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2011-10-25T11:14:00.000-07:00

finally home after so long.
elaborate some other time.
maybe i'll make this a private post.
hmmmm.
anyway,gonna go sleep now.havent slept since ytd.nights ppl!

2011-10-21T01:58:00.001-07:00

went to rv today for some lit revision thingy.
i wasnt really there for it actually.
more interested in just going to rv.
that place holds so much memories.
and it makes me wanna play netball more ):

2011-10-15T20:49:00.000-07:00

sigh,so disappointed in you.
you're ditching everyone else for that person.
really,is it that worth it?

2011-10-14T01:29:00.000-07:00

last day of school for junior college.
the only form of rebellious thing i did was to skip history.
yeah,how fun -.-
wanted to stage some silly plan of running out of the school gate before the given time but no one was really interested. nothing surprising i guess.

last day of school really sucked.
i feel super super sian now.
sigh.

2011-09-30T20:22:00.000-07:00

finally getting started on my PQ.
yupp,i know i'm super late but better late than never right?
still,i dont know what i can write there.
seems like i did a lot and each time,i learnt something from whatever i did
including stuffs like the petition etc.
but what to do when society only recognises certain events/situations which are 'beneficial'/'useful' for us.
sianzzzzzzzz.

2011-09-25T10:30:00.000-07:00

just got back from the short jb retreat cum thohirah's 12th birthday.

i am so blessed and thankful that i have such a wonderful big family who make time for each other. it's difficult to get large groups of ppl to make time for one another but my family makes it happen and whenever i see everyone at each function or event,i feel so happy.

so the main event was okay but i felt like the atmosphere wasnt really there. like a lil not as happening. dont know if it's just cuz i was having flu. yepp,how unlucky. i didnt get to enjoy myself that much cuz of that. barely ate the food during the function. didnt even dance at all and i knew i looked like shit and may appear to be like moody or what. but i wasnt pms-ing though. like i wanted to enjoy but i couldnt cuz my nose took up all of my attention. and because of me feeling sick, i think i got pissed a lil too easily at times. lost it at one point :/

so the whole holiday was fun. i wanted to do so much more or at least went out a lil more but bottom line is,i had fun. spent both nights staying up late and chit chatting,swimming,catching up with ppl and all. i didnt even think bout my studies once. hahah,not like i do much during weekends but this time,it was all bout relaving and having fun. since i didnt go out much,i was pretty much the nanny there,taking care of the kids,bringing them swimming etc. it's tough huh but i loveeeeeeeeeeee kids. cant wait to have my own. heheh.

looking forward to the next time i'll be seeing them!
<3 TOFA.

2011-09-09T10:11:00.001-07:00

i feel so detached from netball.

2011-09-04T05:06:00.001-07:00

should i go back to blogging?
no longer using fb so i have nth to do everytime i switch on the comp.
sigh,sad life huh.haha!
okay,more like i need a place to express my thoughts etc.
then again,afraid this will take up too much time.
whenever i want to blog,i end up writing so much more.
hmmm...

2010-10-06T06:17:00.000-07:00

ALL GIRLS CAMP has officially ended!

Day 1
so we did rope skipping first,followed by agility drills.
BREAK-ed afterwards then had the chain reaction talk and finally taekwondo.

rope skipping was surprisingly fun cuz we got to laugh at hannah etc and i'm actually quite fine with skipping.
used to skip like a thousand daily last time to train.hahah!
so yeah but felt the whole thing was pointless to us;more of like an activity just to have fun.
plus,the 4H2 class cheated during the competition segment.they only used 2 members to jump rope instead of the stated 3 members.if that's the case,me and hannah can also get into top 4 luh!

the agility drills was irritating.
i mean it's like just an extended version of PE.
i have bruises on my knees cuz we had to do push ups on the hot tracks.
plus,why torture us so much physically when it's a girls' camp?!

the chain reaction talk was okay.
i didnt find it boring or anything but i still dozed off halfway despite the fact that the speaker was kinda pretty.haha!
her name's zhang ting jun yet she looks ang moh-ish BUT she speaks fluent singlish.
her dad's a chinese apparently while her mum's an american.
how'd did i know?i went to ask of course!hehe.

taekwondo was fun!
the most useful event of the day.
the things we learnt were pretty mild but really useful and it actually works in defending ourselves.
partnered hannah and we had such awesome fun!HAHA!
but still,i dont think most of the girls will actually put the moves to use.we'll most prolly just scream/run away/kick the dick when under an attack.LOL.
y'know,hannah was so fascinated by jinyan's sprained foot.lol!that crazy girl huh.

DAY 2
apparently this is the more boring day.
had a personal grooming talk first followed by quality lifestyle talk and lastly financial talk.

grooming talk was not that bad afterall.
got to touch hannah a lot of times!haha!stroked her face etc.hehe!

didnt really pay much attention during the quality lifestyle talk cuz whatever that was being told was nth new.learnt almost everything in F&N before.i still remembered the actual definition of basal metabolic rate etc.ms foo should be proud!lol.we did some weights training during the talk too.
it was tiringgggggg.
did lunges,leg lifts etc.

financial talk was again,fine.
dont think i really learned alot from it.
it's more of like a reminder of me just to be more disciplined in saving again since now i'm quite slack when it comes to saving compared to last time.
oh the instructor somehow managed to get my name and kpt sabo-ing me throughout!haha!

PS;the refreshments on both days were very good!we had cookie+brownie for day 1 and cake for day 2.i koped extra for both days.HAHA!

anw,we had WATER FIGHT right after the camp ended!
i did spread the word to quite a lot of ppl but so lil ppl turned up ):
really miss how back in kss everyone will just play without worrying whether they had extra clothes etc.
it was still fun though!!
haha.ran around like crazy and kept sabo-ing nana.
but somehow since me and nana ran the most on the tracks especially,the skin on our soles tore.yeah,ouch right?haha!
i only had one bleeding cut.like the rest were just open cuts but weirdly,there wasnt blood.haha!
nana had 2 bleeding ones.
oh but more importantly,i pulled my butt muscle!!
think it's cuz i havent sprinted in ages.lol.it hurts so much to walk lah ):

me,lily and kaimi stayed back till night afterwards to chat bout random stuffs and how much we missed kranji.
i mean generally the ppl in jjc are not really that enthu and up for fun/new/risky things.
shall not really elaborate further in case ppl get offended so yeah,shall end here.

ps;thanks hannah and yizhuang for coming today.though you guys ditched me halfway(THANKS),the morning wont be as fun without you two (:
pps;the camp was also made more fun due to awesome ppl like junyi,sharon,sam,amirah,saienah etc! :D

2010-08-13T07:47:00.000-07:00

toda was our last netball training since promos are starting in a months' time!
supposed to run 5km but ended up running 2.4km instead.
it was super duper tiring lah!
cuz we were running at like natalie's pace,which is too fast for me. ):
her 2.4km timing is like 12 mins plus,minutes before mine.sigh.
i think the 5km run would've been less tiring.haha!
so yeah dropped out at teh 4th round cuz really was struggling to catch up and if i continued going at that speed,i know i would not last till the end so ran at my own pace instead.
gotta work on my fitness ):

anyways,since it was our last training,we decided to play a game which we most likely wouldnt get a chance to do so in future trainings and we chose soccer.haha!
it was the most fun soccer game i ever played.
i mean it's nth impressive but it's fun to play with the netball girls.
and as usual,being netball girls,we made a whole lot of noise while playing. (:

the Melayus went to buka puasa together anyway!
very very very fun!
hahas.despite being in diff classes etc,we somehow didnt feel awkward when we met and it's quite remarkable since some ppl havent like ever talked to some others who were ever present till today.
we should go out more often ppl!
raya k! (:

ps;LYNDI SAID SHE'LL ELOPE WITH ME!HAHAHA!

2010-08-07T10:21:00.000-07:00

6/8/10

had national day celebration in school!
not bad lah.quite fun cuz we got to organise the captain ball station.
of course it's a bummer since you dont get to play but seeing others play and being in charge etc,it gives you a sense of satisfaction you know!
but then again,the netballers' hands were too itchy and we just had to play so yeah,we played with some random girls afterwards.
FUNFUNFUN! (:
ps;hannah was very fierce in the game!SO SEXY!I LIKE! :D

so planned to meet lyndi at kss so had to rush down to kss.
waited more than 30mins for a cab and still didnt get one.
alot of buses still went past.
if i'd known earlier,i'd just take the public transport right from the start cuz i ended up taking a bus to jp then cabbing from there.pfffffft.

so was super duper late by the time i reached kss and the sch was rather empty but the juniors were still there.
played street netball for awhile then went to lotty and slacked around.
lyndi and meixuan left earlier to go bugis and meihui also left cuz she wanted to go town with jingyi.
so me,peggy,jayne,huifang and xinni went to the library to slack somemore.
loved the chat/gossip session!haha.
oh and we ended up drawing cartoons too.lols!

halfway,meihui smsed me saying she's not going out with jingyi anymore cuz jingyi was lazy.lol.yeah that lazy bummmmmmmm.
and meihui still wanted to go out so she asked me to accompany her to go bugis to find the other two.
so after she came to find me at the library,we said our goodbyes to the juniors and zoomed down to bugis!

illuma>arcade>bugis junction>bugis street>bugis junction

illuma
went to ameba and got sue-ann's birthday gift!
expensiveeeeeeeeeee ):
aiyah nvm.she's worth it!hahah!
ps;i so so love this shop!it's like made for me!!all the cool+quirky stuffs inside!

arcade
went to the rooftop arcade to............
PLAY THE COIN MACHINE!!!
haha.i swear the machine has like a grip over me!!
lol.wasted $5 and didnt get anything but nvm lah,i shall live in denial and claim that i donated $5 to the govt.heh.(but stupid meihui had to remind me that the arcade's owned by a private organisation!!!!!argh.)

bugis junction
meihui wanted to look for muji but she couldnt find it in the end.
so we scoured for food instead.haha!
so happened so,i still couldnt finish my food by the time we reached the mrt station so i suggested we just stand around outside the exit going towards arab street while i finish my food.
but somehow,meihui wanted to go to bugis street so went there instead of going home.lol.

bugis street
walked around,looked at clothes,bags,shoes etc.
felt tempted to buy stuffs actually but i was brokeeeeeeee ):
bought a couple of magz alre this month.like can amount to $50 ):
so this meihui right,saw a bag which was really nice and cheap($10?!) and couldnt decide between brown and blue.
lol.she ended up tossing a coin and got the blue one.haha!should've just listened to me right from the start right!
ps;some pregnant lady happened to vomit like metres away from me.luckily it didnt hit me or anything cuz i'll seriously freak out if my sport shoes were to get stained!

bugis junction
so we really thought of leaving but while crossing the road back to bugis junction,we finally spotted muji.haha!
cant believe we missed it!!lol.
aiyah,it was fated for us to go to bugis street so meihui could get her bag.
so went to muji(my first time!) and looked around.
didnt know they have cool stuffs there.
so we finally headed home afterwards.
super tired at the end.
both of us were practically sitting down on most escalators.haha!

sigh,wished the day would've lasted longer.
it's not everyday i get to see these ppl.
it's like whenever we meet,i feel sooo happy but then again,each meeting is nvr enough.
like we didnt get to share enough,play enough or simply just each enjoy each other's company enough.
nvm lah.looking forward to teacher's day to see you peeps! :D

anyway,today was the first time me and meihui like actually went out together.
i mean dont count all those study sessions/netball stuffs etc.
funny how we're so close but nvr really went out before.haha!
yeahhhhh,our friendship super strong that's why can survive without proper outings :D

2010-08-02T07:05:00.000-07:00

today's training was so boring.
didnt do anything constructive.
can we have proper trainings pleaseeeeeeeeee? ):

2010-07-28T11:11:00.000-07:00

you know,i was looking forward to the whole diet challenge thingy.i mean not to lose weight of course since i know diets dont help but just for fun.besides i'm kinda competitive afterall.so yeah,i was truly sad when mabel dropped out.like there wasnt any real challenge alre.and yeah,i can understand she dropped out cuz her friend told her to do so so i wont faint or something.i know i should be feeling happy that ppl are concerned over my health but somehow,i feel more disappointed in the fact that no one believes me and are not even giving me a chance to prove myself.yes,i clearly know mabel's a pro at dieting but everyone makes it seem as thought i cant even last like a quarter of what she can do.i mean if we're back in kranji,no one would doubt that.they know i can hold my hunger perfectly well.i still remember how ms.angie yeo had to force me to eat or else she'll stop me from training.guess they dont really know me that well yet.oh wells,i'll just prove myself sometime in the future then.

2010-07-28T10:54:00.000-07:00

WOW.really cant remember the last time since i blogged.
so yeah caught blood pledge today.
you know,i was so desperate to watch a horror film in the cinema,i even decided to watch it alone.haha!
decided to watch it at grandcathay/cine but somehow while boarding the train,i decided to go causeway instead.
GOOD CHOICE.
cuz i bumped into the twins there.
i was like shocked and of course,pleasantly surprised.
and found out they were gonna watch blood pledge too!
so i didnt end up watching the movie alone (:
the movie was fine.
kinda startling at times.
but somehow,i got shocked most of the times cuz of meixuan screaming next to me rather than what was going on in the movie itself.haha!
went arcade afterwards and those two wanted to play the sweets machine.
wasted 3 bucks and all we got was one pathetic sweet?!
ps;i skipped sch today cuz i kinda got up at 1?haha!

2010-04-07T09:26:00.000-07:00

what do you do when you start to think differently of a teammate?

being in kranji,i was surrounded by ppl who were constantly fighting to get into the school team;fighting to get a chance to play on court and prove yourself.even more specifically,i looked at jocelyn and could clearly see the drive and desire to make it to school team.and even for myself,no matter how close i am with meixuan,we both understood that we are gonna fight for the same position and we are friendly to each other etc but yet,we fight all out when it comes to making it to the main team.

so now in jj when i hear one player saying that not making it into the school team is not a big deal,of course i'll get super shocked.shock is only one part of it.there're many other emotions i felt too when i knew of it.but hard to put it down here.just pick out the few strong emotions.lol.so i definitely felt disappointed too.like 'i have such a teammate?'am i too sensitive for taking the person's words too seriously?

i dont want to think in such a way towards a teammate ):
yaoshuyi,how?!

2010-03-13T21:42:00.000-08:00

i really cant get over it.
i know it's just a bottle but yet,it's a team bottle.
i really treasure the team so that's why i really loved the bottle.
the moment i knew that there wasnt anymore bottles at queensway,i totally felt dejected lah.
plus when i was in the cab to meet jocelyn and yongkian,i started thinking of the bottle and i started to cry.
i know it's such a shocking thing right.
nadia will cry over such small stuffs meh.
but i will if something really matters to me.
so that's how important the bottle is to me.
it's like without the bottle,i dont feel part of REDBOTTLES.
lyndi knocked some sense into me and even said without the redbottle,i'm still part of them but yet,i still have the uneasy feeling.
i mean what about the next game we have together?
when everyone has their redbottle,i'll have nothing and i'll feel damn miserable and out of place.
i totally feel depressed.
i cant think of the bottle without breaking down.
even right now as i'm blogging this,i'm alre crying ):
sigh,i'll nvr forgive myself for being so careless ):

2010-03-13T21:29:00.000-08:00

i really really wanna thank jocelyn and yongkian for the mini advanced birthday celebration at iluma yesterday (:
i totally didnt expect it.
so a million thanks to you guys!

something funny happened too.
jocelyn had to leave earlier so me and yk went to J.CO since i wanted to eat the yoghurt there.
unfortunately,there wasnt any yoghurt so we just got drinks instead.
then we happened to see my mum's bff and i found out my mum would be coming there too.
so signalled to yk and he understood and we left hurriedly.
yk said he needed to go to the toilet and afterwards while walking out,both of us bumped into my mum.
so yk was like beside me at that point of time.
luckily he can recognise my mum(he bumped into her with me more than once alre lah.a surprise my mum couldnt recognise him.haha!)
so being such a genius,he totally acted as though he didnt know me and walked right past me and my mum.
HAHA!i totally think it was a brilliant move lah!!
so we managed to escape.LOL!
i know you guys wont get it why we have to act that way but of course there're some reasons that prolly only jocelyn and yk knows i guess.

overall,i really enjoyed today despite not going to the zoo as planned.hahas!
nvm jocelyn,can always go some other time (:

2010-03-10T07:17:00.000-08:00

wth,do you think you're superwoman?!
list of commitments:
netball
basketball
sports day competitions
council(or line camp specifically)
studies
kranji alumni
friendships

netball
A div is really close.
like a month's time or less.
plus we havent really learnt each other's styles etc.
it's worrying.
i dont think we're there yet.
that's why we really have to like give our best during trainings and really try to bond more with the other players.
and netball's twice a week.
but one day clashes with council meetings.
plus we might have a day for friendlies too.

basketball
i might be helping out with the team for their A div cuz they need a center apparently.
not enough tall players.
there is a high chance i'll play but i insisted that i go for their trainings first and see how it goes.
dont really wanna embarass myself lah.
trainings are twice a week but one clashes with netball so i'll just go for one day of basketball training.

sports day
i took part in javelin/discus/shot putt and tug of war.
i dunno what're the results but the one that has been really eating up into alot of my free time is the tug of war trainings.
it always starts very late and can last quite long.
but i know it's really very crucial to get all of us to bond and get the rhythm etc.
so i really think the trainings are useful if we want to get 1st since the J2s are alre out.

council
council meetings are like every weds and sat.
plus the line camp is super near so we have to rush thru like dman lots of stuffs.
so almost all of my free time are like allocated to doing line camp prep.
dancing/cheering/going thru games etc.
sounds fun but it's really exhausting.
neverhteless,still looking forward to camp (:

studies
jc studies are really very difficult.
the notes itself are super thick!
plus i'm alre lagging behind for certain subjects.
ESPECIALLY MATHS!!!!
YONGKIAN PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ): ): ): ): ):
i cant use the GC for nuts lah.
plus it doesnt help i'm the lowest scorer for maths for Olevel ):
and it's like there's not one subject where i can confidently say i'll do well at it.
sucks lah plus i havent finish reading all my lecture notes. ):

kranji alumni
i mean this commitment is really asking for that much currently.
but i'm sure all the activities will start kicking in very soon.
just hope by then my schedule has cleared up a lil so can cope better.

friendships
i really havent been meeting up with my old friends.
like be it seniors/same age/juniors etc,i just feel that i've been neglecting you guys alot.
maybe except for jocelyn and the twins,i really feel guilty to the rest of my other close friends for like not catching up etc.
but my life is really darn hectic for now ):

so basically what i'm trying to say is like i think i got too involved with the stuffs going on at school AGAIN.
i really cant break free from this.
it's like i just love participating so i'll like just join alot of things.
my week somehow goes like this now:
monday: netball
tuesday: finish up line camp stuffs
wednesday: council meeting
thursday: line camp prep again
friday:basketball
saturday:netball friendly
sunday:rest/homework/personal time etc
super packed right?!
sigh,but it's really my own fault.
i want everything so i really gotta start learning how to manage my time better.

you can do it! :D

psst,SALAD PROPOSED TO ME TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas!if you're wondering who she is,she's a netball senior who is like WAY WAY thick-skinned than anyone else you know and super CRAZY too!

