire and cooked first.
stupid meixuan playing mahjong inside?!damn slacker!lol!
so took turns cooking and gossiped and eat and blahblah.
oh,and i got so annoyed with someone lah,i dont believe you're that hungry so you could've waited a lil longer for the food.
there were lots of leftover chicken wings so huifang and xinni decided to experiment with them.
one of their experiments taste quite nice luh but no one dared tried it.lol!
nvm you two,i know the chicken tasted great (:
oh,and i bbqed one of the wings to perfection okay!
i had time to relax and cook the chicken wing slowly what,that's why.
damn tasty i tell you!
the sec3s and sec1s finally presented to us our farewell gifts.
so cleared up+bathed etc and we all settled down to watch the cds but everyone fell asleep lah.
movie too boring.lol.
however,melissa,me,yuting,peggy,xinni and huifang didnt want to sleep so we walked to the shopping centre to watch a movie but all closed alre so we settled down at macs and played cards AGAIN.hahas!
but we had forfeits for the loser.
the two that really stood out the most was the forfeit for melissa and peggy.
melissa had to go up to the counter and ask the person to change the channel of the tv to CARTOON NETWORK.
obviously the person rejected but the whole thing was funny.
peggy's dare was even more ridiculous.
i had ordered a sundae earlier on and once i finished it,a brilliant idea struck me.
i told peggy she had to go up to the couner and ask for a refill.
not only that,she must sort of ask,"$1.50 also cannot refill meh?"
hahas!that one damn funny!!
so ate breakfast and finally went back to the chalet.
bathed etc and we checked out.

ps;on the second day,in the morning,me and jocelyn took some ride at the shopping centre.
it's like you sit in a machine and the machine will move according to the video played on the screen.
it wasnt scary at all but that jocelyn was like screaming her head off in the beginning of the ride before she FINALLY realised it wasnt scary.hahas!
she took a few mins to realise it you know!
we wasted $6 for nth can!
but it was funny watching her screaming like a small girl lah (:

i reached home around 11.30am.
tried watching antm on the comp and failed horribly cuz i fell asleep within 10mins lah.
so i slept from 12pm that day all the way till 6am the next day WITHOUT eating,drinking or even peeing!hahas!
i even remembered drinking lots of water before sleeping.
i even slept at the living room cuz too tired to go to the room.
when i finally woke up got like almost 10smses waiting to be replied?!
okay that's all bout the chalet.
i think it's detailed enough,in fact too detailed alre.hahas!

sec1s,
thanks for the mug.
the designs were cute (:
i actually hoped to see more of the juniors at the chalet but sadly only 3 came ):

sec2s,
thanks for the super huge heart-shaped muffin!
and i'm really very touched with the special info that came along with it.
the muffin is really very sweet+chocolatey and very nice!
the special thing is,ants wont go near the muffin despite it being damn sweet.
i think the ants also know it's our farewell gift then dont want to destroy it.hahas!
but what i really love bout the muffin is that the more you eat it,the nicer it gets (:

sec3s,
BIGGEST THANK YOU to you guys.
you guys were the main planners and organisers of this chalet.
i saw how much effort you guys put into this chalet(running in the rain to get our gifts,fighting for a camp,overcoming financial issues etc) and i really appreciate every single bit of it.
i also know how frustrated you guys were over a few ppl.
i really cant ask for more out of you guys.
best farewell i can ever ask for (:
and thank you for the mug and pillow, especially to meixuan since she did my gift(make me guilty for a reason can!!lol,i forgot if meixuan knows the reason)
i mean seriously,the pillow is such a smart gift.
the pillow will be on our beds and every night when we go to bed,we'll think of you guys when we see the pillow.
the pillow is also damn huggable lah.
you can just hug it for hours (:
anyway,despite knowing bout part of the gift beforehand(lols!another one of LYNDI's accidents!),i still am surprised and touched by the gifts cuz i didnt know what you guys will do with the pillow what.
and honestly,sewing isnt that easy,well for me lah!hahas!
so not to worry,i'm still taken aback,in a good way (:

anyway,sorry to the juniors if i looked emo/sian during the chalet.
that's my tired face.hahas!
i just look that way but if you guys approach me,i'll still entertain you guys.
i dont attitude ppl one (:
i mean,what can you expect after not aleeping for 2 whole nights right.
and some ppl might ask,"why're you so dumb?!should,ve slept during the chalet right!"
the main reason is that i sleep SUPER roughly one.
so i dont want to kick anyone what.hahas!
it's true okay though it sounds dumb.
then the next part is i showed off to jocelyn that i could last 2 nights without sleeping and i also thought she'll challenge me to that but in the end that pig slept for both nights lah!(JOCELYN YEOH,you better look at this and feel guilty!!!)
and another small reason was that there wasnt much space to sleep what.
i would rather not sleep than sleep uncomfortably.
besides,i'm used to sleeping late or not sleeping at all too.

ps;i'm alre missing the chalet lah.
although we didnt do anything special,i just miss the atmosphere we had at the chalet.
it's okay lah,i'm sure we'll have such netball outings again (:

GRAD NIGHT!
it wasokay i guess.
like there wasnt really much activities.
like more of taking-picture session where everyone was dressed nicely.
but jocelyn kept tormenting me the whole night whenever she saw me lah!
after the event,wanted to watch movie with some 4B girls.
but the cinema there was closed and we didnt want to travel that far so we ended up at macs to drink etc.
went home and smsed jocelyn till 3 i think.
and i finally slept at 3plus going 4.

shall upload photos some other time.
cant find the cable!
and also the next post shall be bout netball chalet/farewell (:

it's been a rough week ):
and it seems i'll get annoyed/irritated easily recently.
hormones raging is it?!hahas!
so grad night is tmr!
i'm wearing a halter neck dress with tights.
no choice alre.
the dress is free size so it's really quite short for me.
as in it'll really restrict my movements alot.
and i dont think i tolerate that.
i'll pretty much go wild and crazy as always (:

anyway,my dsress is like super cheap!!!
$30plus only.
bought it at some pushing cart shop at toa payoh.
why toa payoh?
cuz my mum's office is there.lols.
but peisi tld me there's a similar dress at this fasion.
omg,should've bought it at this fashion.
would've been cheaper right.
so you see,it doesnt always have to be the case where you spent so much over grad night (:
hope i enjoy tmr night! :D

I WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY!
yeah yeah..i still said i didnt want to go school anymore.
but i wanted to see yk and my juniors.
miss them alot!
so met up with yk in the morning and chatted.
hahas!we purposely met up to chat cuz it's been ages since we really talked to each other.
afterwards,went for lunch with juniors and played cards etc and discussed bout the farewell.
they discussed but i helped with some stuffs.
i really really love my juniors to bits.
they put in so much into the farewell.
i can see it with my own eyes.
so i hope they'll overcome all the probs.
but even with a simple farewell,i'll still be contented (:

anyway, i took up a numerology course recently.
burnt a hole in my pocket can!
but the course is really very interesting and useful.
so i will be giving ppl consultations soon at a reasonable fee.
less than $50 most prolly since i'm not a mega mega pro yet right.
but i do know my work.
just that since i am new to this,must not be so greedy.
dont worry,friends will be given a special price (:

anyway,this week's been good cuz of another thing too!
i've been talking to lynn for 3 consecutive nights alre!
why good?
cuz it's been ages sicne i had such long talks with her.
she's still the same and she still understands me best (:
in fact,i'm talking to her right now! :D

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yeah right,so now studying is a mistake too.

