2 more days...................
sorry melissa i had to leave halfway thru your bbq.
i wanna get well!!
and i wanna meet alot of ppl!!!!!!
i feel as though i'm leaving forever when it's just a month's trip.
but still,it is 30 days! ):

NETOPS CARNIVAL TMR!!
quite excited and nervous at the same time.
sigh,my shots cant get in alre.
even the bball girls noticed.
to top that off,i banged into my cupboard just now and my small toe is bleeding!
luckily not that painful now and hope it remains that way.
shall go swimming/gyming later!

HELLO!
suddenly just felt like blogging.
i'll just do a short one.
had fun today.
wet to jurong point first then to vivo.
loved the food lah!
first time eating at ramen ten.
highly recomended!!
very delicious so it's worth the money :D
but legs damn tired cuz kept walking round and round.
saw my pregnant aunt and i was just mentioning bout her earlier on!
yongkian managed to find his buddy's present after damn long AND he's still not fully satisfied.hahas!
spent around $30 (i'm more economically informed than yongkian since he spent way more than me!)
and our (super late)lunch meal costed around $20 so i didnt spend so much on other stuffs.
nadia's a good money saver! :D
walked walked walked.....
crapped around as usual.
then met my mum and the rest after yongkian left.
THERE"S LIKE MEGA MCSPICY NOW!!
quite good but last time alre have then now damn ex luh.
but still,i shall eat it soon.
i'm sure my dear leepongy would also love to try it!
thai and vietnam ppl should love spicy food.
cabbed home at 8plus cuz damn tired.

ps;J.CO's the next destination okay! :D

actually was quite sad in the morning but then didnt show it out lah.
hahas.i'm always like that (:
so thanks alot lah yongkian.
really enjoyed the day.
shall go search for more food hunts next time! :D

shall shoot tmr morning and head to the gym in the afternoon!
i want muscles! :D

sigh,feel weird without jocelyn around..TOO QUIET!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGKIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shall continue this post sometime later (:

I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay i dont noe what made me come back.
maybe it's cause of those who tagged.
or maybe it's also my blog looks so dead.
hmm,i obviously cant remember all that happened recently but i'll just list those i remember here. (not in any order)

-3B has a class pet!! (KIT&KAT)
at least it's better than the name SHASI&BEGUM.
i mean you guys laugh it off but it's completely ridiculous.
and i even got scolded by mr.shasi luh!
he said i love to make fun of teachers.
like in the first place,i didnt even chose the name okay.

-JOCELYN's BIRTHDAY!!
went to bpp for my very first time.
yes first time!
actually if not for her,i wouldnt want to break my streak luh.
went to swensens and eat eat eat!
the guys at our table(DC,thoven,jiaqi) quite gentlemanly okay.
they paid more than they had to and so,me and jocelyn only had to pay $10 each.
10buks for a swensens meal.
the guys super good right (:

-farewell party (coach&ms.tock)
the party was GREAT!
i dunno how to elaborate on this one.
it's like there's to much too say then i just cant express them here.
but i'll really miss the both of them.
and was super touched when coach said she'll miss me the most.
i really really wanna see you soon!

-new coach
hmm,i'm not really that enthu bout seeing her.
i mean i want to see her etc but then the enthusiasm isnt that much lah.
maybe i'm holding on too much to msyeo.
have to learn to let go then (:
but trainings still havent resume after so long!!
my stamina is like shit luh.
and i havent been going to the gym for ages.
no matter what,i must try to hit the gym once this week (:

-australia trip
i'm going to australia in december.
and i'll be there for the whole month.
the disadvantage is i'll miss my friends(especially some of them),family(my mother!),trainings(BOOO!) and going out with friends(sigh,i alre promised yongkian)
yeah but then the trip will be quite fun too since it's a month long and i will be celebrating new year there.
and it's those kind of adventurous trip cuz we'll be staying in a caravan not in hotels.
then we'll travel states to states in it.
and i'm going with my aunt(same age as me) and her family.
i'll seriously miss my mother like hell but then she say i should go too.
cuz she knows i want to go.
i shall call and sms her whenever i'm free there.
hope there are gyms there!
hahas.cuz i cant train then i need keep fit what.
and once i'm back i'll have to train my shots and everything else like crazy.
i dont want to lose to jacelyn!
so what if you're a junior,you're still my competitor okay!! :D

okay i think that's all i remember for now.
i'll be back soon!

tag replies!
ANNITA:lols.yongkang is cute okay.just look at him!those cute adorable eyes! :D
EEKIE:BIMBO!thanks for the tag
FIENA:lols.i'll try but no promises cuz quite busy
YONGKIAN:we're going to the gym tmr.hahas! :D
LEELEE:hello!you naughty girl,keep stepping my shoes!
LYNN:hahas.thanks alot.but my studies are dropping instead of improving ):
JOEY:hello joey!and i just tagged you too
CASSANDRA:i just updated.read and tag yeah.and i'll link you up some other time okay.abit busy now (:
HWAIYI: (: (: i more generous!give more smileys :D

still not in a blogging mood...
today was simply bad.