2010-02-26T07:06:00.001-08:00

please cheer up okay.
it really hurts me to see you sad.

2010-02-26T05:28:00.001-08:00

NETBALL or COUNCIL??????????????????????????
i knew it would come down to this.
to choose which one i want.
i really cant imagine life without netball.
but yet,i like leading too and being in a council really has its benefits.
so what do i do now?
i was thinking my best choice now was to go for council and then just be prepared that i wont get into the main team for netball since council meetings clashes with a day of netball training.
but i mean,it kinda sucks too not to get into school team.
how?!

ps;maths is being such a bitch ):

2010-02-20T03:56:00.000-08:00

i met a really nice taxi driver ytd!
i cant really write much about him here cuz he asked whatever that was shared between the two of us to be a secret.
i know he's just a stranger but within that short amount of time,from jjc to west coast,he managed to really leave an imprint in my life.
i'll really heed his advice and also make myself a better person (:

first improvement to work on:
START DOING HOMEWORK!
yeah,i'm falling into the cycle of taking things easy again and thinking that i can still do well without doing work.
shall start working on it asap (:

i really want my shoulder to get well asap so i can train to my fullest at the next training!!

2010-02-13T07:19:00.000-08:00

i'm bored now.
currently thinking of what i can do for the cny break.
like cant possibly go out with friends since all of my close friends are chinese.hahas.
it's at times like this that i kinda regret for not having any close non-chinese friends.lol!
anyways,i did something BIG today.
hahas!
any guesses?
I USED MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME!!!
lol.okay fine,you guys might be thinking,FACEBOOK ONLY WHAT.
yeah but,i dunno why i wasnt all into the fb craze when it was new.
guess i was lazy.
so the nice yongkian helped me to create an account like months back and so today was my first time actually using it.
cant upload any photos for now since i cant find my usb cable ):
okay,shall continue exploring fb to find out why so many ppl are loving it.lol! :D

2010-02-12T06:53:00.000-08:00

CNY celebrations today!
hahas.oh well,dont really care bout that.
but had fun in the hall with wenmin and ras.
even came up with a short song bout RAS(sing to bad romance tune):
RAS RAS SAR SAR RAS
RA RA SA SA RAS
RAS SAR RAS SAR RAS
WATCH OUT FOR RASANYA!!!!
HAHAS!damn funny okay when you sing it in tune.lol!
so collected v.day gifts afterwards.
the booth wasnt really effective.
totally didnt meet my orders.
not a satisfied customer ):

went to jp afterwards with mabel,jacq and saeina.
chit chatted while the rest ate since i wanted to eat with the REDBOTTLES later on.
talked for rather long i guess and off i went to marina bay.
the trip was horrible cuz i felt damn bored.hahas!
finally reached and i felt all alone still since the rest havent reached.
jocelyn and yuting reached shortly after and finally got to see the SAJC uniform which mabel has been raving about.haha!
she like say until the uniform damn nice.lol!
but she's actually quite right.
their uniform is nice.
good colour combi plus the material of the skirt is damn good cuz it doesnt get crumpled.lol!
plus the colour is dark so on menses days,you need not worry so much bout leaking unlike jj's uniform.lol!
but jocelyn sits till like totally unglam lah.
worse than me!
oh plus jocelyn was reading the cosmopolitan magazine and she like got totally high reading bout the male bits lah!
juniors,ginny and bjorn came later on.
so we ate,chit chatted,played kite/cards and took photos.
the jellies made by the juniors are tasty.
and i'm not saying it just cuz they're my juniors.lol!
luckily my sandwiches turned out okay too (:
so the juniors couldnt really stay for long and had to leave halfway.
so me and jocelyn kinda like used emotional blackmail to sort of try to make them stay which not only didnt work,it backfired too!hahas!
cuz the juniors got irritated with us.
hahas!sorry okay.
was just fooling around. (:
anw,we got to see fireworks at night!
hahas.but dunno for what purpose one luh.
so left the place around 7plus.
but we only board the bus at 9plus?!
super long right!
parted off with jocelyn at tanjong pagar and with ginny and yuting at j.east.

anyway,i really enjoyed today's short gathering.
it's really nice to see all of you guys and just chat,enjoy each other's company etc.
yes,i might miss the feeling we get when we hang out together but i miss the atmosphere and feeling we share on court too.looking forward to playing with you guys soon!
love you all! :D

ps;jocelyn's damn evil lah.i gave her my heart(in the form of a balloon) but she like totally let it fly away lah.i gave you my only heart and yet you lost it ):
and to make matters worse,i gave her a rose but then she like totally crushed the rose.
wah,double heartbreaks in a few hours man! ): ): ):

2010-02-09T08:20:00.000-08:00

home
disappointment
self-management
finance
good for nothing
distance
meaningless
hurt
escape
confinement
relationships
pressure
lies
disapproval
pointless

worth it?
and dont bother guessing,the word's all jumbled up.

2010-02-07T07:52:00.000-08:00

i had a nightmare yesterday night.
it was freaking weird and screwed up.
but funny too!HAHAS! :D

2010-02-07T04:12:00.001-08:00

HELLO!!!!
i feel so detached from the web.
okay,i might have just gotten back from camp(which was a blast!) but even before that,i didnt really use the comp that frequently.
lol.was i really that busy?
hmm,perhaps.
anw,i shall blog bout the orientation camp first cuz if i dont do so,i'll definitely get lazy.hahas!

DAY 1
i was in OG28 and in Family4(BIKILA,Black House)
hahas!weird name but nice colour (:
btw,my class is 10A04 (:
we had icebreakers first.
some ppl who were in OG1(for admin days) were also in my class.
got to know a bunch of other nice ppl too.
anw,my class like has a number of ppl from fmss.
so after icebreakers,we had our MASS DANCE.
my partner was much better so i enjoyed myself thoroughly this time round.
had games afterwards.
it was partly dry/wet games.
hahas!cuz the OGLs were like spraying water here and there.
we had a song singing session at night.
honestly,i dont quite like some of the songs,not the lyrics but the tunes.
it's like most of them sound the same but the lyrics very meaningful.
and can see alot of effort put into writing the songs.(some of the J2s wrote some of the songs).
we had a night walk cum night games after that.
at one particular game,we had to like finish bottles of water to retrieve clues.
i drank 3 bottles!hahas!
like some water slurping machine right!
slept in the hall for that night.
oh anyways,most ppl should know i usually dont sleep at camps/chalets etc.
so i stayed up and stared at ppl.
but since sindhya was like in front of me,i stared at her the most.hahas!
but after a while,i felt like an idiot cuz practically everyone in the hall was like sleeping and i had no one to talk to.hahas!
so that's why i slept.hahas.
my first time sleeping at camps for first night man!
ps;my sandals went missing at night ):

DAY2
the day's highlights were water games and jj night!!!
both were awesome man!
so we had 2 sessions of water games.
first one was before lunch.
so for this session,i wasnt completely satisfied cuz i felt i didnt get wet enough.hahas!
so was totally excited when the OGLs said there was another session in the afternoon.
but unfortunately,our second session was cut short cuz it was raining.
stupid weather ):
was supposed to be a 2 hour session but only played for 45mins.
nevertheless,i still had fun (:
so now for the MAJOR highlight....JJ NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!
the atmosphere was damn high!
there were balloons around and it was dark etc.
like clubbing can!!!
the J1s were like all mashed together and jumping around together.
damn hot and sweaty but SUPER HIGH!
so we were all like bouncing/bopping/jumping to the beats of those current hits.
our OGLs performed too but i felt the performance by the girls of the cabinet council was the best!
cuz peixuan(one of the emcee) danced super sexily and hot can?!?!
i'm serious!!
she can be the next beyonce okay!!!HAHAS!
ahhh...i cant get her performance outta my head.hahas!
she can really follow the single ladies steps till damn well!
i hope they recorded down her performance.hahas!
so we had mass dance afterwards.
did all the dances at one go.
so the dances were(not in order):
superstar
ain't it funny
5 colours in her hair
oh my darling
beat it
pump it
chori chori i think?(they didnt teach us this dance so we like followed the dance steps on the spot itself.lol!)
and if you're wondering,two of songs were hindi songs.lol!
i still remember i danced to the song oh my darling at a relatives wedding when i was 10 i think?lol!
and after all the mass dance,it ws the slow dance part.
my partner looked totally uncomfortable all of a sudden.
my partner was damn shy lah.
keep looking at the floor.lol!
and we kept like moving up and down only so i started to direct him cuz i kinda got bored.
yeah i know the guys are supposed to be the ones directing but then i really couldnt take it alre.hahas!
halfway thru,my partner said he had to get something and i immediately knew he was ditching me!!!!hahas!
damn poor thing right!
got ditched during my slow dance.
so walked around and saw xuan er and he saved me by dancing with me afterwards.
lol.but he also didnt really dare do much steps except for going up and down but this time i just went along cuz he was alre nice enough to rescue me.
so in all,the mass dance were fun and the slow dance was okay i guess.
sang songs next and then we huddled in our own OGs and thanked each other,hugged etc.
that marked the end of jj night.
i'm so gonna remember this night for the rest of my life.hahas!
this time round,we slept in classrooms.
and the same thing happened like the previous night.
i thought it'd be different cuz many girls said they wanted to stay up.
in the end all slept!!

DAY3
had area cleaning.
kinda regretted for throwing around damn lots of water bombs cuz now we had to clear all the plastic bags away.hahas!
but when we formed a straight line and moved across the soccer field,me,jacquelynn and sindhya all felt as though we were human lawnmowers.hahas!
had an E web session afterwards.
sounds so IT right!
well,NOT.
it stands for Emotional Web.
there'll be this rafia string being passed around.
once you get hold of the string,you have to say what you feel bout the class and then thank someone individually to pass the string to them.
so now,each of us has a piece of the sacred string.hahas!
it's tied to my RED bottle :D
but sindhya like totally stepped onto the web after the session?!
hahas!so we all agreed that whatever root of problems in the future of our class will be caused by her.lol!
so took pics etc.
piggy-backed sindhya and wenmin too.
but that sindhya right,she doesnt know how to land sfter i dropped her!hahas!
she like totally fell onto the floor.hahas!
we proceeded to the hall afterwards and mr.leow gave a mini adam khoo crying session.
it was short but then enough to make you cry.
like will make you feel guilty.
or maybe it's just me cuz what he said matches me directly.
i didnt cry but had the feeling though.
we were dismissed afterwards.
was really tempted to join saeina and mabel for lunch but then i wanted to join in on the optional final dance session in the hall.
told you guys i love mass dances!
so partnered lily and it was a mess!
hahas!cuz i had to be a guy and i totally dunno how to spin her etc!hahas!

and,THAT'S ALL FOR JJC'S ORIENTATION CAMP 2010!!!

2010-01-29T07:43:00.000-08:00

anw,forget to mention in the previous post,
have you ever felt a certain feeling whereby you've only known someone for a short period of time but it feels as though you've known the person for eons alre?
well,i have this feeling with the new group of friends i have.
maybe not for all,but definitely at least 2 out of the whole bunch.
i really hope it's not some kind of friendship that ends right after we separate from our OGs since most of us will be going to diff classes.
easily put,i'm loving my school even more cuz of these ppl :D

2010-01-29T07:17:00.000-08:00

2nd DAY OF SCHOOL
learnt some cheers today.
aiya,most cheers are the same lah.
like form pri school to sec school and finally to jc,it's still the same.lol!
but it's okay,i love cheering!
so submitted our subject combi today.
here my first choice:
H2:lit,hist,econs
H1:maths
2nd choice:
H2:MLL(malay langauge and literature?!?!),hist,econs
H1:maths
i really hope i get into my first choice so can get into same class as mabel.
and yes,i keep saying i hate malay but well,my 2nd choice seems contradicting right?
hahas!cuz my dad claims i can do malay so might as well take somethign which you can do well in just to get into uni.
my other option was to take the same combi as my first choice but take chem for H1 instead of maths.
but H1 chem is really quite useless when you go and check up what the local uni(s) are asking for.
anyways,the whole highlight of today was MASS DANCE!!!!!!!!
i seem so hyped up about it right!
well guess what,
I DIDNT ENJOY A SINGLE MINUTE OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):
cuz i came in late for the activity(nvr hand in consent form for camp.lol!)
so i wasnt around my friends for the activity.
like they were all at the front while i was at the back ):
okay,i think i better list down why i couldnt enjoy the mass dance.
so here it goes:
1.separated from friends
2.no partner
3.finally got a partner but he was like as still as a rock throughout the whole dance
4.my partner deserted me halfway
5.the ppl surrounding me all dont want dance one?!
i think these are all the points but enough to like spoil my day lah ):
I LOVE MASS DANCES CAN?!
luckily after my partner ditched me,another guy came over to partner me and i did manage to participate HAPPILY in the whole mass dance.lol!
but for what,like 5 mins or s i guess?hahas!
but then,jj's mass dance very nice!
it's called superstar and the song is also titled superstar.lol!(it's by jamelia if you're wondering)
the moves were really very nice lah.
like still quite hip and groovy etc.lol!
i really hope my next partner will be more enthu.
it's not fun dancing with a rock lah!
the song's currently stuck in my head anyway.
EH O EH O EH O EH O!
ps;2 of my school teachers are in NSL(marlins and stingrays!cool!)

