well havent been blogging lately.
didnt have the chance..
lately alot of things happened.
getting our results and other stuff of course.
i wont elaborate on my results.
if you wanna noe ask me.
just to sum it up,i did badly for the common test.
okay not gonna look back at the past already.
what's done cannot be unchanged.
moving on to other events...
I MET XINDI AND LYNN YESTERDAY!!!!!!
it just feels so great to see them after a very long time.
we had dinner together at pizzahut.
and they are just so sweet and the greatest seniors/friends lah!!
xindi baked for me cupcakes which had my name written over it.
and she even made the whipped cream by herself!
you guys should order from her cupcakes.
she bakes delicious ones!!
i'm not lying!!
lynn and xindi gave me a red billabong wallet as my birthday gift.
and yeah red is my favourite colour!
to top it off,i actually wanted to buy a wallet!
i also recieved cards from both of them.
i wont get sick of reading the cards cuz i'll smile everytime i read it!
and xindi used graph paper just to make me love maths more!!
oh and i have to thank lynn for the pizzahut treat.
though it was just a short dinner,i really enjoyed every bit of it.
no one ever made my birthday this special,not even my family members.
they put in so much effort into the presents and were willing to spend time with me though they were tired.
if either of them happens to see this post of mine,i'd like to thank them again for everything they did.
not only for yesterday but ever since i got to know them.
chatting to them is never boring!
and though we're not of the same age,they nvr made me feel uncomfortable in their presence.
i'll never forget them and i hope they dont forget me too!
I LOVE YOU TWO,XINDI AND LYNN!!!!!

now to the other details of what happened yesterday...
everything went so well when i was outside but the moment i reached home it turned very very wrong.
i reached home close to 9pm and my brother stopped me from entering the house.
i didnt want to argue so i just stood outside and waited till he went away.
i entered the house and he started raising his voice at me,asking questions about where i went etc.
i told him that i had dinner outside and he wasnt satisfied with my answer.
then what else could i answer..
i was indeed having dinner outside what!
and i had already informed my mother beforehand that i'll be coming home late.
like isnt that enough...
who has more authority?!
my mother of course!
and my mother wasnt even angry at me cuz i already told her about my whereabouts etc.
but i dunno why the hell my brother wanna flare up.
he keep on psychoing my mother and in the end i got scolded by her and even got caned too.
i know she always listens to my brother but the thing is,she wasnt angry at me initially but cuz my brother kept poking into the matter she vented her anger on me..
its totally unfair!
so i couldnt say much so i went online to do my f&n coursework which was due the next day.
the next issue my brother poked on was that i was signed in to msn.
what the hell is wrong with being signed on to msn?!
do homework doesnt mean cant use msn what..
i had my reasons to sign in to msn.
i was unsure on what to do and therefore had to ask questions from other ppl.
not only that,i needed zhenyi to help me to print my coursework.
without being signed in to msn i cant do those two things!
and i didnt chat that much during that time.
cuz i knew that i had to finish my coursework first.
my brother kept saying i was chatting instead of doing homework.
and he kept insisting i should sign out.
i didnt listen cuz like what i mentioned above,i needed to ask for help online.
just cause i didnt listen to him he slapped me thrice.
once on the left and twice on the right.
what kind of a brother is he?!
he cant even manage his own emotions and wanna say he's matured.
so what if you're 17,you have totally shown that you're immature by slapping me.
you can even keep your emotions in check.
and he doesnt even have morals.
resorting to violence to get things done his way.
i didnt even retaliate once.
i could have hit him back if i wanted too.
but what for..a fight would happen and cause more troubles.
he's not a man luh.
man dont hit women.
i thought after all these the night would be peaceful one again cuz i really couldnt finish up any homework at that moment!
my brother made so much noise and my mother even supported him...
i was so helpless at that time.
it was as if i had no one to turn to.
i wanted to look up to my mother but she was already on my brother's side.
i really felt like running away from home that night but decided i shouldnt make decisions rashly.
so i just ignored them and continued with my coursework.
because of my brother,i cant even eat properly now.
i cant chew on my right side of the mouth and i have toothaches often now.
not long after that i heard loud thumpings from above the ceiling.
i thought it was some random couple quarelling.
but when my grandfather opened the door,it turned out to be my aunt and uncle(i think they were both drunk) fighting.
its normal for arguments among couples but turning to fighting etc?
thats too much isnt it...
so in the end we had to stop each otehr from attacking one another.
but we couldnt control their mouths and they kept hurling abuses and insults and one another.
suddenly,my aunt went up and slapped my uncle.
then my uncle couldnt take it and he went to hit her back.
they broke out in a fight and we had to pull them apart.
the arguement was between my aunt and uncle but they made my grandmother,me and my mother injured when we were trying to stop them from hitting one another.
in the end,i called up the police as the matter just got worser.
the police came along with the paramedics and statements were taken down etc.
both of them are plain inconsiderate.
they made so much noise the whole night that we couldnt sleep at all.
i went to sch the next day feeling damn tired cuz i didnt get to sleep!!
which resulted in killer headaches the whole day..
even when i'm blogging now,i'm still having a splitting headache.
actually i didnt want to blog bout these incidents but like ppl always say,you shouldnt bottle things up.
so thats why i decided to blog about it.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
VIOLENCE DOESNT SOLVE ANYTHING.
IT ONLY BRINGS ABOUT MORE COMPLICATIONS.

ps;sorry if my post very disorganised etc.
cant really think with a headache..