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i feel this test is damn true!
hahas.okay,shall go back to studying once again ):
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I tried KFC's new nescafe frappe today!!
sounds good yeah....NOT!
i mean the drink was not bad but the thing is,
AFTER i finished the drink,i saw a yellow+black striped bug in the cup?!
plus,there was this like small white ball under the bug which i suspect is it's egg.
and the worst thing was,it was still moving when i discovered it?!
so i honestly dont know if i'd swallowed any.
well,i'd really hope not.
so just be careful when you try the frappe k!

anw,there were 3 stray kittens in school today.
they were afraid etc and me and some other sec4s were like playing/stroking it etc
then came this stupid relief teacher who just forcefully carried the kittens and put them into boxes.
the kittens were like whimpering and resisting against her but she still remained like such an ass.
we've been in the sch longer than you have and this is not the first time kittens are discovered.
just let them be.
cats are independent creatures who can live on their own.
unless you really intend to care for them,dont act like a huge monster(to the kittens) and do such things.
when i went to check on the kittens again in the afternoon,couldnt find any.
heard one sec1 boy brought one home while the mean teacher kidnapped the other 2 and god knows where she brought it.

the saddest thing was the mummy cat was seen searching for her babies sometime after that.
she was mewing loudly etc and it might just be a cat but i swear just by one look,you could see the worry and sadness in the cat's eyes.
but mummy cat was too late.
her babies were gone.
i clearly told the mean teacher and the rest to just leave the kittens there cuz the mother will surely come back for them.
mummy cat might've just went out to look for food but her efforts were wasted,since she didnt have to feed anyone when she came back.
i mean honestly,put this into a real life situation:
supposing you had children.
you went out to get them food etc.
but to come back to only find your beloved children disappear into thin air.
if it were my children,i'd be extremely depressed and hit hard.
and i'm not even a mother.
try asking your mother how she'll feel if placed in this situation.

well,not just cuz i'm a cat lover or anything,but screw you,you meanie monster relief teacher for robbing the kittens of their mother.
who knows you'll just have a taste of how the kittens and the mother cat felt about this whole thing,in the future.

today's last day of school!
yepp,last day of officially being a kranjian.
i really enjoyed today morning where we really unite as a cohort to do a lil something for the school.hahas!
so thanks to all the sec4s and especially to those reps from the diff class who worked alongside with me to make the plan come true.
i bet the teachers were caught off guard and felt touched.
hmm,last day sure felt diff.
everyone's taking pics here and there,REFUSING to study despite o levels coming so soon.
hahas.but are we to blame?!
last day of school right!

hahas.actually i was only high during the morning assembly and o level briefing.
other than that i was doing work.
maths some more!
jenny low should be proud k!
talking bout the o level briefing,i really had a fun time shouting around with the 4a peeps.hahas!
yes,my throat is a lil sore now but still never lose voice?!
i really want to have the experience of not being able to talk.
as everyone should know,i cant shut up unless got special cases etc.
so if anyone got the best way to lose your voice like immediately,tell me!
i'm serious!hahas!

anw,during f&n we were supposed to be baking but the briefing dragged so in the end ended up in the library chatting instead of doing work.lols.
so after chatting i suggested we do dedications to ms.foo
this segment quite touching lah.
many were close to tears and a few even cried.
and ms.foo's eyes were also very teary luh just that she dont want to cry in front of us.
but since joanne and me were seating like next to her,we could see her eyes going wet.hahas.
sweet 4b right! :D
so i really enjoyed my day today lah.
right from the start till the end of the day.
i'll definitely remember this day (:

sigh,i really miss you.
very long never see you alre!! ):

Hello (:
so me and jocelyn were talking till 2am plus today morning and i realised i really regretted not writing down my real thoughts+all the things that has happened etc in netball.
abit too late to regret now but what can i do?
well stick with this and just live with the regret luh.
anyways,tmr marks the 1 week anniversary of the death of my red specs ):
no signs of it yet and no one has approached me over the reward yet.
c'mon ppl,doesnt everyone love a reward or gift?
the offer's still on okay :D

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true?i'm not really sure myself.hahas!

i'm sorry for being such a jerk.

anyway,my specs are gone.
yes,the new one.
i think it was stolen cuz the last i remember seeing it was before i left for recess on tuesday.
but then,i cant be 100% sure and claim that was what actually happened.
so be it lah.
the main reason for telling everyone bout this is if let's say my specs is really taken by someone and you're gloating over my loss,then you're really sick in the mind.
anyway,whoever who can get be back my specs or if anyone has seek it or taken it and wishes to return it to me,i really hope you do cuz i promise you a reward.
i really promise.

sigh,new specs.
i really liked it.
the design,the colour etc.
i still took care of it properly.
everytime after using,i'll attach the black lenses thingy before folding the cloth around my specs and then into the spectacle box and finally keep it in my bag.
tedious,but i really went to that extent to take care of it.
i remember telling some ppl how angry i was when the twins scratched my specs.
but within less than a month of purchasing it and it's alre gone.
and it doesnt help that the specs costs close to $200.
sigh,i basically just threw away my parent's money as well as mine just like that.

anyway,on to a happier note.
LYNDI's birthday was yesterday.
tbut it wasnt a big affair lah since the juniors were about tohave their eoy exams.
but i purposely went to sit over with lyndi cuz it was her birthday.
bad idea.
cuz 3f was like right in front of the podium and mr.zainal spotted me so easily?!
so he called me out to go to the foyer.
lols.i'm sure many would've known bout this incident alre.
so he TALKED to me for a while.
teachers love me too much to scold me okay (:
hahas!okay so he mentioned bout not thinking that i'm naughty or wanting to scold me cuz i'm big enough and can think for myself.
he said he had no choice but to call me out cuz if not,others will folllow my actions.
he also said he'll look stupid if he doesnt call me out cuz others may think he cant even see me right in front of him despite me being so big and tall.
lols.he cares more bout his pride sia.
he also wanted to try to make me promise him that i wont go into another class anymore but as you should know,i cant possibly agree to that cuz i'll confirm break that promise.hahas!
besides,i'm leaving this school soon.
all the more i should hang out with ppl whom i treasure cuz i dunno what'll happen after graduation right.
hahas.dont care,i'm only playing it safe for a few more days before going back to the sec3 level.
anyway,LOOK OUT FOR MELISSA IDIOT FOO WALKING AROUND THE PARADE SQUARE ON MONDAY MORNING!!! :D

REPUBLIC NETBALL CHALLENGE
played 4 games altogether.
sengkang, north vista, chinese girls' sch, zhenghua (in order)
initially, we went there with the mindset to just play for fun since we thought the schools were very tough and we didnt have the main players around to win.
the players who went were: me,jocelyn,yuting,amanda,serern,kahfong,xinni,jayne,suqi,jingy
but after playing the first two games,which we won,there was a boost in morale and suddenly there was hope of advancing on to the next round.
anyway,we basically played the ball among 3 ppl only.
lols.like jocelyn will start the center pass and pass to yuting,yuting then passes back to jocelyn and the ball will be lobbed in to me alre.
hahas.imagine how tiring it was for the two of them.
they didnt have a choice i guess since our attackers were not running out.
halfway thru the two games,the opponents realised what we were doing and tried to double on yuting but well,yuting's just too slick and pro for them to stop her!hahas!
thankfully my shots were on-form that day.
it could also be due to the indoor pole.hahas!
everytime when i play indoors,my shots are exceptionally better than when i play at outdoor courts!
ps;i'd say i liked the north vista game most out of all the games played (:
pps;sherwin was awesome that day for all of the juniors' games.