2010-01-28T05:56:00.000-08:00

JC LIFE HAS FINALLY STARTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dunno why we have to start today instead of just waiting for a new month to come.
so went to school with a heavy heart cuz i still didnt know if i wanted to appeal over to cjc.
but after thinking thru and considering all the advice ppl gave me,i've decided to go jj.
so i am in OG1!
had icebreaker games first.
it was a lame game but the company around me made it okay lah.
anw,the game is something like everyone chooses a mrt station.
i chose LORONG CHUAN!
lol.cuz dunno why but i like how it sounds and it's difficult to remember.lol
so we have to call out a station and the person on each of the person's sides must hit him/her till she/he says another station.
stupid game right?!hahas!
so anw,mentioned the company around me earlier on.
basically cuz got enthu and fun ppl like MABEL(MGS),SAM(SMS),JUWIKA&SAEINA(BOONLAY),BADARIA(QUEENSWAY).
but i spent more time with mabel.
nice girl and she's friendly.
she doesnt even know that her school everytime win us at netball!lol.
we'll most prolly end up in the same class too.same interests (:
so had the usual talks/briefings etc afterwards.
and after that it was alre dismissal like at ONE IN THE AFTERNOON?!
early right!hahas!
anw,met fiona(bb netballer) and also a yuanching netballer whom i had nationals trials with.
nadia:so what cca you joining?
fiona:considering squash.
nadia:eh why not we all join netball lah.jjc netball not good right.we bring it's netball up(ambitious right!) lah!
fiona:not bad leh.okay okay.i dont mind.
LOL!
and i met NISHALINI(good good good friend from first pri sch,jtps) and like what,AFTER 6 YEARS?!
lol!she looked totally shocked lah.
i mean both of us were but she's like dazed!
oh and the principal's good,new principal.
like more goal driven,oriented etc but she looks like an anorexic please?!
so i think that's all the stuff i did.
not much of course since we dismissed so early.
went back to school to consult ms.lai bout appealing or not.
so that was how i decided not to appeal and just stick with jj.
even,mdm.joannamah,ms.limlecklee,and the all time favourites of 4E peeps,SUZIE chatted and advised me.
and SUZIE even like said she pities my future jc maths teacher.
like wth right?!hahas!
anw,juniors had adam khoo crying session today.lol!
yes,that's what i shall name it.
and lyndi still bet with me saying she wont cry but i like die die know she will.
and OF COURSE i was right.lol!
and congrats to juniors for winning yusoff ishak but it also caused lyndi to sprain her ankle.
it's like so close to MGS's game ):
nvm,i still believe you girls can do it! :D

ps;i'm damn suay.went out the whole of ytd but didnt fall sick but fell sick once i reached home and like i hate going to school being sick,ESPECIALLY on first day ):
so i think i was very disruptive during the briefings and talks as i kept sneezing.LOL!
hope i get well soon (:

2010-01-19T02:19:00.000-08:00

hmm,been bothered by something recently.
okay let's name this somebody,A.
me and A are good friends.
but recently,i dunno why but i find whatever A is doing to be irritating me.
and i really feel helpless cuz i dont wanna feel this way but the feeling just comes unfortunately.
A doesnt know this ):
for instance whenever A talks to me on msn etc,i get irritated and wont feel like talking.
and i really pity A.
it's not like as if A has done anything wrong.
feel so screwed up can.
how?!
i really hope it's just a stupid phase and will go by soon ):

good things:
i'll be going school tmr (:
2a's chalet is tmr! (:

2010-01-17T04:58:00.001-08:00

i feel so stressed/tired/have alot of headaches recently.
it's not as if i've started school or what.
what's happening? ):

2010-01-14T07:15:00.000-08:00

HELLO WORLD!!!!!!!!!
I'M FEELING SO DAMN HIGH AND EXCITED CUZ I JUST SUBMITTED MY CHOICES FOR THE JAE EXERCISE.
XINDI SAYS SHE'S EXCITED FOR ME AND SHE'S MADE ME EVEN MORE EXCITED.
GOSH!
AND I'M EXCITED OF WHAT THE FUTURE BRINGS.
WELL,I'LL ONLY KNOW WHEN THAT PIECE OF SMS COMES FLYING IN.
ANW,THE OTHER REASON WHY I'M SO EXCITED IS CUZ OF MY CHOICES!
IT'S LIKE SO RANDOM AND CRAZY!
COMMENT ON THEM FOR YOURSELF! ;D
1st: CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE
2nd: ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE
3rd: JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE
4th: PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE
5th: NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE
6th: NATIONAL JUNIOR COLLEGE
7th: ANGLO-CHINESE JUNIOR COLLEGE
8th: VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE
9th: RAFFLES INSTITUTION
10th: HWA CHONG INSTITUTION
11th: INNOVA JUNIOR COLLEGE
12th: YISHUN JUNIOR COLLEGE

DONT PLAY PLAY OKAY.GOT RAFFLES,HWACHONG,VICTORIA ETC!
LOL!BUT I'M REALLY HOPING TO GO INTO CJC AND NEXT JJC.
AJC WAS MY DAD'S CHOICE.LOL!
IN FACT,I FEAR GETTING IN THERE.
DONT THINK I CAN COPE.
BUT IF I'M REALLY EXTREMELY LUCKY AND GET INTO SOME TOP JC RIGHT,I'LL BE LAUGHING MY ASS OFF LAH.
EVEN LYNDI SAID SHE'LL JOIN ME IN LAUGHING.LOL!
WELL I REALLY HOPE I GET INTO CJC CUZ I LIKE THEIR ELEP PROGRAMME.
BUT I GOT A FEELING I'LL GET INTO JJ.
WHILE MELISSA THINKS I'LL GET INTO CJ.
WHAT DO YOU THINK? D:

2010-01-13T20:15:00.000-08:00

I MET LYNN RECENTLY (:
hahas.it was a last minute plan.
the funny thing is,whenever we say we want to meet up/plan fr a meet up,it usually doesnt happen.lol!
so met up with her to get more advice bout whether i should go poly/jc and also get to know more bout jc life.
lunched at kfc and walked/chatted etc.
while we're at the top floor,lynn suddenly like said 'Hi Mom!' in front of a hairdressing shop and i thought she was just being random when it turned out to be the shop is really owned by her parents.hahas!
her parents are really young and the most important thing,friendly!
like dont really feel awkward when was there.
i did share earlier on to lynn bout my numerology thingy and then her parents and the staff there all wanted to know more.lol!
so the numerology session lasted till 8plus i think.hahas!
lynn's parents even wanted me to go their house on cny and like explain more bout the numerology stuffs.hahas!
anw,i'm still unsure of what i wanna do ):

ps;read a nice book called salaam, paris.but didnt manage to finish it ):

2010-01-11T07:57:00.000-08:00

firstly,HI JOCELYN!
yes,today was the day,
the day that determines our next step of education,
and also another closer step to finding out who we will be in the future.
okay,enough of that.
i swear i was super scared(though nothing still makes my heart beat as wildly as compared to zonal matches.lol!) and nervous as i just didnt have a good feeling bout my results.
but many ppl told me it was normal and i did manage to calm myself down but not for long.
i mean who wouldnt keep thinking of their results right!
so went up to the hall and went thru the normal MSG,distinction rates etc.
was quite shocked with the list of top 12 scholars in kranji.
so i wasnt really focusing on the slides.
was more worried bout my results.
i was the last one to take my results so the tension was really building up while i waited.
so finally got my results and here it is:
english A1
maths C5
science(physics/chemistry) A2
combined humanities(social studies/history) B3
mother tongue A1
food&nutrition A2
CCA A1

L1R5 14
L1B4 9

overall i'm really quite contented cuz i did target to get at least a ten or below for L1B4.
i'm really very happy with my science and english cuz both went way above my expectations!

but at the same time,i cant help feeling disappointed over my F&N and humanities.
for F&N,it was just a lil bit of disappointment cuz i know what dragged me down(yeah,that bloody coursework).

but for humanities,i really thought i'll get a distinction.
i know i didnt finish my history but at least an A2 would've been sufficient.
it's not like i didnt study.
in fact,i think i studied among the hardest in my history class,though i know i look like a slacker.
i studied more topics than what the teachers asked too and tried not to leave anything out.
and another reason i studied so hard was cuz ms.nat said she'll lose her job if she couldnt produce at least 5 distinctions from 4B.
i wouldnt want to carry this guilt on my shoulders for the rest of my life.

so,i didnt really bother going around asking bout ppl's results,except maybe for yk's and a few others,since i was quite bothered over humanities.
so sat down and organised the grad tee etc.

ms.nat did come up to me and tried talking but i really couldnt face her.
like how could i?
she pinned such high hopes on me so i didnt really dare look at her face.
she began saying,'dont be so sad etc.you did your best etc.'
i knew i couldnt let her carry on if not i'll just let go.haha!
so i walked off.
hahas.she tried talking another time and i walked off again!
i know it's rude but i really dont want to just break down in front of her.lol.
so ms.foo also did the same thing but i did the same thing i did to ms.nat.
lol.the only teacher who managed to talk to me was ms.low i guess.
since i was happy with my C5.
i really expected a C6 cuz i didnt finish paper 2.

so finally felt ready enough to find ms.foo but i was wrong lah!
she started those kinda talk bout you did great etc all over again and i really couldnt control alre,so i cried luh.
i still promised myself when i was in pri sch that i'll nvr cry over my studies.hahas!
i dunno lah.it's guilt mixed with shame mixed with disappointment plus i hate those talks that'll make you go all emotional!hahas!
went to find ms.nat and the same thing happened again.hahas!
aww..ms.nat and ms.foo said they'll miss me when they hugged me.lol!

went up to staffroom to find ms.nat again after the whole thing and asked her if she was serious about the losing the job thingy.
in the end she said she might just get scolded(the job's thingy not confirmed).lol.
i mean it was such a huge relief,i seriously will feel even worse if she really lost her job.

went down to watch juniors train afterwards and coach asked the onlookers to do reviews!
quite fun yet beneficial since the players can learn from mistakes and we're watching the game in great detail so as to not miss out on mistakes etc.
chatted with coach after training and realised i do want to take up umpiring and coaching courses soon.
not only do i want to know and play the game,i wanna have qualifications in it too.
who knows i might make a career out of my passion?

went to toa payoh to find my mum and went off to orchard to look at sports shoes.
i really need one badly,like ASAP ):

ps;went to find lyndi during recess today and she said get her something from lot 1(i offered of course,just that she refused to tell me what she want.haha!).she said if i bought what she was thinking of,means i'll be like sort of the best senior.lol.so i really had no idea and just decided to get kinder surprise since she asked for it before and turned out to be she was thinking of kinder surprise too.hahas!quite cool telepathy right!and i passed the test she gave me!! (:

pss;i was outside 1E waiting for yk when lyndi texted me saying she was getting bullied by some sec1s.so she told me to come quickly to the canteen.and i did went quickly,in fact i ran.lol!the thing is,i did remember telling her i would always come to her rescue if she needed help.lol!so found out some sec1 boys were actually harassing her and wenlu/causing a nuisance so i went up to the sec1 kid and actually pulled his shirt and threatened him.i know i know.it sounds evil.but i stand up for friends okay!lol.those boys were actually scared just cuz of my size but after threatening him,the small boy sort of looked as though he wasnt happy.we'll see if he wants revenge (:

psss;i wore red undies today for luck! :D

2010-01-06T10:31:00.000-08:00

I WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY!
i finally dragged my lazy ass back to school cuz meihui asked me to and also cuz i wanted to watch their training as well as meet friends and teachers.
first person i saw was mdm.yongsiowling!
hahas!chatted with her for awhile and bumped into ms.lai afterwards.
exchanged a few words and i went up to the staffroom to look for jenny and ms.nat.
saw jenny outside of the staffroom and chatted for a while since she was in a rush and called ms.nat like how i always do by shouting from outisde the staff room.lol!
chatted with her the longest.
i really hope i dont disappoint her if not i'll feel super bad.
met ms.foo and ms.tan too.
afterwards went up to fourth level to find the juniors.
met jingyi and chatted for awhile with her and mr.shasi who was there too.

so finally went down and met with the rest of the juniors and coach.
talked to coach bout some issues going on in netball and i really feel sad for the juniors.
they like cant do so much stuffs?!
totally unfair.
training was boring at first since it was raining and we couldnt use the court.
so boring that i even became lyndi's towel girl.lol!
but it stopped raining afterwards and i managed to watch the juniors play.
i found their game okay but it's hard to judge when they play with their own team players.
managed to bitch with jayne while one of the games was going on.
and gossiped a lil with sherwin too but i cant remember what me and sherwin were talking bout at all now.lol!
oh and sherwin's sis,michelle is alre joining the juniors for training.
played a final quarter with them cuz coach wanted meihui to defend me.
my play sucked.
one shot in only.
i need to start practising again ):

went to macs afterwards with twins and jingyi.
saw joanne and the president of russia!lol.
oh and i actually saw joanne and barry in school earlier.
chatted etc and meixuan said something like,"you should come to school more often so it wont be awkward in the future."
it was just something short but it made me stop and think.

to lyndi,meixuan,meihui,cat(if by chance you guys do come and read my blog.lol):
regardless of whether i can come back to school often or not,i just hope things wont turn bad to the extent there'll be a feeling of awkwardness among us all.i really regard you guys as special friends and enjoyed the times i had with all of you.i still remember,last year,something i looked forward to everyday was seeing you guys be it in the morn/recess or after sch.i think i spent so much of time with you guys,too much in fact,to the extent that i did kinda neglect my other friends.it's like i get happy instantly after seeing you guys.that's why i really hope we maintain this friendship even after i graduate as it'll be impossible to forget each and every one of you. :D

ps;i feel bad for not sending any sms before melissa left for her genting trip.have fun and take care of yourself okay!i wanted to but fell asleep before i could do so.real sorry (:

pss;i suddenly miss jocelyn terribly cuz there's no one to talk to online this late and that's why i'm playing hexic now.lol.see lah,you got me hooked onto the game!

psss;cat was sexily fierce in today's game! :D

2009-12-21T20:56:00.000-08:00

okay wow,havent been blogging for quite long.
i'll only have the urge to blog at night(i dunno why!)
so forcing myself to blog rather early today.
okay let's see,shall blog bout some things at one go.
-innova jc match(18th)
-some child abuse incident at lot 1
-bookfest
-outing to Mind's Cafe
-accidently tasting beer

innova jc match
the only reason that there's a date beside the heading is cuz i havent written in my netball journal and that's why i need to remember the date.
it feels good to be on court again.
but at the same time,it's not entirely satisfying.
good because after so long i'm finally back and playing a friendly.
not satisfying cuz i know my play wasnt really that good.
yeah yeah,you havent been training...
but still,i'd only feel truly blissed if i can do my best at something i love.
so despite not training for ages,we(redbottles) still won the quarters we played.
i played the best for first quarter and worst for the last quarter.
nvm,i still enjoyed myself alot.
ended up following jocelyn afterwards to head to bookfest with yk,zy,tao and dan.l.

some child abuse incident at lot 1
so finished lunching at kfc,and went up outside mac since meihui needed to get lunch for sherwin.
but there was this like huge group of ppl gathered outside the lot 1 entrance.
being the typical kaypoh singaporeans that we were,me jocelyn and meihui looked on and found out some auntie was madly hitting her poor son with an umbrella?!
and she hit the boy to the extent that her umbrella got dented and the handle came off.
the guards and so many other ppl wre trying to stop her but she just ignored them and continue hitting the boy.
the boy didnt even fight back can?!
and some indian lady tried to stop the auntie and even called the auntie a bitch but the auntie retaliated by saying something like..he's my son,i can hit him anyway i want.
so in the end the auntie's husband like pushed the auntie harshly and scolded her.
but the auntie like slapped the guy back?!
so heard police got called etc.
just some of my personal thoughts...why must the lady behave so recklessly.
she'll just make childhood unbearable for the poor boy and i think the boy will even have traumas and phobias.
i mean childhood is a time for innocence,enjoyment etc.
i guess the boy will never know how fun childhood is.
such a pity.
wanted to stay on to see what happened afterwards but zhenyi,yongkian and tao were alre waiting.
so hopped onto the train and went off to suntec city for the bookfest.

bookfest
wanted to buy gossip girl books but it was too ex.
like $17 just for a book?!
and the book was quite thin too ):
so walked around the whole bookfest and ironically,it's called a bookfest but there wasnt really much variety of books on sale.
sucky,i wanted to get 3 books but decided not to.
quite cash strapped now.
so left the bookfest without a single thing and walked around afterwards.
left earlier than the rest and went to meet my mum and her colleagues.
went to town with them to shop and headed home afterwards.

outing to Mind's Cafe
went with yongkian.
we had lun h at kfc first to have the famous black pepper chicken but sadly,it wasnt as spicy.
not enough black pepper ):
lotty's still the best so far (:
so we passed by the intercontinental hotel while searching for the cafe and it really brings back pleasant memories of prom.
so walked walked walked and finally reached the cafe,which i didnt even realise was there till yk pointed out the huge signboard placed outside.
so we plaved a few games which i cant remember all of their titles.
the only one i can clearly remember is DIRTY MINDS.lol.
but some of the games' rules were just too complicated so me and yk decided to be creative and just create our own rules.hahas!
anyway,i shall promote dirty minds!
it's really fun if you're open minded and game for anything.
the fun part of the whole game is actually reading out the clues cuz they're just DAMN horny.
hahas!and yk's like a boy and i'm like a girl so it'll just make things even more embarassing.lol!
but we still had fun and didnt really think much of it.
we're open minded ppl you see.lol :D
headed to the national library afterwards(was supposed to go for a job interview but decided not to in the end since it's been ages since i last saw yk and decided we should hang out longer).
taught him some basic malay words cuz we had this deal that if he teaches me chinese,i'll teach him malay.lol!
oh missed out the part when we went to illuma.
my first time exploring illuma.lol.
nice place.
love the long escalator and the breeze at the rooftop.
i love the arcade too!
like lots of really cool games.
yet to try any though.
so i really want to go back just for the games.
hopefully it'll be soon :D

accidently tasting beer
YES!NO KIDDING!
me and my relatives were at vivo,the usual outings.
we were at macs chatting/eating etc when i was suddenly thirsty and i dunno why,i wanted to get a drink from cheers instead of just buying one from macs.
so happened so,i was attracted to those kind of non alcoholic drinks which were packages in like beer bottles.
i cant remember the brand.
Ba.. something.lol!
so i chose the apple malt flavour and went back to macs.
one of my grandmother saw my drink and wanted to get one for her sis.
but she wanted the plain one.
so went back to cheers and got it.
so (imagine this okay), i was holding two similar bottles in my hand and idly looking at the magazines stand.
so i took a sip from one of the bottles and realised it wasnt my drink cuz it tasted super horrible!
my one was at least quite nice lah.
took a sip and immediately starting coughing!
so i smelled it and it didnt smell good too.
at that point of time,ididnt know it was beer cuz i dunno how beer smelled or tasted like.lol!
innocent rite!
so went back to macs and gave the drink to my grandmother.
my grandmother tried the drink and immediately like starting exclaiming that it was beer.
hahas!caused a rather big commotion among us since we cant drink what.
so they all began to inspect the bottle and compared it with mine and we found out something surprising.
on my bottle,it wrote NON ALCOHOLIC DRINK.
on the other bottle,it wrote NON ALCOHOLIC BEER.
i felt quite bad after that lah,for consuming beer.
i may not be pious but i still feel bad bout these kinda stuffs.
at least next time i wont buy those drinks anymore,especially the plain one.
anw,can someone explain to me what non alcoholic beer is?
if it's beer,how can it be non alcoholic?
answer my questions if you can,thanks :D

2009-12-17T00:35:00.000-08:00

i think my hols are pretty much daed.
i just quitted my job recently so i'm just slacking at home.
and i only have two confirmed outings.
which is going to some cafe with yongkian and taking the flyer for christmas.
how boring can this can?!
my life cant be this boring.
lol.and to thin that even during exams time,i was still out partying with my family.
sigh,i better quickly get a job.
and goos luck to the juniors for their game tmr with innova jc!
age doesnt matter,it's the skills and team effort! :D

2009-12-07T07:12:00.000-08:00

i'm feeling super miserable now.
i was so excited ytd night when talking to jocelyn but now i can't go on sat ):
sigh,i'm feeling damn damn low now.

