HELLO WORLD!!!!!!!!!
I'M FEELING SO DAMN HIGH AND EXCITED CUZ I JUST SUBMITTED MY CHOICES FOR THE JAE EXERCISE.
XINDI SAYS SHE'S EXCITED FOR ME AND SHE'S MADE ME EVEN MORE EXCITED.
GOSH!
AND I'M EXCITED OF WHAT THE FUTURE BRINGS.
WELL,I'LL ONLY KNOW WHEN THAT PIECE OF SMS COMES FLYING IN.
ANW,THE OTHER REASON WHY I'M SO EXCITED IS CUZ OF MY CHOICES!
IT'S LIKE SO RANDOM AND CRAZY!
COMMENT ON THEM FOR YOURSELF! ;D
1st: CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE
2nd: ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE
3rd: JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE
4th: PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE
5th: NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE
6th: NATIONAL JUNIOR COLLEGE
7th: ANGLO-CHINESE JUNIOR COLLEGE
8th: VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE
9th: RAFFLES INSTITUTION
10th: HWA CHONG INSTITUTION
11th: INNOVA JUNIOR COLLEGE
12th: YISHUN JUNIOR COLLEGE

DONT PLAY PLAY OKAY.GOT RAFFLES,HWACHONG,VICTORIA ETC!
LOL!BUT I'M REALLY HOPING TO GO INTO CJC AND NEXT JJC.
AJC WAS MY DAD'S CHOICE.LOL!
IN FACT,I FEAR GETTING IN THERE.
DONT THINK I CAN COPE.
BUT IF I'M REALLY EXTREMELY LUCKY AND GET INTO SOME TOP JC RIGHT,I'LL BE LAUGHING MY ASS OFF LAH.
EVEN LYNDI SAID SHE'LL JOIN ME IN LAUGHING.LOL!
WELL I REALLY HOPE I GET INTO CJC CUZ I LIKE THEIR ELEP PROGRAMME.
BUT I GOT A FEELING I'LL GET INTO JJ.
WHILE MELISSA THINKS I'LL GET INTO CJ.
WHAT DO YOU THINK? D:

I MET LYNN RECENTLY (:
hahas.it was a last minute plan.
the funny thing is,whenever we say we want to meet up/plan fr a meet up,it usually doesnt happen.lol!
so met up with her to get more advice bout whether i should go poly/jc and also get to know more bout jc life.
lunched at kfc and walked/chatted etc.
while we're at the top floor,lynn suddenly like said 'Hi Mom!' in front of a hairdressing shop and i thought she was just being random when it turned out to be the shop is really owned by her parents.hahas!
her parents are really young and the most important thing,friendly!
like dont really feel awkward when was there.
i did share earlier on to lynn bout my numerology thingy and then her parents and the staff there all wanted to know more.lol!
so the numerology session lasted till 8plus i think.hahas!
lynn's parents even wanted me to go their house on cny and like explain more bout the numerology stuffs.hahas!
anw,i'm still unsure of what i wanna do ):

ps;read a nice book called salaam, paris.but didnt manage to finish it ):

firstly,HI JOCELYN!
yes,today was the day,
the day that determines our next step of education,
and also another closer step to finding out who we will be in the future.
okay,enough of that.
i swear i was super scared(though nothing still makes my heart beat as wildly as compared to zonal matches.lol!) and nervous as i just didnt have a good feeling bout my results.
but many ppl told me it was normal and i did manage to calm myself down but not for long.
i mean who wouldnt keep thinking of their results right!
so went up to the hall and went thru the normal MSG,distinction rates etc.
was quite shocked with the list of top 12 scholars in kranji.
so i wasnt really focusing on the slides.
was more worried bout my results.
i was the last one to take my results so the tension was really building up while i waited.
so finally got my results and here it is:
english A1
maths C5
science(physics/chemistry) A2
combined humanities(social studies/history) B3
mother tongue A1
food&nutrition A2
CCA A1

L1R5 14
L1B4 9

overall i'm really quite contented cuz i did target to get at least a ten or below for L1B4.
i'm really very happy with my science and english cuz both went way above my expectations!

but at the same time,i cant help feeling disappointed over my F&N and humanities.
for F&N,it was just a lil bit of disappointment cuz i know what dragged me down(yeah,that bloody coursework).