"if you can manage your studies......."
who knows,maybe i should just quit.

i owe 3 posts:

interclass
outing with yongkian.
mediacorp thingy.

will blog when i feel like it

THURSDAY
today was interclass day.
i totally regretted putting my name for captain ball lah.
i mean i love the game but i dont like who i'm playing with.
and how can you enjoy with such teammates.
no,i'm not referring to all of you.
i appreciate those who put in the effort to play well and showed good sportsmanship.
i'd really like to thank aidil and belicia cuz they stayed for all the games.
cant forget shaiful,norman,yuri and jiaqi who played well too.
and to the rest of the players too.(sorry if didnt list down)
we lost all the games against 3E,3G and 3C.
thanks to zelia too.
she was like wow for both games lah!
i really appreciate it once again.
sufiana,though you didnt play,i noe you had a reason not to lah.
some ppl just very selfish what.
but the thought that you wanted to help is good enough for me.

i'm not even sad or disappointed with the results at all.
i'm disappointed with some of the player's attitudes.

person 1 and person 2,
can you guys like make up your mind which games you want to play?
if its bball you want,then go ahead.
i also wont touch you if you dont want play captball.
you tell me you want to play captball but then you go give your full strength for bball.
i mean seriously,i would have let you guys played bball if you said so.
in the end person 1 got injured while playing bball.
then we lost one player alre.
then person 2 was too exhausted to play captball cuz he used up all his energy for bball.
lost another player again.
funnily,person 1 injured still can go play bball after that.
i'm afraid a sorry does not help at that time lah.
if you had told me that you wanted to go bball earlier,i would have put in other players luh.
i noe you guys wanna help out but then not to extent of missing the game which you were supposed to play.

person 3 and person 4,
if you didnt want to play then why tell me you want in the first place.
i noe person 3 played for the first game.
but what about person 4?
the reason i took you in was cuz you said you wanted to play.
and i knew you could play well.
but on the day when you were needed to play,you didnt want to play.
you just left the team like that.

there's other things too lah.
but dont feel like writing alre.
anyway i failed maths and science.
not a shocker though.

WEDNESDAY
went gym with tanyongkian!
he's very suaku okay.
yeah but not uncommon lah.
first timer what.
hahas.he made so much noise in the gym luh!
well not so much lah afterall.
he even dropped the weights but LUCKILY muru didnt come over.
long time nvr see muru alre.
didnt do much today though.
cuz the next day got interclass.
so just did some cycling and the seat-pulling thingy.
did some weight trainings for arms and legs too.
exercised more of the legs i think.
ahh,dunno what to write alre lah.
such a boring post.

TIRED

FRIDAY
hit the gym at the stadium.
kinda tired but still went swimming at my cousin's house after that.
tried out the flabelos machine.
its fun!
slept there in the end.

SATURDAY
went to my aunt's house cuz there was a function.
the function was to celebrate her newborn baby.
left in the evening to go to another chalet@eastcoast.
played bowling at night.
didnt play that well though.

SUNDAY
spent the night at the chalet.
but during our walk back to the chalet,we got locked out.
like why should chalet gates be locked.
so stupid and idiotic luh.
so we(the kids) climbed over the fence.
then the adults had to wait outside.
felt like prison break too cuz i did manage to open some of the wire fences.
but the hole was not that big lah.
in the end the secuirty ppl came around half an hour later.
still,the management sucks.

went to wildwildwet in the afternoon.
got some free tickets so went there luh.
didnt really played much.
just didnt feel like it.

CONCLUSION
my weekend is very packed.
and though its around 3 days that i never see some of the ppl in sch,i alre miss them alot.
i'm such a good person right!hahas.
maybe i'm just too tired,bored etc.

its not just a physical thing
i'm very VERY tired.
i shall go into hibernation! :D

GET WELL SOON JOCELYN!

SOMEONE MADE ME PROUD TODAY YOU KNOW!!!the person is none other than,
AMANDATANYOUJING!!!!!!!!
yes my dumbdumbpartner.
i didnt really expect her to amaze me since she's so dumb (:
amanda sat down in the library and finsihed a whole english storybook!
can you believe it?!
amanda was reading an english book leh.
and not only that,she even finished the book!!
i'm super proud of her lah.
yeah but she also tortured me by not talking to me for 4 days sia!
yes 4.
i counted every single day okay.
this idiotic dumbdumb ah..
yeah but the main thing is,you guys should praise her cuz she finished a book today.
and she was so determined okay.
while me,jocelyn,yuting and zhenyi wer eplaying stacko with books,she continued reading.
she even felt like sleeping but didnt give up.
the book was very thick okay.
so good job to you!
anw bout the stacko with books.
i thought of that game!!
hahahas.super fun!
i think we made quite alot of noise too.
JOCELYN WON THE GAME OVERALL!!!!
yeah she is kinda good at it.
and i cant decide on what cat i want ):