anyway,there was one pass i really like!!
jocelyn threw a lob to me.
i saw xinni running in from behind.
so instead of going for that pass thrown to me,i stood there and let xinni have it.
hahas!it's a nice fake okay.
if you see it,you'd agree too (:

so here comes the big part,jocelyn had to leave for tuition after the two games.
she did try changing her tuition time etc but her tutor said it wasnt possible.
of course i got worried.
for both games,we could win cuz yuting had someone to work with.
plus without her around,we didnt have a center!!
so strategised again and played the scgs game.
the first quarter was actually good.
i did have the hope that like, 'hey,they're not really that strong.we can actually win them.'
at the end of first quarter,we were leading by 1 goal in fact! (6-5)
carried on with the game but then things started to go downhill.
our attackers all of a sudden dont want to run out for center pass.
okay lah,i cant really blame them.
maybe it's cuz they got blocked out by the defenders.
so the score got dragged from 6-5 to 15-6.
the ball couldnt even come down to my side!!
i was so damn free for the 2nd half lah.
the scgs GS even tricked our defender with the same move for 4 consecutive times.
lols.but cant deny,the scgs shots were nice.
they're really good with far shots.
almost all chop!

after that was up against zhenghua.
the sec3s werent around to watch this game cuz they went to eat i think and our game was brought forward so they came only after the game ended.
so back to the game,
suqi played C for this game while yuting played GD cuz we saw that we cant afford to give up on defence after playing with scgs.
hmm,i think out of all the center passes,only one or two went thru.
but then,cant blame her since she's not an experienced C i guess.
we were down by about 5 goals after the first half.
so switched back to yuting as C in the second half.
still,couldnt really pass down the ball as no one wanted to run out.
yuting only could make use of amanda to bring down the ball.
i think i only managed to get the ball when yuting had no choice but to force the ball in from the center third.
we managed to draw the gap up to two balls but we still lost in the end.
yeah,to zhenghua,the school which we should have won easily.
even when i told xindi,she was super shocked.

i know the main team players were not there etc,but if you had watched the games yourself,you would also agree with me that the opponents weren't really that tough.
i was really really very disappointed when we lost.
if you lost knowing that the opponents were tough and you already put up whatver fight you can.
but the thing is,i hate the helpless kind of feeling.
like you're already giving your best but you cant beat the opponents just cuz you dont have enough players.
yuting was playing well,my shots were fine but we still lost.
we just needed one more person who will run so the ball can get passed down.
i honestly believed if we just had that one more player,we would have won both games and advanced on.
if not both games,at least win zhenghua and advance through.
we just needed to get thru and on monday,we'll have jocelyn back again.
sadly,no one on our team could really play C :(

i wont really be blunt lah but just to vent out my frustration.
i mean as an attacker,you should know it's your duty to offer and help in bringing down the ball.
i mean it's not possible to get a score if the ball cant even come down to the goal circle.
and you know also that if you dont have height,you shouldnt hide behind the defender.
if a non-netballer does not do too well,i can understand why.
i know our defense side was a little weak without yuting but at the very least,you could try.
some games,you were fantastic,i wont deny it.
but some other games,i just sensed the lack of effort.
hahas.i think i've never shouted this much on court before.
never have i felt this helpless on court before.
lols.anyway,i hope those i shouted at etc that day will understand that whatever happens is only on court.
as in i'm only angry for whatever happened on court.
it wont affect my attitude towards you as a junior/friend.
so if let's say(just my thinking),you feel like smsing me but dont do so cuz you think i have something against you,i dont :D
plus,if you guys also think i was too harsh with the shoutings and scoldings etc,i'm sorry.

anyway,i really want to apologise to jayne and serern cuz you guys didnt play at all.
after chatting with jocelyn and doing some self-reflection,i dont think i'll feel good too if i did not play at all.
so i'm really sorry that we were selfish and so bent on winning that we didnt gave you guys a chance.
i'm feeling quite guilty over it.
so i'm apologising on behalf of the team for not letting you guys play.
and i'd really like to thank you for coming down all the way to watch and support us etc.
it means alot and i appreciate it (:

honestly,i took some time to get over the loss.
i dunno why i got so angry over the games.
i even sort of shouted at meixuan when the juniors came back and she asked bout the results.
hahas!she got nth to do with it then still get shouted at.
i think it's mainly cuz i really wanted to get something out of it.
i know we had a chance.
that's why i was even more determined to win those games.
but then the higher your expectations are,the harder you'll fall if you dont achieve it.
while walking with jocelyn when she needed to go off,she did make me even more hyped up for the remaining two games.
she kept saying over and over that we had to win.
so of course,i didnt want to disappoint her.
but then some things cant be helped.
at least i knew i gave my best :D
that night,i fell asleep thinking of all the 'what if we had....'
i know i slept way earlier than usual(i usually sleep around 2am on weekends) and i only woke up at around 6pm the next day!
hahas!i think i was too tired+sad+disappointed+angry so i just slept on it.
but after talking to a few ppl,i finally let it go and now i'm concentrating fully on my O's :D
yes,tourism course!
heard the cut-off points are quite high.
shall work hard for it then (:

anyway,i got talent-scouted that day during the RP challenge!
hahas!the person will contact me if they're any games they want me to play in etc.
hopefully,they're alot after O's!
i dunno if i have to play with the RP team or play with the others who got chosen etc but whatever it is,i'm up for it!

anyway,CONGRATS JUNIORS for getting 3rd!
i know you guys fought hard and even had some unfair umpires etc.
but be proud you guys still triumphed over all those obstacles!
particularly to meixuan,you guys still won despite what the gk did to you!! :D
i'll cheer loudly when you guys recieve the medals on monday (:

to yuting,jocelyn and amanda:
i really cherished those few games we had on sat.
it might be the last time we actually go for an official netball competition together.
though,it's not the full team,i appreciate your presence and your effort in the games.
i really hope we do join some other competitions in the future together.
but if not,i cherish those moments on sat.
win or lose(or my ankle getting more swollen.hahas!),i still wouldnt trade the time spent on sat for anything else :D

i got a new specs! :D
haha!i think the only person who knows it must be yk.
so i chose a red one and got those lenses which can adjust to sunlight.
plus,my degree went down!!!
it's just that my astigsm(spell?!) went up.
so you'll get to see my new specs in a week from now (:

so the main highlight of this post is that i fell down at a road in GEYLANG!
yes,geylang!
not those red light districts okay!
so i wanted to cross a road.
then we had to like do down these super big stepS(notice the big s)
i onyl saw one step when there was actually two steps.
so down i went with my HEAVY school bag,hahas!many of you should know my school bag is like really heavy.(i think the bag also played a part in dragging me to fall down when i lost my footing on the steps)
so i fell sideways and landed on my ankle first.
i dunno how but i only scratched my knee and the side of my leg.
while i was down,there were some cars approaching so i had to roll away on the road.
hahas!sound so dramatic right!
but it's really true since i fell on the road what!
so i had to force myself up to get off the road.
onced i was standing,i knew immediately i had sprained my ankle.
plus the cuts on my leg were bleeding.
went to the toilet and cleaned them up.
after falling down,my family still had to shop to get stuffs for hari raya so i had no choice but to walk with them since we dont have time on the other days to get stuff.
when i went home,i saw my leg was like super swollen?!
only then did i remember i had to play captain ball on aces day so i started to get very sad in case i couldnt play.
it's like last year so i want to participate as much as i can in events.
luckily,i iced my ankle like crazy and applied this super good oil and the swelling went down alot and i managed to play the captain ball games in the end :D