2009-11-28T06:21:00.000-08:00

NETBALL CHALET/FAREWELL
it was great.
really great.
hahas.we didnt do anything special nor extravagant but i felt it's having the company of all your teammates there that makes it so memorable and enjoyable.

first day was okay with the exception of a slight problem before the chalet started.
sigh,i really cant see ppl whom i really care about cry you know.
so back to the fun!
first day was more of free and easy.
one of the main highlights was when we played the game jocelyn taught us.
i was so slow lah.
kept making a fool out of myself but i really enjoyed myself (:
it was funny at night as i didnt sleep and observed how diff people slept.
the main highlight was the mahjong incident.
so cat,lyndi,yuting and jocelyn was supposed to be sharing one bed to sleep.
but after a while,cat,lyndi and yuting woke up to play mahjong so jocelyn got the whole bed to herself.
yes,these 3 got up just to play.
so addicted to mahjong can!
so after playing,cat,lyndi and yuting agreed to sleep at the mahjong table itself since jocelyn was alre deep asleep.
but guess what,WITHIN TEN MINS of sleeping at the table,cat got up to sleep on the bed and left lyndi and yuting sleeping at the table.
LOL.damn ps!!!
so i thought the antics will end there.
it was alre 3plus by then.
but then lyndi suddenly got up and stared at me.
i got shocked of course.
she simply stared at me without even like laughing or anything.
then she just went under the table and slept on the floor.
and the best part was,when she woke up,she didnt even know how she ended up on the floor.lols!
she could still adjust the tables and chairs when she went to the floor to make place for her to sleep.
see lah,who ask you guys to gave up your spot on the bed and play mahjong!!
hahas.so other small observations:
-sherwin can really sleep lah!she sleep the earliest and woke up rather late.
-meihui really looks very long when she's asleep and she doesnt move much while sleeping.
-mandy snores at times and her snoring is damn cute cuz it'll get louder gradually and then finally stop.lols!
-yuting can sleep while sitting cross-legged?!
-cat moves sround the most in her sleep.lol.
hahas.got some more i guess but too much to write down here.

second day was better.
we still did the usual stuffs(cards,majong,chat etc)
afterwards,went to bowl.
i'm totally off can.
scored damn low when i usually can play well one luh ):
but still,meixuan was the overall loser.
she had to do a forfeit but i dont think she did it can!
so after that,we continued slacking in the room.
the sec2s gave us our farewell gift which was indeed very sweet.
we wanted to watch movies but melissa only brought one or two vcds i think.
so me,lyndi and meixuan just left the room(yes,without informing anyone!lyndi was like,okay,let's go and we went.hahas!) and bused down(we ran for the bus can.so unglam!) to white sands to rent the tapes.
one of the cds was M18 and i thought lyndi didnt notice it and i pointed out to her a few times at the counter.hahas!
she obviously saw it and wanted to fool the person at the counter.
luckily the person didnt hear us/didnt care bout us.lol.
all the netball girls went to the beach later on to take pics.
our bbq finally started after that.
the juniors(mainly cat,lyndi and meihui) started fire and cooked first.
stupid meixuan playing mahjong inside?!damn slacker!lol!
so took turns cooking and gossiped and eat and blahblah.
oh,and i got so annoyed with someone lah,i dont believe you're that hungry so you could've waited a lil longer for the food.
there were lots of leftover chicken wings so huifang and xinni decided to experiment with them.
one of their experiments taste quite nice luh but no one dared tried it.lol!
nvm you two,i know the chicken tasted great (:
oh,and i bbqed one of the wings to perfection okay!
i had time to relax and cook the chicken wing slowly what,that's why.
damn tasty i tell you!
the sec3s and sec1s finally presented to us our farewell gifts.
so cleared up+bathed etc and we all settled down to watch the cds but everyone fell asleep lah.
movie too boring.lol.
however,melissa,me,yuting,peggy,xinni and huifang didnt want to sleep so we walked to the shopping centre to watch a movie but all closed alre so we settled down at macs and played cards AGAIN.hahas!
but we had forfeits for the loser.
the two that really stood out the most was the forfeit for melissa and peggy.
melissa had to go up to the counter and ask the person to change the channel of the tv to CARTOON NETWORK.
obviously the person rejected but the whole thing was funny.
peggy's dare was even more ridiculous.
i had ordered a sundae earlier on and once i finished it,a brilliant idea struck me.
i told peggy she had to go up to the couner and ask for a refill.
not only that,she must sort of ask,"$1.50 also cannot refill meh?"
hahas!that one damn funny!!
so ate breakfast and finally went back to the chalet.
bathed etc and we checked out.

ps;on the second day,in the morning,me and jocelyn took some ride at the shopping centre.
it's like you sit in a machine and the machine will move according to the video played on the screen.
it wasnt scary at all but that jocelyn was like screaming her head off in the beginning of the ride before she FINALLY realised it wasnt scary.hahas!
she took a few mins to realise it you know!
we wasted $6 for nth can!
but it was funny watching her screaming like a small girl lah (:

i reached home around 11.30am.
tried watching antm on the comp and failed horribly cuz i fell asleep within 10mins lah.
so i slept from 12pm that day all the way till 6am the next day WITHOUT eating,drinking or even peeing!hahas!
i even remembered drinking lots of water before sleeping.
i even slept at the living room cuz too tired to go to the room.
when i finally woke up got like almost 10smses waiting to be replied?!
okay that's all bout the chalet.
i think it's detailed enough,in fact too detailed alre.hahas!

sec1s,
thanks for the mug.
the designs were cute (:
i actually hoped to see more of the juniors at the chalet but sadly only 3 came ):

sec2s,
thanks for the super huge heart-shaped muffin!
and i'm really very touched with the special info that came along with it.
the muffin is really very sweet+chocolatey and very nice!
the special thing is,ants wont go near the muffin despite it being damn sweet.
i think the ants also know it's our farewell gift then dont want to destroy it.hahas!
but what i really love bout the muffin is that the more you eat it,the nicer it gets (:

sec3s,
BIGGEST THANK YOU to you guys.
you guys were the main planners and organisers of this chalet.
i saw how much effort you guys put into this chalet(running in the rain to get our gifts,fighting for a camp,overcoming financial issues etc) and i really appreciate every single bit of it.
i also know how frustrated you guys were over a few ppl.
i really cant ask for more out of you guys.
best farewell i can ever ask for (:
and thank you for the mug and pillow, especially to meixuan since she did my gift(make me guilty for a reason can!!lol,i forgot if meixuan knows the reason)
i mean seriously,the pillow is such a smart gift.
the pillow will be on our beds and every night when we go to bed,we'll think of you guys when we see the pillow.
the pillow is also damn huggable lah.
you can just hug it for hours (:
anyway,despite knowing bout part of the gift beforehand(lols!another one of LYNDI's accidents!),i still am surprised and touched by the gifts cuz i didnt know what you guys will do with the pillow what.
and honestly,sewing isnt that easy,well for me lah!hahas!
so not to worry,i'm still taken aback,in a good way (:

anyway,sorry to the juniors if i looked emo/sian during the chalet.
that's my tired face.hahas!
i just look that way but if you guys approach me,i'll still entertain you guys.
i dont attitude ppl one (:
i mean,what can you expect after not aleeping for 2 whole nights right.
and some ppl might ask,"why're you so dumb?!should,ve slept during the chalet right!"
the main reason is that i sleep SUPER roughly one.
so i dont want to kick anyone what.hahas!
it's true okay though it sounds dumb.
then the next part is i showed off to jocelyn that i could last 2 nights without sleeping and i also thought she'll challenge me to that but in the end that pig slept for both nights lah!(JOCELYN YEOH,you better look at this and feel guilty!!!)
and another small reason was that there wasnt much space to sleep what.
i would rather not sleep than sleep uncomfortably.
besides,i'm used to sleeping late or not sleeping at all too.

ps;i'm alre missing the chalet lah.
although we didnt do anything special,i just miss the atmosphere we had at the chalet.
it's okay lah,i'm sure we'll have such netball outings again (:

2009-11-26T16:03:00.000-08:00

GRAD NIGHT!
it wasokay i guess.
like there wasnt really much activities.
like more of taking-picture session where everyone was dressed nicely.
but jocelyn kept tormenting me the whole night whenever she saw me lah!
after the event,wanted to watch movie with some 4B girls.
but the cinema there was closed and we didnt want to travel that far so we ended up at macs to drink etc.
went home and smsed jocelyn till 3 i think.
and i finally slept at 3plus going 4.

shall upload photos some other time.
cant find the cable!
and also the next post shall be bout netball chalet/farewell (:

2009-11-22T08:09:00.000-08:00

it's been a rough week ):
and it seems i'll get annoyed/irritated easily recently.
hormones raging is it?!hahas!
so grad night is tmr!
i'm wearing a halter neck dress with tights.
no choice alre.
the dress is free size so it's really quite short for me.
as in it'll really restrict my movements alot.
and i dont think i tolerate that.
i'll pretty much go wild and crazy as always (:

anyway,my dsress is like super cheap!!!
$30plus only.
bought it at some pushing cart shop at toa payoh.
why toa payoh?
cuz my mum's office is there.lols.
but peisi tld me there's a similar dress at this fasion.
omg,should've bought it at this fashion.
would've been cheaper right.
so you see,it doesnt always have to be the case where you spent so much over grad night (:
hope i enjoy tmr night! :D

2009-11-18T07:25:00.000-08:00

I WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY!
yeah yeah..i still said i didnt want to go school anymore.
but i wanted to see yk and my juniors.
miss them alot!
so met up with yk in the morning and chatted.
hahas!we purposely met up to chat cuz it's been ages since we really talked to each other.
afterwards,went for lunch with juniors and played cards etc and discussed bout the farewell.
they discussed but i helped with some stuffs.
i really really love my juniors to bits.
they put in so much into the farewell.
i can see it with my own eyes.
so i hope they'll overcome all the probs.
but even with a simple farewell,i'll still be contented (:

anyway, i took up a numerology course recently.
burnt a hole in my pocket can!
but the course is really very interesting and useful.
so i will be giving ppl consultations soon at a reasonable fee.
less than $50 most prolly since i'm not a mega mega pro yet right.
but i do know my work.
just that since i am new to this,must not be so greedy.
dont worry,friends will be given a special price (:

anyway,this week's been good cuz of another thing too!
i've been talking to lynn for 3 consecutive nights alre!
why good?
cuz it's been ages sicne i had such long talks with her.
she's still the same and she still understands me best (:
in fact,i'm talking to her right now! :D

2009-11-11T18:36:00.000-08:00

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2009-10-31T05:20:00.001-07:00

yeah right,so now studying is a mistake too.

2009-10-30T06:11:00.000-07:00

What do you need most in your life? Your Result: You need to feel sadness in your life. Believe it or not, you're just TOO happy, it's nice to always have a bright smile, and laugh and cheer everybody up, but you have to feel sad for others or be sad about something, because there may be a day, distant or near, when you'll have a huge breakdown, but to cushion your fall, you should feel a little bit of sadness, so that you may not be surprised by this new feeling you've just felt.
You need to stay calm and not dramatize things.
You need to stand your ground to be happy in life.
You need friends to be happy.
You need to depend on yourself a little more.
You need to feel for others to get friends.
You need to put out the fire of your wrath.
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GOSH,HOW TRUE CAN THIS GET?!
i feel this test is damn true!
hahas.okay,shall go back to studying once again ):
was just bored and decided to do one test (:

2009-10-20T08:22:00.000-07:00

I tried KFC's new nescafe frappe today!!
sounds good yeah....NOT!
i mean the drink was not bad but the thing is,
AFTER i finished the drink,i saw a yellow+black striped bug in the cup?!
plus,there was this like small white ball under the bug which i suspect is it's egg.
and the worst thing was,it was still moving when i discovered it?!
so i honestly dont know if i'd swallowed any.
well,i'd really hope not.
so just be careful when you try the frappe k!

anw,there were 3 stray kittens in school today.
they were afraid etc and me and some other sec4s were like playing/stroking it etc
then came this stupid relief teacher who just forcefully carried the kittens and put them into boxes.
the kittens were like whimpering and resisting against her but she still remained like such an ass.
we've been in the sch longer than you have and this is not the first time kittens are discovered.
just let them be.
cats are independent creatures who can live on their own.
unless you really intend to care for them,dont act like a huge monster(to the kittens) and do such things.
when i went to check on the kittens again in the afternoon,couldnt find any.
heard one sec1 boy brought one home while the mean teacher kidnapped the other 2 and god knows where she brought it.

the saddest thing was the mummy cat was seen searching for her babies sometime after that.
she was mewing loudly etc and it might just be a cat but i swear just by one look,you could see the worry and sadness in the cat's eyes.
but mummy cat was too late.
her babies were gone.
i clearly told the mean teacher and the rest to just leave the kittens there cuz the mother will surely come back for them.
mummy cat might've just went out to look for food but her efforts were wasted,since she didnt have to feed anyone when she came back.
i mean honestly,put this into a real life situation:
supposing you had children.
you went out to get them food etc.
but to come back to only find your beloved children disappear into thin air.
if it were my children,i'd be extremely depressed and hit hard.
and i'm not even a mother.
try asking your mother how she'll feel if placed in this situation.

well,not just cuz i'm a cat lover or anything,but screw you,you meanie monster relief teacher for robbing the kittens of their mother.
who knows you'll just have a taste of how the kittens and the mother cat felt about this whole thing,in the future.

2009-10-16T04:27:00.000-07:00

today's last day of school!
yepp,last day of officially being a kranjian.
i really enjoyed today morning where we really unite as a cohort to do a lil something for the school.hahas!
so thanks to all the sec4s and especially to those reps from the diff class who worked alongside with me to make the plan come true.
i bet the teachers were caught off guard and felt touched.
hmm,last day sure felt diff.
everyone's taking pics here and there,REFUSING to study despite o levels coming so soon.
hahas.but are we to blame?!
last day of school right!

hahas.actually i was only high during the morning assembly and o level briefing.
other than that i was doing work.
maths some more!
jenny low should be proud k!
talking bout the o level briefing,i really had a fun time shouting around with the 4a peeps.hahas!
yes,my throat is a lil sore now but still never lose voice?!
i really want to have the experience of not being able to talk.
as everyone should know,i cant shut up unless got special cases etc.
so if anyone got the best way to lose your voice like immediately,tell me!
i'm serious!hahas!

anw,during f&n we were supposed to be baking but the briefing dragged so in the end ended up in the library chatting instead of doing work.lols.
so after chatting i suggested we do dedications to ms.foo
this segment quite touching lah.
many were close to tears and a few even cried.
and ms.foo's eyes were also very teary luh just that she dont want to cry in front of us.
but since joanne and me were seating like next to her,we could see her eyes going wet.hahas.
sweet 4b right! :D
so i really enjoyed my day today lah.
right from the start till the end of the day.
i'll definitely remember this day (:

sigh,i really miss you.
very long never see you alre!! ):

2009-10-12T07:06:00.000-07:00

Hello (:
so me and jocelyn were talking till 2am plus today morning and i realised i really regretted not writing down my real thoughts+all the things that has happened etc in netball.
abit too late to regret now but what can i do?
well stick with this and just live with the regret luh.
anyways,tmr marks the 1 week anniversary of the death of my red specs ):
no signs of it yet and no one has approached me over the reward yet.
c'mon ppl,doesnt everyone love a reward or gift?
the offer's still on okay :D

2009-10-11T06:39:00.001-07:00

What does your birth date say about you?