ANYONE WANT ADOPT CATS/KITTENS?
if you want go to www.catwelfare.org
i hope my motehr allows me to do so.
having a cat is something i really REALLY wanted for so long alre.
i dont have much wishes lah.
so this hsows how much i want a cat.
however,i'm kinda worried too if i cant take care of it properly.
hmm,i shall persuade my mother first before worrying bout all these.

school was okay as usual.
faridah was pulling my leg hair during english lessons!
i was pulling it during recess time actually.
its very fun and i dunno why it doesnt hurt luh.
even faridah say its fun.hahas!
then she pull until there's a patch on my leg which has no hair at all.
kinda uneven lah!
hahas.nvm next tiem can pull the rest of the leg!
hist was the best lesson lah!
mdmteo showed us all these pretty and cute kittens/cats up for adoption.
and its FOC to adopt.
but definitely you have to be responsible for the cats/kittens' lives after adopting.
then after that went to study.
however didnt do much lah except for some chem and reading thru for history.
then we played captain's ball!
sec3's against sec4&5's.
we won in the end!!!
the games was so damn fun lah.
but sadly,i got molested by (...)
okay lah.
cant really blame him waht.
it was an accident.
i wanted to jump for that ball then he wanted to tip away.
then in the end accidently touched the boobs luh.
dont even noe whether he realised it anot.
hope he doesnt lah.
but it felt so great out there just having fun and playing ball.
its been ages i've touched a ball or played a game.
i'm so looking forward to the interclass games!
hope 2a can reunite and play with the teachers again!!!
today we also has a crossword puzzle competition.
yuting and me got 5mins plus.
hahas.not much difference betweeen our timings lah.
only around 10seconds plus like that.
then walked to lotone with our super heavy bags.
my back was hurting so much so decided to call up my dad to fetch me.
but he cant be bothered so had to ask my uncle in the end.
i strained my back luh ):
and MYE is ever so close.
alrite have to control myself and study for MYE alre.
wish me luck :D

am i sick or am i just plain tired...
hmm..either one i guess.hahas!
i shall forget about what i said in my previous post.
maybe that person really has something on.
yeah so i shall not be so accusing next time.

NELISSAFOOWANTING aka MYIDIOT(yes,i'm only allowed to call her idiot.too bad!),
taught me amaths today!!
i really have to thank her lah.
i lost all interest in amaths since donkey years alre.
but today she did give me that kind of feeling that amaths can be manageable.
yeah so i'll do as you say to make you happy.
afterall i wouldnt want to see you sad rite(:
see i'm a good SHUDDUP(this word makes no sense though!) rite!
the way you thought me was really very easy to understand.
oh and melissa's new nickname is EAT!
go ask her the reason if you guys wanna noe.
so once again,THANK YOU SO MUCH IDIOT! :D

I WANNA RUN AWAY FROM EVERYTHING!
okay that sounds so childish.
but its not illegal to have the thought of it.
sometimes i feel i'm worrying too much for others instead of myself.

is it so wrong if i just want you to achieve something.
we are willing to sacrifice our time for you yet you somehow dont appreciate it.
you told me you had something on and cant stay with us.
but you still went out that day.
i wanna help you but you're not helping yourself at all.
a lot of people claim you're smart and can do it but you're just lazy.
i'm willing to do anything for you.
ask me for what you want and i'll try to get it for you(have to be realistic though!)
money isn'n the issue here.
i just wanna see you do well.

ps;someone asked me why i'm so concerned over 'this person'.
strangely i couldnt find an answer.

anw thanks yongkian!
i thought of what we talked bout ytd while walking home.
it did help okay! :D
and remember to ask your mother!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA IDIOT!!!
hoped you like the small suprise just now in school.
had amazing race today!
FUN!FUN!FUN!
though it rained and the race was cancelled in the end,it was still super enjoyable.
and even though there's only me and audrey,we enjoyed the time spent together.
anw my torn pants tore even more cuz of the race.hahas!
and i'm super happy today!
cuz of all the things that happened today and another thing too,which only yk knows i presume?
lazy to blog already and kinda tired too.
goodnights people! :D

I MISS XINDI!!!!!!!!!
there's no one to talk to now that she'll be away for sometime...

