please cheer up okay.
it really hurts me to see you sad.

NETBALL or COUNCIL??????????????????????????
i knew it would come down to this.
to choose which one i want.
i really cant imagine life without netball.
but yet,i like leading too and being in a council really has its benefits.
so what do i do now?
i was thinking my best choice now was to go for council and then just be prepared that i wont get into the main team for netball since council meetings clashes with a day of netball training.
but i mean,it kinda sucks too not to get into school team.
how?!

ps;maths is being such a bitch ):

i met a really nice taxi driver ytd!
i cant really write much about him here cuz he asked whatever that was shared between the two of us to be a secret.
i know he's just a stranger but within that short amount of time,from jjc to west coast,he managed to really leave an imprint in my life.
i'll really heed his advice and also make myself a better person (:

first improvement to work on:
START DOING HOMEWORK!
yeah,i'm falling into the cycle of taking things easy again and thinking that i can still do well without doing work.
shall start working on it asap (:

i really want my shoulder to get well asap so i can train to my fullest at the next training!!

i'm bored now.
currently thinking of what i can do for the cny break.
like cant possibly go out with friends since all of my close friends are chinese.hahas.
it's at times like this that i kinda regret for not having any close non-chinese friends.lol!
anyways,i did something BIG today.
hahas!
any guesses?
I USED MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME!!!
lol.okay fine,you guys might be thinking,FACEBOOK ONLY WHAT.
yeah but,i dunno why i wasnt all into the fb craze when it was new.
guess i was lazy.
so the nice yongkian helped me to create an account like months back and so today was my first time actually using it.
cant upload any photos for now since i cant find my usb cable ):
okay,shall continue exploring fb to find out why so many ppl are loving it.lol! :D

CNY celebrations today!
hahas.oh well,dont really care bout that.
but had fun in the hall with wenmin and ras.
even came up with a short song bout RAS(sing to bad romance tune):
RAS RAS SAR SAR RAS
RA RA SA SA RAS
RAS SAR RAS SAR RAS
WATCH OUT FOR RASANYA!!!!
HAHAS!damn funny okay when you sing it in tune.lol!
so collected v.day gifts afterwards.
the booth wasnt really effective.
totally didnt meet my orders.
not a satisfied customer ):

went to jp afterwards with mabel,jacq and saeina.
chit chatted while the rest ate since i wanted to eat with the REDBOTTLES later on.
talked for rather long i guess and off i went to marina bay.
the trip was horrible cuz i felt damn bored.hahas!
finally reached and i felt all alone still since the rest havent reached.
jocelyn and yuting reached shortly after and finally got to see the SAJC uniform which mabel has been raving about.haha!
she like say until the uniform damn nice.lol!
but she's actually quite right.
their uniform is nice.
good colour combi plus the material of the skirt is damn good cuz it doesnt get crumpled.lol!
plus the colour is dark so on menses days,you need not worry so much bout leaking unlike jj's uniform.lol!
but jocelyn sits till like totally unglam lah.
worse than me!
oh plus jocelyn was reading the cosmopolitan magazine and she like got totally high reading bout the male bits lah!
juniors,ginny and bjorn came later on.
so we ate,chit chatted,played kite/cards and took photos.
the jellies made by the juniors are tasty.
and i'm not saying it just cuz they're my juniors.lol!
luckily my sandwiches turned out okay too (:
so the juniors couldnt really stay for long and had to leave halfway.
so me and jocelyn kinda like used emotional blackmail to sort of try to make them stay which not only didnt work,it backfired too!hahas!
cuz the juniors got irritated with us.
hahas!sorry okay.
was just fooling around. (:
anw,we got to see fireworks at night!
hahas.but dunno for what purpose one luh.
so left the place around 7plus.
but we only board the bus at 9plus?!
super long right!
parted off with jocelyn at tanjong pagar and with ginny and yuting at j.east.

anyway,i really enjoyed today's short gathering.
it's really nice to see all of you guys and just chat,enjoy each other's company etc.
yes,i might miss the feeling we get when we hang out together but i miss the atmosphere and feeling we share on court too.looking forward to playing with you guys soon!
love you all! :D

ps;jocelyn's damn evil lah.i gave her my heart(in the form of a balloon) but she like totally let it fly away lah.i gave you my only heart and yet you lost it ):
and to make matters worse,i gave her a rose but then she like totally crushed the rose.
wah,double heartbreaks in a few hours man! ): ): ):

home
disappointment
self-management
finance
good for nothing
distance
meaningless
hurt
escape
confinement
relationships
pressure
lies
disapproval
pointless

worth it?
and dont bother guessing,the word's all jumbled up.

i had a nightmare yesterday night.
it was freaking weird and screwed up.
but funny too!HAHAS! :D

HELLO!!!!
i feel so detached from the web.
okay,i might have just gotten back from camp(which was a blast!) but even before that,i didnt really use the comp that frequently.
lol.was i really that busy?
hmm,perhaps.
anw,i shall blog bout the orientation camp first cuz if i dont do so,i'll definitely get lazy.hahas!