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true?i'm not really sure myself.hahas!

2009-10-09T07:42:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry for being such a jerk.

anyway,my specs are gone.
yes,the new one.
i think it was stolen cuz the last i remember seeing it was before i left for recess on tuesday.
but then,i cant be 100% sure and claim that was what actually happened.
so be it lah.
the main reason for telling everyone bout this is if let's say my specs is really taken by someone and you're gloating over my loss,then you're really sick in the mind.
anyway,whoever who can get be back my specs or if anyone has seek it or taken it and wishes to return it to me,i really hope you do cuz i promise you a reward.
i really promise.

sigh,new specs.
i really liked it.
the design,the colour etc.
i still took care of it properly.
everytime after using,i'll attach the black lenses thingy before folding the cloth around my specs and then into the spectacle box and finally keep it in my bag.
tedious,but i really went to that extent to take care of it.
i remember telling some ppl how angry i was when the twins scratched my specs.
but within less than a month of purchasing it and it's alre gone.
and it doesnt help that the specs costs close to $200.
sigh,i basically just threw away my parent's money as well as mine just like that.

anyway,on to a happier note.
LYNDI's birthday was yesterday.
tbut it wasnt a big affair lah since the juniors were about tohave their eoy exams.
but i purposely went to sit over with lyndi cuz it was her birthday.
bad idea.
cuz 3f was like right in front of the podium and mr.zainal spotted me so easily?!
so he called me out to go to the foyer.
lols.i'm sure many would've known bout this incident alre.
so he TALKED to me for a while.
teachers love me too much to scold me okay (:
hahas!okay so he mentioned bout not thinking that i'm naughty or wanting to scold me cuz i'm big enough and can think for myself.
he said he had no choice but to call me out cuz if not,others will folllow my actions.
he also said he'll look stupid if he doesnt call me out cuz others may think he cant even see me right in front of him despite me being so big and tall.
lols.he cares more bout his pride sia.
he also wanted to try to make me promise him that i wont go into another class anymore but as you should know,i cant possibly agree to that cuz i'll confirm break that promise.hahas!
besides,i'm leaving this school soon.
all the more i should hang out with ppl whom i treasure cuz i dunno what'll happen after graduation right.
hahas.dont care,i'm only playing it safe for a few more days before going back to the sec3 level.
anyway,LOOK OUT FOR MELISSA IDIOT FOO WALKING AROUND THE PARADE SQUARE ON MONDAY MORNING!!! :D

2009-09-09T00:32:00.000-07:00

REPUBLIC NETBALL CHALLENGE
played 4 games altogether.
sengkang, north vista, chinese girls' sch, zhenghua (in order)
initially, we went there with the mindset to just play for fun since we thought the schools were very tough and we didnt have the main players around to win.
the players who went were: me,jocelyn,yuting,amanda,serern,kahfong,xinni,jayne,suqi,jingy
but after playing the first two games,which we won,there was a boost in morale and suddenly there was hope of advancing on to the next round.
anyway,we basically played the ball among 3 ppl only.
lols.like jocelyn will start the center pass and pass to yuting,yuting then passes back to jocelyn and the ball will be lobbed in to me alre.
hahas.imagine how tiring it was for the two of them.
they didnt have a choice i guess since our attackers were not running out.
halfway thru the two games,the opponents realised what we were doing and tried to double on yuting but well,yuting's just too slick and pro for them to stop her!hahas!
thankfully my shots were on-form that day.
it could also be due to the indoor pole.hahas!
everytime when i play indoors,my shots are exceptionally better than when i play at outdoor courts!
ps;i'd say i liked the north vista game most out of all the games played (:
pps;sherwin was awesome that day for all of the juniors' games.

anyway,there was one pass i really like!!
jocelyn threw a lob to me.
i saw xinni running in from behind.
so instead of going for that pass thrown to me,i stood there and let xinni have it.
hahas!it's a nice fake okay.
if you see it,you'd agree too (:

so here comes the big part,jocelyn had to leave for tuition after the two games.
she did try changing her tuition time etc but her tutor said it wasnt possible.
of course i got worried.
for both games,we could win cuz yuting had someone to work with.
plus without her around,we didnt have a center!!
so strategised again and played the scgs game.
the first quarter was actually good.
i did have the hope that like, 'hey,they're not really that strong.we can actually win them.'
at the end of first quarter,we were leading by 1 goal in fact! (6-5)
carried on with the game but then things started to go downhill.
our attackers all of a sudden dont want to run out for center pass.
okay lah,i cant really blame them.
maybe it's cuz they got blocked out by the defenders.
so the score got dragged from 6-5 to 15-6.
the ball couldnt even come down to my side!!
i was so damn free for the 2nd half lah.
the scgs GS even tricked our defender with the same move for 4 consecutive times.
lols.but cant deny,the scgs shots were nice.
they're really good with far shots.
almost all chop!

after that was up against zhenghua.
the sec3s werent around to watch this game cuz they went to eat i think and our game was brought forward so they came only after the game ended.
so back to the game,
suqi played C for this game while yuting played GD cuz we saw that we cant afford to give up on defence after playing with scgs.
hmm,i think out of all the center passes,only one or two went thru.
but then,cant blame her since she's not an experienced C i guess.
we were down by about 5 goals after the first half.
so switched back to yuting as C in the second half.
still,couldnt really pass down the ball as no one wanted to run out.
yuting only could make use of amanda to bring down the ball.
i think i only managed to get the ball when yuting had no choice but to force the ball in from the center third.
we managed to draw the gap up to two balls but we still lost in the end.
yeah,to zhenghua,the school which we should have won easily.
even when i told xindi,she was super shocked.

i know the main team players were not there etc,but if you had watched the games yourself,you would also agree with me that the opponents weren't really that tough.
i was really really very disappointed when we lost.
if you lost knowing that the opponents were tough and you already put up whatver fight you can.
but the thing is,i hate the helpless kind of feeling.
like you're already giving your best but you cant beat the opponents just cuz you dont have enough players.
yuting was playing well,my shots were fine but we still lost.
we just needed one more person who will run so the ball can get passed down.
i honestly believed if we just had that one more player,we would have won both games and advanced on.
if not both games,at least win zhenghua and advance through.
we just needed to get thru and on monday,we'll have jocelyn back again.
sadly,no one on our team could really play C :(

i wont really be blunt lah but just to vent out my frustration.
i mean as an attacker,you should know it's your duty to offer and help in bringing down the ball.
i mean it's not possible to get a score if the ball cant even come down to the goal circle.
and you know also that if you dont have height,you shouldnt hide behind the defender.
if a non-netballer does not do too well,i can understand why.
i know our defense side was a little weak without yuting but at the very least,you could try.
some games,you were fantastic,i wont deny it.
but some other games,i just sensed the lack of effort.
hahas.i think i've never shouted this much on court before.
never have i felt this helpless on court before.
lols.anyway,i hope those i shouted at etc that day will understand that whatever happens is only on court.
as in i'm only angry for whatever happened on court.
it wont affect my attitude towards you as a junior/friend.
so if let's say(just my thinking),you feel like smsing me but dont do so cuz you think i have something against you,i dont :D
plus,if you guys also think i was too harsh with the shoutings and scoldings etc,i'm sorry.

anyway,i really want to apologise to jayne and serern cuz you guys didnt play at all.
after chatting with jocelyn and doing some self-reflection,i dont think i'll feel good too if i did not play at all.
so i'm really sorry that we were selfish and so bent on winning that we didnt gave you guys a chance.
i'm feeling quite guilty over it.
so i'm apologising on behalf of the team for not letting you guys play.
and i'd really like to thank you for coming down all the way to watch and support us etc.
it means alot and i appreciate it (:

honestly,i took some time to get over the loss.
i dunno why i got so angry over the games.
i even sort of shouted at meixuan when the juniors came back and she asked bout the results.
hahas!she got nth to do with it then still get shouted at.
i think it's mainly cuz i really wanted to get something out of it.
i know we had a chance.
that's why i was even more determined to win those games.
but then the higher your expectations are,the harder you'll fall if you dont achieve it.
while walking with jocelyn when she needed to go off,she did make me even more hyped up for the remaining two games.
she kept saying over and over that we had to win.
so of course,i didnt want to disappoint her.
but then some things cant be helped.
at least i knew i gave my best :D
that night,i fell asleep thinking of all the 'what if we had....'
i know i slept way earlier than usual(i usually sleep around 2am on weekends) and i only woke up at around 6pm the next day!
hahas!i think i was too tired+sad+disappointed+angry so i just slept on it.
but after talking to a few ppl,i finally let it go and now i'm concentrating fully on my O's :D
yes,tourism course!
heard the cut-off points are quite high.
shall work hard for it then (:

anyway,i got talent-scouted that day during the RP challenge!
hahas!the person will contact me if they're any games they want me to play in etc.
hopefully,they're alot after O's!
i dunno if i have to play with the RP team or play with the others who got chosen etc but whatever it is,i'm up for it!

anyway,CONGRATS JUNIORS for getting 3rd!
i know you guys fought hard and even had some unfair umpires etc.
but be proud you guys still triumphed over all those obstacles!
particularly to meixuan,you guys still won despite what the gk did to you!! :D
i'll cheer loudly when you guys recieve the medals on monday (:

to yuting,jocelyn and amanda:
i really cherished those few games we had on sat.
it might be the last time we actually go for an official netball competition together.
though,it's not the full team,i appreciate your presence and your effort in the games.
i really hope we do join some other competitions in the future together.
but if not,i cherish those moments on sat.
win or lose(or my ankle getting more swollen.hahas!),i still wouldnt trade the time spent on sat for anything else :D

2009-09-09T00:25:00.000-07:00

i got a new specs! :D
haha!i think the only person who knows it must be yk.
so i chose a red one and got those lenses which can adjust to sunlight.
plus,my degree went down!!!
it's just that my astigsm(spell?!) went up.
so you'll get to see my new specs in a week from now (:

2009-09-06T06:39:00.000-07:00

so the main highlight of this post is that i fell down at a road in GEYLANG!
yes,geylang!
not those red light districts okay!
so i wanted to cross a road.
then we had to like do down these super big stepS(notice the big s)
i onyl saw one step when there was actually two steps.
so down i went with my HEAVY school bag,hahas!many of you should know my school bag is like really heavy.(i think the bag also played a part in dragging me to fall down when i lost my footing on the steps)
so i fell sideways and landed on my ankle first.
i dunno how but i only scratched my knee and the side of my leg.
while i was down,there were some cars approaching so i had to roll away on the road.
hahas!sound so dramatic right!
but it's really true since i fell on the road what!
so i had to force myself up to get off the road.
onced i was standing,i knew immediately i had sprained my ankle.
plus the cuts on my leg were bleeding.
went to the toilet and cleaned them up.
after falling down,my family still had to shop to get stuffs for hari raya so i had no choice but to walk with them since we dont have time on the other days to get stuff.
when i went home,i saw my leg was like super swollen?!
only then did i remember i had to play captain ball on aces day so i started to get very sad in case i couldnt play.
it's like last year so i want to participate as much as i can in events.
luckily,i iced my ankle like crazy and applied this super good oil and the swelling went down alot and i managed to play the captain ball games in the end :D

2009-09-06T06:25:00.000-07:00

TEACHER'S DAY CELEBRATION
i only gave presents to mslai,msnat and mslow.
maybe i'm not really close to any of the other teachers,that's why.
captain ball games were up first.
we got 2nd.
not really satisfied with the results but then it's okay lah.
we made some mistakes so we know why we lost.
after that had concert in hall.
had some dance performances.
lydia and eekie danced REALLY well.hahas!
i liked lydia's moves.
after that,headed to cck library to read/study.
but i slept most of the times.lol!
tired okay.
and finally when i wanted to borrow something,i realised i left my wallet in school!!
so panicked a lil but then i had a feeling someone will give it to the office.
so i relaxed a lil.
but i promised my seld,i wont be so careless in the future.
thanks daniel.L and peisi for walking all the way back to school to check whether my wallet still there or not.
it means alot to me :D

2009-09-06T06:19:00.001-07:00

let's see, not many things happened recently so i'll just list them down in points and elaborate on it if i have the time.
-teacher's day celebration
-i fell down at a road
-republic poly netball challenge
ok,shall blog bout them in different posts.
anyway,i slept from ytd night till 6pm today!!
hahas.i cant remember what time i slept yesterday night but i think it was 11plus.
that's alre early for me cuz i usually sleep at 2plus on weekends.hahas!
my body and mind was really very tired so i just went to sleep on it.
feel much better now and i'll put everything behind.
shall focus on my O's (:

2009-08-17T15:19:00.003-07:00

wow,my o level english oral is later on!!!
hahas!i'm nervous actually but maybe i guess i just dont show it out.
hope i dont screw up the whole thing :D

2009-08-16T00:34:00.000-07:00

HELLO everyone!
hahas.yeah,i dunno why but i'm in a good mood.
okay i have one main intention in blogging today,that is to elaborate a bit on some ahlian incident since peisi and yongkian are not gonna do it.
but who knows,i might just side track and blog bout some other thing as well.
anyways,so on friday,the school had some ict thingy.
and mrshasi and mslosiny asked me and peisi to help out randomly.hahas!
so being the kind souls we were,we agreed!
aren't we nice ppl? (:
netball was cancelled that day cuz of the ict thing so didnt have the chance to gossip with lyndi.
lols.yeah i gossip with her every friday.
so turned out to be me and peisi had very little to do.
we ended up slacking and gossiping in the canteen,to which i realise we do have alot in common!
as in our view towards ppl,movies etc.
but she still likes love stories more while i like horror movies more.lols.
yongkian came around after that since he had some bilingual thing before that.
we did some work but not for long.
played daidi(or however you spell it) and went to help ourselves to the food,since we can do so after helping out.
yongkian ate with us too since he was super hungry alre.
we ate in the garden.
my suggestion!
very creative right!
went back to canteen again with subhaan following us.
played bridge for super long after that.
i loved some of the bridge games we had.
very tensing and exciting!lols!
so the three(me,yk,ps) of us started to head home after that.

here comes the EXCITING part.....
you know,there's this zebra crossing where you have to cross to reach the bus interchange if you're walking to lot1 from school?
yeah,then there's this big red gate right.
surprisingly,the gate was left wide open.
peisi noticed it first and commented it,to which i said,"wow,seems like some scene out of a final destination movie!"
lols.cuz that movie has been on my mind recently,so i just happened to think of it.
hahas.we shrugged it off and continued to walk.
once we reached lot1,outside 'this fashion', there was something wrong with the board that showed the mrt timings.
like it was faulty and that's not something common right.
so i said again,"look,another sign!maybe we should board the trains."LOLS!
i think peisi got scared a lil by that.
but before we can continue on with our final destination joke,peisi and yongkian heard someone calling us 'stupid idiots'
they turned around and saw a lady wearing some yellow shirt.
i didnt even realise we had just been insulted though until they told me!
lols.we happened to see the lady again outside lot1's entrance again.
so being the cheeky me,i suggested we purposely go block the lady's path.
so i did just that.
and she scolded us 'stupid idiots' again.
so i said 'thank you' and peisi followed me and we kept saying thank you!hahas!
then the lady got even more angry and scolded the 'f word' to us.
and i said 'oh,thank you.go on.dont stop'
hahas!then she said our parents nvr teach us blah blah (i didnt hear but peisi said she said it)
lols.we headed different ways once we were in lot1 if not i would've just continued disturbing the lady!
c'mon lah,at the mrt board,we didnt even block her way.
she just happened to be behind us.
okay,even if we did block her way unintentionally,just say 'excuse me' lah.
dont need insult right.
while we were leaving,i happened to bump into catherine and the lady again.
she was gonna board a taxi.
i tried to run to her taxi to wave to her but didnt get the chance.
lols!i'm actually glad we handled the lady with class and had fun while doing it!
hahas.so you see,you dont have to scold vulgarities to hit a person back.
simple words will do! :D

ps;i wanna watch ORPHAN badly!!!!! ):

2009-08-11T07:49:00.000-07:00

just had a conversation with someone.
well,i shall prove you wrong.

anyway,pe today was fun!
played floorball.
yeah,not the usual captain ball.
hahas.honestly,i'm getting a little bored of playing captain ball every week.
but i still enjoy playing it okay,not to worry :D

through the whole game of floorball,i think i realised i can be too competitive at times.
as in,i really felt super tempted(lols.i didnt okay.i managed to control it!!lol) to tell some people off for not playing properly.
but then,i shouldnt have thought that way lah,since floorball is something new for most of my classmates.
so to whomever that i might have raised my voice to a little,i apologise (:
recently i feel so hot tempered.
hmm,hormonal changes is it?!
LOLS!hopefully it's just a passing phase.

anyways,laura has a really long cut on her hand after keryuan accidently whacked her hand.
lols!YES!keryuan is violent okay.
dont be decieved,her whack is really solid i tell you!