AHHH....I"M DOWN WITH TONSILS AND THE FILMING IS TMR!
i dont even noe what caused it.
stress?
exhaustion?
heatiness?
hope it heals soon!
its irritating to talk when your throat hurtss
and i cant keep my mouth shut for long.

and i keep getting these scary nightmares about losing those people who are loved and treasured by me.
is it a sign to show anything?
am i depressed or stressed?
jocelyn said that dreams are not real cause we in a subconscious mind.
but why have these dreams been happening recently.
its so realistic..
what if the dreams actually came true?!
maybe i should sleep later.
so that when i'm really sleepy i'll just sleep without dreaming.

and i wanna go anti-rice!
though i'll eat noodles,bread etc i dont wanna eat rice as much as possible.
i have to control my diet if i wanna lose weight!

RECORD BREAKER'S FILMING
did nth much actually.
just reciting the cheer in the parade square.
and i got to know i will get interviewed ALONE on sunday!!!
like omg.....
and they want me to say the cheer ALONE in front of the camera!!!!
ahhhh.....HELP ME!!!!!!!!

oh and i had to skip my scrabble competition cuz the filming comes first.
i wanna go for scrabble actually!
i want go through to the next round..
but too late already :(

MEDIACORP RECORD BREAKERS THINGY!
thats the exciting thing thats been happening at school.
at first i told peisi that i wanted to join only as a RESERVE for the telematch.
in the end mdmyong told me i joined the cheerleaders group cuz they cant find a girl to match my height.
well,i was abit worried lah since i dunno how to speak chinese.
hmmm...except for some words lah.
well which non-chinese dunno that?!
then had to learn sentences cuz mdmyong said i might get interviewed since i'm the only non-chinese in the cheerleaders group...
and i also had to memorise the cheers in chinese of course!!
well have to really thank those who helped me out.
a BIGBIG thank you to all of you guys!!
the whole process is fun lah and i get to learn new stuffs.
but somehow feel kinda odd one out lah.
nvm lah,shall not let mdmyong and HER CLONE(people should know who) down.

YESTERDAY
morn met the rest of the cheerleaders to practise.
as the phrase goes,practise makes perfect.
thats a good thing for me cuz i actually had to meet mrzainal in the morn!
he wanted to scold me of course.
got to escape!
then during recess time,i went ot the sec2 level to chat with some of them.
and i saw mrzainal again!!
so i didnt noe where to hide.
i quickly ran away while hiding too.
i didnt want to see him!!
he's so long-winded and we have to agree to everything he says!
but i wasnt that lucky and he spotted me running away from him.
then i ran down to sec1 level and he caught me there and ask me to go and see him outside 2c classroom.
i just gave him the reason that i went to my class to get the form that he wanted when he asked why i was running and hiding from him.
i actually wanted to say,well who wants to see your face?!
my excuse very believable right!
then he gave me his usual longgg lectures.
oh and i forgot to bring the book needed for the english test and msaudreylee said i had to stay back to do the test.
but before doing the test,i had to go for the scrabble competition.
my table consisted of me,yongkian,bryan and yanrong.
actually was suprised yongkian was there cuz he didnt say anything bout participating inthe scrabble.
the game was super fun!
and i helped yongkian and he scored 18 for that single word?!
final scores, me-43, yongkian-42, bryan-41, yanrong-29.
the scores were very very close!
and got some groups who cheated luh.
anyhow form words..
you yourself know the words dont exist still wanna put.
tsk..no honesty at all!
after that went to do the english test and yongkian did his homework.
and i'm kinda bothered by some of the words msaudreylee said to me...
nvm lah..things can change!
after theat both of us went to eat at kfc.
yes i admit.
i still ate fried food though no training that day.
cant control temptations already!
then we loitered around lot1 and i was very suprised that lot1 was rather empty.
not much of kranjians..
so decided to go library to see if got any kranjians.
then coincidently saw melissa and jocelyn!
so chatted up with them and they librarian came over and scolded us for being too noisy.
basically was mine and yongkian's fault cuz we made them tak loudly.
so left the both of them to continue with their revision and went off.
wanted to do my ezlink but the office was closed!
so in the end had to go home.
ahhh...when can i do my ezlink?!
everyday's so busy and the office close damn early..
i still havent got my IC done!!!

ps;i got a new phone,like finally
W910i :D

i finally found my phone's usb wire so can upload all the pictures in my phone!
see jocelyn..i told you i'll find it!

argh....i'm down with diarrhoea!!(is this the correct spelling?)
so i skipped school today.
and my ppr hasnt even been collected!
staying at home is so boring...........

anw please try out this new cheerleading game!!
http://www.addictinggames.com/highschoolcheerleader.html
its very fun!!
even guys can play it!
TRY IT!