but for humanities,i really thought i'll get a distinction.
i know i didnt finish my history but at least an A2 would've been sufficient.
it's not like i didnt study.
in fact,i think i studied among the hardest in my history class,though i know i look like a slacker.
i studied more topics than what the teachers asked too and tried not to leave anything out.
and another reason i studied so hard was cuz ms.nat said she'll lose her job if she couldnt produce at least 5 distinctions from 4B.
i wouldnt want to carry this guilt on my shoulders for the rest of my life.

so,i didnt really bother going around asking bout ppl's results,except maybe for yk's and a few others,since i was quite bothered over humanities.
so sat down and organised the grad tee etc.

ms.nat did come up to me and tried talking but i really couldnt face her.
like how could i?
she pinned such high hopes on me so i didnt really dare look at her face.
she began saying,'dont be so sad etc.you did your best etc.'
i knew i couldnt let her carry on if not i'll just let go.haha!
so i walked off.
hahas.she tried talking another time and i walked off again!
i know it's rude but i really dont want to just break down in front of her.lol.
so ms.foo also did the same thing but i did the same thing i did to ms.nat.
lol.the only teacher who managed to talk to me was ms.low i guess.
since i was happy with my C5.
i really expected a C6 cuz i didnt finish paper 2.

so finally felt ready enough to find ms.foo but i was wrong lah!
she started those kinda talk bout you did great etc all over again and i really couldnt control alre,so i cried luh.
i still promised myself when i was in pri sch that i'll nvr cry over my studies.hahas!
i dunno lah.it's guilt mixed with shame mixed with disappointment plus i hate those talks that'll make you go all emotional!hahas!
went to find ms.nat and the same thing happened again.hahas!
aww..ms.nat and ms.foo said they'll miss me when they hugged me.lol!

went up to staffroom to find ms.nat again after the whole thing and asked her if she was serious about the losing the job thingy.
in the end she said she might just get scolded(the job's thingy not confirmed).lol.
i mean it was such a huge relief,i seriously will feel even worse if she really lost her job.

went down to watch juniors train afterwards and coach asked the onlookers to do reviews!
quite fun yet beneficial since the players can learn from mistakes and we're watching the game in great detail so as to not miss out on mistakes etc.
chatted with coach after training and realised i do want to take up umpiring and coaching courses soon.
not only do i want to know and play the game,i wanna have qualifications in it too.
who knows i might make a career out of my passion?

went to toa payoh to find my mum and went off to orchard to look at sports shoes.
i really need one badly,like ASAP ):

ps;went to find lyndi during recess today and she said get her something from lot 1(i offered of course,just that she refused to tell me what she want.haha!).she said if i bought what she was thinking of,means i'll be like sort of the best senior.lol.so i really had no idea and just decided to get kinder surprise since she asked for it before and turned out to be she was thinking of kinder surprise too.hahas!quite cool telepathy right!and i passed the test she gave me!! (:

pss;i was outside 1E waiting for yk when lyndi texted me saying she was getting bullied by some sec1s.so she told me to come quickly to the canteen.and i did went quickly,in fact i ran.lol!the thing is,i did remember telling her i would always come to her rescue if she needed help.lol!so found out some sec1 boys were actually harassing her and wenlu/causing a nuisance so i went up to the sec1 kid and actually pulled his shirt and threatened him.i know i know.it sounds evil.but i stand up for friends okay!lol.those boys were actually scared just cuz of my size but after threatening him,the small boy sort of looked as though he wasnt happy.we'll see if he wants revenge (:

psss;i wore red undies today for luck! :D

I WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY!
i finally dragged my lazy ass back to school cuz meihui asked me to and also cuz i wanted to watch their training as well as meet friends and teachers.
first person i saw was mdm.yongsiowling!
hahas!chatted with her for awhile and bumped into ms.lai afterwards.
exchanged a few words and i went up to the staffroom to look for jenny and ms.nat.
saw jenny outside of the staffroom and chatted for a while since she was in a rush and called ms.nat like how i always do by shouting from outisde the staff room.lol!
chatted with her the longest.
i really hope i dont disappoint her if not i'll feel super bad.
met ms.foo and ms.tan too.
afterwards went up to fourth level to find the juniors.
met jingyi and chatted for awhile with her and mr.shasi who was there too.