and the twins+jingyi super evil today can!!
you guys know i dont wanna jaywalk unless i really dont have a choice.
so after the bridge,while walking to lot1 from night study,the 3 of them tried to drag me to jaywalk.
obviously,i resisted.
but they keep pulling and i lost balance and i ended up falling by the roadside.
hahas!luckily therre wasnt any cars.
but i twisted my ankle a little ):
hahas.abit paiseh too since got a lot ppl whom i knew who was around when i fell but then,what to do.
thos 3 twerps anyhow drag me!!
hate them can!!
lols.okay,obviously i'm joking.
life'll be boring without those peeps for sure (:
lols.not forgetting my other friends too of course! :D

2009-08-08T09:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! :D
going on a short cruise with my family members to celebrate national day.
at least i know the celebration will be so much better and more interesting than the one we had in school.
lols.i've yet to blog bout the national day celebration in school.
so might as well blog now.
firstly,the celebration was alre boring due to the fact we cant go to the parade square cuz of h1n1.
so did nth much except stay in class and slack.
anw,i went to school at like 6.30am?!
for what,to get ready for the reddest class competition.
lols.enthu right!
but then,only some came early despite me telling them to reach latest by 7.
well,typical what.
but i have to thank shaiful for coming at 6.45 since he's usually late and he specially came early for the event.
so by the time morning assembly came,we still didnt have full attendance so we just went on with everything,the whole 20 of us.lol!
very little right.
the reddest class judging went on very early and the judging was a mess lah.
the bitchy clique were in the toilet and by the time they came back,judging was over.
the judge was a non-teaching staff..ms sharon i think.
lols.she was in our class for such a short while only before going off.hahas!
why?she simply left after asking ms.tan how many students there were in 4b.
after ms.tan gave an ans and she realised the number of students in class was way little compared to the actual amount,she left.
wow,great.so much for coming early when only around half the class was present.
the reason why i'm so bummed out is because i really really wanted to win the reddest class thingy.
we still spent more time on going thru the details for it over the class deco thingy cuz we wanted to win that competition more.
i wanted 4b to win something out of the last school event we're gonna spend together.
but oh well,class spirit is not something that's important to my class.

and to any 4E students who're reading this;
yes, i'm jealous whenever you guys win a class award or competition etc.
yes, i admire your class spirit and how united you guys are
yes, we do speak behind your backs thinking of what to do so that we can win a school event or something else. (as in a few of us only lah,not the whole class. we cant even be united in bitching.lols!)
but no, i dont hold anything against your class.
i just wished my class had a bit more of a class spirit.
i think it's partly because i was from 2a, a class full of class spirit and enthusiasm
and suddenly with 4b,there're only traces of it.
so honestly, congrats for the the class deco cuz i really thought it was great and you guys deserved the award :D

i think i have a lot more to say but then i dunno how to put in all down here.
so to sum it up,national day celebration didnt really go too well.
but i did enjoy some moments too.
the dancing in class with yiying etc (lols, we danced to the song reach out for the skies!)
and i have to thank a few ppl for making a big effort.
ppl like sufiana,belicia,yiying,shaiful,weiting and others.
and joannie,thanks for coming lah.hahas!
it's a big thing if joanne comes for such events you know! :D
and i also cant be so negative bout the whole thing lah.
it's been a while since most ppl in my class actually come together and do something.
maybe they did a little but it's better than nothing.
so let's just ignore those absentees and slackers,i really am thankful to you guys for chipping in (:

anw to some particular ppl (these ppl were surprisingly from 2a last time): i thought being in 2a taught you guys something, but i'm obviously wrong since you guys practically were slacking around the whole day and didnt help out.

anw,tell you guys something super nice.
i have a cousin who's turning 5 on 10th august.
happens so, his family is of those affluent kind.
since monday is a public holiday, his parents have decided what to do to celebrate his birthday.
his parents came up with two choices, allowing him to swim with the dolphins at sentosa or going out somewhere with all his cousins.
guess what he chose(think like a 5 year old kid)....

HE CHOSE TO GO OUT SOMEWHERE WITH ALL HIS COUSINS!!!
and y'know, dolphins are like one of his favourite animals.
here comes the nicer part...
he chose to go out with his cousins cuz he said he love all his cousins!!!!
imagine a 5 year old kid saying that!!
and think of how much he sacrificed since he really loves dolphins.
lols.i cant believe i have such a super duper sweet little cousin.
lols.i doubt not many small kids think the way he does lah.seriously.
shall post up one of his photos someday (:
everytime i think of how sweet he is, it'll really make my day cuz i'm quite close with him :D

2009-08-07T20:38:00.000-07:00

i had a few nightmares yesterday night!!
nightmares for me wont be about ghosts though.
it was mostly about friends.
so to summarise it all:
-i scolded someone about playing netball
-my friendship totally soured with some of my currently close friends (like from super close to not even talking anymore)
-i went into a very bad state and kept screwing up at school due to the broken friendships
-teachers started becoming super worried about the breakdowns etc
-but they gave up in the end
-another of a very close friend was worried and angry that i didnt want to tell her why i was so sad etc.
-because of that,our friendship drifted apart and the close friend said she liked the old me better; thru an sms,the pic of the sms is still VERY vivid and clear in my head now ):
-but in this dream i had a boyfriend.LOLS!random, i know!
-the boyfriend in the dream was really good at comforting me when i was super sad
*the points are jumbled up and there might be some more points but it's either i dunno how to put it down here or i cant remember
but i was really scared when i woke up cuz i didnt want to lose those close friends.
if the dream comes true,i think whatever that happened in the dream, will happen the same way to me too.

so next dream was about joanne!!
hahas!that big booby (:
she was getting bullied around by this group of gangsters, which she knew them and they knew her.
getting bullied as in they wanted to hit her.
so i felt really helpless that i was going to witness them hitting her yet cant do anything about it; and that was the scary part about the dream.
like you care for that person, yet you cant protect them.
hahas!joannie, i care bout you one okay!
but the anti climax part is i woke up before they started hitting her.
lols!at least never see the hitting part!

last dream was about my aunt and uncle.
they were approached by a lady at their house.
the lady wanted them to take in her child as she couldnt take care of the baby.
and my uncle and aunt didnt want as they had their own baby to take care of.
but the lady kept persisting, so that made her a little bit suspicious.lol!

there were a few other dreams which i remembered very little off so no point typing down here.
lols.but dream 1 scared me the most!
hahas.i dunno what's up with me,keep having such dreams for the night and ended up not being able to sleep well.hahas.
hopefully,i'll sleep better tonight!
going out to study now then (:

2009-07-24T08:50:00.000-07:00

follow my heart or follow my head;
i thought so long bout it and finally made my decision,also with the help of some advice from friends.
that is i'm not joining the netball competition anymore.
well it sucks if you're so eager to go and play etc but know that's not the wisest choice for you.
i decided not to join cuz lyndi and melissa made me realise that O's are gonna come only once,whereas there are so many other competitions that are soon to come.
but what the both of them said are really true.
so i guess i'd have to set my priorities right.
even so,i REALLY REALLY wanted to take part in the competition.
and because i didnt join,the whole team didnt join in the end so i'm a tad guilty for that.
i know how it feels like when you're so enthu bout something and in the end your plan just doesnt work out.
so i'm really sorry for backing out on you,daniel.
you know,i actually did start training by myself at home for the competition.
nth much though,just conditioning.
lols.okay,i'm very enthu bout such competitions i guess!!
nvm shall just comfort myself with this statement:
lose the game,you'll just screw up your chances of winning;
suck at O's,you'll screw up your whole life.

2009-07-14T06:24:00.000-07:00

due to some stuffs recently,i found it important that i had to blog bout jaywalking.
i'm sure everyone would have been guilty of jaywalking at least once in their whole lifetime.
it seems so tempting doesnt it......"there're no cars around,i might as well just cross the road"
i'm sure that thought will constantly be in our head whenever we see an empty road.
even i always jaywalked at every opportunity given.
why?cuz i found it a waste of time to wait for the traffic lights to turn red.
so that's the reason i am using the poster above to remind myself that life is more precious than rather than try to shave off a few seconds from our hectic schedule.

if you're still not convinced,here are some of the fatal consequences of jaywalking....

okay,enough of gross pictures.
the worst part of an accident is in the name itself.
you cant predict when an accident might happen.
for those who claim that they are very careful when jaywalking etc,you never know when you might be caught off-guard and a car or a lorry might just be speeding down the same road.
this road sign clearly explains what i'm trying to put forward....

i know it's pointless if i tell people to stop jaywalking while i continue doing it myself.
so from today onwards,i'll try not to jaywalk ever.
i know it might be tough since i ALWAYS jaywalk but i'm sure i'll be able to do it bearing in mind the consequences of jaywalking.
support me by not jaywalking as it'll only benefit yourself!! :D

i really hope all my friends will also kick the habit of jaywalking as i dont want any of them to be a victim of car accidents due to their carelessness.
i'd be extremely devastated if one of my friends had lost their life in a car accident.

to friends of mine(especially close ones),PLEASE PLEASE dont jaywalk anymore okay.
at least dont do it for me.
i wont be able to have a peaceful mind if i knew any of my friends are at risk of being involved in car accidents.
you guys mean alot to me and i dont want to lose any single one of you.

so to end off this post,please stop jaywalking cuz it'll eliminate the risks of roadside accidents!

2009-07-11T23:44:00.000-07:00

i just wanted to blog bout something super funny!
ytd i was out studying with yongkian (:
so,i wanted to take my jacket out of my bag.
and my pad sort of got hooked together with the jacket and flew out of my bag when i pulled the jacket out!
quite embarassing!!hahas!
so i threw my jacket onto the floor to cover the pad.
luckily no one saw except for yongkian,which he claimed the pad looked like tissue paper.hahas!
another funny incident is bout yongkian sneezing.
to put it simply,he sneezed till the table almost toppled over which did left me stunned for awhile.hahas!
you must experience it for yourself to know how funny it is.
tmr there'll be no school again!!!
whooohoooo!!!!!!!

2009-06-30T08:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN!!!
sorry for the super late post but i couldnt really type much with a spoilt keyboard.
so thanks for being such an awesome friend and shooter!
you're really a special friend whom i cherish alot.
i loved all the fun times we spent together,ever since sec1 right up till now.
though we're both busy with our exams now,hope you'll still sms me for random chats whenever you need to destress.
i can always come up with random topics okay! :D
whatever else that i wanna say is in the card.
so all the best for O's and I LOVE YOU!!!!! :D

2009-06-29T08:35:00.000-07:00

TODAY'S FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!
dont think i'm crazy that i'm so enthu bout first day of school okay!
but i really look forward to first days' cuz it means seeing your friends,teachers etc again.
yeah it might mean end of holidays but still,i highly anticipate first days'.
similar to jocelyn,i had some trouble sleeping the night before!
so you see,it isnt only me that's hyped up for school!
but school did start off a little bad that morning.
cuz my uncle was being nice to send me to school but he came close to 25mins late!
and i left boonlay only around 7.10am,which means i'll reach school only around 7.20+am,which means VERY LITTLE time to talk with ppl!
as you all know,i love walking around the whole school in the morning to chat with random ppl.
when i say random,it really is random!
from the netballers to sec1s to even yongkang!HAHAS!
but luckily my spirit wasnt that dampened cuz i was still very excited bout school.
reached school and noticed the parade ground was empty due to H1N1 reasons.
i totally love morning assemblys luh cuz i can do my normal routine of patrolling round the parade square.
oh well like i said earlier,nth could really make me get all moody!
so i created much of a scene at the foyer by greeting ppl like REALLY SUPER LOUDLY!
i was so noisy that mrzainal had to come and spoil things by telling me, "i know you're happy and excited blah blah.but just relax etc" in his irritating and naggy voice of his.
so i went up instead and started to make noise in 4B!
hahas.my class surely miss my loud voice k!
went to 4E but the mood then was like erm...DEAD!!
so went down to 3E to find twins but their form teacher was alre there.
grr,hate coming late can!
lols!so i went to 3G to look for catherine and happened to chat with sherry there too.
went back to class and entertained even more ppl.
by that time,those zelia,yiying etc reached alre so the atmosphere was getting quite high!
even while singing the national anthem etc,we were quite high!
had to seat according to our classes during recess but did anyone cared?
lols.obviously NO!hahas!
i was walking around as usual and finally sat down with the juniors.
after school didnt really do much.
went to school library to study but it was damn empty!
like only me,the librarian and horace in the library.
could've had studied in the canteen but irritating old lau shooed us off.
went off with twins and went to lot1 to walk walk plus window shopped a lil.
while the twins were purchasing something,a lady happened to drop a undies which she alre purchased.
but none of us dared tell her cuz it'll be awkward so we just left.
abit evil,i know but it's really weird!
like what,"excuse me,your bright purple undies dropped out?!"
the twins went off and i went to the library to study again.
left and actually wanted to head to the gym but felt rather tired so went home instead.
shall go gym tmr instead.
tmr playing street netball with juniors!
plus,it's someone's birthday tmr! :D
oh and i was supposed to avoid eye contact with jocelyn for the whole of today which i managed to but jocelyn missed my eyes so she forced me to stop!HAHAS!
and,LITHIUM LEFT KRANJI ALRE!!!WHOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!
i never liked her lessons at all!
hahas.ask anyone in my class.
they'd agree!
mrshasi said she left cuz of personal reasons but from the way she spoke,he himself said she was really SCARED of our class!
hahas!she even said she'd never ever seen a class like ours(in a bad way of course!)
oh and i missed out the part bout mrshasi installing a video camera in our class during chem lessons.
what for?cuz he wants to catch those who're not paying attention!
hahas!so now i cant keep staring out of windows anymore ):
but i find the video camera part rather cool and i'm sure the bimbos in my class will surely keep posing for it!LOLS!
okay,that's all for today.
i'll be back tmr for a birthday post! :D

2009-06-25T07:58:00.000-07:00

lols.i really blogged alot today!
i think cuz i'm bored and i'm quite tired from studying.
managed to cover a bit more of chem today.
tmr gonna go woodlands library with yk to study.
anyway,was having a girly chat with jocelyn ytd night.
girly as in boyfriends,looks blahblah.
we both agreed daniel chia's eyes is nice.
and i chose yongkang over tanjon!
lols.meixuan,dont jealous okay!
he's all yours!!
that jocelyn so spoiler,dont want choose!
anw,one of us thinks KISSING UNDER THE BLANKETS IS ROMANTIC!!!
lols.make your guesses and if you're that curious,ask me or jocelyn okay (:

2009-06-25T06:12:00.000-07:00

i know it's a little late but i shall still blog a little bout the street netball competition since it's such a major thing for the netballers! :D
as most of you guys should alre know, RED BOTTLES GOT CHAMPS while the juniors or i should say MINI RED BOTTLES GOT 2ND!!!
i'm $50 richer now cuz of this competition (:
so on the first day(21/06/2009,sat), we were up against riverside, woodlands ring, bukit batok and jurong west.
however,jurong west did not come,making it a walkover for us.
first game was with bukit batok.
i was nervous like shit for that first game!
c'mon lah,first official game after so long!
so i think my play was average only for that game.
honestly,i felt kinda lost for that game too.
partly,maybe cuz jocelyn wasnt playing alongside with me.
we won bb but i didnt take not of the score.
next was up against woodlands ring.
i think we did underestimate them initially.
which caused us to lose by so many goals for the first 5 mins of the game.
but we managed to catch up alot during the next 5 mins of the game.
we still lost by 1 goal but i really liked our play for that last 5 mins cuz we were fighting so hard just to close up the gap.
i think woodlands ring only scored 1 goal while we scored around 4 or 5 goals for that few mins.
finally,we played with riverside for the last game of the day.
kinda intimidated initially cuz they had a guy.
but we managed to overcome that and we really did fight and give our best and we won that game!
there was this moment during the riverside game where a girl threw the ball at my leg.
i dunno why but i got quite pissed cuz i guess it wasnt her first time doing it.
so i just looked up and gave those kind of super fierce stares at her!
hahas!i think it's the first time the netballers saw me so fierce!!
juniors also did well that day.
they only lost to jwss,which i felt was a total waste.
but i guess they were nervous or something too.
went for dinner with yuting,jocelyn and ginny at lot1 after that.
we chatted damn long bout strategies and crapped too till close to 9pm i think!