well havent been blogging lately.
didnt have the chance..
lately alot of things happened.
getting our results and other stuff of course.
i wont elaborate on my results.
if you wanna noe ask me.
just to sum it up,i did badly for the common test.
okay not gonna look back at the past already.
what's done cannot be unchanged.
moving on to other events...
I MET XINDI AND LYNN YESTERDAY!!!!!!
it just feels so great to see them after a very long time.
we had dinner together at pizzahut.
and they are just so sweet and the greatest seniors/friends lah!!
xindi baked for me cupcakes which had my name written over it.
and she even made the whipped cream by herself!
you guys should order from her cupcakes.
she bakes delicious ones!!
i'm not lying!!
lynn and xindi gave me a red billabong wallet as my birthday gift.
and yeah red is my favourite colour!
to top it off,i actually wanted to buy a wallet!
i also recieved cards from both of them.
i wont get sick of reading the cards cuz i'll smile everytime i read it!
and xindi used graph paper just to make me love maths more!!
oh and i have to thank lynn for the pizzahut treat.
though it was just a short dinner,i really enjoyed every bit of it.
no one ever made my birthday this special,not even my family members.
they put in so much effort into the presents and were willing to spend time with me though they were tired.
if either of them happens to see this post of mine,i'd like to thank them again for everything they did.
not only for yesterday but ever since i got to know them.
chatting to them is never boring!
and though we're not of the same age,they nvr made me feel uncomfortable in their presence.
i'll never forget them and i hope they dont forget me too!
I LOVE YOU TWO,XINDI AND LYNN!!!!!

now to the other details of what happened yesterday...
everything went so well when i was outside but the moment i reached home it turned very very wrong.
i reached home close to 9pm and my brother stopped me from entering the house.
i didnt want to argue so i just stood outside and waited till he went away.
i entered the house and he started raising his voice at me,asking questions about where i went etc.
i told him that i had dinner outside and he wasnt satisfied with my answer.
then what else could i answer..
i was indeed having dinner outside what!
and i had already informed my mother beforehand that i'll be coming home late.
like isnt that enough...
who has more authority?!
my mother of course!
and my mother wasnt even angry at me cuz i already told her about my whereabouts etc.
but i dunno why the hell my brother wanna flare up.
he keep on psychoing my mother and in the end i got scolded by her and even got caned too.
i know she always listens to my brother but the thing is,she wasnt angry at me initially but cuz my brother kept poking into the matter she vented her anger on me..
its totally unfair!
so i couldnt say much so i went online to do my f&n coursework which was due the next day.
the next issue my brother poked on was that i was signed in to msn.
what the hell is wrong with being signed on to msn?!
do homework doesnt mean cant use msn what..
i had my reasons to sign in to msn.
i was unsure on what to do and therefore had to ask questions from other ppl.
not only that,i needed zhenyi to help me to print my coursework.
without being signed in to msn i cant do those two things!
and i didnt chat that much during that time.
cuz i knew that i had to finish my coursework first.
my brother kept saying i was chatting instead of doing homework.
and he kept insisting i should sign out.
i didnt listen cuz like what i mentioned above,i needed to ask for help online.
just cause i didnt listen to him he slapped me thrice.
once on the left and twice on the right.
what kind of a brother is he?!
he cant even manage his own emotions and wanna say he's matured.
so what if you're 17,you have totally shown that you're immature by slapping me.
you can even keep your emotions in check.
and he doesnt even have morals.
resorting to violence to get things done his way.
i didnt even retaliate once.
i could have hit him back if i wanted too.
but what for..a fight would happen and cause more troubles.
he's not a man luh.
man dont hit women.
i thought after all these the night would be peaceful one again cuz i really couldnt finish up any homework at that moment!
my brother made so much noise and my mother even supported him...
i was so helpless at that time.
it was as if i had no one to turn to.
i wanted to look up to my mother but she was already on my brother's side.
i really felt like running away from home that night but decided i shouldnt make decisions rashly.
so i just ignored them and continued with my coursework.
because of my brother,i cant even eat properly now.
i cant chew on my right side of the mouth and i have toothaches often now.
not long after that i heard loud thumpings from above the ceiling.
i thought it was some random couple quarelling.
but when my grandfather opened the door,it turned out to be my aunt and uncle(i think they were both drunk) fighting.
its normal for arguments among couples but turning to fighting etc?
thats too much isnt it...
so in the end we had to stop each otehr from attacking one another.
but we couldnt control their mouths and they kept hurling abuses and insults and one another.
suddenly,my aunt went up and slapped my uncle.
then my uncle couldnt take it and he went to hit her back.
they broke out in a fight and we had to pull them apart.
the arguement was between my aunt and uncle but they made my grandmother,me and my mother injured when we were trying to stop them from hitting one another.
in the end,i called up the police as the matter just got worser.
the police came along with the paramedics and statements were taken down etc.
both of them are plain inconsiderate.
they made so much noise the whole night that we couldnt sleep at all.
i went to sch the next day feeling damn tired cuz i didnt get to sleep!!
which resulted in killer headaches the whole day..
even when i'm blogging now,i'm still having a splitting headache.
actually i didnt want to blog bout these incidents but like ppl always say,you shouldnt bottle things up.
so thats why i decided to blog about it.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
VIOLENCE DOESNT SOLVE ANYTHING.
IT ONLY BRINGS ABOUT MORE COMPLICATIONS.

ps;sorry if my post very disorganised etc.
cant really think with a headache..