so finally went down and met with the rest of the juniors and coach.
talked to coach bout some issues going on in netball and i really feel sad for the juniors.
they like cant do so much stuffs?!
totally unfair.
training was boring at first since it was raining and we couldnt use the court.
so boring that i even became lyndi's towel girl.lol!
but it stopped raining afterwards and i managed to watch the juniors play.
i found their game okay but it's hard to judge when they play with their own team players.
managed to bitch with jayne while one of the games was going on.
and gossiped a lil with sherwin too but i cant remember what me and sherwin were talking bout at all now.lol!
oh and sherwin's sis,michelle is alre joining the juniors for training.
played a final quarter with them cuz coach wanted meihui to defend me.
my play sucked.
one shot in only.
i need to start practising again ):

went to macs afterwards with twins and jingyi.
saw joanne and the president of russia!lol.
oh and i actually saw joanne and barry in school earlier.
chatted etc and meixuan said something like,"you should come to school more often so it wont be awkward in the future."
it was just something short but it made me stop and think.

to lyndi,meixuan,meihui,cat(if by chance you guys do come and read my blog.lol):
regardless of whether i can come back to school often or not,i just hope things wont turn bad to the extent there'll be a feeling of awkwardness among us all.i really regard you guys as special friends and enjoyed the times i had with all of you.i still remember,last year,something i looked forward to everyday was seeing you guys be it in the morn/recess or after sch.i think i spent so much of time with you guys,too much in fact,to the extent that i did kinda neglect my other friends.it's like i get happy instantly after seeing you guys.that's why i really hope we maintain this friendship even after i graduate as it'll be impossible to forget each and every one of you. :D

ps;i feel bad for not sending any sms before melissa left for her genting trip.have fun and take care of yourself okay!i wanted to but fell asleep before i could do so.real sorry (:

pss;i suddenly miss jocelyn terribly cuz there's no one to talk to online this late and that's why i'm playing hexic now.lol.see lah,you got me hooked onto the game!

psss;cat was sexily fierce in today's game! :D

okay wow,havent been blogging for quite long.
i'll only have the urge to blog at night(i dunno why!)
so forcing myself to blog rather early today.
okay let's see,shall blog bout some things at one go.
-innova jc match(18th)
-some child abuse incident at lot 1
-bookfest
-outing to Mind's Cafe
-accidently tasting beer

innova jc match
the only reason that there's a date beside the heading is cuz i havent written in my netball journal and that's why i need to remember the date.
it feels good to be on court again.
but at the same time,it's not entirely satisfying.
good because after so long i'm finally back and playing a friendly.
not satisfying cuz i know my play wasnt really that good.
yeah yeah,you havent been training...
but still,i'd only feel truly blissed if i can do my best at something i love.
so despite not training for ages,we(redbottles) still won the quarters we played.
i played the best for first quarter and worst for the last quarter.
nvm,i still enjoyed myself alot.
ended up following jocelyn afterwards to head to bookfest with yk,zy,tao and dan.l.

some child abuse incident at lot 1
so finished lunching at kfc,and went up outside mac since meihui needed to get lunch for sherwin.
but there was this like huge group of ppl gathered outside the lot 1 entrance.
being the typical kaypoh singaporeans that we were,me jocelyn and meihui looked on and found out some auntie was madly hitting her poor son with an umbrella?!
and she hit the boy to the extent that her umbrella got dented and the handle came off.
the guards and so many other ppl wre trying to stop her but she just ignored them and continue hitting the boy.
the boy didnt even fight back can?!
and some indian lady tried to stop the auntie and even called the auntie a bitch but the auntie retaliated by saying something like..he's my son,i can hit him anyway i want.
so in the end the auntie's husband like pushed the auntie harshly and scolded her.
but the auntie like slapped the guy back?!
so heard police got called etc.
just some of my personal thoughts...why must the lady behave so recklessly.
she'll just make childhood unbearable for the poor boy and i think the boy will even have traumas and phobias.
i mean childhood is a time for innocence,enjoyment etc.
i guess the boy will never know how fun childhood is.
such a pity.
wanted to stay on to see what happened afterwards but zhenyi,yongkian and tao were alre waiting.
so hopped onto the train and went off to suntec city for the bookfest.