the next day,we had to play with tanglin,woodgrove and JUNIORS!
tanglin was okay.
nothing significant happened i guess.
now for the crucial match with woodgrove!
at the very same time,the juniors were up against outram sec so we couldnt support each other.
but both our teams wanted to win badly as winning this games will ensure that we'll fight for the top 2 places together.
so at halftime,we were losing to woodgrove by 1.
i looked over to juniors and by lyndi's expression,it wasnt really that good over at their side too.
the juniors were also losing by 1 to outram.
at the end of the game,we tied with woodgrove.
juniors also tied with outram!hahas!
so the person i/c said we'll continue playing and the first team to reach 3 goals will win.
so we won woodgrove with 3-0 in the end.
i felt they got jittery during this period of time,allowing us to score all 3 goals.
juniors also won outram with 3-0.
hahas!our semifianls game super similar right!! :D
and this comes the part i love love love the most!!
juniors' game ended first so they came over to our court smiling like crazy.
then they found out that we won and both our teams STARTED SCREAMING LIKE LITTLE GIRLS!!!
you'd have to be there to see how happy and crazy we were!
we even forgot to shake hands with woodgrove cuz we were too caught up screaming.
well the screaming didnt last too long cuz we went separate ways after that to discuss strategies.
lols!it's super funny!
like one second we're cheering together,the next we're walking off in different directions.
we planned our strategies till so detailed i tell you!
cuz it's normal to get scared since the juniors have been training consistently while we've alre stepped down etc.
even msong said we'll lose to juniors can.
one of our strategies was to be fierce during the game.lols!
i managed to do it!!
hahas!3 claps for me please cuz i really cant be serious in front of our joker juniors!
juniors said they werent nervous but somehow i thought they were nervous while playing with us.
cuz i seriously felt they shouldnt have let us score so much against them.
though after halftime their play got better,they kinda lost it again when yuting intercepted their ball.
so overall, we won the juniors 9-1.
the juniors better get champs next year since we wont be joining the competition alre.
even if we do,it wont be in the same category.
so we went to take team photos after the whole thing (see it yourself at any netballers' blog or the netball blog itself)
i forgot we were gonna take photos together after the competition so i went to get a henna drawing for myself.
so itchy hand right!
in the end the henna looked so out of place in all the photos!
i even caused the henna to smudge on hand of the person who was giving us the medals.hahas!
oh and qiaowei's team also got first for the tertiary category (:
had lunch at carls jr after that ar marina square.
when i didnt buy a burger,i told the rest that i wasnt hungry when i actually was.
the reason was,carls jr isnt halal but i didnt want to be a spoil sport so i just bought the fries and drink.
luckily the fries itself was super filling,i'm not lying!
drank damn lots of zappel too cuz i was really thirsty.
i wanted to walk around marina square actually but we went home instead cuz everyone was feeling rather shagged alre plus we needed to celebrate father's day.

i didnt go home though.
i zoomed off to changi airport to meet my family and relatives.
however,i couldnt really enjoy myself cuz i got diarrhoea halfway thru.
and it was really really bad.
like damn wattery..like those plop plop plop kinda shit!hahas!okay sorry for being disgusting!
and i couldnt figure out what caused the diarrhoea cuz i only cornflakes for breakfast that day plus the fries at carls jr.
in the end i thought that drinking too much zappel must've caused it.
maybe too gassy etc.
from changi airport,we then went to marine parade to actually bowl.
but the bowling centre actually closed early that day!!
a wasted trip ):
so we just slacked around at macs and went off around 6plus am.
i reached home only close to 8am in the morning.
phew,such a tiring weekend right!

but overall,i really injoyed the street netball competition to bits!
and i felt super relieved my hots were quite on form for the games :D
despite the extremely hot and scorching weather,i still loved these 2 days!
luckily it was rather windy at times to make up for the heat!
plus,i got sunburnt after so long!!
so you can guess how hot the weather was since i'm so dark but i still got burnt!
and it's been ages since we won something together.
so i wanna thank everyone who supported us thru it!
thanks yuting for intercepting countless of balls.
thanks jocelyn for throwing nice lobs to me and assisting me on court.
thanks melissa for being noisy on court. (lols.inside joke!)
thanks ginny for being so focused on getting the rebounds that you forget to look at the other shooter who's shooting. (lols.another inside joke!)
thanks bjorn for taking our photos.
thanks to qiaowei+others, ESPECIALLY THE JUNIORS who kept encouraging us throughout and telling us not to give up etc.
so to end off this post, I LOVE THE RED BOTTLES and also OUR LOVELY JUNIORS!! :D
KRANJI NETBALL CAN MAKE IT CUZ WE'RE A BUNCH OF COMMITTED AND PASSIONATE NETBALLERS WHO HAVE A COMMON GOAL IN OUR MIND!!! :D :D

2009-06-25T05:47:00.001-07:00

guess what,i finally reached 100posts!!
well yeah but after almost TWO years of having this blog.lols!
since i went out ytd,i think i should just blog bout it.
i went to causeway with yongkian because both of us had alre planned to watch 'the taking of pelham 123' and 'drag me to hell' or what yongkian would say, a movie biathlaton.
'the taking of pelham 123' was thrilling and made you keep guessing what was gonna happen next.
a must watch for those who love action packed plus thrilling shows!
i must really applaud drag me to hell for being the first horror movie to scare and shock me alot of times.
i guess it was due to the loud sound effects but still, i felt the overall plot was not bad.
however, the exorcising part was abit lame.
other than that, this show will gross you out and also shock you out of your seats.
oh anyway,before the show,me and yongkian were thinking how to get into the theatre without getting caught;since 'the taking of pelham 123 was NC16 and i was the only one who can get thru.
i actually suggested to change the month on his ezlink from 07 to 02.hahas!
but we didnt do it since it'll be damn obvious.
but guess what,the person who took our tickets didnt even bother bout it.
hahas!made us worry for nth!
we also bumped into msnat that day.
at least i know what to expect for her lessons.lol!
after the two movies,we didnt have anything to do plus we alre walked the whole of causeway.
so we went to mrt station and looked at the whole long list of stations.
we picked out two destinations;yishun and sembawang.
we actually played scissors paper stone to determine where we would go next.
so i won and we went to yishun.
WRONG CHOICE..because the shopping centre was under renovation.
so we landed up in the library then and started to chat.
yongkian found out that melissa had not return the library books she borrowed under his name.
so i decided to have a lil fun and told yk to act angry with her!
but clever melissa easily guessed it wasnt yk's doing and even guessed i was behind the whole thing!!hahas!
i think this will be my last day to enjoy during hols.
so i'm glad i did enjoy myself (:
and thanks yk for watching the horror movie with me despite knowing you dislike these kinda shows.
hope you'll sleep better tonight!hahas! :D

2009-06-25T01:25:00.000-07:00

recently, i've been reading my old posts and i actually didnt know my posts would be that funny or interesting! RIGHT JOCELYN? or should i say AHTOOT?! HAHAS!
so i am actually looking forward to going back to blogging.
the sad thing is, my keyboard is still spoilt.
the only reason you guys are seeing this post now is that i'm SECRETLY using my bro's laptop without his permission.
hehes!he's asleep that's why!
major things have happened recently such as:
street netball competition (WE GOT CHAMPS!!!)
cfn might be postponed ):
watched drag me to hell and the taking of pelham 123 with yk (:
i got my RED BOTTLE!!
and so much more!
but i dont have the time to elaborate on them till i get a new keyboard.
but by that time,i wouldnt have the feel to elaborate bout past events anymore.
so my future posts will mostly be on current events, not those that have alre passed by.
but the main thing bout this post today is just to tell myself that i finally realised the very good thing bout having a blog as it really preserves our memories.
reading back,i could almost visualise all those fun moments i spent with friends,team mates etc.
i kinda regret now for not blogging more.
but nth can be done.so i shall try to blog now whenever something major or exciting happens in my life.
i'll be back ppl! :D

2009-04-24T04:20:00.000-07:00

I HATE THE MOTHER TONGUE PAPER TODAY!!!!
firstly, i'm never good at malay.
and i hate malay.
i dunno why.
i'm just brought up that way.
random fact: MY DAD USED TO PREVENT ME AND MY SIBLINGS FROM SPEAKING MALAY AT HOME WHEN WE WERE YOUNG!
okay back to the paper!
secondly, i didnt complete my compo!!
i think i wrote too long AGAIN AS USUAL! (6page plus) ):
i cant seem to control how much i write.
it seems like once i have the story in mind, the hand just keeps writing and writing!
i only had 1 more paragraph to fit in but i didnt have the time for it.
well there's one good thing though.
the question was exactly the same GREED question mslai gave to the band1 students.
but still, i didnt do well ):
paper2 was WORSE!!
i alre lost 6marks...and this is confirmed!!
cuz i didnt know how to construct sentences for the given words.
in fact, the whole class didnt know how to.
even my HML friends didnt know the meanings for the words!
for those malay ppl who happen to see this, the 2words are RAKUS and MANDAT.
overall the paper was just tough.
in fact i felt the paper was of a HML standard as i had done some easier HML papers last year compared to this killer one.
i heard the CL,HCL,HML papers were also tough.
seems like the teachers are out to get us this time ):
hope i pass (:

2009-04-21T00:16:00.000-07:00

Your score on this personality test was 69%

Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural lead, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

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I THINK THE TEST RESULT DESCRIPTION IS VERY TRUE!!! :D

2009-04-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

shit, i dont think i'm a good friend.. ):

i find smsing a chore now that the buttons are spoilt!!!

2009-04-03T21:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO........................

...................MELISSA FOO WAN TING!!!!!!!!!!!!
you've been a wonderful friend.
and of course you're special since i did that card for you.
honestly,i've never done a birthday card before.
hope you do like it!! (though there're some smudges.hahas!)
i still remember smsing jocelyn telling her one of my goals this year was to make birthday cards for special friends but putting it off later cuz i cant put my feelings down into a card.
but i'm really glad i did the card for you.
it's a personal achievement okay!!!
so be proud,
YOU'RE LOVED BY ME, THE TALLEST GIRL IN SCHOOL!!!!!
ps;thanks for your lovely card too.i didnt know it was a card until yuting flipped it open!hahas!

2009-01-12T20:25:00.000-08:00

day 5
did nothing much cuz we were still on the road.
spent the night at 'emerald beach'.

2009-01-12T20:15:00.000-08:00

day 4
it's hari raya haji!!
i missed out all the fun in singapore ):
was supposed to go to the mosque in the morning but couldnt wake up.
i really wanted to see how the mosque in australia looked like but didnt have the chance.
the pakistanis and arabs in australia looked like my aunts and uncles(my mum's paternal side) in singapore,according to my grandmothers who went in the morning.
they even said the ppl they saw were even better looking than the caucasians.
we had a late breakfast and continued on with our journey towards gold coast.
had lunch somewhere on the outskirts of sydney at a turkish eatery.
turkish food there is very tasty!
saw many animals,lakes etc along the way.
we reached 'the entrance' and parked the caravan as we're gonna spend the night there.
me and aishah went swimming at the pool there.
had some pizza for diner and watched a movie before sleeping.

2009-01-12T19:58:00.000-08:00

day 3
left for N.Normah's place after breakfast.
managed to wash up our dirty clothes at her house.
after which,we left to 'bondi'(pronounced as bondai!weird)
the beach view is really awesome!
and it was super windy an cooling.
we hiked all the way up to the highest point of the 'tamarama beach'(it's part of 'bondi'.
the point there is quite high and the winds there were really really strong!
ppl like melissa and yongkian will surely get blown away!!
bought fish and chips from one of the shops there.
the stuff there is so expensive?!
like a set of fish and chips costs $9.30 without the drinks!
and the guy even forgot to give us the sauce we alre bought.
this caused us to make a double trip to the shop!
me and aishah went to swim after that.
the water's real cold,to me i guess since i have more fats,and i wont get cold that easily!
went back to N.Normah's house to sleep.

2009-01-12T19:40:00.000-08:00

day 2
woke up around 12 since i had a late night the day before.
after eating,played board games with aishah and zac.
emma couldnt join us cuz she had to study for a test(their hols hadnt start yet).watched 2 dvd's after that.i fell asleep thru the first one but stayed awake for the next(cuz it's horror!).
the horror one is called 'ghostwatcher'.
you guys should watch it,it's nice!
but get the original one cuz the pirated version has a short porn scene!!
me,emma and aishah went to the park/playground later on and we also had extra time to go to the creek and some big field there.
we reached back at the house just in time for dinner.
me,emma and aishah couldnt sleep at night.
maybe cuz it was our last night together and we wouldnt see emma the next morning cuz she had sch early in the morning.
we ended up chatting bout lotsa stuff(juicy topics like sex,lesbians etc!).
she's so easy to talk to man..cuz she's a very open and alsovery chattable i guess.
and she's also a person who'll leave a very good impact on you.
i know i'll really miss her for sure.

ps;i still miss her till now but then i dunno when will be the next time we meet though ):

2009-01-12T05:58:00.000-08:00

before i start,i might as well give a character introduction.
D.Ebbe and N.Minah are the ones that brought me on this trip.
their daughter Aishah,is my aunt but she's only 15.
D.Abu and N.Mas,one of my grandparents,are staying in Australia.
their daughter Emma is 16 and Zac is 12.
N.Normah and D.Bill(poppy) are also one of my grandparents and stay there too.
they have a cat called Topaz staying with them.
and the whole australia post is only on what i did,not really on feelings etc.
quite lazy to type those personal feelings here.
and in case you're wondering what the capital D and N stands for,it's just a term to call grandparents for me.

before going off
bought two books on impulse at changi airport.

day 1
D.Abu came to fetch us at Sydney airport.
by the way,the food on the SIA tasted horrible.
although we took the jumbo flight,the food tasted so bland!
i managed to watch 'beverly hills chihuahua' on the flight and fell asleep the rest of the way.
the movie was okay only.
quite boring at certain parts.
okay back to Sydney airport....
some white guy with a chinese lady(looked like singaporean) tried to cut our queue!
we took D.Abu's car to take the caravan.
the caravan looked quite small actually.
went to D.Abu's place after that to drop off some bags and rested for awhile.
we had lunch at N.Normah's place since she alre cooked for us.
played with topaz though she isnt that active as she's very very old!
poppy is also very friendly,in fact friendlier than D.Ebbe.
we then went back to D.Abu's place and finally saw N.Mas,emma and zac.
havent seen them in a long time so it was a bit awkward at first.
we tried to break the ice by playing and it really worked,as i really got along with emma!
went out to some asian restaurant for dinner and i couldnt even finish my food cuz the serving was ENORMOUS!
while the adults were ordering desserts,me,emma and aishah got bored and started playing games.
the loser had to eat something disgusting that could be made up by the food around us.
could say that i was lucky since i didnt have to eat anything at all!
went for s troll at darling harbour after that.
it's something like clarke quay actually.
walked somemore and ended up somewhere on a jetty where we can see the sydney opera house and also luna park.
the place gave a rather nice night seaview.
went back to D.Abu's place to finally sleep!

2009-01-12T05:07:00.000-08:00

O level results are finally out.
hmm,i got a B3 for malay.
no comments bout that.
found out from jocelyn that RV and nanyang not in our grouping.
that's a good thing.
hopefully we wont meet the other two threats in the first round too.

2009-01-11T03:34:00.000-08:00

MY KEYBOARD'S FIXED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas.i'm so relieved now that i can type again.
ever since i came back i could only use the computer with the mouse and that's quite irritating isn't it!
cuz it means no chatting,no blogging,no music downloading etc!
well,i did survive well enough so i'm not a victim of the vicious technology! :D :D
i shall post up about the australian trip soon once i have the time or feel like doing so.
now i have to relieve my urge to download songs! :D
anyway something funny happened today morning.
i was smsing audrey and suddenly i randomly told her horny stuff.
and happened so..........
SHE WAS AT THE CHURCH!!!
i couldnt help laughing out loud when i saw her reply.
but you know,audrey herself asked me more!
see,she isnt that innocent after spending a year in 3B(:
anyway,i think i'll post up the australian trip day by day.
it's easier (:
i'll be back soon (:

2008-12-02T08:17:00.000-08:00

2 more days...................
sorry melissa i had to leave halfway thru your bbq.
i wanna get well!!
and i wanna meet alot of ppl!!!!!!
i feel as though i'm leaving forever when it's just a month's trip.
but still,it is 30 days! ):

2008-11-15T20:28:00.000-08:00

NETOPS CARNIVAL TMR!!
quite excited and nervous at the same time.
sigh,my shots cant get in alre.
even the bball girls noticed.
to top that off,i banged into my cupboard just now and my small toe is bleeding!
luckily not that painful now and hope it remains that way.
shall go swimming/gyming later!

2008-11-10T05:58:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
suddenly just felt like blogging.
i'll just do a short one.
had fun today.
wet to jurong point first then to vivo.
loved the food lah!
first time eating at ramen ten.
highly recomended!!
very delicious so it's worth the money :D
but legs damn tired cuz kept walking round and round.
saw my pregnant aunt and i was just mentioning bout her earlier on!
yongkian managed to find his buddy's present after damn long AND he's still not fully satisfied.hahas!
spent around $30 (i'm more economically informed than yongkian since he spent way more than me!)
and our (super late)lunch meal costed around $20 so i didnt spend so much on other stuffs.
nadia's a good money saver! :D
walked walked walked.....
crapped around as usual.
then met my mum and the rest after yongkian left.
THERE"S LIKE MEGA MCSPICY NOW!!
quite good but last time alre have then now damn ex luh.
but still,i shall eat it soon.
i'm sure my dear leepongy would also love to try it!
thai and vietnam ppl should love spicy food.
cabbed home at 8plus cuz damn tired.

ps;J.CO's the next destination okay! :D

actually was quite sad in the morning but then didnt show it out lah.
hahas.i'm always like that (:
so thanks alot lah yongkian.
really enjoyed the day.
shall go search for more food hunts next time! :D

shall shoot tmr morning and head to the gym in the afternoon!
i want muscles! :D

sigh,feel weird without jocelyn around..TOO QUIET!!