TEACHER'S DAY CELEBRATION
i only gave presents to mslai,msnat and mslow.
maybe i'm not really close to any of the other teachers,that's why.
captain ball games were up first.
we got 2nd.
not really satisfied with the results but then it's okay lah.
we made some mistakes so we know why we lost.
after that had concert in hall.
had some dance performances.
lydia and eekie danced REALLY well.hahas!
i liked lydia's moves.
after that,headed to cck library to read/study.
but i slept most of the times.lol!
tired okay.
and finally when i wanted to borrow something,i realised i left my wallet in school!!
so panicked a lil but then i had a feeling someone will give it to the office.
so i relaxed a lil.
but i promised my seld,i wont be so careless in the future.
thanks daniel.L and peisi for walking all the way back to school to check whether my wallet still there or not.
it means alot to me :D

let's see, not many things happened recently so i'll just list them down in points and elaborate on it if i have the time.
-teacher's day celebration
-i fell down at a road
-republic poly netball challenge
ok,shall blog bout them in different posts.
anyway,i slept from ytd night till 6pm today!!
hahas.i cant remember what time i slept yesterday night but i think it was 11plus.
that's alre early for me cuz i usually sleep at 2plus on weekends.hahas!
my body and mind was really very tired so i just went to sleep on it.
feel much better now and i'll put everything behind.
shall focus on my O's (:

wow,my o level english oral is later on!!!
hahas!i'm nervous actually but maybe i guess i just dont show it out.
hope i dont screw up the whole thing :D

HELLO everyone!
hahas.yeah,i dunno why but i'm in a good mood.
okay i have one main intention in blogging today,that is to elaborate a bit on some ahlian incident since peisi and yongkian are not gonna do it.
but who knows,i might just side track and blog bout some other thing as well.
anyways,so on friday,the school had some ict thingy.
and mrshasi and mslosiny asked me and peisi to help out randomly.hahas!
so being the kind souls we were,we agreed!
aren't we nice ppl? (:
netball was cancelled that day cuz of the ict thing so didnt have the chance to gossip with lyndi.
lols.yeah i gossip with her every friday.
so turned out to be me and peisi had very little to do.
we ended up slacking and gossiping in the canteen,to which i realise we do have alot in common!
as in our view towards ppl,movies etc.
but she still likes love stories more while i like horror movies more.lols.
yongkian came around after that since he had some bilingual thing before that.
we did some work but not for long.
played daidi(or however you spell it) and went to help ourselves to the food,since we can do so after helping out.
yongkian ate with us too since he was super hungry alre.
we ate in the garden.
my suggestion!
very creative right!
went back to canteen again with subhaan following us.
played bridge for super long after that.
i loved some of the bridge games we had.
very tensing and exciting!lols!
so the three(me,yk,ps) of us started to head home after that.

here comes the EXCITING part.....
you know,there's this zebra crossing where you have to cross to reach the bus interchange if you're walking to lot1 from school?
yeah,then there's this big red gate right.
surprisingly,the gate was left wide open.
peisi noticed it first and commented it,to which i said,"wow,seems like some scene out of a final destination movie!"
lols.cuz that movie has been on my mind recently,so i just happened to think of it.
hahas.we shrugged it off and continued to walk.
once we reached lot1,outside 'this fashion', there was something wrong with the board that showed the mrt timings.
like it was faulty and that's not something common right.
so i said again,"look,another sign!maybe we should board the trains."LOLS!
i think peisi got scared a lil by that.
but before we can continue on with our final destination joke,peisi and yongkian heard someone calling us 'stupid idiots'
they turned around and saw a lady wearing some yellow shirt.
i didnt even realise we had just been insulted though until they told me!
lols.we happened to see the lady again outside lot1's entrance again.
so being the cheeky me,i suggested we purposely go block the lady's path.
so i did just that.
and she scolded us 'stupid idiots' again.
so i said 'thank you' and peisi followed me and we kept saying thank you!hahas!
then the lady got even more angry and scolded the 'f word' to us.
and i said 'oh,thank you.go on.dont stop'
hahas!then she said our parents nvr teach us blah blah (i didnt hear but peisi said she said it)
lols.we headed different ways once we were in lot1 if not i would've just continued disturbing the lady!
c'mon lah,at the mrt board,we didnt even block her way.
she just happened to be behind us.
okay,even if we did block her way unintentionally,just say 'excuse me' lah.
dont need insult right.
while we were leaving,i happened to bump into catherine and the lady again.
she was gonna board a taxi.
i tried to run to her taxi to wave to her but didnt get the chance.
lols!i'm actually glad we handled the lady with class and had fun while doing it!
hahas.so you see,you dont have to scold vulgarities to hit a person back.
simple words will do! :D

ps;i wanna watch ORPHAN badly!!!!! ):

just had a conversation with someone.
well,i shall prove you wrong.

anyway,pe today was fun!
played floorball.
yeah,not the usual captain ball.
hahas.honestly,i'm getting a little bored of playing captain ball every week.
but i still enjoy playing it okay,not to worry :D

through the whole game of floorball,i think i realised i can be too competitive at times.
as in,i really felt super tempted(lols.i didnt okay.i managed to control it!!lol) to tell some people off for not playing properly.
but then,i shouldnt have thought that way lah,since floorball is something new for most of my classmates.
so to whomever that i might have raised my voice to a little,i apologise (:
recently i feel so hot tempered.
hmm,hormonal changes is it?!
LOLS!hopefully it's just a passing phase.

anyways,laura has a really long cut on her hand after keryuan accidently whacked her hand.
lols!YES!keryuan is violent okay.
dont be decieved,her whack is really solid i tell you!

and the twins+jingyi super evil today can!!
you guys know i dont wanna jaywalk unless i really dont have a choice.
so after the bridge,while walking to lot1 from night study,the 3 of them tried to drag me to jaywalk.
obviously,i resisted.
but they keep pulling and i lost balance and i ended up falling by the roadside.
hahas!luckily therre wasnt any cars.
but i twisted my ankle a little ):
hahas.abit paiseh too since got a lot ppl whom i knew who was around when i fell but then,what to do.
thos 3 twerps anyhow drag me!!
hate them can!!
lols.okay,obviously i'm joking.
life'll be boring without those peeps for sure (:
lols.not forgetting my other friends too of course! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! :D
going on a short cruise with my family members to celebrate national day.
at least i know the celebration will be so much better and more interesting than the one we had in school.
lols.i've yet to blog bout the national day celebration in school.
so might as well blog now.
firstly,the celebration was alre boring due to the fact we cant go to the parade square cuz of h1n1.
so did nth much except stay in class and slack.
anw,i went to school at like 6.30am?!
for what,to get ready for the reddest class competition.
lols.enthu right!
but then,only some came early despite me telling them to reach latest by 7.
well,typical what.
but i have to thank shaiful for coming at 6.45 since he's usually late and he specially came early for the event.
so by the time morning assembly came,we still didnt have full attendance so we just went on with everything,the whole 20 of us.lol!
very little right.
the reddest class judging went on very early and the judging was a mess lah.
the bitchy clique were in the toilet and by the time they came back,judging was over.
the judge was a non-teaching staff..ms sharon i think.
lols.she was in our class for such a short while only before going off.hahas!
why?she simply left after asking ms.tan how many students there were in 4b.
after ms.tan gave an ans and she realised the number of students in class was way little compared to the actual amount,she left.
wow,great.so much for coming early when only around half the class was present.
the reason why i'm so bummed out is because i really really wanted to win the reddest class thingy.
we still spent more time on going thru the details for it over the class deco thingy cuz we wanted to win that competition more.
i wanted 4b to win something out of the last school event we're gonna spend together.
but oh well,class spirit is not something that's important to my class.