bookfest
wanted to buy gossip girl books but it was too ex.
like $17 just for a book?!
and the book was quite thin too ):
so walked around the whole bookfest and ironically,it's called a bookfest but there wasnt really much variety of books on sale.
sucky,i wanted to get 3 books but decided not to.
quite cash strapped now.
so left the bookfest without a single thing and walked around afterwards.
left earlier than the rest and went to meet my mum and her colleagues.
went to town with them to shop and headed home afterwards.

outing to Mind's Cafe
went with yongkian.
we had lun h at kfc first to have the famous black pepper chicken but sadly,it wasnt as spicy.
not enough black pepper ):
lotty's still the best so far (:
so we passed by the intercontinental hotel while searching for the cafe and it really brings back pleasant memories of prom.
so walked walked walked and finally reached the cafe,which i didnt even realise was there till yk pointed out the huge signboard placed outside.
so we plaved a few games which i cant remember all of their titles.
the only one i can clearly remember is DIRTY MINDS.lol.
but some of the games' rules were just too complicated so me and yk decided to be creative and just create our own rules.hahas!
anyway,i shall promote dirty minds!
it's really fun if you're open minded and game for anything.
the fun part of the whole game is actually reading out the clues cuz they're just DAMN horny.
hahas!and yk's like a boy and i'm like a girl so it'll just make things even more embarassing.lol!
but we still had fun and didnt really think much of it.
we're open minded ppl you see.lol :D
headed to the national library afterwards(was supposed to go for a job interview but decided not to in the end since it's been ages since i last saw yk and decided we should hang out longer).
taught him some basic malay words cuz we had this deal that if he teaches me chinese,i'll teach him malay.lol!
oh missed out the part when we went to illuma.
my first time exploring illuma.lol.
nice place.
love the long escalator and the breeze at the rooftop.
i love the arcade too!
like lots of really cool games.
yet to try any though.
so i really want to go back just for the games.
hopefully it'll be soon :D

accidently tasting beer
YES!NO KIDDING!
me and my relatives were at vivo,the usual outings.
we were at macs chatting/eating etc when i was suddenly thirsty and i dunno why,i wanted to get a drink from cheers instead of just buying one from macs.
so happened so,i was attracted to those kind of non alcoholic drinks which were packages in like beer bottles.
i cant remember the brand.
Ba.. something.lol!
so i chose the apple malt flavour and went back to macs.
one of my grandmother saw my drink and wanted to get one for her sis.
but she wanted the plain one.
so went back to cheers and got it.
so (imagine this okay), i was holding two similar bottles in my hand and idly looking at the magazines stand.
so i took a sip from one of the bottles and realised it wasnt my drink cuz it tasted super horrible!
my one was at least quite nice lah.
took a sip and immediately starting coughing!
so i smelled it and it didnt smell good too.
at that point of time,ididnt know it was beer cuz i dunno how beer smelled or tasted like.lol!
innocent rite!
so went back to macs and gave the drink to my grandmother.
my grandmother tried the drink and immediately like starting exclaiming that it was beer.
hahas!caused a rather big commotion among us since we cant drink what.
so they all began to inspect the bottle and compared it with mine and we found out something surprising.
on my bottle,it wrote NON ALCOHOLIC DRINK.
on the other bottle,it wrote NON ALCOHOLIC BEER.
i felt quite bad after that lah,for consuming beer.
i may not be pious but i still feel bad bout these kinda stuffs.
at least next time i wont buy those drinks anymore,especially the plain one.
anw,can someone explain to me what non alcoholic beer is?
if it's beer,how can it be non alcoholic?
answer my questions if you can,thanks :D

i think my hols are pretty much daed.
i just quitted my job recently so i'm just slacking at home.
and i only have two confirmed outings.
which is going to some cafe with yongkian and taking the flyer for christmas.
how boring can this can?!
my life cant be this boring.
lol.and to thin that even during exams time,i was still out partying with my family.
sigh,i better quickly get a job.
and goos luck to the juniors for their game tmr with innova jc!
age doesnt matter,it's the skills and team effort! :D

i'm feeling super miserable now.
i was so excited ytd night when talking to jocelyn but now i can't go on sat ):
sigh,i'm feeling damn damn low now.