DAY 1
i was in OG28 and in Family4(BIKILA,Black House)
hahas!weird name but nice colour (:
btw,my class is 10A04 (:
we had icebreakers first.
some ppl who were in OG1(for admin days) were also in my class.
got to know a bunch of other nice ppl too.
anw,my class like has a number of ppl from fmss.
so after icebreakers,we had our MASS DANCE.
my partner was much better so i enjoyed myself thoroughly this time round.
had games afterwards.
it was partly dry/wet games.
hahas!cuz the OGLs were like spraying water here and there.
we had a song singing session at night.
honestly,i dont quite like some of the songs,not the lyrics but the tunes.
it's like most of them sound the same but the lyrics very meaningful.
and can see alot of effort put into writing the songs.(some of the J2s wrote some of the songs).
we had a night walk cum night games after that.
at one particular game,we had to like finish bottles of water to retrieve clues.
i drank 3 bottles!hahas!
like some water slurping machine right!
slept in the hall for that night.
oh anyways,most ppl should know i usually dont sleep at camps/chalets etc.
so i stayed up and stared at ppl.
but since sindhya was like in front of me,i stared at her the most.hahas!
but after a while,i felt like an idiot cuz practically everyone in the hall was like sleeping and i had no one to talk to.hahas!
so that's why i slept.hahas.
my first time sleeping at camps for first night man!
ps;my sandals went missing at night ):

DAY2
the day's highlights were water games and jj night!!!
both were awesome man!
so we had 2 sessions of water games.
first one was before lunch.
so for this session,i wasnt completely satisfied cuz i felt i didnt get wet enough.hahas!
so was totally excited when the OGLs said there was another session in the afternoon.
but unfortunately,our second session was cut short cuz it was raining.
stupid weather ):
was supposed to be a 2 hour session but only played for 45mins.
nevertheless,i still had fun (:
so now for the MAJOR highlight....JJ NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!
the atmosphere was damn high!
there were balloons around and it was dark etc.
like clubbing can!!!
the J1s were like all mashed together and jumping around together.
damn hot and sweaty but SUPER HIGH!
so we were all like bouncing/bopping/jumping to the beats of those current hits.
our OGLs performed too but i felt the performance by the girls of the cabinet council was the best!
cuz peixuan(one of the emcee) danced super sexily and hot can?!?!
i'm serious!!
she can be the next beyonce okay!!!HAHAS!
ahhh...i cant get her performance outta my head.hahas!
she can really follow the single ladies steps till damn well!
i hope they recorded down her performance.hahas!
so we had mass dance afterwards.
did all the dances at one go.
so the dances were(not in order):
superstar
ain't it funny
5 colours in her hair
oh my darling
beat it
pump it
chori chori i think?(they didnt teach us this dance so we like followed the dance steps on the spot itself.lol!)
and if you're wondering,two of songs were hindi songs.lol!
i still remember i danced to the song oh my darling at a relatives wedding when i was 10 i think?lol!
and after all the mass dance,it ws the slow dance part.
my partner looked totally uncomfortable all of a sudden.
my partner was damn shy lah.
keep looking at the floor.lol!
and we kept like moving up and down only so i started to direct him cuz i kinda got bored.
yeah i know the guys are supposed to be the ones directing but then i really couldnt take it alre.hahas!
halfway thru,my partner said he had to get something and i immediately knew he was ditching me!!!!hahas!
damn poor thing right!
got ditched during my slow dance.
so walked around and saw xuan er and he saved me by dancing with me afterwards.
lol.but he also didnt really dare do much steps except for going up and down but this time i just went along cuz he was alre nice enough to rescue me.
so in all,the mass dance were fun and the slow dance was okay i guess.
sang songs next and then we huddled in our own OGs and thanked each other,hugged etc.
that marked the end of jj night.
i'm so gonna remember this night for the rest of my life.hahas!
this time round,we slept in classrooms.
and the same thing happened like the previous night.
i thought it'd be different cuz many girls said they wanted to stay up.
in the end all slept!!

DAY3
had area cleaning.
kinda regretted for throwing around damn lots of water bombs cuz now we had to clear all the plastic bags away.hahas!
but when we formed a straight line and moved across the soccer field,me,jacquelynn and sindhya all felt as though we were human lawnmowers.hahas!
had an E web session afterwards.
sounds so IT right!
well,NOT.
it stands for Emotional Web.
there'll be this rafia string being passed around.
once you get hold of the string,you have to say what you feel bout the class and then thank someone individually to pass the string to them.
so now,each of us has a piece of the sacred string.hahas!
it's tied to my RED bottle :D
but sindhya like totally stepped onto the web after the session?!
hahas!so we all agreed that whatever root of problems in the future of our class will be caused by her.lol!
so took pics etc.
piggy-backed sindhya and wenmin too.
but that sindhya right,she doesnt know how to land sfter i dropped her!hahas!
she like totally fell onto the floor.hahas!
we proceeded to the hall afterwards and mr.leow gave a mini adam khoo crying session.
it was short but then enough to make you cry.
like will make you feel guilty.
or maybe it's just me cuz what he said matches me directly.
i didnt cry but had the feeling though.
we were dismissed afterwards.
was really tempted to join saeina and mabel for lunch but then i wanted to join in on the optional final dance session in the hall.
told you guys i love mass dances!
so partnered lily and it was a mess!
hahas!cuz i had to be a guy and i totally dunno how to spin her etc!hahas!

and,THAT'S ALL FOR JJC'S ORIENTATION CAMP 2010!!!