and to any 4E students who're reading this;
yes, i'm jealous whenever you guys win a class award or competition etc.
yes, i admire your class spirit and how united you guys are
yes, we do speak behind your backs thinking of what to do so that we can win a school event or something else. (as in a few of us only lah,not the whole class. we cant even be united in bitching.lols!)
but no, i dont hold anything against your class.
i just wished my class had a bit more of a class spirit.
i think it's partly because i was from 2a, a class full of class spirit and enthusiasm
and suddenly with 4b,there're only traces of it.
so honestly, congrats for the the class deco cuz i really thought it was great and you guys deserved the award :D

i think i have a lot more to say but then i dunno how to put in all down here.
so to sum it up,national day celebration didnt really go too well.
but i did enjoy some moments too.
the dancing in class with yiying etc (lols, we danced to the song reach out for the skies!)
and i have to thank a few ppl for making a big effort.
ppl like sufiana,belicia,yiying,shaiful,weiting and others.
and joannie,thanks for coming lah.hahas!
it's a big thing if joanne comes for such events you know! :D
and i also cant be so negative bout the whole thing lah.
it's been a while since most ppl in my class actually come together and do something.
maybe they did a little but it's better than nothing.
so let's just ignore those absentees and slackers,i really am thankful to you guys for chipping in (:

anw to some particular ppl (these ppl were surprisingly from 2a last time): i thought being in 2a taught you guys something, but i'm obviously wrong since you guys practically were slacking around the whole day and didnt help out.

anw,tell you guys something super nice.
i have a cousin who's turning 5 on 10th august.
happens so, his family is of those affluent kind.
since monday is a public holiday, his parents have decided what to do to celebrate his birthday.
his parents came up with two choices, allowing him to swim with the dolphins at sentosa or going out somewhere with all his cousins.
guess what he chose(think like a 5 year old kid)....


















HE CHOSE TO GO OUT SOMEWHERE WITH ALL HIS COUSINS!!!
and y'know, dolphins are like one of his favourite animals.
here comes the nicer part...
he chose to go out with his cousins cuz he said he love all his cousins!!!!
imagine a 5 year old kid saying that!!
and think of how much he sacrificed since he really loves dolphins.
lols.i cant believe i have such a super duper sweet little cousin.
lols.i doubt not many small kids think the way he does lah.seriously.
shall post up one of his photos someday (:
everytime i think of how sweet he is, it'll really make my day cuz i'm quite close with him :D

i had a few nightmares yesterday night!!
nightmares for me wont be about ghosts though.
it was mostly about friends.
so to summarise it all:
-i scolded someone about playing netball
-my friendship totally soured with some of my currently close friends (like from super close to not even talking anymore)
-i went into a very bad state and kept screwing up at school due to the broken friendships
-teachers started becoming super worried about the breakdowns etc
-but they gave up in the end
-another of a very close friend was worried and angry that i didnt want to tell her why i was so sad etc.
-because of that,our friendship drifted apart and the close friend said she liked the old me better; thru an sms,the pic of the sms is still VERY vivid and clear in my head now ):
-but in this dream i had a boyfriend.LOLS!random, i know!
-the boyfriend in the dream was really good at comforting me when i was super sad
*the points are jumbled up and there might be some more points but it's either i dunno how to put it down here or i cant remember
but i was really scared when i woke up cuz i didnt want to lose those close friends.
if the dream comes true,i think whatever that happened in the dream, will happen the same way to me too.

so next dream was about joanne!!
hahas!that big booby (:
she was getting bullied around by this group of gangsters, which she knew them and they knew her.
getting bullied as in they wanted to hit her.
so i felt really helpless that i was going to witness them hitting her yet cant do anything about it; and that was the scary part about the dream.
like you care for that person, yet you cant protect them.
hahas!joannie, i care bout you one okay!
but the anti climax part is i woke up before they started hitting her.
lols!at least never see the hitting part!

last dream was about my aunt and uncle.
they were approached by a lady at their house.
the lady wanted them to take in her child as she couldnt take care of the baby.
and my uncle and aunt didnt want as they had their own baby to take care of.
but the lady kept persisting, so that made her a little bit suspicious.lol!

there were a few other dreams which i remembered very little off so no point typing down here.
lols.but dream 1 scared me the most!
hahas.i dunno what's up with me,keep having such dreams for the night and ended up not being able to sleep well.hahas.
hopefully,i'll sleep better tonight!
going out to study now then (:

follow my heart or follow my head;
i thought so long bout it and finally made my decision,also with the help of some advice from friends.
that is i'm not joining the netball competition anymore.
well it sucks if you're so eager to go and play etc but know that's not the wisest choice for you.
i decided not to join cuz lyndi and melissa made me realise that O's are gonna come only once,whereas there are so many other competitions that are soon to come.
but what the both of them said are really true.
so i guess i'd have to set my priorities right.
even so,i REALLY REALLY wanted to take part in the competition.
and because i didnt join,the whole team didnt join in the end so i'm a tad guilty for that.
i know how it feels like when you're so enthu bout something and in the end your plan just doesnt work out.
so i'm really sorry for backing out on you,daniel.
you know,i actually did start training by myself at home for the competition.
nth much though,just conditioning.
lols.okay,i'm very enthu bout such competitions i guess!!
nvm shall just comfort myself with this statement:
lose the game,you'll just screw up your chances of winning;
suck at O's,you'll screw up your whole life.

due to some stuffs recently,i found it important that i had to blog bout jaywalking.
i'm sure everyone would have been guilty of jaywalking at least once in their whole lifetime.
it seems so tempting doesnt it......"there're no cars around,i might as well just cross the road"
i'm sure that thought will constantly be in our head whenever we see an empty road.
even i always jaywalked at every opportunity given.
why?cuz i found it a waste of time to wait for the traffic lights to turn red.
so that's the reason i am using the poster above to remind myself that life is more precious than rather than try to shave off a few seconds from our hectic schedule.

if you're still not convinced,here are some of the fatal consequences of jaywalking....

















okay,enough of gross pictures.
the worst part of an accident is in the name itself.
you cant predict when an accident might happen.
for those who claim that they are very careful when jaywalking etc,you never know when you might be caught off-guard and a car or a lorry might just be speeding down the same road.
this road sign clearly explains what i'm trying to put forward....




















i know it's pointless if i tell people to stop jaywalking while i continue doing it myself.
so from today onwards,i'll try not to jaywalk ever.
i know it might be tough since i ALWAYS jaywalk but i'm sure i'll be able to do it bearing in mind the consequences of jaywalking.
support me by not jaywalking as it'll only benefit yourself!! :D

i really hope all my friends will also kick the habit of jaywalking as i dont want any of them to be a victim of car accidents due to their carelessness.
i'd be extremely devastated if one of my friends had lost their life in a car accident.