2008-09-11T08:03:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-29T07:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGKIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shall continue this post sometime later (:

2008-07-27T04:00:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay i dont noe what made me come back.
maybe it's cause of those who tagged.
or maybe it's also my blog looks so dead.
hmm,i obviously cant remember all that happened recently but i'll just list those i remember here. (not in any order)

-3B has a class pet!! (KIT&KAT)
at least it's better than the name SHASI&BEGUM.
i mean you guys laugh it off but it's completely ridiculous.
and i even got scolded by mr.shasi luh!
he said i love to make fun of teachers.
like in the first place,i didnt even chose the name okay.

-JOCELYN's BIRTHDAY!!
went to bpp for my very first time.
yes first time!
actually if not for her,i wouldnt want to break my streak luh.
went to swensens and eat eat eat!
the guys at our table(DC,thoven,jiaqi) quite gentlemanly okay.
they paid more than they had to and so,me and jocelyn only had to pay $10 each.
10buks for a swensens meal.
the guys super good right (:

-farewell party (coach&ms.tock)
the party was GREAT!
i dunno how to elaborate on this one.
it's like there's to much too say then i just cant express them here.
but i'll really miss the both of them.
and was super touched when coach said she'll miss me the most.
i really really wanna see you soon!

-new coach
hmm,i'm not really that enthu bout seeing her.
i mean i want to see her etc but then the enthusiasm isnt that much lah.
maybe i'm holding on too much to msyeo.
have to learn to let go then (:
but trainings still havent resume after so long!!
my stamina is like shit luh.
and i havent been going to the gym for ages.
no matter what,i must try to hit the gym once this week (:

-australia trip
i'm going to australia in december.
and i'll be there for the whole month.
the disadvantage is i'll miss my friends(especially some of them),family(my mother!),trainings(BOOO!) and going out with friends(sigh,i alre promised yongkian)
yeah but then the trip will be quite fun too since it's a month long and i will be celebrating new year there.
and it's those kind of adventurous trip cuz we'll be staying in a caravan not in hotels.
then we'll travel states to states in it.
and i'm going with my aunt(same age as me) and her family.
i'll seriously miss my mother like hell but then she say i should go too.
cuz she knows i want to go.
i shall call and sms her whenever i'm free there.
hope there are gyms there!
hahas.cuz i cant train then i need keep fit what.
and once i'm back i'll have to train my shots and everything else like crazy.
i dont want to lose to jacelyn!
so what if you're a junior,you're still my competitor okay!! :D

okay i think that's all i remember for now.
i'll be back soon!

tag replies!
ANNITA:lols.yongkang is cute okay.just look at him!those cute adorable eyes! :D
EEKIE:BIMBO!thanks for the tag
FIENA:lols.i'll try but no promises cuz quite busy
YONGKIAN:we're going to the gym tmr.hahas! :D
LEELEE:hello!you naughty girl,keep stepping my shoes!
LYNN:hahas.thanks alot.but my studies are dropping instead of improving ):
JOEY:hello joey!and i just tagged you too
CASSANDRA:i just updated.read and tag yeah.and i'll link you up some other time okay.abit busy now (:
HWAIYI: (: (: i more generous!give more smileys :D

2008-05-22T07:56:00.000-07:00

still not in a blogging mood...
today was simply bad.

"if you can manage your studies......."
who knows,maybe i should just quit.

2008-05-22T07:54:00.000-07:00

i owe 3 posts:

interclass
outing with yongkian.
mediacorp thingy.

will blog when i feel like it

2008-05-15T08:41:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY
today was interclass day.
i totally regretted putting my name for captain ball lah.
i mean i love the game but i dont like who i'm playing with.
and how can you enjoy with such teammates.
no,i'm not referring to all of you.
i appreciate those who put in the effort to play well and showed good sportsmanship.
i'd really like to thank aidil and belicia cuz they stayed for all the games.
cant forget shaiful,norman,yuri and jiaqi who played well too.
and to the rest of the players too.(sorry if didnt list down)
we lost all the games against 3E,3G and 3C.
thanks to zelia too.
she was like wow for both games lah!
i really appreciate it once again.
sufiana,though you didnt play,i noe you had a reason not to lah.
some ppl just very selfish what.
but the thought that you wanted to help is good enough for me.

i'm not even sad or disappointed with the results at all.
i'm disappointed with some of the player's attitudes.

person 1 and person 2,
can you guys like make up your mind which games you want to play?
if its bball you want,then go ahead.
i also wont touch you if you dont want play captball.
you tell me you want to play captball but then you go give your full strength for bball.
i mean seriously,i would have let you guys played bball if you said so.
in the end person 1 got injured while playing bball.
then we lost one player alre.
then person 2 was too exhausted to play captball cuz he used up all his energy for bball.
lost another player again.
funnily,person 1 injured still can go play bball after that.
i'm afraid a sorry does not help at that time lah.
if you had told me that you wanted to go bball earlier,i would have put in other players luh.
i noe you guys wanna help out but then not to extent of missing the game which you were supposed to play.

person 3 and person 4,
if you didnt want to play then why tell me you want in the first place.
i noe person 3 played for the first game.
but what about person 4?
the reason i took you in was cuz you said you wanted to play.
and i knew you could play well.
but on the day when you were needed to play,you didnt want to play.
you just left the team like that.

there's other things too lah.
but dont feel like writing alre.
anyway i failed maths and science.
not a shocker though.

2008-05-15T08:34:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY
went gym with tanyongkian!
he's very suaku okay.
yeah but not uncommon lah.
first timer what.
hahas.he made so much noise in the gym luh!
well not so much lah afterall.
he even dropped the weights but LUCKILY muru didnt come over.
long time nvr see muru alre.
didnt do much today though.
cuz the next day got interclass.
so just did some cycling and the seat-pulling thingy.
did some weight trainings for arms and legs too.
exercised more of the legs i think.
ahh,dunno what to write alre lah.
such a boring post.

2008-05-11T07:48:00.000-07:00

TIRED

FRIDAY
hit the gym at the stadium.
kinda tired but still went swimming at my cousin's house after that.
tried out the flabelos machine.
its fun!
slept there in the end.

SATURDAY
went to my aunt's house cuz there was a function.
the function was to celebrate her newborn baby.
left in the evening to go to another chalet@eastcoast.
played bowling at night.
didnt play that well though.

SUNDAY
spent the night at the chalet.
but during our walk back to the chalet,we got locked out.
like why should chalet gates be locked.
so stupid and idiotic luh.
so we(the kids) climbed over the fence.
then the adults had to wait outside.
felt like prison break too cuz i did manage to open some of the wire fences.
but the hole was not that big lah.
in the end the secuirty ppl came around half an hour later.
still,the management sucks.

went to wildwildwet in the afternoon.
got some free tickets so went there luh.
didnt really played much.
just didnt feel like it.

CONCLUSION
my weekend is very packed.
and though its around 3 days that i never see some of the ppl in sch,i alre miss them alot.
i'm such a good person right!hahas.
maybe i'm just too tired,bored etc.

its not just a physical thing
i'm very VERY tired.
i shall go into hibernation! :D

GET WELL SOON JOCELYN!

2008-05-02T06:52:00.001-07:00

SOMEONE MADE ME PROUD TODAY YOU KNOW!!!the person is none other than,
AMANDATANYOUJING!!!!!!!!
yes my dumbdumbpartner.
i didnt really expect her to amaze me since she's so dumb (:
amanda sat down in the library and finsihed a whole english storybook!
can you believe it?!
amanda was reading an english book leh.
and not only that,she even finished the book!!
i'm super proud of her lah.
yeah but she also tortured me by not talking to me for 4 days sia!
yes 4.
i counted every single day okay.
this idiotic dumbdumb ah..
yeah but the main thing is,you guys should praise her cuz she finished a book today.
and she was so determined okay.
while me,jocelyn,yuting and zhenyi wer eplaying stacko with books,she continued reading.
she even felt like sleeping but didnt give up.
the book was very thick okay.
so good job to you!
anw bout the stacko with books.
i thought of that game!!
hahahas.super fun!
i think we made quite alot of noise too.
JOCELYN WON THE GAME OVERALL!!!!
yeah she is kinda good at it.
and i cant decide on what cat i want ):

2008-04-25T06:18:00.000-07:00

ANYONE WANT ADOPT CATS/KITTENS?
if you want go to www.catwelfare.org
i hope my motehr allows me to do so.
having a cat is something i really REALLY wanted for so long alre.
i dont have much wishes lah.
so this hsows how much i want a cat.
however,i'm kinda worried too if i cant take care of it properly.
hmm,i shall persuade my mother first before worrying bout all these.

school was okay as usual.
faridah was pulling my leg hair during english lessons!
i was pulling it during recess time actually.
its very fun and i dunno why it doesnt hurt luh.
even faridah say its fun.hahas!
then she pull until there's a patch on my leg which has no hair at all.
kinda uneven lah!
hahas.nvm next tiem can pull the rest of the leg!
hist was the best lesson lah!
mdmteo showed us all these pretty and cute kittens/cats up for adoption.
and its FOC to adopt.
but definitely you have to be responsible for the cats/kittens' lives after adopting.
then after that went to study.
however didnt do much lah except for some chem and reading thru for history.
then we played captain's ball!
sec3's against sec4&5's.
we won in the end!!!
the games was so damn fun lah.
but sadly,i got molested by (...)
okay lah.
cant really blame him waht.
it was an accident.
i wanted to jump for that ball then he wanted to tip away.
then in the end accidently touched the boobs luh.
dont even noe whether he realised it anot.
hope he doesnt lah.
but it felt so great out there just having fun and playing ball.
its been ages i've touched a ball or played a game.
i'm so looking forward to the interclass games!
hope 2a can reunite and play with the teachers again!!!
today we also has a crossword puzzle competition.
yuting and me got 5mins plus.
hahas.not much difference betweeen our timings lah.
only around 10seconds plus like that.
then walked to lotone with our super heavy bags.
my back was hurting so much so decided to call up my dad to fetch me.
but he cant be bothered so had to ask my uncle in the end.
i strained my back luh ):
and MYE is ever so close.
alrite have to control myself and study for MYE alre.
wish me luck :D

2008-04-24T07:39:00.000-07:00

am i sick or am i just plain tired...
hmm..either one i guess.hahas!
i shall forget about what i said in my previous post.
maybe that person really has something on.
yeah so i shall not be so accusing next time.

NELISSAFOOWANTING aka MYIDIOT(yes,i'm only allowed to call her idiot.too bad!),
taught me amaths today!!
i really have to thank her lah.
i lost all interest in amaths since donkey years alre.
but today she did give me that kind of feeling that amaths can be manageable.
yeah so i'll do as you say to make you happy.
afterall i wouldnt want to see you sad rite(:
see i'm a good SHUDDUP(this word makes no sense though!) rite!
the way you thought me was really very easy to understand.
oh and melissa's new nickname is EAT!
go ask her the reason if you guys wanna noe.
so once again,THANK YOU SO MUCH IDIOT! :D

2008-04-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

I WANNA RUN AWAY FROM EVERYTHING!
okay that sounds so childish.
but its not illegal to have the thought of it.
sometimes i feel i'm worrying too much for others instead of myself.

is it so wrong if i just want you to achieve something.
we are willing to sacrifice our time for you yet you somehow dont appreciate it.
you told me you had something on and cant stay with us.
but you still went out that day.
i wanna help you but you're not helping yourself at all.
a lot of people claim you're smart and can do it but you're just lazy.
i'm willing to do anything for you.
ask me for what you want and i'll try to get it for you(have to be realistic though!)
money isn'n the issue here.
i just wanna see you do well.

ps;someone asked me why i'm so concerned over 'this person'.
strangely i couldnt find an answer.

anw thanks yongkian!
i thought of what we talked bout ytd while walking home.
it did help okay! :D
and remember to ask your mother!!

2008-04-03T07:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA IDIOT!!!
hoped you like the small suprise just now in school.
had amazing race today!
FUN!FUN!FUN!
though it rained and the race was cancelled in the end,it was still super enjoyable.
and even though there's only me and audrey,we enjoyed the time spent together.
anw my torn pants tore even more cuz of the race.hahas!
and i'm super happy today!
cuz of all the things that happened today and another thing too,which only yk knows i presume?
lazy to blog already and kinda tired too.
goodnights people! :D

2008-03-30T09:07:00.000-07:00

I MISS XINDI!!!!!!!!!
there's no one to talk to now that she'll be away for sometime...

2008-03-28T22:48:00.000-07:00

AHHH....I"M DOWN WITH TONSILS AND THE FILMING IS TMR!
i dont even noe what caused it.
stress?
exhaustion?
heatiness?
hope it heals soon!
its irritating to talk when your throat hurtss
and i cant keep my mouth shut for long.

and i keep getting these scary nightmares about losing those people who are loved and treasured by me.
is it a sign to show anything?
am i depressed or stressed?
jocelyn said that dreams are not real cause we in a subconscious mind.
but why have these dreams been happening recently.
its so realistic..
what if the dreams actually came true?!
maybe i should sleep later.
so that when i'm really sleepy i'll just sleep without dreaming.

and i wanna go anti-rice!
though i'll eat noodles,bread etc i dont wanna eat rice as much as possible.
i have to control my diet if i wanna lose weight!

2008-03-26T06:02:00.000-07:00

RECORD BREAKER'S FILMING
did nth much actually.
just reciting the cheer in the parade square.
and i got to know i will get interviewed ALONE on sunday!!!
like omg.....
and they want me to say the cheer ALONE in front of the camera!!!!
ahhhh.....HELP ME!!!!!!!!

oh and i had to skip my scrabble competition cuz the filming comes first.
i wanna go for scrabble actually!
i want go through to the next round..
but too late already :(

2008-03-26T05:32:00.000-07:00

MEDIACORP RECORD BREAKERS THINGY!
thats the exciting thing thats been happening at school.
at first i told peisi that i wanted to join only as a RESERVE for the telematch.
in the end mdmyong told me i joined the cheerleaders group cuz they cant find a girl to match my height.
well,i was abit worried lah since i dunno how to speak chinese.
hmmm...except for some words lah.
well which non-chinese dunno that?!
then had to learn sentences cuz mdmyong said i might get interviewed since i'm the only non-chinese in the cheerleaders group...
and i also had to memorise the cheers in chinese of course!!
well have to really thank those who helped me out.
a BIGBIG thank you to all of you guys!!
the whole process is fun lah and i get to learn new stuffs.
but somehow feel kinda odd one out lah.
nvm lah,shall not let mdmyong and HER CLONE(people should know who) down.

YESTERDAY
morn met the rest of the cheerleaders to practise.
as the phrase goes,practise makes perfect.
thats a good thing for me cuz i actually had to meet mrzainal in the morn!
he wanted to scold me of course.
got to escape!
then during recess time,i went ot the sec2 level to chat with some of them.
and i saw mrzainal again!!
so i didnt noe where to hide.
i quickly ran away while hiding too.
i didnt want to see him!!
he's so long-winded and we have to agree to everything he says!
but i wasnt that lucky and he spotted me running away from him.
then i ran down to sec1 level and he caught me there and ask me to go and see him outside 2c classroom.
i just gave him the reason that i went to my class to get the form that he wanted when he asked why i was running and hiding from him.
i actually wanted to say,well who wants to see your face?!
my excuse very believable right!
then he gave me his usual longgg lectures.
oh and i forgot to bring the book needed for the english test and msaudreylee said i had to stay back to do the test.
but before doing the test,i had to go for the scrabble competition.
my table consisted of me,yongkian,bryan and yanrong.
actually was suprised yongkian was there cuz he didnt say anything bout participating inthe scrabble.
the game was super fun!
and i helped yongkian and he scored 18 for that single word?!
final scores, me-43, yongkian-42, bryan-41, yanrong-29.
the scores were very very close!
and got some groups who cheated luh.
anyhow form words..
you yourself know the words dont exist still wanna put.
tsk..no honesty at all!
after that went to do the english test and yongkian did his homework.
and i'm kinda bothered by some of the words msaudreylee said to me...
nvm lah..things can change!
after theat both of us went to eat at kfc.
yes i admit.
i still ate fried food though no training that day.
cant control temptations already!
then we loitered around lot1 and i was very suprised that lot1 was rather empty.
not much of kranjians..
so decided to go library to see if got any kranjians.
then coincidently saw melissa and jocelyn!
so chatted up with them and they librarian came over and scolded us for being too noisy.
basically was mine and yongkian's fault cuz we made them tak loudly.
so left the both of them to continue with their revision and went off.
wanted to do my ezlink but the office was closed!
so in the end had to go home.
ahhh...when can i do my ezlink?!
everyday's so busy and the office close damn early..
i still havent got my IC done!!!

ps;i got a new phone,like finally
W910i :D