TODAY IS SUCH A "JUMBLED UP FEELINGS" DAY!!!
i was having the time of my life until i stepped into my house...
shall elaborate some otehr time cuz i'm really busy now :(

WENT TO MARINA SQUARE WITH JOCELYN AND YONGKIAN!!!
met the duo at jurongeast and i happened to see barry too!
trained down to cityhall.
i didnt think the trip was that long compared to jocelyn.
(aiyah,what can you expect from someone who's weak..)
first thing we did upon reaching marina square was looking at the directory.
good thing yongkian suggested it cuz marina square is damn big and anyone can just get lost inside the mall.
couldnt decide where to eat as each of us had different prefences.
in the end went to the foodcourt since there would be alot of varieties.
i bought grilled fish with rice while the other two bought japanese food.
yongkian ate fried food when he's not supposed too!
and tootyyeoh stole some fish from me!!
went to walk around after eating and yk bought his wallet from quicksilver(supposed to be jocelyn bought for him as a 7 month late bday present!!)
jocelyn bout herself a ripcurl pencilcase and she didnt believe how much it cost!
yongkian also bought for a waterbottle from quicksilver.
i didnt buy anything.
see..i can hold my temptations well!
had nothing to do and we went to millenia walk.
we went to this big warehouse with electronic gadgets,beds and sofas etc.
yongkian suggested us to try out the sofas and beds and the beds were damn comfy lah!
very good for sleeping and "ahem-ahem",some other things(you should noe)
jocelyn got really sleepy after trying the beds!
(told you she's very weak)
i bought some chocs and a sherbet fizz thingy from candy empire.
at first the sherbet thingy tasted dusgusting but the more i ate it,the more i liked it.
jocelyn said it tasted like vomit!
disgusting lah she!
made me wanna puke at that moment..
we walked around in search for a seat.
and jocelyn wanted to go home cuz she very tired.
the moment she said that,we spotted two empty benches right ahead of us!!
jocelyn started playing with my handphone camera and took random shots of me and yongkian.
and yongkian also took photos!
the most unglam shot of me was the one where i was showing off my armpit!
i was actually scratching my ear and yongkian go and snap!
jocelyn was getting high and crazy and went around snapping people's photos.
she even took yongkian's nostrils!!
after sometime i took a small ?rock/pebble? and threw in onto the ground.
it landed near a guy and he was like looking around angrily to see what caused the sound.
he's like so .....
the object never even hit him!
he looked rather angry so we left the place in a hurry.
walked back to the mrt station and trained down to marina bay cuz can get seats.
jocelyn dared me to do some silly stuffs like running out of the train we were in and touch the opposite glass door.
luckily the train door never close!!
oh and jocelyn today keep trying to push me!
dun waste your effort lah.
i'm so much stronger than you.
so you can never push me off!!
and jocelyn's hiccups make her look like she having fits or something!
i alighted at dhoby ghout and went to work.
today was just loads of fun!

ps;i wanna watch meet the spartans!!
pss;(to jocelyn)i'll find the wire soon and upload all the photos!!!

I OFFICIALLY STARTED WORKING TODAY!!
and i wanna go bowling badly!!
i screwed up my oral too :(

JOCELYN AHTOOT YEOH SHU YI THE ROCK WHO ROCKS!!!
i've known her since sec1.
and now we're already sec3!
i still remember me and her going to limbang mac often after sch during sec1.
and we did stupid stuffs like taking the kids machine ride outside the macs.
i had to admit i was afraid of her during my sec1 times.
you may think its weird that i'm so much bigger than her but i'm afraid of her.
well dont ask me,i myself dont noe the reason why.
in the end we ended up being shooter partners and also had to work together even more when she was voted to be vicechairperson in sec2.
we exchanged alot of smses about netball and class and netball etc.
she was the girl who was just crazy over netball,to the extent she'll die without netball.
even her dream job has something to do with netball!
other good points:
she's caring(but really not obvious).
she's crazy most of the times.
she attitudes people(very rare nowadays)and talks to them very soon after she just attituded them.
she's forever praising herself but would never agree if i praised her.
she doesnt want to accept the fact that her body has all the curves and that she's not fat!
you'll never win an argument against her(try if you like!).
she's such a retard and a tooty person and you cant help smiling at her actions.
she loves pigs but are afraid of them(weird??).
she cant differentiate between a pig and a dog(weirder??),
(the list is never ending)..........
definitely someone you cant forget after you've known her!
lastly,she's physically and mentally stronger than me.
ps:i hope coach wont change you as GA!!!