to friends of mine(especially close ones),PLEASE PLEASE dont jaywalk anymore okay.
at least dont do it for me.
i wont be able to have a peaceful mind if i knew any of my friends are at risk of being involved in car accidents.
you guys mean alot to me and i dont want to lose any single one of you.

so to end off this post,please stop jaywalking cuz it'll eliminate the risks of roadside accidents!

i just wanted to blog bout something super funny!
ytd i was out studying with yongkian (:
so,i wanted to take my jacket out of my bag.
and my pad sort of got hooked together with the jacket and flew out of my bag when i pulled the jacket out!
quite embarassing!!hahas!
so i threw my jacket onto the floor to cover the pad.
luckily no one saw except for yongkian,which he claimed the pad looked like tissue paper.hahas!
another funny incident is bout yongkian sneezing.
to put it simply,he sneezed till the table almost toppled over which did left me stunned for awhile.hahas!
you must experience it for yourself to know how funny it is.
tmr there'll be no school again!!!
whooohoooo!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN!!!
sorry for the super late post but i couldnt really type much with a spoilt keyboard.
so thanks for being such an awesome friend and shooter!
you're really a special friend whom i cherish alot.
i loved all the fun times we spent together,ever since sec1 right up till now.
though we're both busy with our exams now,hope you'll still sms me for random chats whenever you need to destress.
i can always come up with random topics okay! :D
whatever else that i wanna say is in the card.
so all the best for O's and I LOVE YOU!!!!! :D

TODAY'S FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!
dont think i'm crazy that i'm so enthu bout first day of school okay!
but i really look forward to first days' cuz it means seeing your friends,teachers etc again.
yeah it might mean end of holidays but still,i highly anticipate first days'.
similar to jocelyn,i had some trouble sleeping the night before!
so you see,it isnt only me that's hyped up for school!
but school did start off a little bad that morning.
cuz my uncle was being nice to send me to school but he came close to 25mins late!
and i left boonlay only around 7.10am,which means i'll reach school only around 7.20+am,which means VERY LITTLE time to talk with ppl!
as you all know,i love walking around the whole school in the morning to chat with random ppl.
when i say random,it really is random!
from the netballers to sec1s to even yongkang!HAHAS!
but luckily my spirit wasnt that dampened cuz i was still very excited bout school.
reached school and noticed the parade ground was empty due to H1N1 reasons.
i totally love morning assemblys luh cuz i can do my normal routine of patrolling round the parade square.
oh well like i said earlier,nth could really make me get all moody!
so i created much of a scene at the foyer by greeting ppl like REALLY SUPER LOUDLY!
i was so noisy that mrzainal had to come and spoil things by telling me, "i know you're happy and excited blah blah.but just relax etc" in his irritating and naggy voice of his.
so i went up instead and started to make noise in 4B!
hahas.my class surely miss my loud voice k!
went to 4E but the mood then was like erm...DEAD!!
so went down to 3E to find twins but their form teacher was alre there.
grr,hate coming late can!
lols!so i went to 3G to look for catherine and happened to chat with sherry there too.
went back to class and entertained even more ppl.
by that time,those zelia,yiying etc reached alre so the atmosphere was getting quite high!
even while singing the national anthem etc,we were quite high!
had to seat according to our classes during recess but did anyone cared?
lols.obviously NO!hahas!
i was walking around as usual and finally sat down with the juniors.
after school didnt really do much.
went to school library to study but it was damn empty!
like only me,the librarian and horace in the library.
could've had studied in the canteen but irritating old lau shooed us off.
went off with twins and went to lot1 to walk walk plus window shopped a lil.
while the twins were purchasing something,a lady happened to drop a undies which she alre purchased.
but none of us dared tell her cuz it'll be awkward so we just left.
abit evil,i know but it's really weird!
like what,"excuse me,your bright purple undies dropped out?!"
the twins went off and i went to the library to study again.
left and actually wanted to head to the gym but felt rather tired so went home instead.
shall go gym tmr instead.
tmr playing street netball with juniors!
plus,it's someone's birthday tmr! :D
oh and i was supposed to avoid eye contact with jocelyn for the whole of today which i managed to but jocelyn missed my eyes so she forced me to stop!HAHAS!
and,LITHIUM LEFT KRANJI ALRE!!!WHOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!
i never liked her lessons at all!
hahas.ask anyone in my class.
they'd agree!
mrshasi said she left cuz of personal reasons but from the way she spoke,he himself said she was really SCARED of our class!
hahas!she even said she'd never ever seen a class like ours(in a bad way of course!)
oh and i missed out the part bout mrshasi installing a video camera in our class during chem lessons.
what for?cuz he wants to catch those who're not paying attention!
hahas!so now i cant keep staring out of windows anymore ):
but i find the video camera part rather cool and i'm sure the bimbos in my class will surely keep posing for it!LOLS!
okay,that's all for today.
i'll be back tmr for a birthday post! :D

lols.i really blogged alot today!
i think cuz i'm bored and i'm quite tired from studying.
managed to cover a bit more of chem today.
tmr gonna go woodlands library with yk to study.
anyway,was having a girly chat with jocelyn ytd night.
girly as in boyfriends,looks blahblah.
we both agreed daniel chia's eyes is nice.
and i chose yongkang over tanjon!
lols.meixuan,dont jealous okay!
he's all yours!!
that jocelyn so spoiler,dont want choose!
anw,one of us thinks KISSING UNDER THE BLANKETS IS ROMANTIC!!!
lols.make your guesses and if you're that curious,ask me or jocelyn okay (:

i know it's a little late but i shall still blog a little bout the street netball competition since it's such a major thing for the netballers! :D
as most of you guys should alre know, RED BOTTLES GOT CHAMPS while the juniors or i should say MINI RED BOTTLES GOT 2ND!!!
i'm $50 richer now cuz of this competition (:
so on the first day(21/06/2009,sat), we were up against riverside, woodlands ring, bukit batok and jurong west.
however,jurong west did not come,making it a walkover for us.
first game was with bukit batok.
i was nervous like shit for that first game!
c'mon lah,first official game after so long!
so i think my play was average only for that game.
honestly,i felt kinda lost for that game too.
partly,maybe cuz jocelyn wasnt playing alongside with me.
we won bb but i didnt take not of the score.
next was up against woodlands ring.
i think we did underestimate them initially.
which caused us to lose by so many goals for the first 5 mins of the game.
but we managed to catch up alot during the next 5 mins of the game.
we still lost by 1 goal but i really liked our play for that last 5 mins cuz we were fighting so hard just to close up the gap.
i think woodlands ring only scored 1 goal while we scored around 4 or 5 goals for that few mins.
finally,we played with riverside for the last game of the day.
kinda intimidated initially cuz they had a guy.
but we managed to overcome that and we really did fight and give our best and we won that game!
there was this moment during the riverside game where a girl threw the ball at my leg.
i dunno why but i got quite pissed cuz i guess it wasnt her first time doing it.
so i just looked up and gave those kind of super fierce stares at her!
hahas!i think it's the first time the netballers saw me so fierce!!
juniors also did well that day.
they only lost to jwss,which i felt was a total waste.
but i guess they were nervous or something too.
went for dinner with yuting,jocelyn and ginny at lot1 after that.
we chatted damn long bout strategies and crapped too till close to 9pm i think!

