AHHH....I"M DOWN WITH TONSILS AND THE FILMING IS TMR!
i dont even noe what caused it.
stress?
exhaustion?
heatiness?
hope it heals soon!
its irritating to talk when your throat hurtss
and i cant keep my mouth shut for long.

and i keep getting these scary nightmares about losing those people who are loved and treasured by me.
is it a sign to show anything?
am i depressed or stressed?
jocelyn said that dreams are not real cause we in a subconscious mind.
but why have these dreams been happening recently.
its so realistic..
what if the dreams actually came true?!
maybe i should sleep later.
so that when i'm really sleepy i'll just sleep without dreaming.

and i wanna go anti-rice!
though i'll eat noodles,bread etc i dont wanna eat rice as much as possible.
i have to control my diet if i wanna lose weight!