I DIDNT GO HOME SINCE FRIDAY!!!
its an accomplishment in a way okay.hahas.
but before you let your mind wander....i did bathe during the 2 days!!
weekends are getting so boring and there's nothing much to do.
my main purpose of blogging is actually cuz i promised melissa something.
something i'll elaborate later on...
i wished holidays were longer!
there's so much to do in such a short time.
and when its back to sch we have to work hard again cuz mid year exams are coming.
well,thats a students life!

[b][c=1]melissa}[/c][/b] [c=4]requitted-love@bs.com[/c] said:
put -melissa who is actually damn smart
SEE THIS!!!
melissa self-praising sia!!!
hahas.okay but i have to agree at least to some of it.
i saw how hardworking she was for the common test.
well maybe i saw it only on certain days but its enough to tell me that you wanted to do well.
(only for this time)you're not an idiot cuz only fools and idiot dun want to do well for studies.
for netball,she has to be the most graceful player!
she can jump and land etc but still look elegant.
can go join dance already!
oh and she can fly on court!
even when(as on-lookers see it)the ball is like out of her reach,she can somehow still get the ball.
lastly,you're the BEST IDIOT ever okay! :D

ps;idiot!see..i praise you already what!
all these are facts.
you dun want me to write things that's not true rite!

quote of the day:
SHORT IS SWEET!

I CAN BE A PSYCHIC ALREADY!
reason1:
me and jiaqi were studying fn 15mins before the paper started.
both of us nvr studied fn the nite before so we rushed thru the topics tested.
then i randomly picked out question for jiaqi to answer.
then went i recieved the test paper i immediately thought of jiaqi!
you noe why?!
cuz all the questions that came out were the ones i asked jiaqi earlier on!!
damn accurate lah....
so me and jiaqi had an easy time doing the test.
reason2:
i helped some sec2's with their lit exams.
and some of the things i said came out!
so this proves i can be a fortune teller rite!!
ss was manageable too.
rushed thru the whole paper and i elaborated too much already.
i started my last SEQ question when there was only 15mins left!
luckily i still finsihed the whole paper.
maths was like shit as usual.
shall not elaborate too much as i need study for hist and physics.
all the best people!

quote of the day:
YOU TRY TO MAKE ME GO TO A REHAB
BUT I SAID NO NO NO

THE TRAGEDY OF THE SCISSORS PAPER STONE GAME.......
the netballers should know what i'm talking about lah.
such a simple game but so many casualties.
stupid rain..
even IDIOT got injured!
she got a scar next to a scar.HAHAS.
went to training super late today(5plus!!)
had english and maths ip before that.
because of that i only managed to run 2.4 and do court drills.
tmr will be a very very long day for me cuz i'm gonna have maths ip(like finally?!)
it'll start right after sch and end around 4 or 5.
afterwhich i'll be studying chem with yongkian.
i still promised lyndi to help her with shooting.
godddd...so many things to be done.
why is everyone feeling so down now..
yeah cant deny everyone have their own set of problems.
but you have to remain positive about them.
okay but not to the extent like me!
i'm too positive that i laugh everything off including my studies.
yeah but for those who know me well i dun show my emotions out.
i may feel sad or disappointed etc but i'll still be laughing like a crazy woman on the outside!
please people cheer up!
dun ever forget there are many others who care about you.
and when you're feeling down our moods will get affected too.
always remember, every problem has its way out(:
ps;i ran 2.4km for 3 days straight!so fun but tiring!and it makes my ovary painful!

i came back at 5plus today!
hahas.thats shocking to myself luhs!
usually i'll reach home the earliest 7plus.

today sch was okay.
did normal stuffs.
common test is next week!!
no matter how much i study i still feel so stupid.
its like i'm fated to fail every single time.
ppl always think i nvr study.
but they dun noe what i do everytime rite.
doesnt mean i dun do homework i dun care bout my studies.
i admit i'm a lazy person who HATES doing homework.
but i do study for my subjects.
i'm so gonna flunk my common tests.
which i definitely dun want to.
if i fail my mum will say,
"you see..i told you rite from the start that netball doesnt help you at all.it wont do you any good.i told you to quit since last year but you dun want listen."
she'll defnitely make me quit cuz she said if i failed even one subject i have to quit netball.
thats why i'm gonna study harder for the tests but no matter how hard i study i still fail!
if the teachers dun want help me then nvm luhs.
if they want to keep saying i'm lousy etc i dun care lah.
say all you want..
but actually hope my maths teacher would help me more.
she said those weaker in maths will have ip coaching.
you nvr once called me to go for ip.
i wanted to go but you didnt ask me to.
you even said i was lagging too far behind already.
best thing is,you said you'll give me one on one ip coaching.
i believed it but turned out to be you wasnt going to give me any help.
wow..such a false hope!
looks like you're gonna give up on me.
nvm luhs.at least i have better teachers like msaudreylee and mdmteo!
ps;my chem is the lousiest among all the express classes...