the next day,we had to play with tanglin,woodgrove and JUNIORS!
tanglin was okay.
nothing significant happened i guess.
now for the crucial match with woodgrove!
at the very same time,the juniors were up against outram sec so we couldnt support each other.
but both our teams wanted to win badly as winning this games will ensure that we'll fight for the top 2 places together.
so at halftime,we were losing to woodgrove by 1.
i looked over to juniors and by lyndi's expression,it wasnt really that good over at their side too.
the juniors were also losing by 1 to outram.
at the end of the game,we tied with woodgrove.
juniors also tied with outram!hahas!
so the person i/c said we'll continue playing and the first team to reach 3 goals will win.
so we won woodgrove with 3-0 in the end.
i felt they got jittery during this period of time,allowing us to score all 3 goals.
juniors also won outram with 3-0.
hahas!our semifianls game super similar right!! :D
and this comes the part i love love love the most!!
juniors' game ended first so they came over to our court smiling like crazy.
then they found out that we won and both our teams STARTED SCREAMING LIKE LITTLE GIRLS!!!
you'd have to be there to see how happy and crazy we were!
we even forgot to shake hands with woodgrove cuz we were too caught up screaming.
well the screaming didnt last too long cuz we went separate ways after that to discuss strategies.
lols!it's super funny!
like one second we're cheering together,the next we're walking off in different directions.
we planned our strategies till so detailed i tell you!
cuz it's normal to get scared since the juniors have been training consistently while we've alre stepped down etc.
even msong said we'll lose to juniors can.
one of our strategies was to be fierce during the game.lols!
i managed to do it!!
hahas!3 claps for me please cuz i really cant be serious in front of our joker juniors!
juniors said they werent nervous but somehow i thought they were nervous while playing with us.
cuz i seriously felt they shouldnt have let us score so much against them.
though after halftime their play got better,they kinda lost it again when yuting intercepted their ball.
so overall, we won the juniors 9-1.
the juniors better get champs next year since we wont be joining the competition alre.
even if we do,it wont be in the same category.
so we went to take team photos after the whole thing (see it yourself at any netballers' blog or the netball blog itself)
i forgot we were gonna take photos together after the competition so i went to get a henna drawing for myself.
so itchy hand right!
in the end the henna looked so out of place in all the photos!
i even caused the henna to smudge on hand of the person who was giving us the medals.hahas!
oh and qiaowei's team also got first for the tertiary category (:
had lunch at carls jr after that ar marina square.
when i didnt buy a burger,i told the rest that i wasnt hungry when i actually was.
the reason was,carls jr isnt halal but i didnt want to be a spoil sport so i just bought the fries and drink.
luckily the fries itself was super filling,i'm not lying!
drank damn lots of zappel too cuz i was really thirsty.
i wanted to walk around marina square actually but we went home instead cuz everyone was feeling rather shagged alre plus we needed to celebrate father's day.

i didnt go home though.
i zoomed off to changi airport to meet my family and relatives.
however,i couldnt really enjoy myself cuz i got diarrhoea halfway thru.
and it was really really bad.
like damn wattery..like those plop plop plop kinda shit!hahas!okay sorry for being disgusting!
and i couldnt figure out what caused the diarrhoea cuz i only cornflakes for breakfast that day plus the fries at carls jr.
in the end i thought that drinking too much zappel must've caused it.
maybe too gassy etc.
from changi airport,we then went to marine parade to actually bowl.
but the bowling centre actually closed early that day!!
a wasted trip ):
so we just slacked around at macs and went off around 6plus am.
i reached home only close to 8am in the morning.
phew,such a tiring weekend right!

but overall,i really injoyed the street netball competition to bits!
and i felt super relieved my hots were quite on form for the games :D
despite the extremely hot and scorching weather,i still loved these 2 days!
luckily it was rather windy at times to make up for the heat!
plus,i got sunburnt after so long!!
so you can guess how hot the weather was since i'm so dark but i still got burnt!
and it's been ages since we won something together.
so i wanna thank everyone who supported us thru it!
thanks yuting for intercepting countless of balls.
thanks jocelyn for throwing nice lobs to me and assisting me on court.
thanks melissa for being noisy on court. (lols.inside joke!)
thanks ginny for being so focused on getting the rebounds that you forget to look at the other shooter who's shooting. (lols.another inside joke!)
thanks bjorn for taking our photos.
thanks to qiaowei+others, ESPECIALLY THE JUNIORS who kept encouraging us throughout and telling us not to give up etc.
so to end off this post, I LOVE THE RED BOTTLES and also OUR LOVELY JUNIORS!! :D
KRANJI NETBALL CAN MAKE IT CUZ WE'RE A BUNCH OF COMMITTED AND PASSIONATE NETBALLERS WHO HAVE A COMMON GOAL IN OUR MIND!!! :D :D

guess what,i finally reached 100posts!!
well yeah but after almost TWO years of having this blog.lols!
since i went out ytd,i think i should just blog bout it.
i went to causeway with yongkian because both of us had alre planned to watch 'the taking of pelham 123' and 'drag me to hell' or what yongkian would say, a movie biathlaton.
'the taking of pelham 123' was thrilling and made you keep guessing what was gonna happen next.
a must watch for those who love action packed plus thrilling shows!
i must really applaud drag me to hell for being the first horror movie to scare and shock me alot of times.
i guess it was due to the loud sound effects but still, i felt the overall plot was not bad.
however, the exorcising part was abit lame.
other than that, this show will gross you out and also shock you out of your seats.
oh anyway,before the show,me and yongkian were thinking how to get into the theatre without getting caught;since 'the taking of pelham 123 was NC16 and i was the only one who can get thru.
i actually suggested to change the month on his ezlink from 07 to 02.hahas!
but we didnt do it since it'll be damn obvious.
but guess what,the person who took our tickets didnt even bother bout it.
hahas!made us worry for nth!
we also bumped into msnat that day.
at least i know what to expect for her lessons.lol!
after the two movies,we didnt have anything to do plus we alre walked the whole of causeway.
so we went to mrt station and looked at the whole long list of stations.
we picked out two destinations;yishun and sembawang.
we actually played scissors paper stone to determine where we would go next.
so i won and we went to yishun.
WRONG CHOICE..because the shopping centre was under renovation.
so we landed up in the library then and started to chat.
yongkian found out that melissa had not return the library books she borrowed under his name.
so i decided to have a lil fun and told yk to act angry with her!
but clever melissa easily guessed it wasnt yk's doing and even guessed i was behind the whole thing!!hahas!
i think this will be my last day to enjoy during hols.
so i'm glad i did enjoy myself (:
and thanks yk for watching the horror movie with me despite knowing you dislike these kinda shows.
hope you'll sleep better tonight!hahas! :D

recently, i've been reading my old posts and i actually didnt know my posts would be that funny or interesting! RIGHT JOCELYN? or should i say AHTOOT?! HAHAS!
so i am actually looking forward to going back to blogging.
the sad thing is, my keyboard is still spoilt.
the only reason you guys are seeing this post now is that i'm SECRETLY using my bro's laptop without his permission.
hehes!he's asleep that's why!
major things have happened recently such as:
street netball competition (WE GOT CHAMPS!!!)
cfn might be postponed ):
watched drag me to hell and the taking of pelham 123 with yk (:
i got my RED BOTTLE!!
and so much more!
but i dont have the time to elaborate on them till i get a new keyboard.
but by that time,i wouldnt have the feel to elaborate bout past events anymore.
so my future posts will mostly be on current events, not those that have alre passed by.
but the main thing bout this post today is just to tell myself that i finally realised the very good thing bout having a blog as it really preserves our memories.
reading back,i could almost visualise all those fun moments i spent with friends,team mates etc.
i kinda regret now for not blogging more.
but nth can be done.so i shall try to blog now whenever something major or exciting happens in my life.
i'll be back ppl! :D

