follow my heart or follow my head;
i thought so long bout it and finally made my decision,also with the help of some advice from friends.
that is i'm not joining the netball competition anymore.
well it sucks if you're so eager to go and play etc but know that's not the wisest choice for you.
i decided not to join cuz lyndi and melissa made me realise that O's are gonna come only once,whereas there are so many other competitions that are soon to come.
but what the both of them said are really true.
so i guess i'd have to set my priorities right.
even so,i REALLY REALLY wanted to take part in the competition.
and because i didnt join,the whole team didnt join in the end so i'm a tad guilty for that.
i know how it feels like when you're so enthu bout something and in the end your plan just doesnt work out.
so i'm really sorry for backing out on you,daniel.
you know,i actually did start training by myself at home for the competition.
nth much though,just conditioning.
lols.okay,i'm very enthu bout such competitions i guess!!
nvm shall just comfort myself with this statement:
lose the game,you'll just screw up your chances of winning;
suck at O's,you'll screw up your whole life.