i currently hate someone!
yongkian should noe who lah.
i'm gonna plan my revenge soon!(:

oh today went to sentosa to check the trees there.
some trees are already so tall!
i watered the plants today.
did nth much there lah.
the van driver dropped me, mdmnormala and horus at clementi interchange.
thats why i'm home so early today!

i think thats all for today lah.
still got msaudreylee's homework which i have to do!!
cant blog much already(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUTING!!
lets see, you're my friend,teammate,gossip partner and DATE!!
hahas.oh and you're someone whom i really trust alot!
and you're finally 15!
wish you all the best for your birthday.
we shall gossip more bout "you know you know"
and talk bout alot alot of other stuffs.
and dun ever forget GCOTB okay!

we(ex-2Aians) went to watch 'ps i love you' after sch.
the movie was borrrrringggg!
i fell asleep lah!
waste $7 bucks on it sia.
guess what..i just realised all the netballers(jocelyn,me,amanda,yuting) that went fell asleep too!!
the movie was basically very draggy.
luckily me and yk nvr watch it last time.
we thought it was a nice movie but turn out it wasnt.
i even played with m perfum and powder since i was so bored.
shaotao and me kept talking in the cinema!
i ended up putting prickly heat powder on my face!!
evil tao never tell me the powder is very hot sia!!
in the end my face felt so hot luhs!
before the movie the rest went to eat at longjohn while me,zhenyidaniel and yuting went to help me look for xindi's bday present.
bought the necklace at SK at quite a reasonable price.
and the funny thing is, the moment we stepped out of the shop..XINDI APPEARED IN FRONT OF US!!
it was so shocking lah.
i thought she was still eating.
so i quickly gave her the present but guess what she said, "i take the present but you must tell me the price so i can repay you"
she's so cute and funny at the same time!
its your bday present leh!
how can you repay me back?!
i bought that gift for alot of reasons which she'll noe.
so i hope she'll like it :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINDI!!
I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU!!
YOU'RE MORE THAN JUST A SENIOR, YOU'RE A GREAT FRIEND!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!
(see i said that just for you okays!)

I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!
like after god damn long.
decided to delete the india post since everyone also knew what we did thru the presentation.
since everyone's posting bout the sec3 camp at PULAU UBIN,
i shall do the same then.
3 days 2 nights...
seems long rite.
but to me,those days zoomed past and without us knowing it was already end of camp!
i somehow wished the camp was at least 5 days.
3 days just wasnt enough to explore the whole of ubin.
we mainly did cycling,trekking and kayaking.
all 3 were very fun and challenging but i prefer kayaking the most!
cycling was fun but my butt was hurting so much cuz the seat was just damn uncomfortable!
the seat TOO SMALL for my BIGBIG ASS!!!
still its exciting to be cycling around in an unknown place.
and my whole class knew how to cycle including our teachers!
trekking was tiring since we trekked for 8 hours under the merciless sun.
many thought they couldnt make it.
but we did!
the trek was very fun,cool and we had such a great time shouting out our cheers!

cheer 1:
INNADE PATE PATE WA WA(ME)
SHASI(REST OF CLASS)
KUMARAN(YURI)

cheer 2:
SHASI(ME)
BEGUM(REST OF CLASS)

cheer 3(comes with actions too!!):
GIVE ME A S(ME)
S(REST OF CLASS)
GIVE ME A H(ME)
H(REST OF CLASS)
GIVE ME AN A(ME)
A(REST OF CLASS)
GIVE ME A S(ME)
S(REST OF CLASS)
GIVE ME AN I(ME)
I(REST OF CLASS)
PUT THEM TOGETHER WHAT DO YOU GET(ME)
SHASI(REST OF CLASS)

cheer 4:
SHASI OI
KUMAR(REPLY)

i did come out with my own song but somehow its out of tune abit lah.

shasi kumaran
teaches us chemistry
he's the one making crude jokes
and always digs his nose

anyway if mrshasi happens to see this(which i doubt so),
dun take it too seriously.
we're just having fun!
and i also know you're not a petty kind of person.
our class like you alot actually!

so back to the trek..
when we were shouting aloud and having good company,
we really dun feel that tired!
for kayaking, i paired up with thaqif!
had lots of fun with him!
though i kept shouting at him,
i know he wont take it to heart ya.
we almost capsized a few times too!
but luckily we didnt.
our major was the best of all!
we finished kayaking in a shorter time compared to the other major.
no one in our major also capsized.
this shows how determined and focused we are but yet we had lots of fun at the camp!

lastly, we have to thank everyone who made this camp a success.
the instructors, teachers and ourselves.
i'd really like to thank KENNETH and RICHARD for being such great instructors and guiding us throughout the camp.
you guys make such great buddies and we'll miss you!!