I HATE THE MOTHER TONGUE PAPER TODAY!!!!
firstly, i'm never good at malay.
and i hate malay.
i dunno why.
i'm just brought up that way.
random fact: MY DAD USED TO PREVENT ME AND MY SIBLINGS FROM SPEAKING MALAY AT HOME WHEN WE WERE YOUNG!
okay back to the paper!
secondly, i didnt complete my compo!!
i think i wrote too long AGAIN AS USUAL! (6page plus) ):
i cant seem to control how much i write.
it seems like once i have the story in mind, the hand just keeps writing and writing!
i only had 1 more paragraph to fit in but i didnt have the time for it.
well there's one good thing though.
the question was exactly the same GREED question mslai gave to the band1 students.
but still, i didnt do well ):
paper2 was WORSE!!
i alre lost 6marks...and this is confirmed!!
cuz i didnt know how to construct sentences for the given words.
in fact, the whole class didnt know how to.
even my HML friends didnt know the meanings for the words!
for those malay ppl who happen to see this, the 2words are RAKUS and MANDAT.
overall the paper was just tough.
in fact i felt the paper was of a HML standard as i had done some easier HML papers last year compared to this killer one.
i heard the CL,HCL,HML papers were also tough.
seems like the teachers are out to get us this time ):
hope i pass (:

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Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural lead, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

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I THINK THE TEST RESULT DESCRIPTION IS VERY TRUE!!! :D

shit, i dont think i'm a good friend.. ):



i find smsing a chore now that the buttons are spoilt!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO........................
























...................MELISSA FOO WAN TING!!!!!!!!!!!!
you've been a wonderful friend.
and of course you're special since i did that card for you.
honestly,i've never done a birthday card before.
hope you do like it!! (though there're some smudges.hahas!)
i still remember smsing jocelyn telling her one of my goals this year was to make birthday cards for special friends but putting it off later cuz i cant put my feelings down into a card.
but i'm really glad i did the card for you.
it's a personal achievement okay!!!
so be proud,
YOU'RE LOVED BY ME, THE TALLEST GIRL IN SCHOOL!!!!!
ps;thanks for your lovely card too.i didnt know it was a card until yuting flipped it open!hahas!

day 5
did nothing much cuz we were still on the road.
spent the night at 'emerald beach'.

day 4
it's hari raya haji!!
i missed out all the fun in singapore ):
was supposed to go to the mosque in the morning but couldnt wake up.
i really wanted to see how the mosque in australia looked like but didnt have the chance.
the pakistanis and arabs in australia looked like my aunts and uncles(my mum's paternal side) in singapore,according to my grandmothers who went in the morning.
they even said the ppl they saw were even better looking than the caucasians.
we had a late breakfast and continued on with our journey towards gold coast.
had lunch somewhere on the outskirts of sydney at a turkish eatery.
turkish food there is very tasty!
saw many animals,lakes etc along the way.
we reached 'the entrance' and parked the caravan as we're gonna spend the night there.
me and aishah went swimming at the pool there.
had some pizza for diner and watched a movie before sleeping.

day 3
left for N.Normah's place after breakfast.
managed to wash up our dirty clothes at her house.
after which,we left to 'bondi'(pronounced as bondai!weird)
the beach view is really awesome!
and it was super windy an cooling.
we hiked all the way up to the highest point of the 'tamarama beach'(it's part of 'bondi'.
the point there is quite high and the winds there were really really strong!
ppl like melissa and yongkian will surely get blown away!!
bought fish and chips from one of the shops there.
the stuff there is so expensive?!
like a set of fish and chips costs $9.30 without the drinks!
and the guy even forgot to give us the sauce we alre bought.
this caused us to make a double trip to the shop!
me and aishah went to swim after that.
the water's real cold,to me i guess since i have more fats,and i wont get cold that easily!
went back to N.Normah's house to sleep.

day 2
woke up around 12 since i had a late night the day before.
after eating,played board games with aishah and zac.
emma couldnt join us cuz she had to study for a test(their hols hadnt start yet).watched 2 dvd's after that.i fell asleep thru the first one but stayed awake for the next(cuz it's horror!).
the horror one is called 'ghostwatcher'.
you guys should watch it,it's nice!
but get the original one cuz the pirated version has a short porn scene!!
me,emma and aishah went to the park/playground later on and we also had extra time to go to the creek and some big field there.
we reached back at the house just in time for dinner.
me,emma and aishah couldnt sleep at night.
maybe cuz it was our last night together and we wouldnt see emma the next morning cuz she had sch early in the morning.
we ended up chatting bout lotsa stuff(juicy topics like sex,lesbians etc!).
she's so easy to talk to man..cuz she's a very open and alsovery chattable i guess.
and she's also a person who'll leave a very good impact on you.
i know i'll really miss her for sure.

ps;i still miss her till now but then i dunno when will be the next time we meet though ):

before i start,i might as well give a character introduction.
D.Ebbe and N.Minah are the ones that brought me on this trip.
their daughter Aishah,is my aunt but she's only 15.
D.Abu and N.Mas,one of my grandparents,are staying in Australia.
their daughter Emma is 16 and Zac is 12.
N.Normah and D.Bill(poppy) are also one of my grandparents and stay there too.
they have a cat called Topaz staying with them.
and the whole australia post is only on what i did,not really on feelings etc.
quite lazy to type those personal feelings here.
and in case you're wondering what the capital D and N stands for,it's just a term to call grandparents for me.

before going off
bought two books on impulse at changi airport.

day 1
D.Abu came to fetch us at Sydney airport.
by the way,the food on the SIA tasted horrible.
although we took the jumbo flight,the food tasted so bland!
i managed to watch 'beverly hills chihuahua' on the flight and fell asleep the rest of the way.
the movie was okay only.
quite boring at certain parts.
okay back to Sydney airport....
some white guy with a chinese lady(looked like singaporean) tried to cut our queue!
we took D.Abu's car to take the caravan.
the caravan looked quite small actually.
went to D.Abu's place after that to drop off some bags and rested for awhile.
we had lunch at N.Normah's place since she alre cooked for us.
played with topaz though she isnt that active as she's very very old!
poppy is also very friendly,in fact friendlier than D.Ebbe.
we then went back to D.Abu's place and finally saw N.Mas,emma and zac.
havent seen them in a long time so it was a bit awkward at first.
we tried to break the ice by playing and it really worked,as i really got along with emma!
went out to some asian restaurant for dinner and i couldnt even finish my food cuz the serving was ENORMOUS!
while the adults were ordering desserts,me,emma and aishah got bored and started playing games.
the loser had to eat something disgusting that could be made up by the food around us.
could say that i was lucky since i didnt have to eat anything at all!
went for s troll at darling harbour after that.
it's something like clarke quay actually.
walked somemore and ended up somewhere on a jetty where we can see the sydney opera house and also luna park.
the place gave a rather nice night seaview.
went back to D.Abu's place to finally sleep!